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godblooded · 10 months ago

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sometimes peace is knowing even when it is so, so hard to deal with all this i will always have my eternal safe place. sitting behind flocks of tourists on the deck of the ferry, cradled gently by the hudson river, rocking to and fro languidly, waiting for the crash when it hits the side and sends all the non new yorkers scattering until it bobs itself to a lazy stop. it’s nice to know this is a feeling that has never left me. it’s nice to know i can still feel it.

#ooc. o kaptain.#[pov: you’re literally me but im behind the camera crying in this shot. sometimes. sometimes things like this click and I remember. yeah. i #got it. I’m still in here somehow you know? crying while reading blood meridian and listening to Ed Sheeran on the way to do Horribly adult #stuff I greatly am Very anxious about. but this has… helped. it’s the biggest feeling ever. thank god. the right song hits and then im #recharged suddenly. just crying it’s fine.]

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