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[hheeluv]

Using my husband as a way to make me less upset is crazy (It’s working kinda)

[fromdove]

› BEHIND THE WINGS ; A GIRL NAMED DOVE ⸝⸝.ᐟ⋆

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— 𝓔very 𝓣ime 𝓘 𝓞verthink, 𝓐 𝓟oet 𝓖ains 𝓗er 𝓦ings

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ the dove & the sea 𓂃⊹ ִֶָ

dove of mine,

hi again. hi. hello. bonjour. salutations. or if it's the first time... then oh, you found me. congrats, detective. i’m probably doing something painfully mundane right now — staring at a wall, overthinking the concept of ... everything — but for your imagination’s sake, let’s say i’m sipping tea and reading sylvia plath’s collected works while pretending not to spiral. (sylvia & me are spiritually linked. i would slap & scold her for half her shit and then sob into her shoulder. duality.)

i’m 15. i go by dove — soft by design, featherlight. i liked the idea of being called something gentle. the world’s too loud and too much. i just wanted to be something calm and still. something that doesn’t take up space unless it’s invited to.

but if we’re already trauma‑bonded… if we’ve had breakdowns at 2am in the same digital trenches… if you’ve seen me type with shaking hands or confess things i should’ve journaled… then you can call me dovie, or angel, or aveliraix (yes that’s the birth name), or aveli, or or or whatever falls sweet off your tongue. but lets be honest even if we havent, i wouldnt mind the nicknames... wink wink

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somewhere, dove awaits,

i shift. i believe in the law of assumption, i dabble in a bit of non-duality and in the strange, terrifying beauty of quantum mechanics. i believe that reality is bendable, that thought can make matter, that self is a word with loose borders. not because i want to sound profound ! im not. i dont have the answers to the universe. im not here to convince you i do.

this isn’t a gimmick. it’s just part of who i am and what i believe. i’m always happy to talk about it — curiously, honestly, even imperfectly — but not with people who treat open minds like something embarrassing. i’m not here to argue with someone who’s already decided i’m ridiculous. i’m not going to hand over my experiences for dissection. if that’s what you’re looking for, you won’t find it here. i don’t owe clarity to close‑minded people

but if you’re if you’re curious, if some part of you wants to listen — then pull up a chair

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in dove's handwriting,

i’ve loved books and pencils and the smell of stationery since before i could afford any of it. i know what it felt like to trace the edge of a gel pen cap. to read a library book with cracked spines.

drawing, writing — i’m not the best. but i don’t care. i’ve lived through enough kitchen-floor lectures from my mother about pencil shavings and snapped pencils to have earned the right to say i love it anyway.

i love the scratch of pen on paper. the way a blank page looks. the tiny ceremony of picking which notebook deserves the next thought.

if you handed me a pack of color pencils or a set of new fineliners, i’d probably cry. because it reminds me of being 7 and building entire worlds out of dollar-store ballpoints.

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where dove flew,

i was born in syria (on a farm in a small village), then lived in lebanon for a bit, and moved to australia when i was four. those places never really left me. syria and lebanon still live in me, so do the sound of family voices in the distance. family. grief. the corner stores. the stories told through cracked phone calls and old photos.

ethnically, i’m half armenian and half assyrian, but i usually just say armenian because it’s simpler. i don’t speak armenian, wish i did! but i do speak english, arabic and one dialect of aramaic (not that good at aramaic though!)

and oh, olive oil. middle eastern olive oil has me every time. i used to just drink it straight, slurping that thick, peppery gold. nothing else tastes like home quite like that <33 oh how i love and miss my middle eastern home

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miss dove (if you're nasty),

special dedication to my first ever teacher (and my english teacher) . . .

there’s a teacher who’s always in my heart. when i first came to australia and started school at five, i didn’t speak a lick of english, but she was so sweet, so patient. i cried after that first day because i missed her, already grown attached. she brought me books, color pencils, markers, stamps, stickers — little treasures that made this strange new country feel like home.

i love her. she was the only teacher who really got me. she’s still with me, always in my mind. and then there was the redheaded angel of a teacher who would come into the class of 5 year old me and pull me aside to teach me english. also patient and kind, opening doors to words i didn’t yet know how to say <33

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signed: dove , , , xoxo

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[pwurrz]

Though I should let u know what I found in one of Yakumo's furniture

He rlly is a snake 🥺

i knowwww i saw that he’s so cute 🥺 i think maybe he’s starting to embrace his more serpentine side instead of pushing it down and trying to ignore it, and that’s just the cutest thing to think about 🥺🥺

[meangirlsbway]

SELLIEEEEEE!!!!! hi <3 how was your day

HI LUNA!! ty for the ask, i stayed up till 2 am last night and im slowly getting through my assignments but we’re getting there 💪 im just about to start the last thing i need to do for the day. how have you been?

[kaisdarling]

SECRET TIKTOK ACCOUNT?? 🤨😱

you found me 😔

[sacrificiallane]

⋆｡ 🪸 ⋆❀ ° 𝓘t's all just so familiar, 𝓑aby, what do you call it ?

﹙ ✉⋆ ˚｡ ⋆୨୧˚ 𝓁𝒶𝓃𝑒 she/her. '02. dumb & poetic messy writer / lazy reader 𝒫ercy's pretty gf (real ) ♡ 𝒜𝓅𝒽𝓇𝑜𝒹𝒾𝓉𝑒 daughter as a helpless romantic & horny fool

retired bot maker / c.ai masterlist

𝓜asterlist & please read the guide before you request

[httpssturns]

how old r u..

im fifteen lol, should probably put that in my bio 🫶

[xoxochb]

I love making things!!!! and I love having friends!!!! making things for friends!!!!! amazing!!!!!!

this is you in a moodboard because I love making things!!!! and you are so inspiring!!!!

HRIWJDHDJSB I LOVE THISSS IT’S SO CUTE THANK YOUUU RHENDBBDEB

[hheeluv]

for you my baby cutie pookie askim 🤗 (ignore the fact i’ve been dead for idk how long)

Hi beloved ♡ I missed u !! I hope ur well <33

[fromdove]

guys guys, tumblr is not showing me some of my asks, so if you've sent me an ask & i havent responded to it yet its not bc im ignoring you i pinky promise!!! tumblr is just being a lil shit as per usual!! now, to all the requests in my inbox (that i can see) i swear ill get to them 😭😭 im kind of in a writing slump rn BUT I SWEARRRRRR TO YOU I WILL GET TO THEM I PINKY PROMISE. i love u all my beautiful pookiesnookums. to the moon & back

[emjiroki]

Jealous ex boyfriend Isagi is just

🤤 👌🏼

So.....jealous!ex boyfriend Isagi headcanons please? A little very suggestive as well?

Thank you and hope you have a great day, darling :)

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS! Jealous! Ex boyfriend Isagi just hits different and I love him I need him ♡

Thank you for you're request lovely! Hope you're having a great day as well ❤️

Warnings: possessive/jealous behavior, explicit scenes & language, threatening (not to us)

Pro player Yoichi BTW all characters are 21+

Jealous! Ex Boyfriend Isagi who's gonna do anything to get you back. Refuses to change his wallpapers on his phone or your contact name because "We'll be back together by next week, she's just pissed".

Jealous! Ex Boyfriend Isagi you calls you a million times a day to try and talk to you. "Come on Baby, come back home" "miss you, dinner later? Awe come on bunny you know I want to see you, let's talk this out" "Babe, it's been almost two weeks, I'm getting clowned by all the guys you need to come home" 🤡

Jealous! Ex Boyfriend Isagi who cant stand the fact this shit has gone on two weeks, and nearly implodes when he finds out you went on a movie date with some guy. Some asshole who doesn't love you. Not like he does. Movie dates were your thing you did together.

Jealous! Ex Boyfriend Isagi who might have sent a death threat with a burner phone... but you can't prove that. It's pure coincidence that "movie guy" dumps you almost immediately.

NSFW down below

Jealous! Ex Boyfriend Isagi who still sends you daily mirror/dick pics. You save them even if you are completely ignoring him, you'll never admit that to him. It's not fair that he looks so damn good.

Jealous! Ex Boyfriend Isagi sends almost nightly cum shot videos too. Moaning and whimpering about how much he loves you as he stroked himself, the precum that leaked out from edging himself slicked his cock till you could hear it through the video. "Look how much I miss you baby girl" he groaned, slapping his dick down on his sticky abdomen, "Wanna feel how much that pretty pussy misses me too".

Jealous! Ex Boyfriend Isagi who corners you at Reo's house party to resolve the issue before pulling your skirt up to eat your pussy, couldn't care less that the bozo you were dancing with earlier finds you two with beers in hand until he decides to try and speak up. Yoichi stands and takes the beer that was meant for you out of his hand, taking three big drinks from the bottle before tipping it and spilling it down the front of the guys shirt. Yoichi's eyes are dark as he takes your hand "better get cleaned up buddy, gonna take my girl home".

[cheers2hani]

this theme is sososo pretty I LARB THE BEACH!!! i've been wanting to do a summer theme too but i can't find any pretty photos for it yet 😭😭

TEN AT THE BEACHHHHHH

YAYAYAY THANK YOU 😘😘

i actually really hate the beach if im being honest.. im lowkey kinda scared of swimming in anything but the pool BUT the aesthetic is so cutesy and i love it

TEN AT THE BEACH WOULD BE SUCH A CUTE THEME OMGGG ESP IF YOU INCLUDE WAVES LYRICS OMGG DO IT DO IT

[pwurrz]

HGHSYAYA THIS IS SEVERAL DAYS LATE BUT BUT

I wanted to draw you something for your bday! Alas, irl had other thoughts....(Uniii 🤪)

So have some cuddly Quincamo now!!! Better late than never!!!

Happy birthday!!🎂🎉🎉🎁🎉🎂🎂🎉🎁🎁🎉🎉🎂🎉🎁🎁🎉🎂🎂🎁🎁

SKDJSKSJ MELLYYYY THIS IS GORGEOUS!!!!! QUINCY’S SO FLUFFY AND SOFT LIKE A BIG TEDDY BEAR 🥺🥺🥺 TYSM THIS WAS AN INSTANT MOOD BOOSTER 💕💕💕💕

[meangirlsbway]

You spammer 😨😭😭

says the spammer 🧐

[lilaquette]

HI UR MOODBOARDS ARE VERY PRETTY AND U SEEM SO COOL so i was wondering if we could be moots!! its okay if not and im sorry for wasting your time 💪💪

omgieee , of courseeee 🫶🏻🤍

Thank youuuu ♡ n your moodboards are an absolute dream to look at !!!!

[hysteria-things]

https://pin.it/TA54nNg1D

IM SO???? (pls im praying this link works)

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hi