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a-concert-just-for-me · 1 year

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Ahoy friend! How goes the night?

Well thefreewillagency, you have made a grave mistake asking me this. Behold. It’s 2:00 am. My diary screaming out loud. You know, like Anna Nalick style.

These edibles are, in fact, shit (positive)

I’m most def a little high

#tw drugs #it feels like a weighted blanket #squeezing and heavy and ahhhh #every once in a while it squeezes my chest and it’s hard to breathe #but in a good way. I feel like I’m in Temple Grandon’s cow squeezer #sorry Grandin #but it’s more than the fuzzy from earlier #this time it’s like wavey #I keep thinking of the ‘look at all those squiggles’ informercial gal #she’s orbiting me like a planet and painting squiggles on my atmosphere #‘painting on my atmosphere’ Jesus can you be any more pretentious #I am meta aware of the fact I’m just saying every goofy thought #but also I um. just forgot where I was going with that point #I feel silly in my brain but my body is slow and deadpan #and I keep forgetting what I was going to say #inch resting #this is fun I like studying myself like a cell in a Petri dish #I’m like a record my thoughts go a little bit then stop. rewind. play. stop. rewind #material girl is stuck in my head though so that record is obviously having no problem #okay bye #enjoy this before I delete it later. goodnight peace and love #I think it’s starting to go away though #////delete later//

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