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──── [☁︎] 「지젤」 ᯾ 𝓘 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖼𝖺𝗇'𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗉 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝓨𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗋𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗆𝖾 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺. alternatively ➥ 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗐𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋. 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝖾. 𝖻𝗈𝗋𝗇 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝖾𝖺𝖼𝗁𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗐𝗈 𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗆𝗂𝖾𝗌. 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗆𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗇 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝓤𝑪𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑨𝑮𝑨 𝓐𝑬𝑹𝑰 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎.

✦ very angsty, forbidden love, short fic, elemental!au, yearning, they hurt eachother when they touch, one kiss, coronation type ceremony of sorts, proofread ୨ৎ water elemental!aeri �� fire elemental!reader .𐙚 ݁ ˖ wc! 1.06k ᝰ.ᐟ

˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ this was to be uploaded yesterday but I couldn't finish the layout, like the writing was done! i hate the fact that my layout is so complicated but everytime I see the finished product I fall in love omg. this is also one of the most angsty tropes I've written pls lmk how I did, this is very short on the fic side ik I'm sorry 😞 idk how I feel about this so again lmk ur thoughts! ★: record of anon! 𓂃⋆.˚

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THE FLAMES IN YOUR PALMS ILLUMINATED YOUR FACE. your eyes glared at the vermillion fire with a mix of hatred and disgust. the crunch of the grass didn't startle you as the lighter presence joined beside you.

the quiet that followed was defeaning. there were so many unspoken words and feelings tied in the cold breeze, it was suffocating. she had so much to say, yet she didn't utter a word.

"i'm being handed the leading position of the fire elemental department tomorrow." you chose to broke the tense atmosphere, her eyes shifting to you as she hummed with a nod.

"i know, i'll be there." uchinaga aeri spoke, her voice low, just loud enough for you to hear. you turned to her side to see her already looking at you, her gaze so soft it made your heart break.

"i want to hold your hand, but i don't want to hurt you." you said, the everlasting fire which was always evident in your fierce eyes dimming, like a low flame struggling to keep the spark burning.

"we'll hurt eachother by interacting and we'll still hurt eachother by not, what do you want, loveimy?" you weren't sure what to respond with. the dull truth hitting you like getting a bucket of water dumped on you.

loveimy, the nickname she made for you which was a mix of lover and enemy, something you were to her, whether she liked it or not. you were her lover by choice and enemy by nature.

the only thing separating you two was the category of elementals you represented. you being the fire elementals' leader's daughter didn't help either. your dad was like the leader of all fire elementals, tomorrow you'd take his place.

aeri was the daughter of one of the members of the water elemental department council. another thing complicating things further was the past connection your father and her mother had.

the two loved eachother deeply, much like you two, but being opposite elements they had no choice but to split up. the two became pure enemies after that and then your mother and her father came into the picture.

it was like all odds were against you two, as if the bond you two held was a crime. what was so wrong in loving someone? why did it have to be this way? what did you in your past life to have to suffer this much now?

the next day, you were given the title, fire elemental department's leader. cheers were given, so were praises, motivation spilled from everyone's mouths, the happy grins of your parents were proud and shining bright.

you held your practiced smile the whole time, it didn't reach your eyes, having just enough faux happiness to make it seem real and not artificial. you wanted the ground to swallow you.

aeri stood in the far corner, frown etched on her pretty features as to not make her parents, who were scowling beside her, confused and question her.

you slipped past the crowd, whispering to your mother how you had a little thing to care of. she didn't really listen, too egoistic from all the congratulatory sentences that came left and right.

aeri felt the hair at the back of her neck stand up, goosebumps rising on her pale skin. she'd felt this many times before. she knowing looked back to see you giving her a signaling stare she'd grown all too familiar with.

one that non-verbally told her to follow you, most likely into a secluded area where it's just you, her and your blooming love.

she followed you like she always did, muttering a lame at best excuse. she soon found herself in one of the empty hallways, away from the public eye.

she couldn't help herself, you looked so beautiful, and hot, tonight. her hands immediately cupped your cheeks and she leaned down, capturing your lips in hers.

the lip lock was short lived as reality sunk in once again. aeri pulled away and you let out a hiss, the faint essence of smoke came from her lips. your cheeks were redder for two reasons— one, from the kiss and two, from again, the water from aeri.

"so worth it." she said. her tone juxtaposed her expression and her feelings. this was her reality. sneaking away to the shadows, hurting being with eachother, it was all a big, sad and slow shattering of her heart.

your mere presence hurt the other. maybe in another alternate universe you two would be like eachother and get the chance to co-exist like everyone else. like lovers who could love eachother without hurting eachother at the same time.

it would always be what ifs. always dreams. never the reality, no matter how much you two dreamt of it, you were rivals by blood, by old burnt pasts, by the fact that she was water and you were fire.

it stung. there wasn't a day where it didn't sting.

aeri was cool, calm, selfless, ready to help whenever and whoever she can.

you were warm, wild, selfish, ready to cause destruction wherever you could.

aeri wished she could stop loving you but she couldn't. her yearning for you was something that would never fade. you drove her crazy, made her break rules she hadn't even thought of breaking.

you wished you never fell for her in the first place, though you know deep down you're glad, very glad even. the way your fire dims when she's around doesn't matter, it never will, because as long as she's with you, you couldn't care less about anything else.

no matter how wrong it was for you to feel this way for her, if given the choice you'd still fall for her knowingly. your heart never really won against your mind, you always worked logically but as soon as the topic shifted to aeri, your mind lost immediately.

sometimes you wished you could experience what it would be like to actually touch her, kiss her, hug her, bask in her presence without slowly killing her and you.

aeri had tried to experience it. she saw a different, vivid reality where you two didn't Har eachother. she wished it could be real but she knew it wasn't. it never would be.

aeri's love and your care, without harming eachother, could only exist in a lucid dream.

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