#┊❛​​​​musings​ / ​aesthetics​❜┊ - behind every exquisite thing that existed there was something tragic

[fiendmuse]

┊❛au.2❜┊ sold my soul to the devil for fame

synopsis: denji is a high school dropout, but a pretty well known mukbang influencer. he is most known for is very unorthodox way of eating and serving food, which is eating with no decorum, which both disgusts and fascinates his fans, and doing very wild things such as serving food with his bare hands. he is able to put away a lot of food all at once, while maintaining a very healthy weight, both from a high metabolism and a rigorous exercise routine. aki is his brother and manager, taking care of most of his brand deals, finances, and maintaining his socials and schedules. denji is also a gamer, often times collaborating with his high school friend asa mitaka as they play a lot of competitive games and their chats enjoy the friendly banter between the two. there is deep history in denji's high school days, something he'd sworn to leave behind in the 5 years since he left school, but he is a lonely young adult making the most of his young adult years.

closed au with @smilemuse

[kaedwenistout]

tag drop for the dead ladies, which means they’re officially open for threads!

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[daegurp-blog]

WELCOME TO DAEGU !!

loading dossier on AHN SANGWOO ------ please be sure to take a look at the checklist before venturing around town.

BASIC STUFF.

FACECLAIM: jeon jungkook MUSE’S NAME: ahn sangwoo PRONOUNS: he/him GENDER: cismale AGE: 21

PERSONALITY.

POSITIVE TRAITS: captivating, maverick, spontaneous NEGATIVE TRAITS: self-destructive, arrogant MUSE AESTHETICS: a troubled past, never getting enough sleep, and finding comfort in a lover’s bed. QUOTE: behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic

BACKGROUND.

sangwoo’s parents never really got along and had very different views on almost everything. they ended up divorcing when he was seven years old and he chose to stay with his father instead of his mother because he was much closer to him.

they were much happier without his mother in the picture since she had a tendency to make them both unhappy and so they had a lot of happy times together for a few years.

when sangwoo was thirteen, his father suffered a heart attack attack  and that was something he didn’t take very well since he was so close to him and felt like that was the only person he had in his life.

the way sangwoo let out all his grief over it was by acting out in school and really not caring about anything. what made it even worse was that he was forced to live with his mother and her new wealthy husband who really hated the fact that sangwoo had to live with them.

the man hated sangwoo and found every opportunity to get him on his mother’s bad side.

eventually, he convinced his mother to kick sangwoo out, telling her how much trouble he was at school and at home and how she was better off without him

that’s how sangwoo ended up living on the streets at age fifteen.

it was tough living with no money or a home. the people he could beg for money would turn the other way.

being young, desperate, and foolish, his only option was to resort to a gang he had heard of and join them in the dangerous life of crime.

all of it was very hard to handle. the crime, violence, danger was something he had never experienced before. thus, he turned to anything that could numb reality and that included drugs, partying, intimacy, etc.

his use of drugs developed into an addiction. he could barely go any amount of time without using them.

after three years in the gang, he decided he wanted a change and deserted the gang in the middle of the night.

it was a very dangerous move and so he had to move to daegu to get away from their threats.

currently, his life is slightly more stable and his addiction is something he still deals with.

INTERVIEW.

1. what do you do for a living?? e.g. student, full time work, part time, etc.

“i work full time as a bartender. it’s not the best job, but i get free alcohol and i worked during the night so i sleep in during the day. what’s there to complain about?”

2. how and where do you see yourself being in 5 years?? e.g. career wise, financially, relationship and connections wise.

“5 years is a long time in future to be worrying about. i don’t even know what time i’m going to wake up tomorrow or what i’m going to eat. i’m just taking things day by day and we’ll see what happens.”

3. where do you fall on daegu’s societal hierarchy spectrum?? e.g. are you one of the upper class wealthy types or the lower class ‘underground’ type and how has this affected your attitude towards the hierarchy of the town??

“honestly, i’d probably be considered lower class because i don’t exactly have a very promising career. i would definitely say that those at the top of this hierarchy seem much more foolish to me. and i don’t say that because they have more money than me, but because they don’t really care about anything but themselves.”

4. how do you feel about where you personally fit in the social hierarchy of the town and what are your intentions because of this?? e.g. do you aim to create a more equal, modern system for all citizens or are you quite happy with how the situation stands between the wealthy and the lesser off??

“i don’t think i’m a big fan of where i’d be considered on the social hierarchy. i definitely think this kind of system should change and i might even help chance it. it should be more equal or if not, put the wealthy people at the bottom.”

5. what are your goals and aspirations for the future??

“my biggest goal is to just get my shit together and keep it together. maybe i’ll even think about looking for another job and trying something new. i’m hoping i’ll just be doing much better.”

[fiendmuse]

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