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bokutosbabe · 2 months
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I Can Fix Him (no really, i can)
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a / n — this is his song and you cannot convince me otherwise
content — otoya eita x fem! reader, cheating eita (canon i fear)(kinda on reader), nicknames such as ‘princess’ and ‘pretty’ used, tbh delusional reader (me too tho), ooc eita (this man wouldn’t change for anyone really), lmk if i missed anything!!
synopsis — Otoya Eita has a reputation for cheating, leaving a trail of broken hearts in his wake. When he starts dating you, everyone warns you it'll end the same way. But you believe you can change him, convinced your love is different.
✿.。. “ but your good lord doesn’t need to lift a finger, ” .。.✿
The whispers started the moment you and Otoya Eita made your relationship public. "He's a cheater," they said. "He'll break your heart just like he did to the others." But you were determined. You saw something in him that others didn't, a man who just needed the right type of love to fix him.
Everyone’s mutterings of “god help her…” when you told them that you were dating eita only gave you more encouragement. You’d prove them wrong, you could fix him- you really could.
Eita wasn't just a star player at Blue Lock; he was also notorious for his charm and the string of girls he left behind. Even in elementary school he had kissed 75% of the girls and 50% had confessed to him!! (with a bowl cut like that, you weren’t sure why,but lest we forget).
Yet, when he was with you, he seemed different. More genuine, more vulnerable. You could fix him. Maybe to anyone else this would seem like a project you were doing, but really, you could change this man.
It was a rainy afternoon when the first real test of your relationship came. You had planned a quiet evening together, but Eita was late. Very late. Your phone buzzed with a message from a friend:
Saw Otoya with another girl at the cafe. Be careful.
Your heart sank, but you pushed the doubt aside. This was your chance to prove everyone wrong. You didn’t need their mutters for a savior to keep your feelings safe. You didn’t need to prove them wrong, really their opinions should’ve meant nothing, but you wanted to. Eita wasn’t like that, you thought.
You called him, your voice steady despite the strange doubt you’d had building inside of you. After the third ring he’d finally picked up, and before he could even say hello you were interrogating him, "Eita, where are you?"
"I'm on my way," he replied, his voice casual, almost too casual. As if he’d been preaching this same lie to every girl he’d had waiting on him for the longest time.
When he finally arrived, you could see the raindrops clinging to his hair, his usual confident and cool demeanor slightly off. "Sorry, I got caught up with some team stuff," he explained, avoiding your eyes.
God help you.
You took a deep breath. "Eita, were you with someone else?" He paused, then met your gaze, his eyes clouded with something you couldn't quite place. You’d had many talks with him about lying. all you wanted from him was the truth.
“Well…yeah. but she’s just a friend, really.” The old you would have believed him without question, but now you needed more. You’d been together for half a year now, and this conversation had happened twice too many times. "I need you to be honest with me, Eita. If we're going to make this work, you have to let me in and be the only girl you’re seeing. or else this isn’t going to continue.”
For a moment, he looked like he might argue, but then his shoulders slumped. "I don't want to hurt you. But I don't know if I can change. It's who I've been for so long." To anyone else, it may have sounded like a lame excuse, but eita had never said something like this to you before. the look in his eyes was something that no one could deny: guilt.
You reached out, taking his hand. "I need you to meet me halfway in this relationship. We can fix this. No other girls, and i’ll stop talking to anyone else.” (you hadn’t been talking to anyone, but you wouldn’t let eita feel like you were his judge, jury, and executioner)
Days turned into weeks, and the effort was exhausting. There were moments of doubt, moments when you wondered if you were fooling yourself. But there were also moments of tenderness, of breakthroughs. Eita began just waving to fan girls instead of flirting with them. He’d stopped winking at waitresses in order to get a discount. This was progress, you’d thought.
You were scared he’d mess this up, prove you a fool to everyone you’d cared for. But you wouldn’t give up. Not on this relationship, not on helping eita fix this streak of cheating, not on eita in general.
The road was long, and the whispers never truly stopped. But every day, you and Eita took another step forward. It wasn't perfect, and there were setbacks. But there were also victories, small moments that proved love's transformative power.
And as the seasons changed, so did Eita. The boy who once broke hearts now cherished yours, holding it with a care that made all the struggles worth it. Because in the end, it wasn't just about fixing him. It was about growing together, finding strength in each other's flaws, and building a love that was uniquely yours.
✿.。. “ i can fix him, no really i can…or maybe i can’t ” .。.✿
likes , comments , and reblogs are always appreciated!!
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fckher · 2 months
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starter call! if you would like a closed personal starter please like this post and comment who from. my muses can be found here. you can also comment any specific kinks from the list found here. if you would like to specify who of your muses you want a starter for, you can!
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incandescentia · 2 months
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himedachi -> incandescentia
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burnt-cookii · 1 year
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theircurse · 5 months
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So I will be out of town from APRIL 16TH to MAY 2ND ! I'll have wi - fi for the most part ( save for the first day because ew 12 hour flight ) and people are free to message me but replies will most likely be sparse.
I tried my best to fill my queue as much as possible but it is a bit of a hefty task to make a queue last for 15 days. But thank you so much for your patience and take care of yourselves 💕
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oneheir · 1 month
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manga spoilers ahead !!
i really wish i could go into depth about izuku’s state of mind but it’s usually quite hard for me to get my thoughts into words without yapping and losing my train of thought. but i’m going to try.
in the last few chapters, we as the audience see izuku sort of close up. he very much tries to keep himself in the background and doesn’t speak up when others do, or when he usually would have.
izuku has always been really good at masking. ever since he found out he didn’t have a quirk, he’s been masking, pretending like everything was fine. he was four. he probably learned quickly that talking about himself or what he felt and thought garnered undesirable attention. he also didn’t want to worry his mother, so he internalized a lot. and because all might was always smiling, he was, too. at least, when other people were around.
we see that he has anxiety and is prone to depression, and as the series progresses he has ptsd. i’m sure he has other diagnoses that i may or may not get into bc i’m writing this on my phone at work.
because he’s so good at masking, people don’t think to check in on him as often. most people don’t really check in on people who seem happy all of the time. we see him trying to reach out to ochako and shouto, and they try to reassure him they’re okay ( they are not ), and in doing so, don’t give izuku a chance to bring up whatever issues he may want to talk about.
of course i’m not saying that izuku isn’t happy or hasn’t been through the course of the manga. of course he’s been happy; he’s made new friends, he’s gotten closer to katsuki again, his teacher is all might. but he’s got the weight of the world on his shoulders and he was fifteen when that weight was placed onto him. he was given a secret so big that it could tip the scale between ‘good and evil’.
and when he realized that being around others as the current user of ofa was a danger to them, he left. he pushed everyone out, even katsuki and all might, who are the two people he’s kept closest to him through all of his ordeals. even though izuku trusts them with his entire being, he would rather face the dangers alone than drag them further into it.
he’d already lost katsuki once when the league took him after the sports festival and all might isn’t in any condition to be fighting. even before he’d given izuku ofa, all might was in no condition to be fighting on a big scale like this. he barely had the time / energy to fight small time criminals.
despite katsuki and the others coming to bring him back, the final battle left izuku feeling lost. even if one headcanons that tenko is saved, that any of the LOV members are saved, the state of the world is in shambles. it still needs lots of time and adjusting to settle. how do you go from fighting for your life, for everyone’s life, to… not. how do you not instinctively move to defend when you hear an odd noise? when someone raises their hand too quickly around you?
it takes a toll on a person, on their soul. izuku’s soul is so much older than he is because of what he’s been through and he’s spent so many years hiding that. spent so many years hiding his true emotions. i think it takes a long time for him to seek out therapy, but he does, eventually. slowly, but surely. it just makes me sad that people don’t see that he also needs a shoulder to lean on. i’m sure it happens during the time skip, but i would have loved to see everyone come together to support each other emotionally and mentally for what they all went through.
again, my izuku doesn’t lose ofa, but it takes a few years for him to be a full time hero. that still takes adjusting to, too.
i think i lost where i was going with this somewhere there. i am just really passionate about izuku and know that he’s more than just the happy hero we have often seen him as. he has a lot of rage when there is injustice or when the people he cares about are in danger. he’s such a well rounded character and it makes me so sad when people don’t see that.
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blindfoldcd · 2 months
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ooc. *taps microphone*
WOMEN.
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accultant · 2 months
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first meeting/iago's first thoughts on kenichi?
Iago's whole life and, inevitably, their initial reaction to Kenichi is tainted by suspicion and fear. They would be particularly wary when finding out he has a goal of fighting against the cult of Bhaal- while Iago holds absolutely no loyalty to their father and they themselves carry the same disdain, their prey animal instincts nature would lead them to believe the twins were one slip-up from becoming his next target. They would be cautious and secretive, to put it lightly (a little more so with Kenichi, but, honestly, that's just their natural state).
There's quite a bit of admiration-confused-with-jealousy Iago feels towards Kenichi. He is a lot of things they are not. He is a cleric; when Iago was younger, they wanted to be the same (following in their mother's footsteps) but Bhaal stopped them before they could get far on that path (it's the reason they can't do any healing spells despite their magical prowess otherwise) (I wonder if Bhaal might've learned his lesson after losing Kenichi to Lathander and refused to let it happen again?) . He seems cool and collected; Iago's similarly stoic demeanor comes from practiced apathy, not discipline or tenderness. He has dedicated his life to fighting Bhaal in a thousand ways; Iago has only ever submitted or run away, too afraid to do anything else of note.
Also, he's familiar. Before Iago knows about his lineage, they get this itch in the back of their mind that drives them crazy. They feel like they should know him and not being able to place it at first would almost entirely override their previously mentioned emotions with curiosity, prompting them to study him like a hawk and likely try snooping in his tent or otherwise gather information. Still cautious, still scared, but dying to know what it is about him that makes them so familiarly nervous. They aren't a stranger to murder attempts from their family (Puck- against his will and under Bhaal's influence, and Orin- nearly every day, fully lucid, they just did not get along), so there would be some underlying, mysterious fear that they wouldn't be able to pin down. At least not until they realize it's due to meeting another child of Bhaal. Which would, unfortunately, amplify this feeling rather than bring them a satisfactory answer when they first find out (they have an awful habit of driving themselves mad with questions they know they won't like the answers to. Curiosity killed the Iago).
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I run on caffeine and plants.
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I'm Lillith. Lillith Hawthorne. Lillith “Lilly” Hawthorne. You can just call me Lilly.
I'm 15, female and and uninterested in whatever storybook romance you're interested in, so leave me alone.
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Been at camp long. How long? Well, I went through the Titan War and the war with Gaia and the war with the Triumvirate. Yeah, I need a break.
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Am I really all that interested in making friends? Honestly, no. Stuff happens when you spend your life being homeschooled and isolated. If you're a coffee or plant enthusiast, however, I suppose I do need to spend less time by myself in the strawberry fields.
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Cool stuff I can do⁠✿ Chlorokinesis, Geokinesis, Karpoi Summoning, oh, and I'm a natural cook.
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My dad— @demigod-jack-hearth
Airi, my... Friend? @i-am-misery
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Oh, I have a pet Venus Flytrap named Espresso. And a Karpoi named Wheat. Harm them and well, the last thing you'll see is Espresso snapping at you mockingly and Wheat laughing his ass off at you before you're completely engulfed in vines and die of strangulation.
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Right, I can turn into a cat.
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DNI- racist, transphobic, homophobic, aphobic, NSFW, zionist, all that nasty stuff.
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Litter near me and I'll make sure you die entangled and strangled by poison ivy vines.
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attroxx · 4 months
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axel having abandonment issues ? more likely than you'd think.
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incandescentia · 1 month
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maybe i'll do a 'like for a thing' call with tsuyuko? idk why her muse is so strong lately...
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alonggoodbye · 6 months
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// recovering from the garlic fiasco and will have more replies out soon, but in the meantime here is me as lucifer for an early Munday thing
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justice-n-cowboyhats · 7 months
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Stats
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magnifiico · 8 months
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literally copy/pasting this from one of my other blogs where i made this post YEARS ago, but it still applies, so i want to communicate it again (ꈍ ‸ ꈍ✿)
i’m not asking anyone to do anything or requesting this be done for me specifically, but i do want to just sort of encourage this among folks in the rpc willing to engage:
please just… when someone writes you a starter, replies to an ask you sent, replies even just to a thread you have going on, let them know you like it and appreciate it.
now, tumblr makes that easy for us. we can literally just “like” the post and let the person know we’ve a) seen it and b) approve in some way/shape/form. but for anyone who doesn’t get anxious doing so, actually approaching the person or leaving a lil comment on it really is such a sweet thing to do, imo.
in my experience, i’m always more engaged and eager to write with someone who shows they appreciate my writing and characterization. and you really don’t have to jump through hoops to show it. you don’t have to be someone’s best friend or therapist or any of that; even just being in a strictly “writing partners” relationship leaves room to tell your partner:
hey, that starter you wrote for me was perfect and i love it; tysm for writing it. i can’t believe your character just said that!! i’m screaming omg can’t wait to reply. your ask response killed me; i adore the way you write your character. and so on.
the point i’m trying to make is that i think everyone here deserves to be told they’re doing a great job. everyone here deserves to feel accomplished and wonderful for the time and effort they put into their muse. but i also think 99% of the people here don’t actually get to hear that as often as they should.
so if you have it in you, let your rp partners know you appreciate them, their character, their writing, their headcanons, any of it. because you do. otherwise you wouldn’t be writing with them—just go that one extra step of point-blank expressing it. <3
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woon45 · 7 months
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attroxx · 1 year
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while i enjoy rping here sometimes i just wanna write on disco cause i’m too lazy to open my laptop and format posts ☹️ rip my lazy ass
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