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[cannibaleather]

Damn you know they really weren't lying it is worth taking the chance and shaving all your hair off/doing something equally noticeably harsh with your appearance. I wasn't originally trying to, i was going for a different style but i'm still early days at learning how to cut my own hair and scissors are a nightmare in the mirror (how do you co-ordinate your hands mirrored???? i cant do it fucking un-mirrored???), so when i fucked up i just took the number 4 shaver head and buzzed it all off and like. I felt the fear right before doing it of 'oh my god people are going to see me like this. people are going to comment on it', i felt 20 years of thoughts people have implanted in my head of how i have to look, of the pressure of femininity and ideals i never ever wanted to partake in and yet still feel shackled by even now as a man.

But then i did it and it took under 30 seconds to have it all gone, no going back, and it looked fine. It looked good! And it felt good! It's not the style i was going for but what it is is a declaration more than anything; it runs completely against all that horrible intrusive self hatred and self policing, it runs against the expectations of the world around me, it feels like making a more concrete statement of my manhood than i have done before. I've had my hair short for years, but shaved OFF feels so much more drastically masculine in the eyes of the cishet world around me. It makes me more noticeably different.

I was so braced too for comments but the people in my life told me i look good, even people who'd been too nervous previously to shave my head for me. I know as well that i can get the style i originally wanted way easier now by just controlling which parts of this grow out, i get to have my hair grow out like my siblings got to as kids, the way i always wanted to; shaved down to nothing and slowly built up into a style. I look good because i did something I've been too afraid to do, i look good because i let myself be confident in a choice for once. It's so easy to spend so much time softening a version of yourself down to be more palatable to others, picking a hairstyle or clothing style that is balancing between masc enough for you but not masc enough for the world, being just loud enough about who you are to keep dysphoria at a minimum but not so much to make people uncomfortable. But FUCK that, go all the way. You deserve to do what makes you feel the MOST like you, what feels the BEST. Don't settle for half measures anymore, be fucking loud, take up fucking space, the people who matter will love that version of you and anyone who doesn't isn't worth your time. Cannot recommend taking a pair of dog trimmers to your hair enough, just shave that shit it's your hair, fucking do what you want.

Also hey people have gotten out of my way WAYYYYY faster in the supermarket today, people fucking shift now lmao. Win.

[epikulupu]

fuck it here's my pronoun hoard. warning for some gore + bug related ones. didn't put the full sets bc JFC that would take so long and it would make this ask 10000x longer -🧮

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ALL OF THSE ARE SO GOOD

some favs ;; pipis / trollface / contaminate / experiment / blorbo / plinko / (^._.^)ﾉ / ███ / 🧾 / 🗯️

[cannibaleather]

My packer slips out of my jeans and hits the floor with a solid splat and proceeds to melt through and drop into the room below like xenomorph blood

[cannibaleather]

PUT MY OLD LEATHER TROUSERS ON TO TAKE NICE FULL LEATHER PHOTOS WITH MY BOOTS AND THEY FUCKING DISINTEGRATED INTO DUST FUCK MY LIFE

[cannibaleather]

👋 So i'm a mega texas chainsaw and horror fan hence the theme here, i'm not an actual fucking cannibal don't message me trying to solicit getting ate LMAO that is. Shockingly hilarious, serious or not No matter if you're just looking to roleplay (i don't do rp) or anything else i just am not interested- in anything, including cannibalism haha

[cannibaleather]

They should count tattoos as gender affirming care and give me money to cover my body in them

[cannibaleather]

Ok i'll give in and ask; what's a good way to source imagery for this shit, because i would like in the future to have a bigger amount of themes and images in my arsenal for forcemasc edits. I will admit i have a fairly strict set of ethics i uphold myself to, i don't want to take just any random persons personal images to use for this- there's a reason so far the only visuals i've used have been abstract, from films/tv or ones i've taken myself, i want to use stuff i know i wouldn't get in trouble for using and that nobody would object to me using- but i do feel my lack of knowledge on how to source imagery is holding me back.

I feel like for my own uses it'd be good to know where to find stuff like vintage erotica? I feel like that feels fairly sound as being used for this and would abide by the ethics i wanna hold to, vintage porn photography and whatnot, i can credit it, it'd make for more charged visuals than what i have my hands on right now. Vintage leather fetish photography, gay pinups and porn photography, ect ect.

So yeah i guess what i'm asking is where do people around these parts find their imagery, where are you guys looking to find what you need.

[cannibaleather]

Sorry for no forcemasc edits for a while, it's mostly cuz I was on holiday but also some attitudes in the spaces where I engage with this kind of stuff have fucking sucked on occasion and I got put off engaging for a hot sec. I wanna get back to making cool shit soon tho cuz ppl I see in my periphery don't need to define a space for me 🤘

[cannibaleather]

I'm at anthrocon and every time i see a puphood in a crowd I am filled with warmth and joy, love you puppies

[cannibaleather]

I'm not putting it in the tags of last rb bc i have SOME dignity but not enough to reconsider sharing the anecdote that i set off my first bad carpal tunnel/rsi/whatever flare up that signified the start of the end when it came to having to use of my right hand by. Jerking it too hard for too long <3

[cannibaleather]

I need to do edits again sometime soon or i might explode

[cannibaleather]

Next forcemasc edits i make need to be wrestling themed, nothing makes me feel the erotic want to be a big meaty fucking man like watching dudes pound each other in the ring.

[cannibaleather]

They made the wait times to get on t so long here to discriminate against me, a transfag fast-acting-forcemasc enthusiast, specifically

[cannibaleather]

Men will see a fat hairy man and be filled with insatiable lust aspiration. I am Men.

[cannibaleather]

SPITTING OUT MY DRINK IN SHOCK. SAW A TWEET REFERENCING MY NATHAN FORCEMASC IMAGE, ARTIST I REALLY ADMIRE HAS SEEN MY FUCKIN IMAGE. WHAT.

[cannibaleather]

Puppyplay but this is the type of dog i am