#❀ ``dash games.. 」 botanical cicerone

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which traditional japanese aesthetic concept speaks to your soul?

物の哀れ mono no aware

               mono  no  aware,  literally  ‘the  pathos  of  things’,  refers  to  the  awareness  of  impermanence  and  a  poignant  feeling  of  transience  in  the  passing  of  lives  and  objects,  expressed  in  Japanese  art  for  example  by  falling  blossoms,  the  changes  of  the  moon  and  the  passing  of  the  seasons.  mono  no  aware  is  felt  by  the  ‘heart-mind’  (  the  Japanese  word  ‘kokoro’  means  both  heart  and  mind  )  as  it  experiences  something  singular.  The  overall  impact  of  this  aesthetic  principle  is  to  recognize  the  impermanence  of  everything  that  exists  and  to  create  a  deeper  connection  with  it  because  of  its  fleeting  nature,  appreciating  the  bittersweet  beauty  of  change  in  itself.

tagged: @wordwove ( I LOVE YOU ) tagging: @wordwove ( great, now do nacht. :knife: ), @yeonban ( langris or yuno ^_^ ), @litteriae​ ( nozel or asta! ), @destinychose​ ( yami or noelle! ), @arienheart​ ( dorothy or vanessa! )

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what  is  your  underlying  motif  ?

the home...

whether  it’s  your  warm  embrace,  your  unwavering  reliability,  your  smile  that  says  “welcome  back”,  your  motif  is  the  home.  your  the  equivalent  to  coming  out  of  the  rain  to  the  fire  on  and  your  slippers  waiting  by  the  door.  your  uncanny  way  of  making  people  feel  alright,  you’re  treasured  in  these  trying  times.  i  respectfully  request  you  take  care  of  yourself,  the  world  will  never  be  as  kind  to  you  as  you  are  to  it.  anne  lammott  said  “lighthouses  don't  go  running  all  over  an  island  looking  for  boats  to  save;  they  just  stand  there  shining”  and  though  unconventional,  lighthouses  are  inhabited  and  your  cup  runs  over  with  generosity.  because  you  probably  don’t  hear  it  enough,  thank  you.

tagged by: i ripped it from dash haghaahahgah tagging: @litteriae​​, @kurainburdened​​, @destinychose​​, @cursecloud​​, @wordwove​​, @holylies​​, @yeonban​​, + anyone else who’s interested because idk who’s done it yet KASHJHD

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𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃?

Casually, the same way you love to breathe   You want someone who will see your favorite flower and will give it to you, without even thinking about it. You want someone who will remember all the little details about you, the things so seemingly unimportant but that matter more than you thought they did. You want someone who will still be there, thirty years down the line, holding your hand while the two of you do two separate things. You want the intimacy of being known by someone who makes you feel safe. You don't want expensive dinners or grand proposals. You want someone who will love you consistently.

tagged by: @destinychose​  *kisses you* tagging: @litteriae, @yeonban, @thievinggentleman, @kurainburdened

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OSPP Four Temperaments Test

Your temperament is phlegmatic.  The  phlegmatic  temperament  is  fundamentally  relaxed  and  quiet,  ranging  from  warmly  attentive  to  lazily  sluggish.  Phlegmatics  tend  to  be  content  with  themselves  and  are  kind.  They  are  accepting  and  affectionate.  They  may  be  receptive  and  shy  and  often  prefer  stability  to  uncertainty  and  change.  They  are  consistent,  relaxed,  calm,  rational,  curious,  and  observant,  qualities  that  make  them  good  administrators.  They  can  also  be  passive-aggressive.

yoinked from @yeonban​ over discord (  langris v. )

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𝑴𝑼𝑵 & 𝑴𝑼𝑺𝑬 tagged by: @holylies
tagging: @destinychose, @cursecloud, @litteriae, @wordwove, @obtainedloss

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what’s ur vibe

tsukasa yugi is stupid + dumb, not to mention a cold blooded murderer but makes up for it by being crazy stupid laid-back & relaxed

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𝟏𝟒  𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 . repost  &  fill  in  the  answers  you  most  associate your  character  with  to  each  question.

ANIMAL: owl COLOR(S): gold MONTH: december SONG: E18 -  Detektivbyrån  ||   Yume No Sekai He ( english lyrics in comments ) NUMBER: 2 DAY  OR  NIGHT: day PLANT  /  FLORA: morning glories SMELL: jasmine GEMSTONE: opal SEASON: spring PLACE: forests FOOD: dragon fruit ( pitahaya ) ELEMENT(S): earth DRINK: floral tea

TAGGED BY: @cursecloud​ asked for treeman TAGGING: @litteriae​, @wieldstorm​, @distortstep​, @holylies​

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𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐛 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ??

CARDAMOM

You're  lonely  but  it's  okay.  It's  okay.  It's  okay.  You've  always  been  okay  except  you're  not  and  somehow  you've  made  yourself  and  everyone  else  around  you  believe  that  too.  Connection  to  anyone  is  harder  than  you  could  have  ever  dreamed  when  you  were  young  and  unloved  and  invisible  to  everyone  who  was  supposed  to  care  about  you  and  save  you  from  the  voiding  hollowness  in  your  chest,  in  your  throat.  You  smile  and  say  you're  okay  and  you  are,  or  at  least  you  tell  yourself  you  are,  but  is  anyone  even  worried?  You  tell  yourself  that  they  are  or  maybe  that  it's  good  they  aren't.  You'll  be  okay,  one  day.  One  day.

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7 PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER. rules:  fill this up and then tag people you’d like to know better!

TAGGED BY: @thievinggentleman​ !! ILU JAY!! TAGGING: @litteriae​​, @cursecloud​​, @obtainedloss​​, @destinychose​​, @royaltywritten​​, @kleinemeine​​, @fukenzena​​, @kurainburdened​​, + anyone else who wants to give it a go!!

one / ( alias / name ): plant !! two / ( date of birth ): july 6 three / ( zodiac sign ): cancer four / ( height ): 5′8″ five / ( hobbies ): drawing, writing, character making, world building, story making !! six / ( favorite color ): green?? maybe?? all my life i’ve never been able to choose/// seven / ( favorite books ): uuuhHHm bone comic... i don’t really read that much eight / ( last song listened to ): someone to you - BANNERS nine / ( last film or show watched ): black clover bc gina is feral ten / ( story behind URL ): i originally wanted the url talkingtoflowers, because i like to think of my muses as flowers and that people as well as i am interacting with them!! but instead i ended up only being able to snag talkngflowers, which is still cute!! my muses are just talking flowers in my new multimuse garden <3 eleven / ( inspiration for muse ): since you tagged my jigen url, i’ll give you those digits first *rubs hands together*

     so, it all started back in like early 2019 when my friend showed me a trailer for the cgi movie. i was honestly like “holy shit this is the best cgi i’ve ever seen!!” i looked into it and found a source with an info drop that the miyazaki lupin film was on netflix. i watched it with a few friends but i didn’t get into it immediately and i kinda put it off for a while because i had so many other things on my plate.. 

     later in the kny rpc when all the new chapters were making me uncomfortably sad ( for reasons i will not mention bc spoilers but im sure those who are caught up know ) and i was kinda already in an uncomfortable place health wise, i really wanted a pick-me-up and the trailer, again, popped up on my twitter timeline, so i decided to kinda start stickin my nose in the comics and finally started watching part 4 ( im a sucker for older comics and crazy styles, and since lupin was made in the 60′s, it really drew me in !! ).

     from then on, i literally fell in love with jigen as a character because his design was so unique and fascinating to me.. even though his personality is so far off from the characters i usually choose to write, i was so attached to his design that i caved and decided to give it a try ( in all honesty, i was originally gonna pick up zenigata because his character design also spoke to me a whole bunch, i love his eyelashes/// plus hes a lot more like the muses i typically write.. but in the end i was way more fascinated w jigen as a character, design and story wise !! ).. 

     everything said and done, the series really made me smile.. it was lighthearted, goofy, playful, and lots of fun, with interesting characters who aren’t always good people ( since theyre criminals ofc! ), and mischievous plots!! it was everything i really needed at the time!!

aoyama is definitely the oldest muse on my roster!! and by far the most nostalgic for me!! i wrote him back in 2017 and its where i met a lot of the friends i know today!! i decided to bring him back for the sake of interacting mostly with said friends. i also acknowledge the things hori has done and by no means agree or condone any of it.. there have been a lot of toxic elements in bnha for as long as it has been around, and frankly im surprised it only recently has been called out so hard. that being said, aoyama means a lot to me, and im basically now writing him as if he were my own character ( not like i wasnt already because that man ignores my son and never does him justice )///

pearl i picked up back in 2019 because i replayed platinum and it had been a few years since i wrote on tumblr, so i kinda missed the rpc scene.

as for literally ALL the rest of my muses, i picked them up because my friends snaked their asses into my goddamn discord, said “ HEY WATCH THIS, THIS CHARACTER IS YOUR TYPE” and it was over for me.

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AT THE MOMENT YOU WANT..

TO LOVE

you keep this homemade soup to yourself, and you've made too much. it simmers, you keep it warm for yourself, and nobody else. you long to share, but you're insecure, or afraid. what if they don't accept the offer, or what if they don't enjoy it? what if they push it away? it's slowly boiling. you made too much, and it could overflow any moment, but you're trying to hard to keep it under control. you don't want it to spill out. part of you wants it to, but it'd be a mess, right? your heart longs to love someone, to express love to those around you, but you're afraid. you keep it inside, along with so many other things, and can't bring yourself to properly express it. it's probably someone in specific you want to love, but something is in the way, a block of sorts. let yourself love freely. share your love, for you have so much of it inside of you.

TAGGED BY: @litteriae​​ TAGGING: @wordwove​​, @destinychose​​, @cursecloud​​, @thievinggentleman​​

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CHARACTER  STATISTICS !

* FACE CLAIM: finral roulacase / canon character * NAME: finral roulacase * AGE: 21 * HEIGHT: 5′9” * SPECIES: human. * GENDER: male. * NATIONALITY: cloverian * BIRTHDAY: february 6 * SUN SIGN: aquarius * RESIDENCE: clover kingdom * MARITAL STATUS: betrothed  ( maybe verse dependent in the future but prob not ) * ALIGNMENT: lawful good * DRINK: wine or water * FOOD: diverse meal * DAY OR NIGHT: day * SNACKS: cookies * PET: yami 😬 * COLOUR: leaf green * FLOWER: balloon flower * SEXUALITY: heteroflexible * BODY TYPE: slim * EYE COLOR: purple/pink * HAIR COLOR: light brown/dirty blond

TAGGED BY: i yoinked it from @litteriae​ TAGGING: i took this just to make a joke. steal it from me if you wish jahegdjhJHDGAS

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 SELF-KNOWLEDGE QUESTIONNAIRE

    This questionnaire does not aim to summarise the whole self, but to suggest a few themes which might be prominent in our characters, with the hope of helping us to live more wisely with the different parts of ourselves.

    Below the surface everyone is pretty complicated. Based on your answers, we think the following three traits are important strands in your personality:

          AMBITION

You have a strong sense of potential and an intense drive to accomplish difficult things. The core of this is your ability to hold together the big goals and the daily efforts. Where other people’s hopes collapse when they encounter the tedium of the journey, you keep coming back. Oddly, it is actually your ability to endure feeling unheroic that counts. You know the power of working away solidly on what’s in front of you.

          AGGRESSION

One part of your character is anger in all its forms: frustration, outrage – and when anger is suppressed – bitterness, grumpiness, and bodily aches. Fundamentally, frustration comes from hope: you get upset because you expect your life will be more than a valley of tears. One way to deny aggression is to direct it inwards, as self-criticism. But you’re at your best when you acknowledge anger, and act it out clearly and in a focused way, with honour.

          PLAYFULNESS

You are good at seeing what’s funny, at relaxing and finding the pleasure of the moment. Play is random, whimsical, fantasy-driven behaviour which releases internal tension. Because it is detached from some pressures it allows you to act on weirder, perhaps neglected, parts of yourself. The downside is that it is no help in sticking with things that are not much fun but which need to be addressed. So it is well complemented by its opposite, Stoicism.

TAGGED BY: @springhealer  THANK YOU!! this was so much fun i did it so many times TAGGING: @wieldstorm, @yeonban​, @holylies​, + anyone who has seen a blooming tree today!! or anyone who just feels like doing this//

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*     NEGATIVE CHARACTER TRAIT LIST . Below is a list of 102 negative traits to describe your character.

Aggressive - pursuing one’s aims and interests forcefully, sometimes unduly so

Aloof - not friendly or forthcoming; cool and distant

Arrogant - having or revealing an exaggerated sense of one’s own importance or abilities

Belligerent - hostile and aggressive

Big-headed - conceited or arrogant

Bitchy - malicious or unpleasant

Boastful - showing excessive pride and self-satisfaction in one’s achievements, possessions, or abilities

Bone-idle - lazy

Boring - not interesting; tedious

Bossy - fond of giving people orders; domineering

Callous - showing or having an insensitive and cruel disregard for others

Cantankerous - bad-tempered, argumentative, and uncooperative

Careless - not giving sufficient attention or thought to avoiding harm or errors

Changeable - irregular; inconstant

Clinging - overly dependent on someone emotionally

Compulsive - resulting from or relating to an irresistible urge, especially one that is against one’s conscious wishes

Conservative - a person who is averse to change and holds to traditional values and attitudes, typically in relation to politics

Cowardly - lacking courage

Crass - lacking sensitivity, refinement, or intelligence

Cruel - willfully causing pain or suffering to others, or feeling no concern about it

Cunning - having or showing skill in achieving one’s ends by deceit or evasion

Cynical - believing that people are motivated by self-interest; distrustful of human sincerity or integrity

Deceitful - guilty of or involving deceit; deceiving or misleading others

Detached - separate or disconnected

Dishonest - behaving or prone to behave in an untrustworthy or fraudulent way.

Dogmatic - inclined to lay down principles as incontrovertibly true

Domineering - assert one’s will over another in an arrogant way

Fastidious - very attentive to and concerned about accuracy and detail

Finicky - fussy about one’s needs or requirements

Foolish - lacking good sense or judgement; unwise

Foolhardy - recklessly bold or rash

Fussy - fastidious about one’s needs or requirements; hard to please

Greedy - having or showing an intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth or power

Grumpy - bad-tempered and irritable

Gullible - easily persuaded to believe something; credulous

Harsh - cruel or severe

Impatient - having or showing a tendency to be quickly irritated or provoked

Impolite - not having or showing good manners; rude

Impulsive - acting or done without forethought

Inconsiderate - thoughtlessly causing hurt or inconvenience to others

Inconsistent - not compatible or in keeping with

Indecisive - not having or showing the ability to make decisions quickly and effectively

Indiscreet - having, showing, or proceeding from too great a readiness to reveal things that should remain secret or private

Inflexible - unwilling to change or compromise

Interfering - tending to interfere in other people’s affairs

Intolerant - not tolerant of views, beliefs, or behavior that differ from one’s own

Irresponsible - not showing a proper sense of responsibility

Jealous - feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages

Lazy - unwilling to work or use energy

Machiavellian - cunning, scheming, and unscrupulous, especially in politics

Materialistic - excessively concerned with material possessions; money-oriented

Mean - one who makes no effort to understand or empathize with others

Miserly - of or characteristic of a miser

Moody - given to unpredictable changes of mood, especially sudden bouts of gloominess or sullenness

Narrow-minded - not willing to listen to or tolerate other people’s views; prejudiced

Nasty - behaving in an unpleasant or spiteful way

Naughty - disobedient; badly behaved

Nervous - easily agitated or alarmed; tending to be anxious; highly strung

Obsessive - a person who is affected by an obsession

Obstinate - stubbornly refusing to change one’s opinion or chosen course of action, despite attempts to persuade one to do so

Overcritical - inclined to find fault too readily

Overemotional - having feelings that are too easily excited and displayed

Parsimonious - unwilling to spend money or use resources; stingy or frugal

Patronizing - apparently kind or helpful but betraying a feeling of superiority; condescending

Perverse - showing a deliberate and obstinate desire to behave in a way that is unreasonable or unacceptable, often in spite of the consequences

Pessimistic - tending to see the worst aspect of things or believe that the worst will happen

Pompous - affectedly and irritatingly grand, solemn, or self-important

Possessive - demanding someone’s total attention and love

Pusillanimous - showing a lack of courage or determination; timid

Quarrelsome - given to or characterized by quarrelling

Quick-tempered - easily made angry

Resentful - feeling or expressing bitterness or indignation at having been treated unfairly

Rude - offensively impolite or ill-mannered

Ruthless - having or showing no pity or compassion for others

Sarcastic - marked by or given to using irony in order to mock or convey contempt

Secretive - inclined to conceal feelings and intentions or not to disclose information

Selfish - lacking consideration for others; concerned chiefly with one’s own personal profit or pleasure

Self-centered - preoccupied with oneself and one’s affairs

Self-indulgent - characterized by doing or tending to do exactly what one wants, especially when this involves pleasure or idleness

Silly - having or showing a lack of common sense or judgement; absurd and foolish

Sly - having or showing a cunning and deceitful nature

Sneaky - furtive; sly

Stingy - unwilling to give or spend; ungenerous

Stubborn - having or showing dogged determination not to change one’s attitude or position on something, especially in spite of good arguments or reasons to do so

Stupid - having or showing a great lack of intelligence or common sense

Superficial - not having or showing any depth of character or understanding

Tacky - showing poor taste and quality

Tactless - having or showing a lack of adroitness and sensitivity in dealing with others or with difficult issues

Timid - showing a lack of courage or confidence; easily frightened

Touchy - oversensitive and irritable

Thoughtless - not showing consideration for the needs of other people

Truculent - eager or quick to argue or fight; aggressively defiant

Unkind - inconsiderate and harsh to others

Unpredictable - behaving in a way that is not easily predicted

Unreliable - not able to be relied upon

Untidy - not inclined to keep one’s possessions or appearance neat and in order

Untrustworthy - not able to be relied on as honest or truthful

Vague - thinking or communicating in an unfocused or imprecise way

Vain - having or showing an excessively high opinion of one’s appearance, abilities, or worth

Vengeful - seeking to harm someone in return for a perceived injury.

Vulgar - lacking sophistication or good taste; unrefined

Weak-willed - lacking the ability to resist influence or to restrain one’s own impulses; irresolute

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which tragic character are you?

PATROCLUS

you are patroclus, from the iliad by homer, doomed by fate to be stuck in a love story that has no place on the battlefield. although you always have the best intentions, you have to realize you cannot save everyone. your unwavering loyalty means you often lose yourself in the process of putting others first. take a deep breath, remember who you are, and that you are deserving of the same love you try to put out. you are kind, you are strong, and you give and you give but it is never enough to protect those you love. in the end, it's not even enough to protect yourself.

tagged by: @litteriae​ ILU <3  tagging: @pnkfox​, @fukenzena​, @wieldstorm​, @royaltywritten​ !!  and whoever has seen a cute little plant today!!

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aesthetics : colours edition.

tagged by: bepis @wordwove​ tagging: whoever’s vibing!!

𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄    cloudless sky / ocean waves / winter dusk / deserted rest stops / dust-filled book jackets / sea salt in your lungs / open space lofts / mountainside meditation / empty ski lodges / calm before storms / electric charged air / lighthouses / road trips with no destination / desert skies / summer breeze through a cottage window / cool air against water-soaked skin / seaside towns during off-season / wind-chimes / big bed with lots of blankets / coming home after a long time away / a wolf howling in the distance / fingers dancing along spine / a hug from an old friend / afternoon tea / wild flowers off abandoned highways.

𝐑𝐄𝐃    wine soaked lips / internalized rage / blood on knuckles / four poster beds / barefoot on marble floor / velvet drapes / lipstick marks / murder mysteries / old barns with hay lofts / mouth full of weapons / love / dark chocolate / apple orchard visits / handwritten letters / fresh strawberry fields / cherry flavored chapstick / soft candlelight / vintage pumps / tingles over your body / strong but gentle hand around your throat / scarf tied over your eyes / fog on a rainy night / intimate bar settings / complete destruction / kiss swollen lips / scratches against flesh / sitting by a fireplace / blood orange sunsets.

𝐘𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖   community gardens / sunflower seeds / open fields / blowing dandelion fluffs / bubbles in spring / warm champagne / drafty cottages opened after winter / soft buzzing near your ear / loose braids / flaxen sundresses / handmade straw hats / warm butter on fresh toast / daisy chains / drum circles / sun on your face / maypoles / outdoor festivals / street food / car shows / pop art drawings / fruity flavors / mist on produce / running through sprinklers / cucumber water / wrap around porches / worn pages of a book / honey in tea / yard sales / freckled skin / tarnished gold lockets / angel food cake / windmills / flashlight beams.

𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐍   marshy swamps / cajun recipes / haunted graveyards / old road signs / the house people tell stories about / lights flickering / jazz music / twig snapping / campfires / ghost stories / urban exploration / vines creeping up brick / wooden flutes / quiet forests / labored breaths / hiking trails / rain on leaves / bonfires / fresh smoothies / water logged grotto / painful whispers from jealous lovers / successful business ventures / leaky cellars / park theatre productions / mint scented lotions / ambitious promises / pine needle covered floors / oil lanterns / aloe on warmed skin / crushing floral foam / forgotten towns.

𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊    crinkle of leather jacket / midnight walks / bulbs burning out / black lacquered nails / the sound of bats screeching / distant marching band music / noises when you’re home alone / blood soaked knife / dark lipstick on pale skin / scent of sulfur / soot on boots / slasher movies / glint of cat eyes in the dark / oil slicks on dark asphalt / basement bedrooms / investigating a noise / grainy camera footage / black and white photos / dust filled attics / empty theatres / whistling in the middle of the night / scratches at your window / wrought iron gates / lace neck ruffles / long floor sweeping skirts / broken music boxes / needle scratching on vinyl / lost memories / disembodied voices / forgotten faces.

𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐄    crisp scents / laundry on a line / fleece blankets / brightly lit hospital rooms / empty train stations / genuine laughter / feathers against skin / new life / cotton dresses / log cabins in winter / swan gliding through water / harp music floating through the air / plane rides for fun / mountain tops / ice sculptures / first snowflake of winter / linen freshly pressed / the scent of a running dryer / vanilla and cinnamon milk / a smile from a stranger / letters in the mail / a longing finally satiated / kiss of moonlight on skin / fresh canvas / snow glittering like diamonds / paint strokes / pretty lie told from a kind mouth / sparklers / coffee foam art.

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❀   TYPES OF PEOPLE  ;  FLOWERS .

repost,   don’t reblog. bold what applies to your muse.

DAISY :   wears their heart on their sleeve. soft voice. minimalist clothing. laying in a field of tall grass. walking barefoot. puts other people’s happiness above their own.

BELLFLOWER :   very consistent friend. happy face with sad eyes. careful touches. hiding a blush. light giggles. makes friends easily. knows how to make you smile.

PROTEA :   proud. big gestures. african heritage. blushes easily. tries to look tough but is really just a big softie. content where they are. doesn’t love easily, but always deeply.

MOONFLOWER :   knowing smiles. doesn’t open up easily. late nights. tired eyes. soft skin. not as innocent as they seem. loose clothing.

BLEEDING HEART :   hopeless romantic. still laughs at dirty jokes. believes they can change the world. caring looks. dyed hair. kisses on the cheek.

SUNFLOWER :   big smiles. always looking for the positive. lots of friends. warm afternoons. basking in the sun. stares off into space a lot. sitting in comfortable silence.

DANDELION :   wishing for the impossible. shooting stars. light breezes through their hair. white clothing. whispered secrets. far off looks. kind eyes.

TAGGED BY: @destinychose​​ requested finral uwu TAGGING: i’m in the middle of a final i cba to tag JSDHFJ