#❛⠀₊˚ ☾ ?⠀ la lune ( ouye ) ⠀❜ ⠀ꜜ ⠀.

[ouchiis]

⤭⠀░.   ₊˚ ☾  ﹠﹠.  ❛⠀独身者 ?⠀ MOONLIT BACHELOR ! ♡    ⠀❜ ⠀ꜜ ⠀. / ( do not rb. )

[ouchiis]

idc if ouye invites you to take a bath with him you're basically married. congrats, the honeymoon is in hawai'i. get packing

[ouchiis]

@theircurse liked for a starter | song : violence and spiders by saint phnx

· · ·  ❛  WHEN  THE  NIGHTMARES  COME  AND  THE  DARKNESS  KILLS  THE  DAY—    tell  me  what  you're  scared  of.  ❜

[ouchiis]

VIBE CHECK !

EH ?!?

[ouchiis]

₊ ⠀ ✧ ⠀ ❛    ⠀how does your muse carry emotions ?    ⠀❜

tagged by stolen from ;     @theircurse tagging ;     @chenqizi , @farspirits , @magiclcss , anyone who hasn't done this yet ( yes , this includes you ) !

⤭⠀﹟.  ﹠﹠.  ❛⠀anger    ⠀❜ ⠀ꜜ ⠀.

jaw  clenching  ,   hands  balling  into  fists  ,   teeth  grinding  ,  yelling  ,   going  nonverbal  ,   vocalizations  ,  stuttering  speech  ,   rushed  speech  ,  slow  concise  speech  ,   rambling  ,  quiet  ,  arms  crossing  ,   shaking  head  ,  curling  lip  upwards  ,  baring  teeth  ,  tearing  up  ,  animated  ,   expressionless  ,   projects  ,   internalizes  ,   vents  ,   withdraws  ,   tighter  movements  ,   passive - aggressive  ,   direct  ,  physical  outbursts  ,   verbal  outbursts  ,  pacing  ,  going  still  ,  anger  boils  over  in  the  heat  of  the  moment  but  cools  down  quickly  afterwards  ,  anger  brews  slowly  but  lingers  longer  ,   will  act  out  of  impulse  when  angry  ,   will  stew  on  their  anger  and  plot  revenge  ,   holds  grudges  ,   forgives  easily  ,   forgives  but  never  forgets

⤭⠀﹟.  ﹠﹠.  ❛⠀joy    ⠀❜ ⠀ꜜ ⠀.

easy  smiles  ,   fighting  back  grins  ,  suppressed  laughter  ,  loud  laughter  ,   giggles  ,   chuckling  ,   smirks  ,   whole  body  laughs  ,   covers  mouth  when  laughing  /  giggling  ,   throws  head  back  when  laughing  ,   slaps  leg  ,  touches  people  around  them  when  laughing  ,   looks  down  when  laughing  ,  looks  for  eye  contact  when  laughing  ,   sparkling  eyes  ,   bubbly  happiness  ,  quiet  subtle  happiness  ,  obnoxious  happiness  ,   wants  to  spread  joy  ,   quietly  savours  joy

⤭⠀﹟.  ﹠﹠.  ❛⠀sadness    ⠀❜ ⠀ꜜ ⠀.

crying  ,  bottling  it  up  ,   seeking  distractions  ,  wallowing  ,   meditating  and  processing  ,   avoidance  ,   seeking  out  comfort  ,  withdrawing  ,   swallowing  thickly  ,   talking  it  out  ,  internalizing  it  ,  sad  smiles  ,   depression  naps  ,  using  alcohol  ,  using  drugs  ,   seeking  out  sources  of  joy  ,  fidgets  with  sentimental  item  ,   sits  in  silence  ,   broods  ,   gets  moody  ,  wants  someone  to  share  the  misery  ,  tries  to  hide  negative  emotions  ,  nurtures  others  to  make  themselves  feel  better

⤭⠀﹟.  ﹠﹠.  ❛⠀embarrassment / shame    ⠀❜ ⠀ꜜ ⠀.

blushing  ,   looking  away  ,  rubbing  at  the  back  of  the  head  ,  running  a  hand  through  hair  ,   clearing  throat  ,  covering  the  face  ,   laughing  nervously  ,  laughing  it  off  ,   overthinking  ,  letting  it  go  ,   self  -  deprecating  humour  ,  deflecting  ,  getting  irritated  ,   smiling  ,   withdraws  ,  crossing  arms  over  the  stomach  ,   crossing  arms  over  chest  ,  hands  in  pockets  ,  shoulders  sinking  ,  shrugs  ,  falling  into  silence  until  comfortable  again  ,   talking  a  lot  to  compensate

⤭⠀﹟.  ﹠﹠.  ❛⠀guilt    ⠀❜ ⠀ꜜ ⠀.

avoiding  eye  contact  ,   shoulders  sinking  low  ,  head  hanging  down  ,  crying  ,  chest  aches  ,  lashing  out  ,  internalizing  ,  apologising ,  deflecting  ,  communicating  ,  withdrawing  ,  grand  gestures  for  forgiveness  ,   accepting  fault  easily  ,   punishing  themselves  ,   martyrdom  ,  victim  complex  ,  over - active  guilt  complex  ,  healthy  conscience  ,  internalizes  even  after  forgiveness  ,   seeking  redemption  ,  moves  on  easily  ,  denial  ,  shuts  off  empathy  to  cope  ,  lack  of  guilt  /  conscience  ,   sorry  they  got  caught  more  than  caused  harm  ,  can’t  handle  knowing  they  hurt  others

⤭⠀﹟.  ﹠﹠.  ❛⠀fear / anxiety    ⠀❜ ⠀ꜜ ⠀.

trembling  ,   crying  ,  sarcasm  /  sass  to  cope  ,  humour to  cope , rambles  ,   going  quiet  ,   going  nonverbal  ,  getting  angry  ,   fidgeting  ,   freezing  up  ,   impatience  ,   clenching  jaw  ,  picking  at  nails  ,  chewing  at  the  lip  ,  pulling  at  clothes  ,   adjusting  jewelry  /  clothing  /  hair  ,  pacing  ,  swallowing  thickly  ,   eyes  widening  ,  over  -  reacts  ,  under  -  reacts  ,   calm  ,  logical  ,  panic  ,  irrational  ,  overthinks  ,  carefully  analyzes  ,  talk  to  themselves  ,  breathing  exercises  ,  flight  ,  fight  ,  withdraw  ,  fawn

[ouchiis]

@ofcryptid liked for a starter | song : the death of me by marianas trench

· · ·  ❛  THE  PHANTOMS  HERE  will  never  have  their  fill.  ❜

[ouchiis]

@lunarscaled liked for a starter | song : freaks like us by sleeping wolf

· · ·  ❛  YOU  CAN  TIP  TOE  ON  THE  LINE  OF  MADNESS—    just  be  sure  to  watch  your  step  at  night.  ❜

[ouchiis]

· · ·  ❛  PLEASE  excuse  me  if  i  come  off  as  rude  ,   but  .  .  .  if  i  may  inquire  ,  WHAT  ARE  YOU  ?  ❜ · · ·  OUYE's  pallid  fingertip  swiped  against  the  rim  of  his  glass  before  shooting  the  person  sat  nonchalantly  next  to  him  a  gaze.   he  rested  his  elbow  on  top  of  the  bar  ,   resting  his  cheek  inside  his  soft  palm.   OUYE  was  never  the  social  type;  and  yet  ,   catching  glimpse  of  an  otherwise  orphic  stranger  managed  to  push  his  boundaries  as  curiosity  got  the  better  of  him.   he  took  a  contemplative  sip  from  his  glass  as  he  calculated  the  best  way  to  continue. · · ·  ❛  .  .  .  I'M  RELATIVELY  familiar  with  entities  such  as  yourself.   i've  visited  hell's  hearth  before  ,   yet  she  didn't  quite  seem  to  want  to  keep  me  there.  their  eyes  always  hold  such  vast  sorrow―   i've  caught  glimpse  of  the  same  look  behind  your  eyes  ,  as  well.  ❜

[ouchiis]

@sylvctica liked ( ♡ ) for a poem !

· · ·  TUCKED  betwixt the etiolated stems of freshly cut dendrodiums  rested a  poem  encased  in  a  silken sage  envelope  sealed  with  a  golden  wax  stamp  with  a  flower  emblem  on  it.  pungent  ,  earthy matcha powder  gently  stained the  homemade  aged  paper  ,   triumphing  any  aroma  coming  from  the  flowers.  

a familiar candlelight weaves itself betwixt the path’s crowd; rather than crackle and flicker , they whisper with the grace of smoke with tales of lonely sylvan glades , of blest blood in veins of rivers , of the nation’s silken blossoms and asters and lilies adorned , of amber mountains in liyue— of vinous tendrils in mondstadt— of the one time in sumeru lost to time’s sodden sepia. trails of stories follow like ash , like the death of autumnal leaves , remnant traces of memories perhaps best aged like floral wine— perhaps best forgotten.

[ouchiis]

₊ ⠀ ✧ ⠀ ❛    ⠀where do you need to be kissed ?    ⠀❜

tagged by ; @bitterseadrop tagging ; @v-iciious , @utsuboh , @chronosbled , @asea0fmxses ( surprise me ) , @magiclcss , && anyone who hasn't done this yet !

𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃

over - worrying and overthinking everything , your mind is always a whirling storm. no matter how you try , the fears overwhelm all else. you need someone trusted to press a kiss to your forehead , helping to quiet the thoughts that just refuse to settle.

[ouchiis]

₊ ⠀ ✧ ⠀ ❛    ⠀𝓾𝓷𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓭 ( always accepting ! )    ⠀❜

@bitterseadrop spoke ; WHO THE HELL IS EDGAR?

· · ·  ❛ 𝐄𝐃𝐆𝐀𝐑 𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐍 𝐏𝐎𝐄  ,    born  january 19th  ,   1809  and  having  died  october  7th  ,   1849  ,    was  an  american  writer  ,    poet  ,    editor  ,    and  literary  critic  who  is  best  known  for  his  poetry  and  short stories  ,    particularly  his  tales  of mystery  and  the  macabre.    he's  hailed  as  one  of  the  founding  fathers  of  detective  fiction  and  he's  made  significant  contributions  to  the  science  fiction  and  horror  genres  in  general.    however  ,  as  one  of  the  few  writers  who  relied  on  literature  alone  for  a  living  ,    his  life  was  plagued  with  significant  hardships financially. ❜

· · ·  ❛ . . . OH  ,    MI  PADRE   ,  THERE'S  A  GHOST  .  .  . ❜

[ouchiis]

          THE FIXER UPPER .     

⇢   ❛⠀✦    OUYE  DOESN'T  KNOW  HOW  TO  NOT  SAVE  PEOPLE. ⇢   ❛⠀☾    HE  NEVER  had  someone  to  save  him  as  a  child.  it  seems  that  ,  since  his  birth  ,  tragedy  was  written  in  his  blood.  perhaps  that  is  simply  how  fate  has  it.  it's  cruel  ,  yes  ,  but  after  so  many  years  of  misfortune  after  misfortune  ,  he  eventually  learnt  how  to  handle  it  ,  how  to  romanticise  it  and  find  beauty  in  it  ,  even  in  the  strangest  of  places.  and  he  heavily  sympathizes  with  the  poor  fools  who  experience  tragedy  just  as  often  as  he  does.  he  knows  what  it's  like  to  have  your  heart  broken  ,  time  and  time  again.  all  he  wishes  to  be  to  broken  ,  beaten  people  like  him  is  a  source  of  solace  and  remedy. ⇢   ❛⠀✩    AND  THAT'S  PRECISELY  HIS  PROBLEM. ⇢   ❛⠀♡    OUYE  FINDS  himself  naturally  drawn  to  people  who  are  broken  and  believes  that  ,  somewhere  ,  somehow  ,  there's  something  good  in  them.  that  they  aren't  beyond  redemption.  and  while  this  hope  does  break  the  harsh  exteriors  of  some  people  ,  what  about  those  who  won't  stop  hurting  him  ?  those  who  merely  seek  to  take  advantage  of  him  ?  those  who  refuse  to  change  ,  no  matter  how  hard  he  tries  ?  those  who  don't  even  need  to  be  fixed  ?  OUYE  gets  to  know  someone  ,  and  he's  immediately  analysing  them  to  figure  out  what  damage  has  been  done  to  them.  he  has  a  soft  spot  for  notably  hurt  people  or  people  susceptible  to  hurt  like  children  ,  but  .  .  .  what  about  everybody  else  ?  he  can't  even  imagine  such  a  thing. ⇢   ❛⠀⊹    TRUTH  be  told  ,  he  focuses  so  much  on  other  people's  damage  to  neglect  himself.  he  doesn't  need  to  be  fixed;  in  his  eyes  ,  he's  already  been  damaged  enough.  he's  sad  ,  it's  as  simple  and  tragic  as  that.  he's  long  accepted  that  fact.  all  he  can  do  is  save  other  people  before  the  damage  gets  worse.  but  .  .  .  he  focuses  so  much  on  helping  other  people  that  he  can't  help  himself.  he's  not  okay  ,  and  it's  as  simple  and  tragic  as  that.  he's  so  focused  on  protecting  other  people  and  helping  them  heal  that  he  refuses  to  accept  his  own  hurt.  in  fact  ,  he's  made  peace  with  it;  he  hasn't  rejected  it  ,  he  merely  accepts  wounds  as  they  come.  and  if  he  continues  waiting  until  the  sadness  eventually  breaks  him  .  .  .  well  ,  that's  bad  news  no  matter  what  verse  he's  in. ⇢   ❛⠀☽    OF  COURSE  ,  this  seems  like  such  a  petty  issue  to  analyse.  he's  a  savior  in  some  senses.  however  .  .  .  i'd  much  more  compare  him  to  a  martyr.

[ouchiis]

₊ ⠀ ✧ ⠀ ❛    ⠀𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵 ( accepting ! )    ⠀❜

@theircurse liked ( ♥ ) for a starter !

· · ·   ❛  HAVE  you  ever  had  your  fortune  read  ? ❜  a  relatively  innocuous  question  by  itself.  OUYE  gently  grazed  his  thumb  against  the  edge  of  the  tarot  card  in  his  hand  ,  enlaced  with  silver  that  would  have  glimmered  had  he  not  set  his  makeshift  reading  stand  in  the  middle  of  a  shaded  -  though  not  particularly  daunting  -  alleyway.  while  streaks  of  sun  peaked  through  the  masoned  corners  that  surrounded  them  ,  the  candlestick  resting  on  the  side  of  the  table  offered  a  classier  ambiance  suited  to  his  personal  tastes  ,  the  soft  light  curtaining  his  face  more  than  revealing  it.  he  briefly  mustered  a  small  ,  polite  smile  at  the  child  out  of  courtesy.   · · ·   OUYE  grabbed  roughly  half  of  the  deck  from  its  pile  and  held  them  together  neatly  as  he  unfurled  them  into  a  fan  shape  in  his  fingers.  with  a  gentle  ,  graceful  motion  ,  he  slid  the  bottoms  of  the  cards  across  the  candle's  smoke  in  hopes  of  cleansing  them.  (  he  didn't  want  to  scare  a  child  with  a  bad  reading  ,  now  did  he  ?  )  he  placed  his  elbow  against  the  table  and  held  out  the  cards  to  YUMENO  expectantly.

· · ·   ❛  PLEASE ,  choose three  cards  you  feel  naturally  drawn  to  and  place  them  against  the  table.  ah—  please  make  sure  to  keep  them  face  down;  the  cards  won't  be accurate  if  you  know  what  they  are  before  reading  them.  ❜

[ouchiis]

· · ·  HE'S  DOODLING  HEARTS  IN  HIS  JOURNAL  while  kicking  his  legs  back  and  forth  and  sighing  dreamily  ,    but  he's  writing  '  beelzebub  '  and  '  asmodeus  '  and  '  balam  '  over  and  over  again  on  the  page  in  cursive.

[ouchiis]

· · ·  HE'S A TEN but he's about to SNAP.

[ouchiis]

₊ ⠀ ✧ ⠀ ❛    ⠀𝓽𝓮𝓷 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓮𝓷 ( accepting ! )    ⠀❜

@hirudou spoke ; They’re ’s a 10, and they look pathetic while treading water :)

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