#➳ 𝑎𝑢𝑟𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑠 & 𝑠𝑎𝑑 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑒 ➳ ; 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑙 ; ❨ooc❩

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Forgive the potato quality of my camera, but I present.

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Happy Valentine's day, everyone. 💞💞 I'm gonna try to do some ship graphics or drabbles if I'm able. Maybe starters? So if you'd like one, leave a like with your preference and a ship (especially if we have more than one). And I'll try to get to them after lunch. They might not all be posted today, but I'll try my best. Also goes for friends and family too, as always, not just romantic ships!

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Guess who hit their head on the corner of an overhead cabinet door so hard last night it felt like they split their scalp open.

I'm ok. Just tired and sore. 🙈

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I will never be over how the M.arches, B.rookes, and L.aurences just recycle John, Margaret, and Elizabeth.

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I'm yelling

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Debating doing a muse purge again. But in the meantime, I'm gonna do a little restructuring with muse statuses. Nothing big, just going to request only, low, medium, and high instead of primary, secondary. etc. since some muses are easier to get into than others.

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I had an awful weekend, and I'm still pretty miserable, but I got 11 drafts done. Got about 18 left. I'll try some more tomorrow. For now, I think I'm gonna call it a night, and work on a re-read of Dracula so I can get Lucy and Arthur going.

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I can't really move today, but the 2 younger cats were both laying on my chest for cuddles and kisses. Purring like it's no one's business. 🥺🥺

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No more cone of shame!

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I got a new violin! IT'S GREEN AND SPARKLY!!

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I still stand by this.

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Send me strength. I have to sit on the phone for almost an hour to try and get into my account for my student loan because I can't log in. My stomach is in knots.

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Y'all ever get into such a slump where you just look around here and just think what am I doing? I don't belong here? I don't belong anywhere? Cause oof.

I WANT to do things. My soul is dying for some stimulation. I wanna paint. I wanna write. I wanna read. I wanna knit and make things, and not feel like a useless blob of failure. But I'm always either too sick, too tired, or on the rare occasion I'm not either of those things and I go to do something, my brain is just dial up. And it's killing me. And then it's like I should probably just leave because it's not fair to you guys. But then if I do that, I lose the only connections to the world I have because I can barely leave the house. And I'm just constantly 🙃

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Just a reply draft update really quick.

4 for @fourcornersarizona 's various blogs

2 for @nursc

1 for @amantesmultorum

1 starter for @melnchly with the new au we were talking about

I haven't been feeling too great the last few days, and was in the Pevensie brain rot before that. I'm gonna get these 8 done as soon as I can, once I'm feeling better and can focus, so things don't get too built up here again. Just in a lot of pain, tired, and still trying to get out of the depressive slump that's crept up since my birthday.

But if you wanna plot or talk about stuff, I'm here and on Discord. If we're mutuals and you want the Discord, let me know and I'll get it to you.

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Just went through my drafts. And unless Tumblr ate some, I've got about 35 drafts left. They're mostly for @fourcornersarizona , @amantesmultorum , @nursc , & @dreamcrs .

But good news is they're not buried in muse aesthetic stuff anymore! But I'm exhausted so I'm going to bed and I'm gonna try and tackle as many as I can this weekend.

I've also got stuff for more opens saved too, so hopefully I can get some of those up too.

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Well, dead rp fandom or not, this idea has consumed me the last few days, and it's the only thing sparking even a little bit of joy, so ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

New muse here we go.