#【 𝙵𝙸𝙻𝙴𝙳 𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁 】 ✦ han keeho.

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【  𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃'𝚂 𝟸 𝙼𝙸𝙽𝚄𝚂 𝟷 ???  】

a 【  𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴𝙳 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁  】 written for 【  𝙷𝙰𝙽 𝙺𝙴𝙴𝙷𝙾  】 in relation to the current / ongoing 【  𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙶𝚆𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙲𝙰𝙼𝙿  】 event, specifically collaborative songwriting.

" hmm... ” kian hums, guitar in his lap and his head in the clouds searching for the right words. while he’s always wanted to be good at writing lyrics or coming up with his own chords, it’s not ever been his forte. he left that to his brothers and sisters; often agreeing to sing anything they wrote or composed for the band. it was similar with his collective in school, too, as he was not ever the type to contribute ideas — he’d just learn whatever was taught and have a good time. however, as he’s gotten older and has essentially studied music more as a trainee, his interests have shifted a little, and he’s now more intrigued with the ‘ behind the scenes ’ part of music. it isn’t just about being able to sing or dance well to him now, and when he was initially told of the songwriting camp, he was stoked, but now that he’s having to actually work on a song of his own, he’s realizing that it’s harder than it seems. luckily, he isn’t totally alone in this — he’s got his good pal, han keeho, as a collaborator.

with his fingers, he strums one of the chord progressions they thought of; listening to the sound of it in hopes that something’ll just hit him, or hoping that a lightbulb blinks on above his head. when it doesn’t happen though, he ceases his playing and looks over to his cohort — a curious expression coloring his features. “ i feel like the song should be kind of upbeat, but it shouldn’t be happy, if that makes sense ??? like, it should be kinda, like, angsty and pissed off, like... ” he pauses, then playfully pretends to forcefully beat a tune out of his guitar while animatedly talk-singing “ ah, i hate you, i wish we never dated, you suck !!! ” when he’s done, he laughs — half-joking, half-serious. “ is it weird of me to ask if you’ve ever had your heart broken ??? ” the query is kind of out-of-the-blue, but he’s genuinely curious. “ i feel like writing about heartbreak would be easy to get all those feelings out, but i, uh — can’t say that’s ever happened to be. mostly because i’ve like, never really dated anyone; at least not seriously... like, i don’t even know if i’d count nabi... ”

realizing his words could be seen as insensitive, kian rushes to correct himself. “ n — no hate to nabi, she’s really great, but i feel like neither one of us were super into it, if you know what i mean. like, neither of us left with any scars, so to speak. ”

[lgckian]

* 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝚂𝙷𝙾𝙾𝙺 𝚄𝙿 !   𝙺𝙸𝙰𝙽 & 𝙺𝙴𝙴𝙷𝙾.

FUTURE DREAMS SEASON 05,  DORM # 2. 𝚃𝙻𝙳𝚁  /  KIAN OPENS UP TO KEEHO ABOUT HIS WORRIES REGARDING THE “ NEWS ” !!

“ i’m kinda sad, man... ” kian sighs, sitting comfortably in his bed; sights set on 𝙺𝙴𝙴𝙷𝙾. while there’s still so much excitement in his spirit regarding the current season of future dreams, a small part of it died whenever he and the others were told that the songs they’d been preparing weren’t going to be the ones they’d actually be performing. kian remembers how awesome it was to discover that the members in his group were all good pals of his, and while he started out a little nervous about being made the leader of them, he learned that he was actually pretty good at it; that his long training time had given him perspective to use and inspire others, and that if at all necessary, he can take the wheel and steer a group of people to success in the future. despite his age, he’s capable of that. the pieces had fallen together so beautifully, and he’d stressed out a lot teaching choreography and ensuring everything continued to fall in line, only for it to be told that it was essentially for nothing. “ like, me and the others worked so hard... we were doing so well, too. ”

kian leans against the pillows behind him, becoming more languid in posture for once. he realizes that, although they’re comfy in their dorms, they’re likely still being recorded, so he doesn’t want to say anything too extreme. above all, he’s gotta be mindful of his image. “ i’m excited for jikjin and stuff, but i was really proud of me and the ‘ boss ’ boys !! i don’t know... is your head spinnin’ around as much as mine is because of everything ?? i know you were the leader of your group, too. ” he asks, running a hand through his still-damp hair to fix its messiness post-shower.