#・ ( 𝑧𝑒𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒐𝒔𝒐 ) ¸ introduction.

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・     𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑖𝑛𝑔   . . .   𝐙𝐄𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐎.

❛ hey , is anybody home ? is anybody wasting tears on 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 that everyone becomes ? is anybody low ? is anybody painting 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑 on bedroom walls that save us from . . . is anybody home ? is anybody wasting tears on loneliness that everyone becomes when they're not alright ? has anybody painted fear on bedroom walls that everyone becomes the loneliness that 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 becomes ? ❜

・   ⏤   quick  links   :   pinterest   +   playlist   .

・     𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂  𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.

name   :   zeppelin  cardoso  .   nicknames   :   zee , zep , lin  .   age   :   twenty - seven  .   gender  /  pronouns   :   cismale  &  he / him  .   hometown   :   edmonton  ,  canada  .   career   :  aspiring   musician  + waiter .   positive  traits   :   creative  ,  witty  ,  caring  ,  loyal  &  thoughtful  .   neutral  traits   :   sensitive  ,  imaginative  ,  passionate  ,  cautious  &  impulsive  .   negative  traits   :   flaky  ,  insecure  ,  hopeless  ,  skeptical  &  scatterbrained .

𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀   ,

𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙  𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑠   ;

hair  color   :   brown  .   eye  color  :   brown  .   height  :   six  foot  ,  three  inches  .   tattoos  :   currently  17  various  tattoos  .   piercings   :   3  ,  both  lobes   and helix .   faceclaim  :   shawn mendes  .

𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑐   ;

artists  streamed  :   roe kapara , jeff buckley , alt - j , mother mother , friday pilots club , dominic fike , the pale white , lana del rey , nirvana , radiohead , third eye blind , silverchair , des rocs , fidlar , vinyl theatre , the wrecks , billie elilsh , pleaser , weezer , green day , joe p , royal blood , nf , bilmuri , filter , paper idol , sick joy , jet , connor price , r.e.m. , supertramp , queen , new west , dreamers , waterparks  . . .  and  many  many  more  .

・     𝐁𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐓  𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐒.

𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦  𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑐𝑘   …

zeppelin cardoso  ,  a living and breathing mess of a human being , at least that's how i'd describe him , hand on heart . he truly thinks he means well but is constantly doing the complete opposite of what is well . he could be a very unpredictable person , simply because his emotions are seemingly impossibly to track and control . he hardly knows what's going on with himself half the time . zeppelin had always been the type of person that worked in extremes , in a sense . but dose those extremes with some unexpected flips and speed . he has a good heart but he just doesn't seem to use it right at any given moment . the type of person that wants someone to love him , to be around , to care but in the very next moment he wants nothing to do with any of it . he wants to be alone , he doesn't want to be loved and he doesn't want anyone to care . he could be a good friend to have in your corner . . . at times . . . other times , maybe he isn't the best person to trust with information . he's very haywire at any given moment but really . . . deep down , underneath all the issues . . . he just doesn't want to feel so isolated and alone .

!!!   𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑  𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐓   !!!   :   mental health     (    there's  a  tiny  mention  !  i  put  a  warning  before  it  starts  and  after  it's  over  !   )

born in edmonton , canada . zeppelin grew up in a relatively normal home . a mother that adored him and a father that wanted the best for him . like any family , they'd have their ups and downs throughout life but altogether , they were a normal and average family .

zeppelin's parents working in music in different ways . his father a lighting engineer for concerts and his mother working in sound . it was almost a match made in heaven when the two music lovers came together and have their little boy who they shamelessly named after classic rock group , led zeppelin .

growing up , zeppelin was always around music making it easy for him to pick it up . although , he was more interested in the work in the front . gravitating towards the guitar and piano .

a young zeppelin also got into different sports , soccer being the main one and for a kid with as much energy as zeppelin , his parents were glad to throw him into the extra circular .

( TW : MENTAL HEALTH. ) that being said , growing up zeppelin was a very hyper active kid . either that or his energy was at an all time low . some levels clearly off balance with the boy but as great as his parents were , it was easier to ignore some signs the boy was showing early on rather than trying to work on anything .

instead , they threw him into music or soccer . when zeppelin got older , he started to develop some issues with his mental health but yet again , it was looked over . zeppelin not really wanting to come to terms with it either . his family was normal . . . they were all so happy . . . he didn't want to be the one to ruin that . he didn't want to be the fuck up . even if his thoughts and opinions of himself were wrong , it didn't stop him from thinking it . ( TW CONCLUDED. )

when it was time for high school , zeppelin surprisingly got an offer into school in oregon for soccer . jumping on the chance , zeppelin left and so started the best and worst years of his life .

this is the part where i talk about how close zeppelin and chris were , how devastated he was by the disappearance . . . how the dares and the chaos that had happened to the class of 2014 . . . but that's not at all how it went for zeppelin .

zeppelin didn't really know chris . . . he knew of him . . . he knew what he looked like . he saw him around but they had never actually spoke to each other unless there was a simple hello or nod . the two barley interacted . that being said , it didn't take away from how erratic the male became after the vanishing of christopher wilder .

after everyone graduated , zeppelin unable to really process anything he was thinking or going through . he stayed in oregon and proceeded to try and cover everything up . why ? because he wasn't thinking straight and still isn't . . . even if he was , was it too late ? he was in too deep . the lies he had told . . . it was all too much .

nevertheless , now here zeppelin is , still in oregon while everyone is flooding back because of said message to the group . the horror story never seems to end for the male . dedicating his whole life to it . soccer was ancient history and his music was hardly anything other than something he did at some dive bars here and there . instead , his life was amounting to seemingly nothing but a guy losing his marbles . . . living a low profile life as a waiter . all potential his parents dreamed of him having seemingly thrown out the window .

copy & paste what i said about kai here : there's  some  things  missing  ,  i'm  sure  !  but  for  now  ,  this  is  what  i  got  .  going  with  the  flow  as  i  figure  him  out  more  !  please  ,  have  this  trash  as  my  token  of  gratitude  .  and  i'm  sorry  you  had  to  endure  this  struggle  and  ramble  .

・     𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃  𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝  :   i  currently  don't  really  have  anything  other  than  just  vibing  and  seeing  what  will  happen  !  but  i'll  update  this  when  things  start  flowing  in  my  head  .  always  down  to  brainstorm and plot  ! i'm always down for the most chaotic things , no limits !

i  do  have  a  section  in  his  pinterest  that  could  be  potential  ideas  for  some  plots  !  if  that  interests  you  ! and i have a wcs tag here for more potential ideas !

・ 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.

𝐍/𝐀.