#𐐪♡︎₊˚ dear diary 𓂃

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my latest creation from color me mine ♡₊˚ 🩰 ⊹ ୨୧₊

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you guys. i think i might be living in a fan fiction. i never thought my turn would come im about to pass out

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had my second date last night with Him <3 we went to see the barbie movie ( although we only saw the last thirty minutes of it because we got distracted in the car talking for the first hour & didn’t want to leave ) also !! he gave me a pink heart keychain because he said he saw it at the store and thought of me because he knows i love anything pink & with hearts 🥹

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i wanna text him but i don’t know how to start a FREAKING CONVERSATION >>>:t HOW DO YOU GUYS DO THIS

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i should’ve known i was gonna be that bitch when i was ten years old and my go to perfume was chanel coco mademoiselle

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i just ordered my dream birthday cake from the cutest little french bakery ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ eeek!!! it’s gonna be light pink with green & cream colored detailing and all that pretty vintage piping i’ve been obsessed with seeing on pinterest & she’s even gonna put pearls on it!!!! 🥹 i’ve literally never been so excited about a cake before ahh <33

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went on my first Everrr date on saturday night :3 i had the best time honestly 🥹 we went to an arcade and then he took me to his favorite bar && while we were there i ended up talking to the sweetest woman who was actually in search of a babysitter / nanny . . . went over to her place today ( her address was an angel number tell me that’s not a sign ?/?!! ) to meet her kid and now i’m on my way home with another job secured +++ he’s already talking about our second date. <;3

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making peanut butter banana chocolate chip muffins !!! :b it’s a new recipe i’m trying out so here’s hoping they’re yummy ₊˚ෆ

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i just saw a real life conrad at the beach. he was so pretty ohmygosh <3 we made eye contact for like two seconds. i think i’m in love.

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it’s ten pm. i’m in a matching pajama set laying under freshly washed sheets in bed. my hair is soft having just been blown out after a self care shower and i have an overnight face mask on. candles are lit around my room and an incense is burning. i’m about to start reading a new book while classical music plays in the background. this is the life <3

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i finally got around to trying korean corn dogs. OHMYGOD one of the best things i’ve EVER eaten!!!! i had one with mozzarella cheese and potatoes && the crispness of the potatoes with the gooeyness of the cheese 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 INCREDIBLE. michelin star level food in my expert opinion

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𓏲 ࣪₊diary entry : june twenty-ninth  .ᐟ

this summer's had a bit of a rocky start; with more rain than sun, my mood has certainly reflected that of mother nature's. and while i've had moments of sunshine peaking through the grey clouds in my mind, there's ultimately been a great deal of darkness — thunderous thoughts keeping me awake all night, with raindrop like tears that inevitably follow. i keep checking the forecast over and over again to see if the sun will soon return, but i realize it isn't up to the little app on my phone; scrolling won't change the present moment, and it certainly can't determine the unpredictable unstable some would even say patterns of both mother nature, and i. i can't wait another day, week or month for the sun to come out because the weather, like our emotions, are never for certain — and change as quick as a strike of lightning. so, rain or shine, it is important to make the most out of every day.

finally, amidst the storm, i see clear skies. i see the light peaking through the gloom in my eyes. and although i know rain will always return, whether we like it or not, i understand now it helps to cleanse the soul. like flowers, we cannot grow without a little showers. so instead i will embrace it — i will splash through the puddles and dance happily in the rain.

꒰ 📖 ꒱ؘ ࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

today was definitely full of clear skies for me, and fortunately mother nature too. . .ᵕ̈

first thing in the morning, i got up and did all my usual morning ritual — making my bed, brushing my teeth, doing my hair and skincare ++ putting on spf !! — all of which i can honestly say i have not been the best at for the last week or so. with that being said, this on it's own was an accomplishment for me & my first win of the day :3

⤷ always celebrate the small wins ! ! ! they are what lead to even bigger and better things in the future ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

after giving my puppies some quick cuddles, i got dressed in my pink pilates princess uniform ( because yes, i always feel more motivated when everything is cute / 'aesthetic' . i can't help it. it's what i blame my shopping addiction on ) and then i went on a hot girl walk around my neighborhood while i listened to some lana del rey classics <3 ( today i walked 1.8 miles ! ) i'm especially proud of myself for doing this because my anxiety started to kick in this morning and i was having a bit of an internal battle over whether i wanted to go on a walk or stay in bed. in the past i've always let the devil on my shoulder, or should i say fear, control me, and even today i almost let my negative thoughts take over, but i didn't let them win. i pushed through them, even when they put up one hell of a fight.

⤷ gentle reminder : it's never going to be the easy option, but it's the one your future self will thank you for.

coming home from my walk, i could practically hear my stomach talking to me and she was begging for food . . . so for today's breakfast, i decided to make myself scrambled eggs and gluten free toast topped with peanut butter & bananas + freshly squeezed lemon water :p so so yummy !!!!

⤷ i try my best to always start my day with a protein filled meal! it stabilizes your blood sugar, preventing you from crashing, which would otherwise make you feel hungry and tired quite quickly after eating.

to complete my peaceful but productive morning, i did a twenty minute meditation using this video ( which ultimately turned into an hour long nap. . . whoopsies )

& that was my morning ! i completed all of this before 10:30 a.m. ᵎᵎ which may not seem like a lot to some, or nothing out of the ordinary, but seeing as i've barely been conscious before noon recently, this was an achievement for me (´｡• ◡ •｡`) ♡

p.s. it amazes me how much you can actually get done in the morning when you wake up early . . .

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⌗ °. •♡ today’s affirmations 𓂃

i believe in myself .

i am filled with radiant light and love .

i prioritize my wellbeing .

i trust that i am heading in the right direction .

i am proud of myself and my achievements .

i give myself permission to shine bright .

. . .

xoxo, meg 💌

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had the sweetest waitress at dinner last night!!!! i wanted to get a s’mores espresso martini because i had seen pictures online from the restaurant & it looked so yummy !! but it turns out they were no longer on the menu so i just ordered a regular one. but then my waitress being the sweetest person ever literally went into the basement to get marshmallows and toasted them up for me to make me my very own s’mores espresso martini like 🥹🥹

also can we talk about this . . . .

HEAVEN

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i think this is the year i finally watch the vampire diaries and twilight

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so sooo ready for gilmore girls seasonn!!!!!!!

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i forgot how much i love watching makeup tutorials. i could literally watch them all day long <333