soft yandere dream boy whose existence suddenly manifested through your dreams. you didn't know how or when, maybe it's because of how lonely you are that you unconsciously created him inside your mind. but in the midst of your sleep one particular night, he barges in. inviting himself in the land of your slumber.
soft yandere dream boy who didn't know how to explain why he seems to be the only person in your dreams who doesn't act and resemble the others, standing out from the rest of them. it was almost like he was a person with a mind of his own, having his own thoughts and colorful personality, sometimes even getting sassy with you through his remarks.
soft yandere dream boy who likes to scare and surprise you by appearing out of nowhere when you finally allow sleep to lull you into your dreams. he's always playful with you, eyes filled with mischief. a complete contrast to your more gloomy and quiet personality. he makes comments about it from time to time, not really understanding why you're like that at the moment.
soft yandere dream boy who likes to play pretend with you, especially when the setting is inside a school. he assumed you had some odd attachment to it with how frequently your dreams would end up in a school building. he never leaves you alone. joining you in random classes and pretending to be a student there as he never fails to take the spot as your seatmate, stringing you along into his troublemaking ways which always leads to the both of you getting scolded by the teacher.
soft yandere dream boy who is beginning to notice something weird is happening within your dreams. the places looks a little darker than usual, the gloominess of each area resembling pieces of your personality. the people in your imagination grows more and more unfamiliar to what is once human. some bearing grotesque expressions that are so deformed that he could only describe them akin to being a monster in someone's nightmares.
and when he asked you about it, he finally understands everything. you told him that you find it much easier to compare their appearances to monsters, because no human is more evil than them. you've forgotten how human they actually looked like because of how they treated you.
it's the reason why your dreams only consists of you being in the school. why you're constantly nothing but a floating dark cloud of somberness. every single little thing inside your dream is a reflection and parallel of your miserable life. only, you expressed it more creatively in your dreams. he felt awful for not realizing it sooner.
soft yandere dream boy who defended you against those monstrosities when he bumps into you in one of your dreams, being cornered and surrounded by those deformed images of your classmates, his eyes seeing red as he watches them litter your poor little mind with such horrible thoughts.
soft yandere dream boy who decides he wants to help you. help you take your mind off of these horrible things in your life. somehow he can also change the scenery of your dreams. often times, he'll bring you to a beach where the two of you could just sit on the sand. he would encouraged a small activity between the two of you, giving you a small canvas to paint on while he has one of his own. then afterwards, the two of you will show each other what you painted.
he can't lie that he's doing this to prevent something predictably dreadful from happening after finally understanding what you truly feel. he's not quite sure if he is actually able to cheer you up in those moments when you're with him, but he's trying his absolute best just for you.
soft yandere dream boy who can only stand wide-eyed behind the forming crowd of deformities around your bleeding corpse. you had jumped from the rooftop of the school building, shattering your bones into pieces. he was too late. and he deeply regrets that he couldn't actually help stray you away from those agonizing whispers that pushes you to do this. if he only he had reach you in time...
soft yandere dream boy who didn't hesitate tackling you to the ground when you reappeared again in your dreams the next night after he just saw you die in front of him. you're alive! he scolds you for hours while tears are running down his face. he really thought you were gone! that you're never coming back to him and he'll be all alone.
but no matter what he does or how much he pleads, his words never reaches you. ever since your mind registered that you can't fully die in your dreams since you're afraid of feeling pain, you've somehow fallen into an addiction of trying different ways to end yourself before waking up back to your own world.
there's no doubt that sooner or later, he's just bound to snap. who knows what he would do. maybe he'll just take over your realm of dreams so he could stop you from doing this to yourself. he'll create you a new world where you won't have to suffer relieving the horrifying events of your reality. maybe you can even just start living here! where you don't need to wake up and can always be happy. living in everlasting sweet dreams with him by your side โน๐น
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โdonโt you try to fuck with me.โ // @unheald ( negan ) ///
amusement flickers across clarke's features for a moment. it's been... a while since she's had any real kind of threat-- one that actually might have held some weight to it. clarke isn't stupid. she-- her people, they've been watching. and she knows negan and his saviors are serious business. so of course, she's taking it seriously. but at the same time, it's amusing. and for once, it has her interest.
it'd been a few years now since clarke took charge of the coalition. a while since anyone of worth had tried to challenge her for that power. they all knew, each of the clans knew-- wanheda, the commander of death wasn't to be fucked with.
but she smiles here, because, well, negan didn't know all about that, did he?
clarke leans back in her chair, lifting to kick her feet up and rest on the table in front of her. she's aware of the way two of her guard details shift. stand up straighter. she doesn't even look at them. she's not looking at anyone besides negan.
"you think i'm stupid or something? i'll try not to be insulted." she squints briefly before letting out another chuckle. "fun as it'd be to try, i'm a lot smarter than that, thank you very much. you don't get to be... well, me by making impulsive moves. i'm not here to fuck you over, negan."
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โฑ endless edits ofย archangel azrael
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OTHER ARCH-SIBLINGS ,
when it comes to azrael's relationship with her fellow archangel siblings, she's the closest to gabriel.
raphael : she is a bit more distant towards simply because of how serious he can be and he wasn't one of the siblings she spent the most time around.
lucifer: she adored him so very much before his fall. and at one point prior to his fall, they were close. even after everything, she adores him but over the years, she has grown more of a fear towards him. finding herself a bit hesitant in his presence. because he can simply end her with a snap of his fingers.
michael : azrael respects him. there's always a constant look of admiration from her when he's present ( i mean hello!? it's michael!! who wouldn't be in total awh of him? ).
gabriel : basically the one archangel she has the most respect for in a constant manner. gabriel was the one who took care of her when she was younger. the one who taught her all the tricks lucifer taught him. she spent a lot more time with gabriel ( alongside of balthazar as well ) out of every sibling she has. though with him leaving heaven, she was upset but completely understanding of it unlike the others.
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hi. yes. azzie was indeed, a leader of one of the factions in heaven. just tossing that out there. @bleakfated's balthazar is the only angel in it thus far cause i'm sort of leaving it open so if anyone wants to toss their angel muse into her faction, lemme know.
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โณ + do you have any regrets?
๐ ย ย ย โ ย ย ย ย ๐๐๐๐ โณ & ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. --- Accepting!
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The truth was, Osmund had MANY regrets, but they were never choices which led him to the path of martyrdom, nor the circumstances of his birth. Rather, every mortal soul in his life that he had lost, which were precious gifts MEANT to be given unto God. Unrightfully robbed from eternal serenity. Stolen from an everlasting Paradise with HIM. --- They were destroyed past the point of saving, to resurrect with the plaga. What remained, if he was fortunate, were ashes & bones. The Sealer's KNEW of the pests capability to be virtually immortal, & set aflame blasphemous bodies, so as The Devil could not bolster his Legion.
Such a probe invoked a visible level of psychological pain as he felt DISGUSTED to entertain --- being forced to relive the death of individuals that were undeserving in his eyes. Upon his gilded throne, The Father which believed himself untouchable, sighed under an immense weight of innumerable burdens. This was not a call for prayer out of respect for the dead. No, this was a facetious game for an outsider to indulge in, to play at whatever humanity existed within him at some mysterious form. Thus, to rate in a manner of score --- 8/10, quite RESENTFULLY. It took The Priest ages to admit what he perceived to be a unforgivable sin.
" โ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ซ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฃ โญ๐๐ฑ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ซ๐. ๐
๐ถ ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ก, ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ด๐๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ซ๐ฑ๐ข๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ก๐ข๐๐ฑ๐ฅ. ๐๐ฌ๐ด, โ ๐๐ช ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฑ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐ด๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ค๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ฐ ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ, ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ช๐๐ซ ๐ด๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ก ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ช, ๐ก๐ข๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ. " But it was never that simple, was it? " ๐๐ฅ๐ข ๐ด๐๐ฐ ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ช๐๐ก๐ข ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ข๐ก ๐ญ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ต๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ. ๐๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ฏ๐ข๐ช๐๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ช๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข, ๐ด๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฅ ๐ก๐ข๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ถ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ข. โ ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ถ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฃ, ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ โ ๐ฃ๐๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ข๐ก ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ก๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ข. โ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ก ๐ฅ๐๐ณ๐ข ๐ก๐ฌ๐ซ๐ข ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ข. โ๐ฃ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ โ ๐ฅ๐๐ก --- "
There was nothing Lord Saddler could have done to impede ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐๐ฃ๐'๐ค ruthless reign, to change the unalterable end of The Queen's treachery, & perennial torment upon The Last Castellan. --- But that would never stop him from TRYING.
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here's my list to look over! If youre unsure about something, either message me or send an ask <3! (before you read this , take a look at my carrd for the requirements to interact and ask!)
๐ minors and adult shipping isn't allowed here! This means smut between them and other mature themes. I prefer legal characters to ship. Platonic is allowed for minors and adults.
๐ certain topics I will not write about , mainly included heavy topics. These asks ans topics are restricted:
โข cnc ,, noncon ,, dubcon.
โข incest (includes stepceat) ,, r!pe ,, sa.
โข yandere ,, abo (alpha beta omega).
๐ regarding scheduling, I will start to open certain time limits to request an anime / character before I announce that I won't be writing for them temporarily.
โข This is because theres certain characters im just tired of writing for over and over. (Tbhk, it's amazing but I'm taking a break from them!) I will make a post to let you guys know when I will write for them and how long! (Once the deadline is closed don't send asks about them.)
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โข nijiro murakami
โข ateez (all)
โข monsta x (all)
โข wayv (all)
โข NCT 127 (taeyong, Mark, Ten, Johnny, Yuta, Kingwood, win-win, Haechan , Doyoung)
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โข wonho (solo)
โข A.C.E (all)
โข Astro (MJ , Rocky, JinJin.)
@๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐ : 2021 ร ๐บ๐
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๐ป๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ผ๐.
๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ฒ: ๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐. ๐๐ก๐๐ข๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.
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๐๐๐ง๐ซ๐/๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ: ๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ, ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ,๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐, ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ.
๐๐๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.
๐๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐๐ซ๐ค ๐๐๐ฒ x ๐
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You stood on the outskirts of the ballroom. This wasnโt the first ball youโve been to but it was by far the most extravagant.
The decorations around the room itself looked more expensive than the humble little cottage you lived in with your family. It made sense why, this was the first event hosted by the Cha family since they moved from London to this small city of Leicester.
You didnโt understand why anyone would move from the capital of the world London to little old Leicester. Then again, youโve never left Leicester so you donโt know what London is even like. Youโd love to visit one day.
โWhy are you standing here all alone dear sister?โ You turned to see your brother Captain Kim Namjoon smiling down at you.
You smiled, taking the glass of juice he was holding out to you.
โBeing a wallflower is my job at these balls brother dear, you know thisโ you told him cheekily. Smiling when your brother gave you a look. Shaking his head, he went off into the droves of people. Probably to find his friends.
What you didnโt expect was that after your brother came, his friends came and asked for you to dance with them. To the point your dance card was filled with all his friends.
There went your idea of just standing around admiring the coupleโs around you or making small chat with the locals you knew.
Taking a break from dancing, you were sipping water at a table when the chair next to moved and someone sat down. You didnโt think much of it, they were tired from dancing too probably not going to talk to you.
โAhemโ you turned to the sound of the man next to you.
You are stunned into silence, the most handsome man is sitting next to you. How do you even talk to this man. His brown eyes are shining with amusement, that is when you realise youโve been staring at him in silence.
Clearing your throat.
โHello, how can I help you sir?โ You ask calmly. You can feel the sweat gathering in your hands, you discreetly try to wipe you hands on the table cloth.
โWell madam I ce with the goal of asking you to dance but seeing that your dance card is full that is out of question.โ This man tells you.
You sigh, hating your brother and his friends in this moment but carry on regardless.
โNormally this wouldn't happen but my brother is home and his friends think making me dance all night is a fun time.โ Irritated, you take the dance card and pretend to rip it up.
The man next to you laughs but takes the card out of your hands. His gloved hand touching yours. Even through the fabric you felt this spark run through you. You meet his eyes and stare into them. He does the same, both of you creating your own world in this bustling ballroom. The starring stops when he puts your dance card on the table again.
โWell can I at least know the name of this enchanting women next to meโ he asks you calmly.
You smile at him, nodding your head.
โKim YN and pray tell sir what is your good name?โ you say shyly, looking at the table not wanting to make eye contact.
โPark Jongseong but my friends all call me Jay my ladyโ He smiled at you, taking your hand and kissing it. That left you feeling like you were blushing all over. What is going on with you today.
Before you could say anything. Your brother came to your table. In a rush to get you to leave and so you left without even saying a proper goodbye to one Park Jongseong.
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The Next Day.
You were casually doing some knitting in the living room. Today was a rare day off for you. Normally you would be helping your father at your shop but with your brother back from the navy, Namjoon was helping out rather than you.
Your best friend Chaeryeong was playing the piano, while your sister was helping your mother in the kitchen. It was rare for the house to be only women. That is until the doorbell went. Confused, your younger sister went to get the door. She opened the door for a few seconds before slamming it shut and coming running into the living room.
โYN HAS A SUITOR CALLING FOR HERโ Wonyoung screamed. Making Chaeryeong bang her hands on the piano keys in shock. You dropped your knitting needles and your mother dropped whatever was in her hands in the kitchen.
Your mother came out, sent Wonyoung to go call your father and brother through the back door, told Chaeryeong to help you get ready and she went to call this suitor of yours inside.
Chaeryeong looked at you questioningly, but you were just confused at who this suitor could be. This would be the first suitor you had ever had. Chaeryeong having met with many suitors before, took the lead in getting you dressed finely, while you were getting dressed Wonyoung joined, telling you that your father and brother were talking to this suitor. You asked her if she knew who it was, but she refused to tell you.
Coming to the living room you stood in the door way shocked when you saw who it was.
Park Jongseong was the suitor?
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2 Years Later.
Who wouldโve thought that the Cha ball would lead to you finding the love of your lie. Here you were a year later, happily married to Park Jongseong. It was a simple life; you didnโt know how rich Jay was until you moved into his family mansion. The mansion which you were now the mistress to. That was even harder to believe. From your house where you did chores, helped out around the house to a mansion where there were maids, cooks and butlers to do your bidding.
No matter how many times the cooks or even Jay would tell you not to, you couldnโt help but cook in the kitchen or clean rooms. It was unneeded but it reminded you of home and so you did it nevertheless. Plus, after tasting your food, Jay didnโt complain about you cooking. He found a new hobby in cooking, he made your favourite dishes for your first birthday after marriage, it was very good, and you swore angrily at the heavens for making your husband so perfect.
That first year went by simply and wonderfully. Now into your 2nd year of marriage was lonely. Jay was away often due to work and so you were left to send letters to him. That was the only form of contact you had with each other.
Still, you cherished every letter Jay sent you and kept the gifts he sent safely. You wrote letters to him every day, whether you decided to send them was up to you, but it was now a habit to write a letter about your day addressed to Jay. It wasnโt until you got a letter from Jay that you would reply with a letter of your own. Going line by line replying to everything said and unsaid in the letter.
The maids liked to gossip about how much you loved your husband with the number of letters you write, little did they know, the letters they saw you writing werenโt sent, you kept them safe, You had a plan for these letters, but that plan had to wait until Jay came back.
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Sickness.
It was a few years into your marriage that you got sick one day. It was in that week where Jay was home. He didnโt leave your bed side, taking it upon himself to make sure you got better.
You didnโt however. Day by day, your illness got worse and worse. The doctors couldnโt figure out what was wrong, the whole mansion was worried for you. It was when you were at your worst that you requested for Jay to bring your family here, if you were going to go, you wanted to see them.
Jay vehemently denied that you were going anywhere but still brought your family to you. It was a joy to see your siblings, nieces and nephews as well as your parents. Chaeryeong and some other of your close friends had come along too and it really felt like a reunion.
However rather than happy tears of seeing each other. It was sad tears of seeing the state you were in, the denial that Jay was in about your condition.
They stayed for longer than was planned but none of them could bare to leave either of you alone.
The dreaded day finally came. You died in your sleep peacefully leaving your husband, family and friends.
The funeral was held and all your affairs were dealt with immediately. Your family left he mansion but promised Jay to keep in contact, they had lost a daughter and didnโt want to lose a son in Jay either.
The house staff didnโt know how to deal with things after you had gone. The mansion was devoid of your laugh, your playful scolding. You were gone and everyone felt it, it hurt them all.
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Her Final letter.
A few days after your funeral. Jay was looking through some papers of yours when he found a letter, addressed to him, dated the day before your death.
Dearest Husband of mine,
I know by the time you read this letter. I would be gone. Iโm sorry that I broke our vows, till death do us part. Yet Iโve left you alone, or that I will forever be sorry my dear.
Our courting and marriage were the happiest times for me, I didnโt expect to find my soulmate, but I did and Iโve never been happier than when I am with you Park Jongseong.
This will be a lot to ask but if you can please find it in your self to fall in love again, donโt push everyone away, find love again, get married, have children. Live a fulfilled life. Iโll be watching from above.
That is a big ask, but I know how you are Park Jongseong, just reading the above paragraph you scoffed at the idea of falling in love again and I understand that but if not love then please live life at it fullest. Do that for me.
We didnโt get nearly as many years as we shouldโve, but I hope in another life, we find each other again and that time we are together forever.
Letโs find each other again in another life Park Jongseong, I promise to love you even more in the next life and not leave you early.
Your Wife Park YN.
Though YN had asked him to live a fulfilled life. The next day, the maid found Park Jongseong asleep with this letter in his hands. He didnโt wake up, in a panic she called the doctor who confirmed that Park Jongseong had died in his sleep just like his wife.
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me writing kissing memes: pretty sure if you kiss azzie, she tastes clean. and by that i mean spearmint.
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โฑ endless edits of archangel azrael
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