the-silent-hashira ยท 1 year ago
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entomologists and newlove
im gonna answer this for a few of my f/os since im feeling v affectionate
Entomologists: Does your F/O like bugs. Thatโ€™s it thatโ€™s the question.
Kyojuro is ok with bugs. he doesnt hate them, but he isnt about to go out of his way to seek them out. he likes fireflies and grasshoppers and cicadas, and has gifted me cicada shells since i think theyre neat!
Sanemi really likes beetles!! he has a pet rhinoceros beetle and will often capture bugs to try and scare me with them. it doesnt work because i like them, except for spiders, which hes terrified of as well.
Gyomei doesnt mind them, but he doesn't particularly like them. theyre a natural part of the world, and have every right to exist as any other creature. (except demons)
Lucifer enjoys preying mantis, grasshoppers, crickets, and beetles. he knows i also enjoy bugs, and will often find rare ones to gift me.
Newlove: How did it feel like for you to love your F/O at first?
for Kyojuro it was relatively slow. it became an 'oh no. OH NO. OH NO' sort of situation, and i couldnt stop thinking about him suddenly. every time i saw him my heart would start racing just a bit and i couldnt stop smiling, and id want to keep interacting with him and spend as much time as possible with him. he felt like a warm fire in the center of my chest.
for Sanemi it was more like i was staring at a man who i needed to pick apart like he was a 1000 piece puzzle. he had so much to him, he seemed so complex and i love a man who i can dig my claws into ever so sweetly and peel him like an orange. i needed to know him. and the more i knew, the deeper i got, and the more i realized i was never going to take my claws out.
Gyomei? low, slow, carefully. i didnt think id love someone like him. it felt like i was just becoming friends with someone, and finding more and more things that made me feel safe and secure with him. i felt like i could just exist with him, and it just kind of became mutual feelings that we quietly accepted from each other, which is why my tag for him is 'finding nirvana'.
Lucifer was like being hit by a truck lmao. i dont remember exactly how i felt initially, but it definitely felt like i was being grabbed and slapped in the face with my feelings for him, completely and utterly head over heels with no chance to catch my breath. it was immediate and overwhelming and i dont think i could ever lose that feeling its just as intense now as it was then.
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