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#''oohh only people who are attracted to men but are slightly scared of what they deem real men (not you) will be attracted to you''
perilegs
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4 months
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it's funny that now that i don't really have much about my body to be dysphoric about my brain makes up psychological dysphoria and it's so dumb
#''oohh only people who are attracted to men but are slightly scared of what they deem real men (not you) will be attracted to you''
#''or those people AND chasers AND ppl who just see you as a curiosity to test out''
#like how do i even unpack the bs my brain is throwing at me
#yeah maybe some part of me believes that but the logical part of me knows it's not true
#i think what's causing this is that i'm still kinda new at being stealth while passing
#like yeah ive been going as leevi for the entire duration of uni and living as a man but passing regularly started happening to me after
#i started t
#now i only get misgendered the same amount as cis men with shoulder length hair
#so like. it's happened once after starting t lmao
#i think what's causing this (the psychological warfare from my brain) is the combination of stress
#and me actually becoming friends with a co worker i'm not out to
#listen ive been trying to hint at being trans but he was born a guy and lives as a guy so hes not very tuned out on this stuff
#though his partner is nb and ive met them and they think i'm cis too which i think is hilarious bc i feel like
#i'm v easy to clock for trans ppl
#though idk im fagging it up quite a bit so it makes me pass extra well so
#anyways
#im a bit conflicted about the situation
#im not going to outright tell him i think but i'm not going to hide it if it comes up
#which i know i dont have to do but i want to
#we'll probably go swimming together this summer so if that doesnt make him realize it hes a lost case and i dont
#need to worry about it lmaoo
#also i bought shorts that arent sport shorts and they looked normal on me so im literally unstoppable
#but yea thank u for listening to me i just needed to ramble
#leevi talks
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