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saddlepunk · 1 year

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fascinating message from my mother vis a vis the camera in the living room that i unplug any time she leaves. her reasoning is that shes been cheated on in the past, so shes paranoid and needs to keep track of who's coming into the house. my reasoning, i feel, is that reason makes 0 sense because i am her Son, and if i bring someone into the house thats not... even close to the same thing??? what the fuck kind of logic line is that??? i might be doing secret illicit relationship stuff with... my own boyfriend? in my house where i live? what kind of an example for needing the cameras is that????? shes not in a relationship anymore, my """"dad"""" moved out already. what is the fucking issue here.

#saddle says #'having people do secret hidey stuff like having other women in my house is why theyre there'#okay well im not bringing in women and even if i was they arent the 'other woman' because you are my Mother #explain to me why your relationship issues should impact my ability to have an unobserved conversation with my partner #explain to me why her kneejerk response to me not wanting her to know everything im doing is immediately to go #'are you having sex in my bed?????'#no!!!!!!!!!! that would be weird!!!!!! why do you bring it up every time!!!!!!!!#i just dont like being Watched when im trying to relax in the living room alone #i dont think she believes me abt not fucking in her room also #she never has and she never will its some gross fixation of hers #if shes still on this shit when i get home i might legit just call it here bc im not abt to sit there and let her do this shit again #shes wildly paranoid and doesnt listen to a thing i say and i swear to god if she turns this into a whole thing im going to kill myself #and on god ill try to burn the house down at the same time #smash every camera before i do it

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