#( .HEADCANON. ) 𝔄𝔰𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔲𝔯𝔫 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔰𝔦𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔥𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔷𝔬𝔫 .⊱

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you all are probably sick of hearing about how insaneo ayalon is so here’s a nsfw drop about these four

sophie’s vulgar. crass. they like a woman who they’re able to man-handle in bed. they’re very rough and want women who are into that sort of thing as much as they are 

ezra definitely has a worship kink. he wants someone on their knees kissing his feet and begging for forgiveness. he’s manipulative and controlling and that definitely applies to the bedroom (kill him)

eli’s a sadomasochist. so far he’s only interested in reid, and that takes shape in the form of ‘anything reid does to me i’ll accept it. i dont care if he stabs me. actually, i would love it if he stabbed me.’ 

reid is bad at blowjobs. he forgets he actually has to do stuff instead of just putting it in his mouth and holding it there 

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    ayalon is the type of guy to walk into starbucks at 5am and ask for a mocha Frappuccino with extra whipped cream and mocha drizzle  

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hi *twirls my hair* just teehee thinking about how being around ayalon is like being around a giant predator that was raised by humans. like of course the animal forms bonds and comes to love its caretakers (within its own capacity to love) but there’s always that underline danger and like. understanding that it’s going to snap one day. all it takes is one wrong move and suddenly it’s biting and clawing and ripping into someone. ayalon isn’t human and as much as he tries to parade around as one, he never will be human. his psyche, his habits, how he functions will never be like a regular living persons. he’s carnivorous at heart and sometimes instinct comes before logic when you’re a monster of a god. 

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you gotta be shitting me

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aesthetics for the entities,  part i.          bold what applies to your muse,   italicize what applies situationally or only in certain verses.   rest of the fears here.   this is based on a horror podcast ;  potentially triggering & / or upsetting content ahead!   pt. ii here.

i.  the  buried.          weighed blankets.  drowning.   the comfort of a loved one’s weight.   soil & sand piling on top of you.  hugging so hard it hurts a little.   cramped hiding spots.   letting out air underwater to sink to the bottom of the pool.   walls pressing in on you.   not moving from a position even though you’re cramping a little. dragging the last second before you have to inhale.   lonely subways.   feeling like one with the earth.   a layer of dirt on you.   looking for something below.   cardboard boxes & tiny pillow forts.   hands calloused from digging.   knowing that your purpose is just below the surface.   entering your final resting place before it kills you.   a storm drowning you out.   dust & sand speaking to you.

ii.  the corruption.          insects.   a close imitation of the natural course of life.   an illness in a community.   a rag that dirties more than it cleans.   an untreated wound. containment. breaching containment.   unbreathable air.   fungi.   one with that you love. one with what loves you. a corpse unfit for a glass case.   hearing a song in the sound of tiny wings & legs.   honeycomb patterns.   an ecosystem within a person.   a curse passed on. the hubris of a scientist. an ugly death where a glorious one is owed. blood on a handkerchief.  parasites.   something pushing up the sewer.   a mask to keep something out.  trypophobia.   knowing you belong.   death weeks after impact.   fever.   food that’s gone off.   pandora’s box.  death behind a glass.

iii.  the dark.         shadows. lights that turn off by themselves. the feel of cold marble.  a beaked creature in the night.   the difference between seeing darkness & seeing nothing. touch of something you can’t see.   hiding under a blanket.   white,  clouded eyes.   months without going outside during sunlight.   pouring dark.  unscrewing lightbulbs.   black matter. light sensitivity. a starless night.   time before light was created.   a shadow on the wall without a body to attach to.   withering plants.   a world without a sun.  footfalls in an empty house in the night.   a light that doesn’t reach as far as it should.   desperate reach for a flashlight.   clothes that hide your shape.  staying unperceivable.   winter months in the north.  an empty church.

iv.  the desolation.           senseless pain. warmth of faith.   wax where skin should be.   a blazing fire.   heat without a source. the third or fourth tragedy in the family.   losing everything you’ve ever held dear.   so much to live for,  gone so soon.   the smell of gasoline.   touch that scars.   coffee cup that never goes cold.   scorch marks on wood.   inescapably warm air.   a child born in fire.   death of a loved one.   a candle without a flame.   an altar in the middle of the woods.   animals with burnt fur.   plastic explosives.   burning hot metal.   sweating in an interrogation room.   never touching a loved one.   disfigurement.   a kiss that ruins you.   the scent of burning fat.   a tattoo that terrifies its viewer.   the agony of hellfire displayed as art.  auburn hair.   little clothing in cold weather.   a ripple in the air.   trying to cool down in vain.

v.  the flesh.          body horror.   factories.   a hunger for something more filling.   never quite happy with how you look.   the terror of an animal waiting for slaughter.  a very good meal. the liquid of a perfect steak.   fighting your worst survival instincts.  a twisted bone.   long nights working out.   more than one heart.   appearance that shapes like clay.   a bag of bones. bone broth in a pot.   knowing to fear pigs.   the butcher’s shop.   plastic surgery.   something alien inside your body.  a hunger in the gaze laid upon you. unwitting cannibalism.   forgetting what you used to look like.   being admired for your appearance & appearance only .teeth marks on skin. scars from wounds that should’ve killed you.   cooking in scarcity.   fenced in with one way to go.

vi.  the end.         the last page of a book.  nightmares that don’t feel like nightmares.   a skeletal hand.  the grip of the grim reaper around your throat.   existential pain.   ivory dice.  flatlining in a hospital.   gambling with death.  as old as the universe.   soul & spirit tied to an object.   a dream where you die.   closing your eyes for the last time.   the pleas of a dying one.  knowing the fate of someone you know & being unable to prevent it.   a thousand cords tugging you towards your end.   skin that’s freezing to the touch.   an act of desperation.   someone’s life for yours.   an eternity spent alive.   the cost of your selfishness.   watching your own burial.   causing your own burial.   the smell of death. numbness to fear.   words from someone gone.   meaninglessness of the actions or lives of single people in the universe.   multiple near—death experiences you refuse to die from.

vii.  the eye.        googling something you shouldn’t have.   eureka moments.   the unforgiving lens of a camera.   witness reports.   hidden libraries.   eyes of different colours.  feeling of being watched.   a death recorded in tape.   a tragedy you can’t look away from.   endangering yourself for knowledge.   truth.   analog records.   a symbol of an eye.   a watch tower.   compulsion to document.   turning on recording devices without thinking about it.   saving the evidence before the person.  extracting information. truth or dare,  without the dare.   a thirst for knowledge.  books that speak to you.   coordinated shelves.   cataloguing systems.  voyeurism.   police report you can’t put down.   reasoning your way out.   smell of old papers.   books that read you back.

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    ayalon loves birthdays.. he doesn’t have one of his own but he loves celebrating OTHER peoples’ birthdays.. 

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@chaoscrawls​ asked: J - Jelly (what kind of lube are they using? is it flavored? have they tasted it? do they prefer to use something other than real lube during sex?)

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              Just standard, water based lube! Although, considering he’s a god of fertility.. he can use his powers in order to get his partner extra prepared. Meaning, he can help get them extra wet if they ask for it (this even applies to anal lksjfd), but otherwise, he uses lube to get himself or anyone else ready as a form of foreplay! Flavored lubes aren’t his thing though, he’s never needed it going down on someone, and no one’s ever asked to use it on himself. He’s tasted it before (a moment of curiosity) and hated it. He’d much rather taste his partner.

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i just know ayalon would buy those chocolate syrup bottles and squirt them directly into his mouth once he gets home . sickening. 

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ayalon finally getting used to wearing pants but sometimes he’ll get into these Moods where he feels Too Constricted so he walks around his shop just in his boxers

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been thinking about it and i’m most definitely sure that ayalon can’t be with someone romantically if they’re too hung up on past romantic relationships (exes they can’t get over, loved ones who passed away, ect). like there’s a level of sympathy ayalon will offer if the person is still upset over the loss, but ayalon wouldn’t even FATHOM being with someone he’d know would make him ‘second place.’ 

he’s already been there. he’s already been second best. he’s already experienced what it’s like to be in love with someone who’s already in love with another. he doesn’t want to be option number two or someone another person “settles” for when they actually dream of a life with someone else. he understands that sometimes, someone’s entire heart isn’t always available because another person has that spot he could never take. he accepts that. but he’s also not going to be with someone who thinks of a past relationship when they’re together. he’s possessive, it’s just in his nature. he’s a “give me yourself in your entirety or i want nothing” type of guy. if you can’t offer that because you’ve yet to take back the part of you that someone else from the past still has, any hope for a relationship is gone and Ayalon’s not interested.

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hello i still think about how ayalon lays in bed for at LEAST an hour after waking up in the morning and if there’s someone next to him? they’re getting Held 

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2 things

ayalon loves monsters. he loves freaks. 

he puts so much sugar and cream into his coffee it’s nauseating 

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ayalon’s not scared of anything but he WILL throw a fit if he’s forced to eat a banana

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Anonymous asked: D - Dominance (do they prefer to dominate, or be dominated? do they have experience as a Dom? Do they have a Dom that they trust already? What kind of things do they enjoy as/with their Dominant partner?)

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           It really depends on his mood! He’s very volatile, and likes being dominate as much as he likes being dominated. Though, he currently has a preference to be on the receiving end, years and years of being the more dominate partner has him wanting to spice things up. Sex has already started to become stale for him, so he wants to explore things no one has yet to offer him, if that makes sense! With that said too, I guess he does have experience as a dom? But it wasn’t really called that in his time as an active Deity. Most of his marriages had these aspects thrown into them, considering his spouses still worshipped him and he had (consensual) control over certain parts of their life. Currently, he’s not in any kind of relationship where he can be referred to as someone’s Dom. 

           He doesn’t have a dom, even though he has a few ships with a more dominate partner. Even then, I don’t think Ayalon would even think of someone as his “dom” unless they specifically refer to themselves as such slkjfdk. But ... tbh i dont even know how ayalon would react to someone calling themselves his dom, it really depends on how much he likes them. He can like being on the receiving end of things, but he’s still a God, and God’s have big egos LKJDF. 

         Ayalon likes the.. possessiveness that comes with dominance. ayalon can’t get it together. don’t call him your dom but DAMN if he doesn’t like to be told he belongs to someone. He likes calling someone his, too, because that’s genuinely how he sees his partners. as his. THERE’S TONS OF THINGS AYALON ENJOYS WHEN DOMINATING OR BEING DOMINATED, but that’d just make this whole post even longer and i dont wanna put anyone through that 

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Anonymous asked: Y - Yes, Master (what kinds of names are used during sex? do they like being called master / mistress, daddy, etc…? what names do they call their partner?)

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             Ayalon adores being referred to as my lord/king, my god, and other similar titles during sex! He doesn’t mind ‘Master/Mistress’, but he might make fun of his partner a bit if they let that slip (his teasing won’t be too extreme though, promise!). Daddy/Mommy isn’t really his thing, but if his partner is into it he’ll let it slide. However, realistically, no one’s calling him lord or king or god, for that matter, in bed. Ayalon doesn’t hide what he is, but he also doesn’t go around telling each of his acquaintances what his deal is, so he hasn’t been called those titles in a long time, even though he likes them (whether it be in a sexual context or not). 

          When it comes to his partner, they gotta work hard to get ayalon to refer to them with similar titles. He can be prideful, he’s not into calling someone else ‘lord’ or ‘king’ unless they’ve earned it. But things like ‘darling, babe, dearest, love, beloved, pet’ are all things ayalon has been known to call his partners in bed. Unless there’s dirty talk thrown into the mix, and in that case, most of those cutesy pet names are thrown out the window LKJFKD

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        — also important to note, ayalon does have children. he’s sure theyre running around somewhere ( if they’re still alive ), but he was never an active participate in their lives.