#(((((also the fact that my blog is procrastination worthy im-)))))

[nako-doodles]

Hey babe, any song reccs for someone who's up for a long night of coding? It's cool if the music is sad because I think the crying over code is gonna be inevitable. Also I LOVE YOU YOU WHOLESOME JIN THOT I WANT TO GIVE YOU HUGS AND SMOOCHES AND PROCRASTINATE FROM MY JOB BY SCROLLING THROUGH YOUR BLOG but i won't i actually really am a responsible adult fuck who can't say no to work ALSO TO REITERATE I LOVE YOU AND HAVE A GREAT DATE

oh boy fam long nights coding are the ABSOLUTE WORSE im so sorry bubs. I feel ur ache :( however, in the words of our cult leader min yoongi, YOU SHOULD GO AND EARN THAT MONEY!!!!!!! (I see ur sneaky pun about iterations I love you too sweet pea💖💖)

this is gonna be less mellow and more slow grind bc lets be real late night coding is really just late night grinding ft 3 pints of tears. slow bc usually if I have hard hitting club music on the entire time I get a headache, but if its too mellow I pass out 🤣🤣🤣 this playlist is split into 3 major stages of regret during late night coding so you can pick and choose what you want 👍👍

tldr; theres a little bit of everything and I hope you like it 😚

‘maybe i can get my minimum 6 hours tonight’

epik high - lullaby for a cat

sarcastic sounds - i cant help

dvwn - insomnia ft. yayyoung

magik monkey - tokyo lights

baek yerin - maybe its not our fault

rm - seoul ft. honne

gallant - weight in gold

rad museum - dancing in the rain

baek yerin - suddenly (digging club seoul vers.)

miso - take me

winner - baby baby

offonoff - 춤

gallant x eric nam x tablo - cave me in

dean - D half moon ft. gaeko

owol - why

penomeco - no. 5 ft. Crush

suran x coogie - into the abyss

chai - color you ft. sam kim

far east movement - don’t speak ft. tiffany & chain

tanaka alice - bad day so, what

flying dog - galactic mermaid

‘some (coffee) vibes darker than the night outside, and we’re getting somewhere’

j.lu - tokyo ft. nodsgn

jasmine sokko - #0000FF

hyorin - youknowbetter

bevy maco - so faded

han yo han - closer ft. stella jang

bts - save me

dress x lydia paek - emotion

kris wu - tian di

taeyeon - find me

groovyroom - this night ft. blue.d, jhnovr

coeur de pirate - drapeau blanc

apm - apro ft. k.vsh

katie - love kills

wheein - easy

baekyun - pyscho

code kunst - x ft. lee hi

heize - she’s fine

steady lake - amortentia

macklemore & ryan lewis - light tunnels ft. mike slap

lee hi - fxxk wit us ft. dok2

dean - bonnie & clyde

ladies’ code - galaxy

f(x) - shadow

owol - nuna

epik high - here comes the regrets ft. lee hi

ciara - paint it black

dean - pour up ft. zico

sleepy - body lotion

jero - delusional

‘its 5am and if theres no hard-hitting beats im gonna pass out onto my keyboard deadlines be damned’

jvna - im with you

cosmic girl - don’t you worry bout me

kitti b - doin’ good

2pm - hands up

mamamoo x basick - stand up

after school - flashback

(g)i-dle - hann

super junior - black suit

taetiseo - adrenaline

vixx - silence

pony - divine

apink - %%

sunmi - burn

owol - problem

r tee x anda - what you waiting for

femme - whiplash

bvndit - dumb

far east movement - sxwme ft. jay park

vixx - beautiful killer

sonamoo - we are legendary

bap - one shot

block b - nillili mambo

d. holic - color me rad

clc - hobgoblin

kard - dumb litty

sak noel, kuba, neitan - no boyfriend no problem ft. faky, femm

jay park - mommae

hyuna - just follow ft. dok2

agust d - tony montana ft. yankie

monsta x - trespass

pentagon - gorilla

bastarz - zero for conduct

shinee - dangerous (medusa II)

kanye west - no church in the wild ft. jayz, frank ocean, the dream

exo - let out the beast

chungha - gotta go

vixx - spider

nct 127 - limitless

mino - body

yammo - boss ft. dean, dok2

jay park - you know ft. okasion

4minute - huh

bts - not today

t-ara - no. 9

nct u - 7th sense

I wish both you and your rubber duck that you will inevitably chuck across the room before apologizing profusely to it the best of luck 💖💖💖 

may all your runs be smooth and debugging endeavors quick 💖💖💖

[all-hail-the-witcher]

the mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell

some Original Content by yours truly eeee

I had to write this for school, its like a send off speech cause were seniors and stuff and I thought you guys might appreciate it cause it talks about memes and stuff

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As a member of Generation Z, my mom often complains that I seem to speak in “code.” There have been countless occasions where I have had to explain the meaning of words such as  “same,” “mood,” and “me,” what a vine is, the notion that yeet is in fact a verb and not a noun, and, of course, memes.

As you are all aware, there are memes for virtually anything and everything you could possibly experience on a daily basis. From being stuck in traffic to stealing other peoples food, the internet and, by default, our brilliant minds, have created relatable images that oftentimes distract us from doing, say, our math homework. Obviously, we all want to pass our math classes, but when the homework consists of 48 problems saying “if Bobby has 16 apples and Susan owns a car that runs on vegetable oil, how many ice cubes will it take to cover the surface area of Norway” you can probably see why I procrastinate it until the last possible second.

It seems that schools teach us unnecessary things most of the time. If I were to ask something useful, for example: “What are taxes and how do I pay them?” it is almost certain that the school system would respond with: “Worry not. The mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell.”

What do we need school for anyway? We already know everything, just ask our parents. We cram study for all of our tests and promptly forget the information right after, just look at our midterm and final grades. We write all of our essays and speeches mere hours before they are due, just check our turnitin receipts. Add in sleep deprivation, an unhealthy dose of anxiety, three cups of coffee, a slightly dark sense of humor and you’ve got an average high school senior. From our perspective, we have every reason to wish graduation were tomorrow. And yet, some of us are still apprehensive about leaving, even if we don't want to admit it.

Why have we grown so attached to the place that has been the cause of our self proclaimed demise? It is because shoved in here, in this massive cell, we have all become mitochondria. Whether we like it or not, we have all become accustomed to being around each other everyday, and now that must change. Cells are constantly renewing themselves, and now it is time for this cell to let us go so that it can begin training the next batch of brains. We must now become the mitochondria of our own cell, wherever that may take us.

Now, this is the part of the speech where I tell you all the sappy stuff like “just be yourself,” “you miss one hundred percent of the shots you don't take,” and “don't let anyone dull your sparkle.” I’m also sure there are many motivational memes you could look at that would probably do a much better job motivating you than I can.

But if you haven’t tuned me out by now, remember this: above anything else, high school taught us how to survive on a daily basis in a place full of lunatics and still get decent grades. So, if you survived this, you can take whatever the world throws at you, using your own mitochondria worthy brain. That is what high school was meant to teach us.

And if you still wanna know how to pay taxes, just youtube it. I’m pretty sure some bored millennial made a how-to.

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idk everyone laughed in class when I read it today and the teacher died when I started talking about the mitochondria so

also gonna tag list cause why the heck not

hmu to be added

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[uygmoeb]

Ah thank you! I like think I'm good with English but the struggle of being bilingual and your brain just likes to give you a blue screen error and you sit there wondering what the word is in either language lol (I have respect for people that know like 4!) But yeppers, welcome to my family where we do things slightly last minute and then there is chaos in the kitchen xD 10/10 fun times

Right!? Like I remember he was like this small lil bean that was like a puppy, wouldn't hurt a fly and then suddenly he just had a pokemon evolution moment going from charmander to charzard in like God knows when lolol of course im not saying thats a bad thing, I just find the character development so funny, like it happened right under our noses and honestly good for him! Love his chaotic, talented self. Same, same. I do like to be slightly up to date with my favs but I only have recently been more deeper into the moa fandom if you will? So I am aware of some stuff like I know kai participated in some song making for their recent album and it makes me feel happy seeing them take on producing or writing because hey, that shiz isn't easy! Even they didn't, doesn't mean txt aren't talented! (Like their dancing alone can knock me out to the moon like who debuts with songs like crown, blue orangeade AND cat and dog and make the dancing look smooth!? Kings only)

Tldr stan txt for a better life *sips tea*

But yes I did! I wanted to get a good start ahead because I am sadly a lazy potato and didn't want to have things last minute and not have your gift be nice :c so I worked on it Sunday all night with my intel and it is saved, ready to be posted. I won't say much other than that, you sadly must wait until Christmas. But...but *blushies* pleassee no omg I am a simple potato! Hdhahshs I am not worthy of such kind words, if anything i want to shower you with kind words because its been super fun talking with ya! Like it is my 3rd year joining stuff like this but I never chatted so much with someone and I am very happy because like I am talking with an awesome sauce person! I mean, this blog alone is fabulous (I just realized your name is beomgyu but backward hjshdjs genius omg) so I hope we can chit chat after this in the future auggie (I hope I spelled your name correctly? Please slap me with a fish if not jdjsjds)

i wish i still had it in me to learn a second language not gonna lie hskfhks i remember the basics of spanish from 3 years of classes but like.. i wish i could pick it up and learn more but idk it's harder for me now not to mention the very, very little and basic korean i taught myself LMAO so the fact u can speak two languages is awesome ! and it seems to me ur english is rlly rlly good, honestly would've assumed it was ur first language if u hadnt said anything bc of how good it is

a pokemon evolution but beomgyu version please hskfjsl u explained it so perfectly with just that BUT YEAH i still can't believe that that was their debut like wow.. the songs down to the choreo.. they rlly set the bar high for themselves and they've done nothing but surpass it each time and yeah i like to keep up to date if i can, and i've been doing a better job lately but i just love so many groups it can be difficult and then stuff starts to slip thru the cracks yknow? but i'm out here. trying my best regardless. it also doesnt help that i.. dont like to read things hslfsjjf so like,, if there’s a written post update and it's longer than like, 4 big paragraphs i probably wont read it and one day that will be the death of me bc i'll miss something really important or something

ok ok i'm like.. almost half way done with mine now after starting it hskfhks i'm pretty quick but somehow i didn't notice how close the deadlines were ??? i think it's just bc i've been doing so much but eh it's ok,, wouldnt be the first time i procrastinated smth important on accident skfhsk and its ok, i'm willing to wait !! i am super excited and looking forward to see what u made tho!!! but oooh ok so u've done this kind of gift making stuff before, and u must like it to keep doing it right? i think i'm just discovering my love to gift people things this year lol i might just keep making gifts throughout the year for everybody bc i just.. wanna give stuff to people it makes me happy i've noticed and lmao ur not the only one who took a min to realize it was beomgyu backwards, but i too thought it was kinda genius ngl

:(((( yes pls i would love to keep talking to u after and u rlly just proved my point by saying everything u did, like u genuinely may be one of the sweetest people i've ever talked to <3 and yeah dw u got my name right!! even if u spelled it wrong big deal it wont bother me, call me whatever and i'll accept it hskfhsk

[dawnlikeswater]

Project better future: 2020 Edition

Day 1 Long story short, 2020′s been thoroughly kicking my ass.

Depression & Anxiety on main? CHECK Broke AF? CHECK 2 weeks til deadlines? CHECK Graduation hanging in the balance of work being submitted or not? CHECK No income? CHECK Forced in to living at the family house again, because you can’t afford to live alone anymore, due to a global pandemic? CHECK

Sooo.... yeah, i’ve pretty much fallen off the wagon this year, I used to work so much harder, and be so much more motivated to make my future better for myself, but this year, it’s just fallen apart, and i’ve really just let it happen, and to be completely honest, i’ve had enough of myself beign like this.

This blog, and writing out my plans, and feelings isn’t somethign i had ever intended to stop doing, it just kinda happened on it’s own, but it did always help me a lot, and so i’m back again, and im ready ot get working, and moving and trying again to make myself a better future.

Current situation: I’m in my final year at university, in my final 9 days, I have to write a whoel dissertation, and then make a presentation for it, which i’ll need to film myself presenting as well, I also have 2 pieces of make-up work because i failed some things earlier in the year, and just yeah, it is all due on the 14th.

I’ve been procrastinating it all like a mad, because school stuff makes my anxiety flare real bad, but I truly cannot afford to do this anymore. If i don’t get these pieces of work in, I will fail my whole degree, I have have have to get them in, even if it’s low quality work and I only get D’s, those D’s would literally be enough to get me a degree.

D’s will literally get me a degree right now.

My rough plan at present is to just get as much of my introduction section written tonight as I can, and email it to my advisors at the university for feedback, and whilst I wait for them to get back to me, I will begin trying to do the data section of the dissertation the day after, and then send that on to them as well, in hopes they get some feedback to me fast enough that I can make use of it.

I will then Look at the make-up work, and do what I can of that over the weekend.

The only way here that I can succeed, is is i actually do a good chunk every day, there’s no excuses, i need to do some every day if i’m going to have D worthy work in by 5pm on the 14th of August.

If I can get the work in, and I did enough to get D’s, i’ll be able to graduate.

But what about getting work, or life after the 14th?

2020 being what it is, there’s next to no jobs available, especially within the field of marine vertebrate zoology, which is what my degree is on, I did one day (whilst procrastinating) begin thinking about how to earn money, or begin working, and my options are pretty limited, especially by the fact that I haven’t already finished my degree, i was supposed to be done in may, but I got extensions because of how sick I was (not corona, just depression/anxiety).

And so the solutions I came to were that, even if i did pass my degree somehow, that I need extra training to show in place of experience, and so I began looking in to the things I could get extra training in affordably, at home, online, where it’s safe, and that would also lead to a well paying job. One of the biggest contenders was Statistics and data analysis, I have experience with these things thanks to my degree,a nd they are highly sought after still eve with the pandemic, also they pay reallyyyyyy well, £21-22k GBP at entry level.

It was during that time that I realised how much i’ve come to just hate academia, and scholarly things, and that it is because university has absolutely destroyed every last bit of happiness I had about sciences in the last year, and that I need some time away from it all.but also something that would perhaps be a little more in my own control, as the statistics stuff would still be highly dependant on me actually getting hired, even after getting additional training, and then I somehow found me way to TEFL (Teaching English as a foreign language)

I spent like 3 days going really far down an internet rabbit hole, learning everything I could about TEFL courses, what it’s like to actually work teaching English as a foreign language, finding out what opportunities exist out there, teachign in a classroom environment, teachign abroad, in a business, teachign online, and which TEFL courses would actually have come form reputable sources, and would be fully accredited, and was lucky enough that the course I wanted to take was on sale 60% off, and yes, it was a fully UK gov accredited lvl3 course, it’s regulated by Ofqual.

So I paid for the course, started it, and finished the first module within the week I had begun it (I was procrastinating my uni stuff, big surprise).

So following the 14th of August 220, when my university work is all done, submitted in whatever state it is yeeted into turn it in, in, what im planning on doing next is a day or 2 of rest, and then I’ll be pushing to finish the tefl course ASAP, so that I can get myself registered with online teaching companies asap, and hopefully begin earning some money, because I am so far into the overdraft of my bank account it’s not even funny, and I can survive maybe til the end of September at best if i’m exceptionally frugal.

Chances are that over the next year I will probably take the training for statistics and data analysis as well, but i do need time away from sciences, and i need some time to just be a bit more free, be able to travel if i want to travel, save some money up finally, and stop living the life of a broke ass student, and be able to take work with me where ever I am, i guess i just want to live a slightly more stable life, where i’m able to do the things I actually want to do.

I’m not sure when i’ll next post, but I think it’ll be tomorrow, saying where im up to with my dissertation work, we’ll see.

Congratulations if you read all that.