#(I think fusing has made me want to disassociate from my source more)

[beepykay]

we had a situation last night that caused a very sudden change in our system’s structure and it happens that somehow I fused with the previous two “main” hosts. Just generally feel quite weird at the moment because now I have all these memories and experiences I didn’t know we had coming back to me it feels very weird. But also good? I guess? Like it’s a good thing. But weird. I think a decent bit of fusions (good) and dormancies (neutral on this) and maybe splits (bad) and shit just occurred so?? thanks brain for suddenly deciding to restructure I fucking hate you