#(also? im so soft and would sell my soul for the various ways exploring this could go)

[godzexperiment]

speaking of the nix is scrappy brain rot (and the switch inside him flipping/ 'ah perhaps this is why he's so horrified about doing violence') ~doing more harm to himself than to whoever he's punching depending~ -mangling his hands, violently shaking/trembling, more exhaustion from the emotional taxation of it and unable to stop until if he's lucky his brain just shuts off like 'nap time!' -the way it eats at him after/once the dial turns off etc especially if it was an case where somebody else had to be like 'okay! wow~ intervention very much needed' him just like .... ah that sure is proof ~thanks to my maker for this goddamned fiberglass personality~