#(and even then its tubzo whose actually into it and has the memories of it- it still barely interests me even now that i know it- | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

dyketubbo · 2 years

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as ive been more and more accepting of my own identity as aro and started caring more about analyzing friendships and generally relationships past what they mean romantically ive felt slightly isolated (and also weirdly both like falling in and out of a stereotype) but also it is nice to care more about friendships in media than romantic ones (especially when in fandom even if the romantic relationship is based in the characters friendship all that matters is the romance) and to even care less about trying to prove i still love others or whatever. at the same time by god is it lonely and it makes me not want to get into things i may have otherwise gotten into if it wasnt advertised as a romance (whether the source was about the romance or not)

#its what made me hold off on watching toh (i didnt care to get into lumity)#(and even then its tubzo whose actually into it and has the memories of it- it still barely interests me even now that i know it-#-isnt about lumity and. is in fact not about amity? i didnt know luz was the main character at all)#and even now its sort of made me not want to get into the life series (3l ll and now double life) because the fandom seems to be mostly-#-shipping and while i respect that it is also just not for me #even if i know the source isnt actually romantic in nature or even as serious as fandom makes it to be #i just see no reason to care if the only thing i know about is the ships #maybe when i manage to get into hermitcraft ill have a connection to the ccs that lets me get into it #but for now. i do not care. i know nothing about it that would interest me #cbeeduo is lucky i got into dsmp before they got married and cared about their characters arcs separately first #and also that they have michael. i think if they werent like an active married couple with a kid i would care less #which is probably why i only really deal w mass amounts of shipping in mlp #because i mostly care abt next gens and the relationships between parents and child #and the ways people establish the ng relationships based off parent relationships #idk! a lot to think about #mask mews #personal #you are free to try and tell me what i would like abt the life series if you think id like it #but right now in all honesty i have no idea whats interesting about it outside of the concepts

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