#(which they had Not Yet decided so i called him out like 'WAIT. BOYFRIEND?? 👀👀👀' and that's how they became Official™)

[acefaun]

Which stories are you currently working on? 🙂

Leeets see… 👀 Let me give you a peek into my fanfic world right now.

I have a few that I'm currently working on(drafts and rough drafts and final drafts and a couple things that need grammar and spelling checks).

And the one's in the screenshots don't count the other 40 requests that I've had waiting since January that I haven't touched yet. Something happened in January where I think the same person was sending me multiple requests a day and my inbox got overwhelmed. they were pretty good though, so I'm definitely interested in getting to them sometime. I just wanna make sure everyone gets turns and that I'm not just writing for the same person all the time, so I try and focus first on answering the requests I get out of anon-mode since I can have the tangible evidence that they're a different person. I'm trying my best, there's just so many anon requests that I can't tell anyone apart.

It's all organized in my head despite how things look here, I promise. Tomorrow I'm posting that Leo~ Human Love looking thing. That's random little thing I wrote sometime last year and forgot about it in my various folders because I didn't realize there was a LEO SIMP TO SHARE IT WITH. I'M HERE FOR YOU. That one's basically about a human who was secretly raised by the dept. of punishments and she has this crush on Leo and there's a whole situation there.

Then early next week (heck, maybe Tuesday if I feel like editing it), I'll post Lou~ Exam. That's about an MC who's stressed about an exam and Lou's doing his best to support her.

After that, I have another Leo fic called Heir where the zodiac gods are taking care of the King's daughter who by all means does not want to work in the palace and listen to Zyglavis' nagging. All the gods are basically telling her how she's supposed to act and who she's supposed to be. So Leo helps her out by sneaking her off to Earth where she can learn more about herself and not this fake vision of what she's "supposed" to be.

The rest in my "requests" folder are still in progress! But I'll give you a run down of what to expect from there.

Heir to the Throne: Your zodiac god is in love with you, the King's daughter, and he declares his love to you, deciding it's completely worth his time to try and win you over. The only problem is that he has to seek the approval of the King regardless of her feelings for him. The wishes gods have the approval of the King much easier than the punishments gods.

Moving On: Your god breaks up with you and you turn to your childhood best friend for love and support, only to later end up in a tragic accident that could have been avoided had your zodiac god been there. So he shows up with a letter… Only, what does it say?

Zodiac Swim House: A crossover between SCM and Free!Iwatobi Swim Club. Teen!MC admires the iwatobi swim club and wants to be a member. It's winter so her only choice to join them is by asking her zodiac dads for a competition pool in their back yard. Surely that would impress her new swim mates! (I might add various scenarios to this one where MC ends up with different swimmers and her zodiac dads react to her human boyfriend/girlfriend.)

Lou~ The Outcome: The second part to the Yandere Lou fic after MC is rescued and Lou is arrested. In this part, we look at his broken aftermath. We really see things from his perspective and everyone's reactions to what Lou's done. (This one is mega angsty and I'm definitely looking forward to it.)

NSWF Scorpio~ Nice Thighs: Where you only want to spend a nice day nuzzling into Scorpio's very lovely thighs. It's not like he can say no to his happy girlfriend… What's the worst that can happen? You end up… squished between his thighs…? Pfft… That's fine. (THIS ONE MIGHT ACTUALLY COME OUT SOME TIME AFTER MY LEON FICS OR MAYBE EVEN BEFORE BECAUSE IT'S COMING ALONG SO NICELY AND I REALLY TORTURED SCORPIO IN THIS ONE AND I'M HAVING FEELINGS FOR SWITCH SCORPIO RIGHT NOW. AND I LOVE YOU FOR ASKING FOR THIS, AND I WANNA GIVE YOU YOUR GOOD BOY.)

NSFW Lou~ The Sincerest Apology: Where you, Lou's goddess girlfriend, gets jealous over Lou being polite to another goddess. Lou is extremely submissive in this story and finally gets a taste of his own medicine as far as teasing you goes. Of course, you're not really mad at him… but an apology for sweet talking another goddess would be nice.

Road Trips: This was based on a simple question I got about if the gods liked to travel but I had a lot of art I wanted to make with it, but never had time to draw. I'm super frustrated that I don't have time to draw all the art I want for this because the ideas are soooo cute, so I might just rewrite it to where all I'll need is my main drawing and I can just describe the rest. It won't be as cute, but… the question will be answered. (the answer is yes, by the way…)

Spilling Tea: This is basically my personal thoughts on each of the gods and I feel like I'm shit talking behind their backs so I decided to call it "Spilling Tea". You'd think this would be a quick and easy thing to write and post, but I have opinions and opinions take time. (plus, I forget I'm writing this sometimes….) I only wrote about Leon, Karno, and Huedhaut so far, so I have quite the ways to go. I mean, it's not all bad… I hardly had anything to complain about with Hue, and Karno was also very little. You could imagine the shit I said about season 1 Leo though. BUT I HAVE GOOD THINGS TO SAY ABOUT THEM TOO. Still, I think Lou might be the only one I don't have any complaints ready for. He has yet to do me wrong that I can instinctively remember. Partheno's gonna have a novel of things; I love him, but he did me so dirty.

[cinematicnomad]

i’m leaving for india today! my first international trip in...literally almost a decade, and my first international trip for work EVER. my nerves are basically just one giant jumble of Oh Fuck and Oh My God! 

one v good thing: my friends who got married this weekend are going to germany for their honeymoon and while talking about their plans we discovered, through no intentional planning of our own, that we are LITERALLY on the same flight today (bc i’m transiting through germany). which means i’ve got some friends to hang out with at the airport! 

[mainveyn]

#99 and #66 is the perfect angst fluff for sunarin 🙃

a/n : you're a genius for finding this, anon 👍🏻 and look at the number 👀 is that a curse?? *gasps*

【99】 “i fell in love with you, not them”

【66】 “why me?”

suna rintarou x reader

there weren't many people in the gym, yet you find yourself suffocating in there. you weren’t paying attention to anyone other than your boyfriend. yet, her presence is too hard to ignore.

you watched her walk up to the team, handing them their drinks and towels with a sweet smile. the tag with the word ‘manager’ swung around her neck as she proudly did her job to support the team. you find yourself shrink under the vibrant and confident aura.

you knew she did nothing wrong. it’s not like she knew suna is your boyfriend. actually, no one knows about it because you both decided to keep a low profile and wait for a bit before announcing it to his friends. you didn’t mind at all.

but you regret it all now. watching her trying to strike up a conversation with the middle blocker while standing a little too close as a friend. the way his fingertips touched her when she passed him a bottle of water. her giggles resonated around the gym when she playfully tried to fix his bad posture.

you hate yourself for feeling bitter because you knew it wasn’t her fault. it was no one’s fault. but you lose it when the twins nudged them together, complimenting about how they’d looked like a perfect couple together. you hate yourself even more when you can’t help but agree with the twins.

you finally catch your breath outside. the chills had you trembling but at least it distracted you from your thoughts. you just need some time, somewhere away from the crowd. somewhere you can’t see them together.

“what are you doing there?” his deep voice withdraws you back from your thoughts, but it only makes you even more nervous. suna is confused when you keep looking around frantically, worried that if something or someone is bothering you.

he reached out to your shoulder, hoping to ease your tension in some way. but you jolted at his touch and pulled away instantly. if you weren’t avoiding his gaze, you have no idea how hurt he looks right now.

“y/n,” he called out to you again. but you moved further away from him, hastily putting on your shoes to leave. “sorry, i gotta go,” you didn’t even look back when you said it but suna can’t let you go just like that.

he held your right arm but followed you as you walked away until you both reached somewhere far away from the school main entrance. he guided you to a bench and waited patiently beside you until you regain your composure.

you slowly even out your breath as you watched the sky turning from orange sunset into a hue of grey and blue. you could feel suna’s hand squeezed yours from time to time, reassuring you that he’s always here when you need him. but that only made you feel bad at yourself even more.

you retracted your hand forcefully, mumbling ‘sorry’ multiple times as you hid your face from him. “sorry, i didn’t mean to burden you with my feelings,” you managed to get it out before turning into a sobbing mess.

“you were never a burden to me,” his arms embraced you, pulling you up onto his lap so that he could hold you tight. “i told you that many times,” he whispered in his usual gentle tone before placing soft kisses on your forehead.

by now, suna had already figured out the problem. he isn’t dumb to not noticed your mood change whenever you are near the new manager. he also didn’t fail to catch your dejected expression when the twins’ constant teasing involve him with the manager.

“there isn’t a damn thing for you to worry about at all,” he didn’t mean to sound so harsh. but when he recalled what the twins said that made you upset, he subconsciously clicked his tongue annoyingly, which earned your attention. you flinched as you silently scooted away, thinking that your behaviour had annoyed him.

“i fell in love with you, not her! so just-”

“why me?”

it almost feels like time just stopped around the both of you. no words are exchanged, just his eyes widened at your hurt expression. you bit your lips as you finally let out your feelings, your insecurities and everything else.

“s-she is so much better than me,” the hiccups made it hard for you to speak but you pushed it down. “she is so confident, supportive and reliable,” there’s no point in wiping off your tears anymore, it ends up coming back even more anyway.

“she is everything that i’m not”

“you’re better off with her-”

“y/n, stop. don’t say that”

suna slowly cupped your cheeks, holding it firmly to have you face him despite your protest. his calloused thumbs swipe off the tears before sealing his lips on yours with a promise of love. you finally met his eyes after blinking away the watery vision.

“y/n, you’re the only one that i need in my life,” he kissed you again before his half lidded eyes stared into your soul, searching for your full attention.

“without you, who’s gonna cuddle me to sleep every night, hm?”

“who can make my favourite food just the way i like it as perfect as you?”

“who’s gonna indulge me in a memes fight at three am in the morning?” he chuckled as his compliments slowly turned playful, but it’s okay because you start smiling now.

“who am I gonna watch those videos of the stupid twins fighting with?”

“who’s gonna bring me chuupet at my doorstep when only you can sensed me having a bad day like you have an antenna in your head”

you scoffed at his silly attempt to cheer you up but you both end up bursting into a fit of laughter. you wrapped your arms on his neck, pulling him close enough for you to peck on his lips. suna watched you as you seemed to be searching for your own words, his hands tracing soft circles around your side to help you relax.

“rin,” his eyes never left yours, blinking twice to let you know he’s listening. he found the side of his lips curled upright when he witnessed the glow in your eyes lit up again.

“i love you.”

reblogs are very much appreciated <3

[fuchsiasea]

angelysalinas (a mexican model that appeared in the lights up video) shared her experience shooting the video and meeting Harry, it’s a sweet story so I decided to post it here in English.

“I was getting ready when I got a text from an unknown number, it was from an agency for which I had auditioned for a role in a movie (they didn’t pick me), they told me about an audition for a casting and they asked me if I was interested, I was like 👀 

When I got to the casting I felt out of place, there were so many professional models, really beautiful and talented women. When they called my name, I told them the agency had sent me (I’m not saying the name of the agency, what if they sue me lol). They were asking us to enter the room in groups of 5-6, when I entered the place I was so nervous, there was a huge production, I wanted to cry.

The days went by and they told us that from the 10 girls that the agency had sent, they were picking only 3. The selection would be in two phases (why? I have no idea?). From the 10 girls, I was the youngest (19), the others were 24+ and they were all professionals, I was so scared and insecure.

I was at work, getting ready for a show when the agent wrote in the gc that they had made the selection and that he was kicking out of the gc those that weren’t selected. I stayed sit on my place waiting for him to remove me from the chat (I was feeling insecure). I HAD PASSED THE FIRST SELECTION, we still had another filter to pass so it wasn’t anything certain, at the end the guy told us the agency couldn’t decide and that the 4 of us were selected to participate in the project. I was so happy, I couldn’t cry freely because I didn’t want to ruin my makeup for work, but I celebrated with my friends.

The next day, the agent told us we were shooting during two days (Saturday and Sunday), that we had to ask for permission at work since we were shooting ALL DAY (I was shooting on Sunday). He also told us that they were taking our phones away and in that moment I got scared, thought I was gonna be kidnapped lol, but he told us it was because we were filming with a celebrity. I was like “OMG, whaaaat??” I thought maybe we were working with a latino artists (JBalvin, Marc Anthony) even Daddy Yankey.

After work, I went home and while I was having dinner (still Friday) rumours about Harry landing in Cancun started going around. That moment was like “suspicious 👀”. I obviously started to get excited and cry, but at the same time I tried to not get my hopes up because I would end up crying even more hahaha.

Saturday came around and I wasn’t shooting that day, but the agent sent the address to the gc for the girls that were called that day and it was LOMBARDO TOLEDANO (not a nice neighborhood), that’s when I said “There is no way this BRITISH PAPI is gonna be in LA LOMBARDO.” and I was sure we were filming with a latino artist because of the urban vibes.

But then news about Harry in La Lombardo started to surface and I was “OMGGGG HARRY STYLES IS SHOOTING IN LA LOMBARDO!!!” I started screaming and crying because I was gonna met HARRY STYLES the next and I was gonna film a video with him. I as a directioner when I was 13, now at 19 I was gonna be in a Harry Styles video!!! I obviously couldn’t sleep that night.

The next day, I arrive to the address they sent me and there were like 5 people (fans) waiting for Harry and when I step out of my mom’s boyfriend car, I felt famous and important, I walked to where the staff was and I gave them my name, the other girls looked at me like “who the fuck is she?”.

When I entered they gave me my badge and they took my phone (it was 5:00 pm). All the dancers, models and staff were there, there was some snacks (I couldn’t eat because I was so nervous). 

Harry hadn’t arrived yet, until two silver vans pulled up and my heart stopped. Then I see someone step out of the van and IT WAS HARRY STYLES IN THE FLESH!!! He started greeting everyone and asking everyone’s name, when he was in front of me I died, but I came back to life when he asked my name, I answered him and he was like “I’m Harry” and in my head I was like “NO SHIT. I KNOW! 13 OLD ME CRIED BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO MEET YOU”.

After greeting everyone they took him to his camper, it looked like he wanted to stay with us and chat but his team was doing their work and took him to get ready. Hours passed by and they were calling our names to get our make-up and hair done, that meant we were starting to shoot soon.

During a few hours Harry was shooting his solo scenes and we were just watching from the snacks station, it was something unbelievable. Then we noticed Harry was very “happy” hahaha, he was drinking tequila and like the most down to earth and humble guy, he invited us a drink (to everyone over 18), he sit down and started chatting with us.

Then they called him back to his camper and we were asked to line up to enter the set. The magic began! Harry went down to start shooting and when the song started playing, I immediately loved it.

The director and the producer told us that Harry was gonna walk among us and that we had to touch him. And all of us were like “that’s not gonna be a problem” hahaha. And that’s how we spent hours between Harry’s jokes and sweat, I have to say the guy loves joking around, he is very chatty and curious. Between takes he would ask us how to say something in Spanish and he would repeat them.

Everything came to an end, when the director told us that was all I felt mixed emotions, I wanted to cry, my best experience as a professional model had come to an end :( Harry like the wonderful human being that he is said goodbye to every single one of us and he thanked us for being part of his video.

In the snack station they had dinner ready for us (it was about 12:00 am). Then someone from Harry’s team came out of his camper and went to our table, they gave us a bottle of Mezcal Amores (typical alcoholic beverage from Mexico). Everyone took a sip from the bottle and since I was the youngest and they knew I was direction, the rest decided to give me the bottle (I still have it, obviously).

The last thing I want to say is that you should never stop believing in yourself, dreams they come true, fight for those dreams, TAKE THE OPPORTUNITIES THAT ARE PRESENTED TO YOU, because you will never know if one of them is the one that will lead you to that dream.

You can read it in Spanish here (memes included, way funnier than the English version aksjkas)