#* 🛵 vi. ` . ☆ミ ANDAVO A CENTO ALL’ORA ! ́ - ヽ aes .
this guy , finally ,
is WHAT I WANT ,
the friend i need !
JUST MATES , no chemistry !
i get him and HE gets me !
and there’s NOTHING more to it !
he just CARES so much , he’s devoted !――
―― he says we have a .. connection.
.. i thought this time was DIFFERENT ..
WHY DID I THINK HE’D BE DIFFERENT .. ?
but it’s never , EVER DIFFERENT !!
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we can start and finish wars
we’re what KILLED the DINOSAURS !
we're the asteroid that's overdue ..
the dinosaurs CHOKED on the dust
they DIED because God SAID they must !
the new world needed room FOR ME AND YOU ..
i worship you ,
i’d trade my LIFE for yours
they will all DISAPPEAR
WE’LL PLANT OUR GARDEN HERE !
――our love is God !
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today i thought about killing you , premeditated murder
you'd only care enough to kill somebody you love
just say it out loud to see how it feels
people say “ don't say this, don't say that ”
just say it out loud , just to see how it feels
weigh all the options , nothing's off the table
today i thought about killing you , premeditated murder
i think about killing myself
and i love myself way more than i love you
the most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest
i think this is the part where I'm supposed to say somethin' good to compensate it so it doesn't come off ... bad
but sometimes I think really bad things
really , really , really bad things
and i love myself way more than I love you
see , if I was tryin' to relate it to more people
i'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself
because that seems like a common theme ..
but that's not the case here
i love myself way more than I love you
and I think about killing myself
so , best believe , I thought about killing you today
premeditated murder .
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one word from you
and i would jump off of this ledge i’m on , baby
tell me ‘ don’t ’ so i can crawl back in
and i was so young when i behaved 25
yet now i find i’ve grown into
a tall child ..
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WOULD PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU ?
here's your answer : yes , they would. i know you find it hard to believe , but trust me this time. i'm sorry if something or someone in your life made you believe that you're unloveable ; god , you're so far from that. despite everything , your heart is tender- a little scarred , yeah , but ready to be stitched up with some care and affection. please remember that your past mistakes don't define you , and nothing , nothing will ever make you unworthy of being loved. you remind me so much of a puppy , a little clumsy and a little uncoordinated , but so precious and tiny. or perhaps- a walnut ? hard on the outside , soft on the inside. anyone would be lucky to be with you.
tagged by : @spxcemuses <3 tysm
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HOW WOULD I WRITE YOU AS A BOOK CHARACTER ?
THE LOVE INTEREST ALWAYS DESCRIBED AS BEAUTIFUL BUT IS HIDING SOMETHING DARK ..
❝ behind all that beauty , however , hid a secret of ugliness unknown to the mirror. ❞ as a writer , I love to indulge myself in beautiful prose , and what better topic for beautiful words than the gentle hands of a lover ? were you a character in my book , your name would be a synonym of grace , all careful looks and lingering touches in the corner of the library. your secret could be anything , really , but I would probably go for dirt behind your too pretty nails.
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jenny , darling , you’re my best friend
i’ve been doing bad things that you don’t know of
stealing your stuff now *& then
nothing you’d miss , but it means the world to me ..
i wanna ruin our friendship
we should be lovers instead
i don’t know how to say this ,
because you’re really my dearest friend ..
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Post five songs that remind you of your muse.
ALL EYEZ ON ME - luci4
why you always hate when it comes to me ? / you be ridin’ dick and you think that we don’t see / just take my swag like some fleas / you not on shit , you can’t hang around with me
LOCKER ROOM BULLY - destroy boys
i don’t like being mean / but i won’t run from a fight / just cuz you’re unfulfilled / doesn’t mean you need to take it out on me / i see right through you / locker room bully / everyone has their story / and somewhere in there lies the truth / what you say about me / says way more about you
WORKING FOR THE KNIFE - mitski
i always knew the world moves on / i just didn’t know it would go without me / i start the day high and it ends so low / cuz i’m working for the knife
STFU - pink guy
you’re a fucking dumb shit , you don’t even run shit / get the fuck up out my face and go to hell and eat a dick / come and catch these hands boy x2 / i’m not crazy , i just do it all because i can , boy
NOT A COMMON MAN - matt smith
look at history , open the books / there are statues with great looks / there are gods , there are kings / i’m pretty sure i’m the same thing / beyond boundaries , beyond rules / i’ve been taught in the best schools / there is little i won’t do / is the same thing true of you ?
tagged by : @timberfell * passionately makes out */j
tagging : joe mama
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WHAT IS YOUR MONSTROUS TRAIT ?
NO FACE , NO HAIR , NO NAILS , NOTHING BUT SMOOTH SKIN
To say you have a rich inner world would be an understatement. Your inner world is the only world you know. Your reality has been entirely shaped by you, so you fit in it perfectly. But perhaps you are trapped in there, completely unable to be in touch with the outside world. Where does the truth lie ?
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we don’t need to end like this ,
look me in the eyes―
( here comes the hero complex ! )
so you’re back at it again ,
twisting and manipulating every word i’ve said―
come on , you know that’s not true ..
i’m just trying to help you ,
let me help you !
YOU ARE NOT MY HERO !!!
.. you don’t know how it felt.
what else could i do
with the cards that i’d been dealt ?
you are not the villain.
you once held my hand ..
stand up.
get out.
sometimes things don’t go as planned.
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SCARY MUSE AESTHETICS. bold or italicize all that apply
bloodied knuckles | tear stained cheeks | rust | a busted lip | claws | fangs | a bloody nose | chattering teeth | a dark space underneath the bed | scratching on the walls | creaking metal | fog | dancing under moonlight | blood dripping lips | heavy breathing in the dark | a feeling of unexplained dread | a figure in a dark corner | dirty peeling wallpaper | a bloody hand print on the wall | sobbing in the dark | bite marks on the skin | eerie whispers | a hood covering a stranger’s eyes | the growl of a hidden animal | the sound of a blade being sharpened | a deep, dark forest | walking on the streets alone at night | a cobweb — filled, abandoned building | eyes darting in paranoia | a heavy—beating pulse | the feeling of being trapped | struggling to get out a scream | boards covering broken windows | a quiet graveyard | a gas station in the middle of nowhere | a road that never ends | heavy fog rolling in | the scent of blood in the air | eerie old photographs | walking along train tracks at night | a chill going up the spine | gathering crows | a dusty, dimly — lit study | mist over a deserted cobblestone street | ghost towns | shadows around a campfire | the sound of chanting | church bells tolling | an orange harvest moon | a broken — down carnival | a dirty stuffed animal abandoned | wiping bloody hands on fabric | nightmares | waking up in a panic | a power outage | heavy lightning storms | a secret trap door | the feeling of being watched | fear from trauma | a ouija board set out on a table | an eerie doll | a scream of anguish and pain | withered plants | a room that’s been forgotten and gathered dust | owl eyes in the dark | curled, dead tree branches | a ritual altar | flickering candles | a lantern held up in the dark | fear of being followed | creaking floorboards | repressed, horrible memories | clenched teeth | soft, echoing piano keys | an old book covered in dust | many pairs of glaring eyes | stumbling in pitch — black darkness | being stranded in the middle of nowhere | tarot cards on a table | a trail of blood
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WHERE DOES YOUR POWER LIE ?
YOUR HANDS
you can almost physically hold your power. creation comes easily to you, but so does destruction. your strength is in your physical interaction with the world. everything is so tactile. you push and you pull and you strike and you caress and you pray and you hold, hold, hold.
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EVERY OTHER person’s story gets told
EVERY OTHER person gets to grow old
but when YOU’RE GONE ..
who REMEMBERS your name ?
who keeps your fame ?
WHO TELLS YOUR STORY ?
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REPOST & FILL IN THE WORDS U MOST ASSOCIATE WITH YOUR CHARACTER.
ANIMAL : cats / kittens , wolves ? , fish
COLOR : blue
MONTH : august , november
ASTRO SIGN : leo
SONG(S) : andavo a cento all’ora , montero , without me , bitches
NUMBER : 5 ( duh ) , 1
DAY OR NIGHT : night
PLANT : yellow roses , weeds
SEASON : summer , winter
GEMSTONE : 🤷♀️
SMELL : ocean , prosciutto , bread , cologne
FOOD : sandwiches
CANDY : carmel
DRINK : milk
(NORMAL) ELEMENT : water / fire
(CHEMICAL) ELEMENT : gold , i guess
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WHAT KIND OF TOUCH DO YOU POSSESS ?
SENSUAL TOUCH
you are classy , glamourous , and eye-catching. the way you carry yourself leaves others speechless and wanting to know more. you take pride in your appearance and pay extra attention to details. you're probably very in tune with your emotions and body. you know what makes you feel good and you make it known. also , your love language is definitely physical touch. youre a hot bitch , damn.
tagged by : @timberfell make out with m
tagging : yo mama
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WHAT TYPE OF ‘ I LOVE YOU ’ ARE YOU ?
I LOVE YOU & I WISH YOU KNEW JUST HOW MUCH
the pining, the aching, the wishing, and hoping ; it's what you whisper to yourself under the cover of darkness as you fall asleep thinking of them. it's the text you've typed out and deleted before sending at least a dozen times. it's the countless pictures of them you have of them on your phone, the home screen image of their smile that you know will give you away the next time they jokingly swipe your phone. it sits restless and suffocating at the back of your throat. rip dude, i know how that is.
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