#* askbox

[blackmoonoracle]

How to Overcome the limitations of your Mind?

pile i

This Pile could be Christian or believe in the concept of gods/god. I heard the hierophant, you need to connect with your god! Maybe some of you are depressed, suicidal, lonely, or lost- you could feel alone in a world filled with frauds. There could be cancer and Scorpio energy in this pile. People who have been hurt, stolen from, left behind because they picked themselves. Maybe some days it’s very hard to keep picking yourself. Keep going, pray together is what keeps wanting to come out. It was what I heard earlier and I was about to say to god but the autocorrect for together immediately filled in before I could even type another letter. How strange!

Maybe there’s someone you need to pray with, whether they be deceased or alive. I see here that you are going through some kind of molting or transformation or death and it’s felt very ugly and painful. Maybe some of you are further in this process than others, it feels like realization- I see lots of feathers stuck into tar and stuck into bare skin. You could feel barely human, maybe your soul isn’t human at all. Maybe you’re simply having a human incarnation & maybe it’s been hard for you. Perhaps you don’t feel suited to humanity, there is a massive wound in the heart around love, support, and community. Perhaps you always felt like the ugly duckling, a loser, unwanted, unserious, unworthy, maybe you didn’t try in life because you didn’t know you would ever learn to care. Maybe caring about yourself was never an option.

I heard “it’s not dangerous to try new things” and “don’t be alarmed when the time comes for change”

“But right now, you’re doing just fine,”

To keep fighting to survive is to overcome your mind, you are rewiring something that was broken over time. You went through a slow agonizing death, maybe something traumatic happened and from there it was a VERY slow death. Maybe too rotted, from the inside out. This is not shallow pain, this is pain that poisons like mold. That overtakes and fills your mind and your heart- you’re releasing something big this year. You’re releasing a fear, you came out on the other side of a series of deaths and rebirths and transformations. Now you are simply being asked to switch gears. It is HARD, but it is worth the fight. You overcomplicate things with extremities but it isn’t worth it.

You’re a very versatile human, with a lot to offer the world.

But until you accept that about yourself it’s going to be a bit rough, do things to prove your value to yourself in a reasonably healthy way. Show up in your life, make yourself feel accomplished- and learn more about yourself- learn about the stories of your ancestors maybe? Or the Women in your lineage, learning their stories and reflecting on them may bring you some kind of peace & solidarity.

You’re not as alone as you think, and you’re very loved. To love you is not a burden, but part of loving others is being responsible for our own well being. You will find more happiness & balance in your relationships by healing a wound of loneliness. Maybe you were exiled, isolated, etc as a punishment. It is not a punishment to stand in your own square, it is not a punishment to be sad, it is not a punishment to be unhappy.

You aren’t being punished anymore

But you’re punishing yourself

Channeled messages:

Eat better, pray together? (I heard this exactly haha)

Run through god

Ask for forgiveness

Let go of your sins

pile ii

I feel an emptiness in pile 2, as if you are unable to enjoy or partake of the pleasures in life due to fear. You could have been neglected as a child, maybe you didn’t have food, water, love, or shelter as reliably as you should have. There is a very deep childhood wound here, but you have to stop feeding it. Maybe you were literally trained not to rely on your own judgment? It seems to me that you are so reliant on others or outside sources for answers that you can’t even see clearly in front of you. You hold the power, you can make things work in your life- no matter how hard it seems. Even if it seems like escaping the pain is like climbing a treacherous mountain YOU CAN DO IT! You feel deeply,

Ngl some of u could be having relationship issues??

You actually do have the skill and ability to fix this relationship! It is 1000% salvageable!! This could also be about building a relationship with YOURSELF!!!

A lot of this feels like self motivation, taking action, and trusting yourself. You’re actually VERYYY good at rationalizing things calmly, you have a lot of stability in your life and the people around you love you a lot & want to communicate with you openly and fairly & honestly there’s a lot with a relationship popping up here. Perhaps you need to overcome these mental limitations to save it, or you need to face yourself head on to foster a better relationship with yourself.

Either way! You have all that you need to accomplish this, don’t exist in lack- have GRATITUDE- and trust in your ability to use reasoning & logic because when you openly and honestly consider things from a more detached perspective you get soooo much more done. You have to find a balance between attachment and detachment, and if you trust the people around you right now you can find that balance they can help guide you but YOU MUST BE RESPONSIBLE FOR URSELF BB.

This reading is a lot shorter than pile 1 so I’ll finish out with some miscellaneous messages.

Be more private!!! Stop telling people your business if it doesn’t give you a good feeling, you also have spirit guides trying to communicate this with you. Don’t tell people your plans & goals, keep EVERYTHING to yourself right now. Your plans are for you to know only, for now allow people to be confused. You don’t owe them an explanation, this will help you heal in relationships. Learn to be within yourself, learn to be comfy in your own energy and in your own state of being. Your spirits are trying to teach you about yourself and you’re so scared of everything around you that you won’t listen.

Your physical surroundings, important relationships, etc, so long as they are healthy they will be FINE- But if you don’t take this opportunity to work on yourself and exist within your own sense of safety it’s unlikely that they’ll remain salvageable.

It’s up to you to choose yourself.

Signs:

Chipmunk

Warrior ancestors

Wind catchers

Fairy lights

Tangela (the Pokémon lmao)

pile iii

Accepting change. I feel like this pile is very stubborn & tends to form opinions based on emotions and personal experience. You are highly intelligent, but you also remind me of like a dog who gets aggressive when people come near his food or his toy etc… not to liken you to a dog but like you are very defensive maybe, open your mind to new opportunities and possibilities. You can change your opinion at any time, based on multiple pieces of evidence or factors & it seems like you have a tendency to cling to familiarity. Perhaps you feel like you are at risk of losing it all in any given moment. You have limitless options and possibilities, you don’t have to settle for scraps and fight to keep them. You can have more, and maybe the scraps you currently have aren’t even for you- not because you don’t deserve things but because you deserve MORE. If you are too focused on fighting for what you perceive yourself to have then you will not be able to see what else is there for you. You have to let go of what no longer serves you, and you have to find a way to accept new things and changes.

This might be a tough pill to swallow

Please know I say this without judgment, and that I truly do understand. You can overcome your mind by being more self aware. You have a lot of triggers and I feel like you also tend to have hidden motives when you deal with others as well sometimes. There is a lot of pain and insecurity, feeling vulnerable, feeling seen- it can be so uncomfortable and it seems like you sometimes will go to great lengths to prove a point even if it means being impulsive, deceptive, and inconsistent! You’re being asked to have a deeper sense of conviction in what you do. Youre very loving and lovable underneath all of these masks and these traumas & it’s NEVER too late to change sweetie.

Sometimes you just have to accept things for what they are, sometimes we lose sight of ourselves in the hunt for something more- and we fail to realize the impact our actions have on others. It’s like you’re hurt and bleeding on everyone around you. I can tell you are scared, you may feel like you’re being backed into a corner. Truth can be bitter, but sometimes you just have to accept things for what they are. We are all capable of misconceiving, continuing to latch onto this misconception is going to hurt you not help you.

Signs:

K-pop idols ?

New grounds

Masquerade

Ace of cups

7 of swords

888, 555, 333, 222

[bluewoolf]

Are there official dates for opposite and normal day in universe? I wanted to put them on my calendar as a silly but I realized they don’t actually state a date for things

You actually can track exact dates through the day counting in the descriptions, cross-referenced with the fact that episode 1 is June 10th, 2021.

This makes Opposite Day canonically June 14th! Normal day, as well, is June 21st and Lake Day is June 24th.

[jason-is-alive]

*Turns you into a woman for 24 hours*

-🪄

Are you kidding me-

Hold up, this is actually great if I think more about it. Means I can try out a lot now ;)

[bluegiragi]

I know this isn’t exactly your question to answer but I know you worked on the soapsjournal zine, I emailed them a week ago about the status of my order (placed in 2024) and there’s been no reply. I don’t know if as one of the artists you had any info on the ship date but there’s been no information posted about it.

hey anon! try to message the zine twitter, you're more likely to get an answer there :)

[sometimesanequine]

How about a Roman-nosed horsie!

big fan of the roman noses on kladrubers personally. so here is a kladruber :}

[arrowsnsarcasm]

Pardon me for intruding Roy but...I have a date.- [ @the-ravens-return27 ]

Oh hey, Raven, how are you?

[voisbian]

Which evolution are you hoping for? Or do you have no preference?

leafeon all the way. i'm hoping that having a grass type in my apartment will help me achieve my dreams of growing a bountiful garden, filled with all sorts of herbs. legal and otherwise

[auriidae]

got a little inspired

???!!!!! THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL

(takes this oh-so-carefully out of the mailbox and brings it over to my desk. uses my scissors to gently cut the .gif out of the black rectangles on either side. tapes it up to the front page of my blog over top of pearl) it's been decided. everyone will bear witness

[steelheart-redux]

hi, me again, Guy Who's Two For Two On Being Off Topic,

every time i see a character like the Dracos/Pulsars where their eyes/faces are either Big Ol' Camera Lens or Big Ol' Screen i get two conflicting intrusive thoughts running through my head:

1. i want to smear my gogdamn hand across their eye/face and smudge it with whatever today's Gunk is

2. i want to spray windex in their eye/face and take a squeegee to it

hi, /gen, i love the designs of the dracos/pulsars, they're adorable, im just impulsive

my bad i totally forgot to answer this ask forever ^^

not sure any of the beasts would appreciate the gunk, but, well, that’s what they’ve got “eyelids” for. they might appreciate some squeegee TLC, though.

glad you like them!

[emperor-kumquat]

Hello Emperor Kumkuat!

This is a continuation of the previous questions. I don't know if I'll write about it next month, but if I have enough questions, I will write more (And this is not a threat):

If you could change anything about the Prime series, what would it be? If it were up to me, I would give Breakdown the redemption he deserves, a flashback to the team when they arrive on Earth, and in the movie, Starscream fights against Unicron with the Autobots.

Who do you think is the most obscure character you'll put in Mercy?

I noticed that you try to write the villains in a way that the reader hates and fears them until they learn their tragic backstories (because if they were rotten to the core, you wouldn't feel sorry for them), do you plan on writing an antagonist that breaks with that tradition? For example, the opponent's motivation is understandable at first, but what he does is bad and he doesn't listen to nice words.

Is there a character who hasn't appeared yet that you're really looking forward to writing about?

Could you give me a little teaser at the continuation of the Monstrous Heart Storyline, or what month it's expected to be? Not because I'm impatient (maybe a little), I understand that besides updating old works, I bet you have a lot of work in your life, but I would like a little update on this. I look forward to your answer.

Thank you for the questions!

If I could change something in TFP, it would definitely be letting Starscream and Knockout be friends in the end (not destroying that development!). If I could change anything no matter the budget.... more Predacons! The real "Predacons Rising"!

I think Browning might end up being the most obscure character in the game! He's a tiiiiny little guy from Masterforce and I want him to cameo in all Mercy storylines but have a real role in one story.

There will be irredeemable villains in Monstrous Heart and this is the reason for the title. It plays with the question of when can you truly call someone a monster? This story has two major villains: Kremzeek, a body-possessing sun alien, and Altero, the self-named Vehicon mafia boss. Kremzeek is evil for fun while Altero originally has a reason for his mindset but he crosses the genocidal line. As a Vehicon, Altero is full of rage for being created to be cannon fodder and for the Autobots not caring at all about killing Vehicons like him, even making games and jokes out of it. Altero wants to mass murder Autobots with no care about Decepticons who get mixed into that.

I'm really looking forward to writing Kremzeek, a manipulative character, but I have to be patient and properly build up to that. I just like writing mindfuckery hahaha and I know the final fight will be very interesting in order to defeat Kremzeek!

Ok I have written halfway or more into Part 4 of Monstrous Heart, but then had to stop to manage other things. I am re-reading Monstrous Heart and taking notes right now to refresh myself before continuing the story. I deeply regret how long it has taken me to write this one, I am just overwhelmed managing the other aspects of the project (editing, organizing scenes, directing artists, drawing scenes myself, creating videos, and writing new content). All this around daily life (and you can see my main YouTube channel is less active too because I keep running out of time). Lately the new Part 1 videos have been my main priority. How about I try to release Monstrous Heart Part 4 this month? But I can't make any promises!

Let me make a separate post with a couple of MH Part 4 leaks. It's all about the Predacons trying out police work right now...

[abyssalzones]

i saw this on my pinterest and thought "this is fiddauthor" and imagined a drawing of the 1st one as ford and the 2nd as fidds . and thought to tell you because i imagined chronic pain ford and thought of your great headcanons my liege

I did think it was funny thank you

[stil-lindigo]

hi, i don't know if you've seen the statistics for the arab.org clicks but in the last quarter of 2023, they generated $380 for unrwa - not a huge amount in context of palestinians who need much more than that to leave gaza, but nobody had to donate those dollars. those were generated. and generally, they raise ~$100 per quarter, with most of it coming from their own bridging the gap of donations to make it worth it. i got curious and looked at the stats yesterday and just thought i'd point it out because i feel like people don't see the results of the "daily click" and maybe this would prove that it is actually well worth it. wishing you well <3

thank you anon, that’s a really amazing point!! here’s a reminder to do your daily clicks.

[bluewoolf]

do you plan on redoing the other doodle where Sydney is talking into the mic (? I assume) because it’s been my Google pfp for a year and a half and I’m too attached to change it to the newest doodle

There's a few of these. One is from my former co-writer, one is this one illustrated by a friend of mine:

And one is something I drew in 15 seconds in 2021 for a silly Discord meme that other people clipped out and colored.

WHICH I REGRET... the fact my quick doodles are used so much is a point of pain for me because it's just not art that I am proud of. 😿 In general, I have a lot of art insecurity, and my drawings being touted as gospel tends to make me nervous.

But I totally understand why! It's technically official art! So that all being said, I'll try to draw more in general. I just don't think I am competent enough to be the one making the legitimate "official" character portraits that get put on posters and such, and I've considered in the past if I should just commission a batch of the whole cast in the same iconic flat style as all the graphics, so that everyone has some officially endorsed PNG toys, for flag icons or poll competitions or what have you...

[star-mail]

3 mice in a trenchcoat but it's mingyingling

sneaking ur girlfriends in, failproof plan 👍

mingyans the brains, ying'ers the brawn, hualing,,, is madly in love <3

thank you for the soup, have some critters

[bluegiragi]

Any chances of you potentially opening your commissions any time in the future?

probably not, sorry!! commissions tend to burn me out real bad :[

[sometimesanequine]

could you mayhaps draw a horse or two from horse race tests please

horse yuri