#* we didnt date when i was 13 and also idr if no yes he was. nvm

[nomaishuttle]

if i had allowed pics of me when i was 13 i could shoe you guys but j literally was proto (character). like my hair my cothes it was so her.

[cerealmonster15]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

ty for the tag @unpredictable-probabilities! I don't usually do tag things but I'm feeling an exception today and I want to ramble lol let's GO!!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

Right now, 51! I think i started using ao3 back in college with rvb fic lol. I've since orphaned 2 fics so I guess there wouldve been 53.

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

86,956

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Right now, mostly just Twisted Wonderland (and the occasional dndads, I still have a fic in my brain I kinda wanna write for that). Twst was kinda my comeback to wanting to write fics and has been my main inspiration for a lot of things and it's been the most fun i've had writing fics I think, and it's eventually what's gotten me to try to write my first multi chapter fic.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1. Slip Ups and Lift Ups (Stardew Valley) 444 Kudos 2. A Fishy Intervention (TWST) 354 Kudos 3. Company (TWST) 249 Kudos 4. Security Cauldron (TWST) 248 Kudos [my first twst fic i think? also has some errors in it teehee oopsie] 5. Because I Care (TWST) 234 Kudos

5. Do you respond to comments?

Yes!!! I think I didn't used to? Maybe because I felt weird about my own comments changing the comment count and like it was somehow lying lol. but that's silly and i like talking to people and I Need people to Know that i Love Their Comments

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

hmmm I do not write much angst, and even when I do it's more hurt/comfort, bc permasads make ME permasad. I think it was my rvb fic "forgotten" - which i always forget was my first fic uploaded to ao3 LOL, back in 2015. ironic that my first wasnt reflective of the tone i usually write for. i don't wanna reread it to check [even tho my fics from back then are WAY shorter] bc im scared to face how i wrote when i was fresh outta hs lol BUT if i remember correctly/based on the summary, it was a doc/donut fic and I think it was about how after doc had disappeared from the future cube or whatever in canon and no one knew he was gone, i wrote a scene of doc getting upset with donut bc Of All People Why Didnt You Notice I Thought I Meant Something To You 😔 kdlsjfkdlsj i think it ended with doc walking off and donut being SAD and idk maybe they broke up, idr if they were 'officially dating' in the context of that fic. but um hashtag docnut for life.

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

most all of my fics are happy endings with an exception of like one ^ or two lol. I don't know if i can quantify those!

8. Do you get hate on fics?

not to my face if I do lol. I don't think enough people know about me to give a shit if i do stuff they dont like

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

nope!!!! i dont really like smut personally and it's not the kind of genre i have story ideas for.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

I don't think i've ever done that 🤔

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that I know of!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

not that I know of!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

nope!

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

girl help i cannot choose. um. well first shout out again to rvb's docnut bc u will always be strong and married in my heart. and in dndads im an oakworthy truther til i die BUT for twst. twst beloved twst i am in that pitfall of i like 50000 different ships. jamiazu is the one i write and draw the most LOL and theyre def a top fave HOWEVER. god. treycater alters my brain chemistry. rookvil marriage real. adeuce beloved fool duo for life. im physically restraining myself from mentioning more KLFJDSKLFJS especially when we get into the multiship/poly web bc god we will be here all day. i can and will be enabled but this post is already long enough GOODBYE!!!!

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

oooh ok well there was a dndads oakworthy thing I started like last year but pretty soon after I started it, we started seeing more of hermies forbidden other 'true' personality traits and i was like ruh roh this guy keeps pulling a fast one on me, i dont think the direction i had with this fic is fitting anymore. i had barely gotten anywhere with it and it wouldve been short anyway, but i think about what couldve been.... lololol and then for TWST umm. Hehe. Teehee even. Back during nanowrimo I used that as time to start 2 fics: kalim and the great relationship rescue, which is my current multichap fic about kalisil and jamiazu, it’s got about 3 chapters, and I’m still writing it. AND IM STILL GOING TO FINISH THAT ONE!!! but the OTHER one I started during that time and have NOT posted any of it yet was the stuff with my first twst oc, Char, and his place in my big caterella multiverse ideas lol. I’ve posted a bit about that story idea and done a lot of doodles and brianstorming for it, but I fear it would be too intimidatingly ambitious to stick to and I’m not sure writing one concrete fic is the right medium for it 🤔 plus I just don’t think many people would like it much LOL it would be very self indulgent and tapping into my soap opera brain. I feel nervous when I talk about it HAHDBFNTG so I’m not sure I could commit. But I still have what I wrote, and maybe I’ll figure out another way to go with it or maybe I’ll just wake up one day and say WHATEVER and write it anyway lol. I’ve gotten shyer again so we’ll see 🧍

16. What are your writing strengths?

umm. i do not know if it is a strength but i feel more light comedy and dialogue come more 'naturally' to me, but i do not know how well i actually can pull it off LOL also shorter, contained stories. Everything I write is a one shot, and I’m struggling on my recent attempt at a multiple chapter fic BDBFFBFNGD

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

hrhrnrngm more descriptive writing, i find im in the pitfalls of writing TOO MUCH dialogue. and i also feel like when i try to do more serious tone things it comes off as cringe or trying too hard kFDKLSHFLDSJ. no one's said that to me but yknow. fear and whatnot. also ending the story is. Hard. I feel like that’s always a weak part of my fics bc I sit there like WELL I WROTE ALL MY IDEAS HOW DO I WRAP THIS UP…. I worry my endings come off kind of half assed but I do my best lol 😔✌️

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

like are you asking if i would do it? or how i feel when it's done in fics i read? i dunno lol. i could maybe do spanish bc ive studied it a lot but i'd get nervous i think.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

on ao3 it was rvb bu teeeechnically back in my neoseeker forums days i was in there writing like, animal crossing or harvest moon or pokemon stuff. it was very bad bc i was like 10 years old LOL

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

ohoho ummmm. Well I always have fun writing jamiazu and I’ve written a LOT of those lol. I have a soft spot for The Comfort of Familiarity. That’s one of the ones hats taken me the longest to write because I was really trying hard to handle it with care, as it was a less light tone than I typically do and I was trying to explore the characters and their situation in a particular way that I really wanted to come across well with who reads it. It was hard, and I’m not sure I fully got there, but ultimately I did like it quite a a bit. on the flipside, one of my more recent fics and I think now my longest oneshot to date, Blue Raspberry Mango was VERY fun to write lol. That one’s a lot more like what I typically write, silly romcom style lmao. Cater and Idia goofing, characters bickering, friendship, me trying to sneak in as many side ships into the background for funsies, jamiazu is there, it was a good time. And that one started as a prompt suggestion which I feel like often times I end up struggling with and not delivering super well… but this one ran away from me and I had a blast lol. Idikei fixed me 😌✌️

Ty for tagging me! Umm. I am too scared to tag other people 🧍 goodbye jk @officialgleamstar 🫵 You Do It

[sorry if I missed any typos or autocorrect, part of this was on my phone and I always miss SOMETHING lol]

[thepastelhobbit]

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 10-25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR: Last Beverage: mountain dew  Last phone call: my older brother i think?? if not then my mom? Las text: to my sibling saying "WHY” with a picture of people talking about how they wanna fuck pennywise *rip* Last song you listened to: Kiss Me- New Found Glory  Last time you cried: day before yesterday HAVE YOU EVER:  Dated someone twice: never dated anyone  Been cheated on: nope Kissed someone and regretted it: never have kissed anyone Lost someone special: yes  Been depressed: currently  Been drunk and threw up: no List 4 favorite colors: blue, black, pink, and green

LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:  Made a new friend: i think so?? o: Fallen out of love: not in a relationship Laughed until you cried: yes  Met someone who changed you: this year? Maybe? Found out who your true friends are: idk?? I guess  Found out someone was talking about you: im not sure lol

GENERAL:   How many internet friends do you know in real life: none  Do you have any pets: 4 cats~ :D Do you want to change your name: nah What did you do for your last birthday: Not much, just went out to eat What time did you wake up today: 1:40pm had to get up earlier then id like cause i went to the movies  What were you doing at midnight last night: i think just tumblr? idr Name something you CANNOT wait for: idk Last time you saw your Mother: a few hours ago What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: so much my gosh lol, but i guess not being so depressed and anxious would solve a lot of my problems in this life  What are you listening to right now: listening to peoples reviews on “IT”  Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: maybe? What's getting on your nerves right now: a few things Most visited webpage: tumblr i think Zodiac sign: Virgo He or She: They lol Elementary: First Assembly up till 3rd grade Then Howardsville High School: Howardsville College:  Nooo nope not for me lol Hair color: Black, but i want to dye it again... tho idk how much of my hair i’ll do cause bleaching it sucks lol, and id what color i’ll do Long or short: im assuming its still talking about hair? lol so, short  Height: like about 5′1″ to 5′2″ ish Do you have a crush on someone:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Piercings: none anymore Tattoos: Nope, i wish lol but im to weak lol  Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS: First surgery: My wisdom teeth if that counts, also the only one First piercing: my ears but they closed up forever ago cause i never wore them lol First best friend: just my neighbor... who is irrelevant now lol, she moved when we were still really young ((like idr how old but maybe around age 8-10)) i havent talked to her since we we’re like 13/14, i had her on FB and i  saw that she voted for t rump so im glad we didnt stay in touch cause yikes lol  First sport you joined: lol good one  First vacation: Florida 

RIGHT NOW:  Eating: nothing Drinking: nothing  I’m about to: finish this, maybe draw after idk maybe go to bed since i only got like 3hrs of sleep cause im a mess Waiting for: idk  YOUR FUTURE: Want kids: not really Get Married: Yee   Career:  idk :/

WHICH IS BETTER: Lips or eyes: eyes  Hugs or Kisses: hugs but both sound nice  Shorter or Taller: i like taller, but it doesnt matter much really Older or younger: older  Romantic or Spontaneous: both Nice stomach or nice arms:  idk??? doesnt matter lol Sensitive or Loud: sensitive  Hook-up or relationship: relationship Trouble maker or hesitant: bit of both 

HAVE YOU EVER:  Kissed a stranger: no  Drank hard liquor: nope Lost glasses/contacts: yes glasses  Sex on the first date: no  Broken someone’s heart: dont think so, no ones liked me before  lol Arrested:  no  Turned someone down: never been asked out  Cried when someone died: yes  Fallen for a friend: yup

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:  Yourself:  not really... i need to work on that  Miracles: kinda  Love at first sight: for other people i guess since people say they do lol, but not for me no Heaven: sure Santa Claus: nope Kiss on the first date: maybe? Angels: yeah 

I TAG:  @daymarestag, @iaintkissingnofrog, @saltysenpie, @piffbee, @zajisoarwing, @existence-is-weird, @darkprinceincubus, @baby-blue-bones, @avatar-aaang and uuuh idk anyone else who wants to do this i tag you too~ and if i tagged you and you dont wanna do this thats cool