#*tries to stop crying so i don't fuck up my watercolors AGAIN

[spooky-draws-stuff]

Happy birthday Marvin

Description: Normally I don't write a summary about my stories but I guess I should start doing that. There is some angst in this because Marvin still has conflict with Jbm but don't worry this is the beginning of their friendship now. It's mostly just Marvin crying again.

Also I want to start a tag list for people who are interested in being notified when I post a story(Y'all tend to ignore this message) Idk you don't have to I'm just curious. (Did not mean to sound rude)

"hmm? What?" Marvin yawned opening up his eyes. "Surprise! We made you breakfast!" Chase and Jbm beamed with happiness. Together they held up a large plate of chocolate chip pancakes. "Oh? Is that for me? But why?" Marvin inquired, still feeling sleepy. Chase and Jbm carried the plate and placed it onto the kitchen table. Robbie ran over to Marvin and embraced him into a warm hug. "Happy birthday Marvin!" Robbie shouted. "what?" Marvin hugged Robbie back and then wandered over to the kitchen to look at the calendar. "Aww...you guys are so sweet."

"I made Tea!" Jameson handed Marvin a cup of tea. Schneep looked irrated as he stood by the microwave drinking his coffee. "Sorry I'm not smiling right now. I'm too tired to do anything." He muttered under his breath before refilling his cup.

After the egos finished breakfast, they all left eachother alone for a few hours. The only people in the living room were Jbm and Chase. They were playing smash bros against eachother on the Nintendo switch. Chase paused the game and left to go get a snack from the pantry. "Hey ummm...Jackie...." Marvin wrapped his arms around himself and slowly approached Jbm. "I just wanted to say I'm sorry for all the times I've been mean to you. I have jealousy issues. I was wrong about you. I shouldn't have been jealous of your friends and your success. For a long time it felt like you got more attention than me, and I was worried people would forget about me because they would all love you instead of me. I don't think you can forgive me, and I'm scared that you're going to hate me and then we can never be friends." Marvin pressed his mask closer to his face, before taking a few steps back away from Jbm. He turned around to leave the room, trying to fight away the tears that were starting to form in his eyes, fight the shame and embarrassment surfacing through his emotions.

Before Marvin could leave he felt a firm hand land on his shoulder. "Please don't go. Marvin I-" Jackie stuttered, struggling to find the right words. "I didn't know you felt that way about me. I didn't know you were scared."

"Felt what about me?" Marvin moved Jbm's hand away. "Are you going to finally understand why I don't trust you?" "You're not being specific enough. Either you accept my apology and hate me like you're supposed to, or just stop ruining my birthday like this." Marvin snarled.

"No no it's not like that at all. I didn't know you were jealous of me. I didn't know you were afraid that I was going to replace you. I don't hate you Marvin. You're such a nice person and you don't realize how much you mean to me." Jackie's voice sounded sad and helpless, his usual confidence disappearing.

Marvin's mask accidentally fell off. Marvin panicked and covered his face and collapsed to the floor wailing."Don't look at me, I'm ugly. I'm so horrible, I'm so sorry. I can't even express appreciation for someone without getting angry. I don't understand why I'm acting like this. Don't fucking touch me."  Marvin cried.

Jackie kneeled onto the carpet and picked up Marvin, holding him closely to his body. He gently moved his fingers through Marvin's soft brown hair. "It's going to be okay, you're going to be okay." Jackie slowly moved Marvin's hands away from his face. "I've never seen you without your mask before...You wear it all the time...but now that I see it....Now that I see you...you're so beautiful Marvin. So what if you have scars on your cheeks? That doesn't matter...the blue in your eyes...you're gorgeous....I can't believe you would hide yourself from the world like this." Jackie looked at the clock. "It's cake time. Maybe some presents will cheer you up. You would like that wouldn't you?" Jackie and Marvin gazed into eachother's eyes. Marvin wiped away his tears. And for the first time he gave a genuine smile, not a fake one.

"Yay!" Everyone cheered for Marvin before Schneep cut the cake. "So what kind of cake is this anyway?" Chase questioned, still chewing the food in his mouth. Jbm nudged him in the shoulder. "Hey talk when you're done eating. Don't be rude." he whispered. "Oh right sorry." Chase smiled.

"It's a mixture of vanilla and chocolate. We also have mint chocolate chip ice cream." Schneep stated, taking a bite of cake. "This ice cream is good." Jameson grinned. "Sure is." Robbie replied.

"I'm ready for my presents." Marvin shouted from the living room. "Okay, be right there." Jbm stated carrying in big box. "Is that a box?" Marvin purred. "Open it and see." Jbm hit the box with his hand.

Marvin's eyes sparkled before pulling out a fluffy blue sweater. "Hey it's that new sweater I've been wanting for a while now. Aww thank you so much." Marvin moved on to the next gift. "This one's from Chase." "Oh wow...is this what I think it is? Chase how did you get this game? I couldn't afford it." Marvin spoke excitedly. "It was on sale this week. Not sure if you were interested in trying minecraft or not. I just guessed." Chase shrugged. Marvin gave Chase a big hug. "Schneep this coffee mug is nice." Marvin complimented. "I know you perfer tea but I don't know what you like. I tried my best." Schneep sighed with worry. "No no it's a good gift doc." Marvin shook his head, speaking with honesty. He really did like his gift.

"Okay, two more." Marvin spoke out loud to himself. "Jay? Is this jewelry? It's really pretty. I'm still new to trying out earings and stuff. The makeup helps too, since I'm new to it." Marvin turned around to look at Jameson. "I hope it helps since you're not always comfortable with how you look. I know you've wanted to wear this stuff for a while now. I also bought you a new hairbrush too. It's at the bottom of the gift bag." Jameson walked over to Marvin and pulled out the hairbrush from the bag, handing it to him. "Thanks." Marvin put the hairbrush down.

"I made this painting for you." Robbie handed Marvin a watercolor portrait. "Robbie, your art is so good. Is this a painting of me?" Marvin turned to face Robbie. Robbie nodded. "Yeah. You like it?" "I love it." Marvin replied.

Beginning of tag list: @n-anon

Sorry I didn't make art for marvin's birthday. I didn't have time so I wrote a story instead.

[lipstick-and-shotguns]

hi y’all. 

I’ve got three pieces to finish by thursday for my art school supplements and i haven’t slept in a week

I’ve been in a state of panic for 7 hours running

I’m ready for death

fuck

..... so how are you