#..and yes ik bpd fixations aeent healthy lol i dont rly get them anymore

[babylon5]

me thinking im not arospec bc i get "crushes" (read: bpd fixations not crushes) on people super easily & obsess over fictional romance even though im deeply uncomfortable being flirted with or crushed on unless its someone i know extremely well & even though i constantly feel alienated from other people my age who do things like use dating apps or dating fb groups which doesnt make sense to me at all & even though i dont understand(non judgementally) dating multiple people bc i only have had serious legitimate romanric feelings for people only a few times in my life & even though-