#2024diary

[fandomfrenzy97]

After some disappointment that I didn’t get a diary for Christmas this year, I had a lightbulb moment and decided to create my own, inspired by the official TVA handbook from the Loki series, so I bought a plain orange A5-sized diary from eBay and the rest was a combination of smooth sailing and detail oriented work. It’s the best I could do, but I’m still proud with the result. I reckon Ouroboros (O.B.) himself would be impressed.

[dreambymay]

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Thank you so much Dreamers🙏🏻

xoxo 😘

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[2024diary]

12/31/24

11:28pm so it is finally new year’s eve and the last day of my diary. i went through so much this year and this diary will always be a way for me to remember that. sometimes i feel a bit bad for slacking in my entries post august but then i remember life was so good to me that i couldn’t take a second to stop. and you know what, im happy i didnt, last year i said i hoped i had a boyfriend so i wouldn’t have to spend nye alone, and right now im hanging out in my boyfriends room. 2024 was so unpredictable yet so random, i will never be the same after this but you know what? im happy. i’m looking at the bright side and i still have goals to reach. this year took everything and did anything it could to bring me down and still i prevail. I pray 2025 is kind to me. i pray 2025 is peaceful. i pray 2025 is abundant. may i succeed and i shall see you next year ❤️

[anniapendragon]

01/01/2024

First day of the year and I can't complain, it was a nice day, I mostly slept all day and it was a very needed rest. My period finally came in a normal flow and I think this is why I felt so tired and exhausted all day, it can also be because of the chaotic energy in the city, heavy energy. Today was Pollyanna (Liv's friend) birthday and I sent her a message and she liked it and that made me smile so much. Also, I'm talking a lot to Vic and more and more she seems to be an amazing girl, I really want to become closer to her and keep her in my life, I really like talking to her and I'm hoping this will turn out as something good for us, if we turn out to have something romantly that will be so nice but also will be just as nice to have her as a friend. Renan and Alexander sent me happy new year messages and that meant a lot, Renan is surely one of the people I want to bring closer to me this year. I had a very soft dream with Liv last night and she was sucking on her thumb and being so nice and sweet to me, we were just laying in bed talking and laughing and we mentioned something about gaiety school of drama and I misspelled it and she corrected me but in a soft way. I'm watching O Outro Lado Do Paraiso with my mom and I just love this soap opera so much, it brings me back to the energy of 2017 but not the bad one, the good one, all the good things and smells and energy and scenarios that kept me alive during that year it comes back when I'm watching it, and I love this feeling so much, and it makes me remember the old me, the good side of the from 2017, before I became so hurt, before I became so angry. I hope this feeling stays and I hope to bring my soft traits back and I hope I can keep the motivation and the strenght I need to work to have the body I had in 2017, I really do. In a healthy way. I'm proud of me in this first day of the year.

[fandomfrenzy97]

2024 Diary vs 2025 Diary.

2 Guesses as to which one I’m more proud of 😁

[2024diary]

06/15/24

3:59am One week ago the most horrific thing happened to me. I lost my mom. She’d been sick for more than half my life, to the point where I barely remember a time when she wasn’t. She was always in and out of hospitals, and she always hated them. Last year, we had our biggest scare ever; but she fought and she made it through. She mainly fought because her elderly father and disabled brother were still here. But they both passed within the past year. My uncle in August 2023, my grandfather in January 2024. Not to mention she had been stressed about my grandfathers funeral; as she had problems with a funeral home scam. I just don’t think she wanted to fight anymore. She mostly saw us as grown, maybe she thought we didn’t need her anymore. Her funeral is next week and it’s so surreal. Once that casket closes, I will never see her again. In fact one day I may struggle to remember how she used to look and sound. I’m terrified of that day.

Not only that but that day I was with him. I feel weird about that. I struggled this entire week with how to tell him and stuff. He kept dodging me at first, to the point where I blocked him. Obviously empathy ate me up and I re-added him. Anyways, yesterday we finally got a chance to talk. I was fully preparing myself to breakup with him and never speak again. But he didn’t let me. He held me instead, while I cried and fell asleep. Idk, I feel so bad yet what else am I going to do? grieve alone? I still don’t think we’ll make it far but i might as well just go along for the ride. I give it a month.

[2024diary]

05/04/24

11:57am i finally moved into my own apartment today, so many things on my 2024 goal list are being crossed and i feel good •ᴗ•

[2024diary]

08/18/24

5:23pm honestly i’ve come to discover something about myself. i am not outgoing, i’m not a party girl, im not “fun” in the way that others are, i just like being myself and being with myself, i constantly try to force myself out of my comfort zone because people need other people for comfort and connections but im not one of those people, i just like having me, for a long time i was convinced i could never love another person but now i know i can, and honestly i think the knowing is enough, i don’t need anymore, i just want me :)

[2024diary]

07/22/24

10:26pm breakups are hard, especially when you can’t even call them your ex, idk i keep feeling like he’s angry with me, i reached out to resolve it but he didn’t respond, maybe it’s for the best

[2024diary]

07/11/24

3:22pm i’m so bored, and so tired, i miss him :/, but im gonna have to keep missing him i guess, kinda sad, i was just starting to think, maybe we could fix things this time around, i was just starting to think maybe he’ll want it as much as i do, i guess it’s for the best anyways, ive made new friends but im just not in the mood to entertain, i just feel weird, like im losing everybody, like i was just starting to think maybe i should take things a bit more seriously and start moving things in that direction….shoulda coulda woulda moment i guess, that birds of a feather song is stuck in my head, “don’t wanna say goodbye”, i feel for him sometimes and for my mother at others, it’s just hurts yk, you could miss two people more than anything, and one you can’t speak to because they are dead, and the other because they’d rather act like you are dead

[2024diary]

03/29/24

10:34pm i’m not gone lie to you…i have absolutely no backbone when it comes to that boy, it’s not even funny actually 😭, like i need to get it together immediately, but i know i won’t, im definitely on some everyone vs us shit rn. but like nobody is coming for us??? i mean i spent 1 week and half not talking to him and immediately folded when he said he missed me 😭 (not enough to just start a conversation tho), but he did start talking to me a bit more, though i think im gonna keep taking mini breaks from him. i just think that’s it’s better for my mental health and well being. maybe i should i just come clean with myself…i do love him…

[2024diary]

03/02/24

1:37am I feel like i should’ve wrote about this earlier but omg i need to rant. he is so annoying to me now. i don’t think anyone has speed ran into my hate phase as quickly as he did. but i feel like he can sense it and he’s trying to fix it. when he came over wednesday night he climbed into my bed and pretended to fall asleep so i said fine but he was like no no. but before that he tried being super supportive about my hair even though i didn’t like it. honestly i think the conversation we had sunday night has made him completely change tones. i told him we didnt really know each other and he asked to get to know each other but i said no. i told him i knew him but he doesn’t know me, and im right. he never asked me anything about myself. im pretty sure he doesn’t even know my last name. but honestly, im over it, like this effort should’ve been made a month ago. not only that but he left a hickey on my neck??? like why would you do that?? idk if he’s sensing my pulling away or not but either way i don’t see us making it until april. i’ll wish the best to him but after that there’s not much i can do.

[2024diary]

09/30/24

9:16PM it’s been a a while since I last posted on this account, so much has happened since then, last time I said I didn’t want anyone else, however, now I find myself talking with a really good boy; a boy that’s not mean to me; a boy that’s not trying to hurt me purposely, a boy that wants to take his time and actually get to know me first, and I’m really thankful for that. I also found out that I am bipolar. It has given me so much clarity for the last few months, actually even years. I can finally say for once in my life, things are going good and things are going right and I am happy. 

[2024diary]

07/12/24

12:57am lmao i really stopped giving a fuck, cause it’s like why not bother him for 2 days? what’s the worst that could happen? he blocks me and i’m forced to move on ? lol

[2024diary]

06/30/24

9:45pm wtf was this month??? like huh??? like everything just started off weird? first he became dependent on me like a girl friend or “mother” (his words), then my “half birthday” comes and i start feeling this gut wrenching dread that my life was getting serious and i need to be mature, then my mom passed, and then i spiral and cry to him and he acts like he cares, then he goes out with other bitches, then i break up with him and then i meet another guy who lovebombed me for 2 days before deciding he likes his ex more than me and getting bored…god wtf is going on this year

[2024diary]

04/06/24

8:45pm welp…it’s almost official…i’ll be closing the loop on our “anniversary”. i reread most of our very first conversation. he said he would treat me like the only woman in the world, but instead all he did was just be fucking mean and condescending. i’m really happy i only told half truths in those messages. he said wasn’t toxic, but i feel like he just never got the opportunity. I wrote a letter to him (not gonna give it to him) about us called you me and mitski, where I compared what we have to mitski songs. I think just reading the emotions in that letter will be enough to keep me away. I’ll also be blocking him, and removing him from snapchat. It’s really sad actually. I was so happy in those messages…if i had known I would’ve just kept to myself. I would’ve been better off. I’m not gonna be happy for a while but it’s gonna be okay. i’m actually moving to our college town in the summer, i would’ve loved for us to be together with no restrictions. He would’ve probably been happy to know too. But then again I feel like I would’ve just been judged by him the whole time. He recently called me “slow” and “dummy”. It was actually the first time I snapped back at him. I’m proud for standing up for myself again. I just have to continue to stand and i’ll be okay.