#ALMOSR DONE ALMOST DONE

[mankai-march]

Mankai March question 28!

Second to last music day! What’s your favorite play song? Feel free to ramble about it, whether it be how it’s relevant to the plot or about how it just goes hard!

[timandlucy]

hi suz! it's been a bit since i last checked in. i hope you're doing well!

i agree, the reveal of nancy being lucy's baby and all of 1x16 in general is one of my favorite things from the show, it was so perfectly done. and i do love the death curse storyline. 4x01 was immaculate, it really was. i think my favorite will forever be season 2, specifically 2x18, that one just hits every time. but i truly think s2 is one of the best seasons of television like ever. she's that girl.

sooooo, i know that you're a fan of taylor swift (so true so true) and i was wondering what your favorite album(s) and song(s) are, and if there are any taylor songs that you really associate with nace or any other nd characters?

sending you lots of love and good vibes - secret sleuth 🔎🧡

I'm doing well, thank you! It's kind of a meh week, but it's almost over! Hope you're doing well too! 💛

I do love season 2, but there are certain things in s2 that sometimes make me mad/sad, so it's a roller coaster. Like Drew Crew's treatment of Nancy at the beginning of the season, and overall really bothered me a little. But they had some strong episodes that I absolutely adore, and I thought the wraith storyline was so well executed. I wish we'd have seen more of the aftermath though? (look at me ramble away again)

Omg, whatever gave you that impression 😂 it's not like I talk about her constantly 🙈 ooof, asking the hard questions I see! So my fave album is always gonna be Reputation. It came out at a very low point of my life and I really related to it so much. Rep is always gonna be that bitch 😎 As far as the songs go, my fave is The Lakes, idk it just makes me feel soft and happy. I also adore ATW 10 minute version.

I'll always associate The Great War with Nace. It's their anthem. And ours. 🥺 I'm always a firm believer that every TS song can be adapted for any ship, but there are some I 100% connect with them, You are in love has some lyrics that always make me think of nace, and so does Long Story Short (long story short it was the wrong guy / And he's passing by / Rare as the glimmer of a comet in the sky / And he feels like home). Exile and I almosr do when I'm feeling especially angsty about S4. Timeless got me through the darkest s4 moments so I'll always associate it with them. And for Nancy I always think of her when I hear You're on your own kid. And State of Grace for Ryan and Lucy 😭.

Feeling sorry you asked yet? 😂 Can you tell how much fun I had answering this? 💛

Sending lots of love your way. I personally don't celebrate it (it's not a thing here) but if you do, Happy Thanksgiving!

[mewsrys]

I dont havw anything productive to say about the new malevolent episode. I might relisten again lol it may be one of my favorites. Already.

spoilers under here for 33 But i dont think i’ll be tagging this anyways because im scared of pwople reading it

I felt such a sense of dread all throughout the episode. jesus christ. somehow the scene where john n arthur were trying to find oscar, and opening all the doors in the hallway was . Almosr more suspenseful than later parts. Im kind of a pussy (Deathly afraid of jumpscares especially)!anyways idk how i can handle this podcast man. If oscar makes it out of this alive im gonna be surprised, like almost everyone that’s helped arthur and john so far has not ended up very . Well.

And the last few minutes… i could talk about that for so long. Incredible!!! The way that all these different things started piling up, with daniel saying he left a message at the hotel, the phone call, and all at the same time as arthurs trying to speak to oscar over the phone, the KNOCKING ON THE DOOR!! How arthur tried telling daniel not to open the door as he realized who it was. and he died anyways . Man. I was having trouble keeping up with everything going on but in the best fucking way possible! It fit the moment so well. and arthur callinf daniel dad… minutes before he died…… Im Not Okay. Like the shouting winded down, and they started having more conversation, and then shit just hit the fucking fan from then on. AGGHDDHDEHEXHDJJXJE

Ok and the last part, i loved the way that the audio was done there. This podcast is literally the best ive listened to in manh ways especially how i feel like i may as well be watching a show with Visuals. i know this entire post is just me acknowledging things that were literally Intentional for this epiaode, but INCANNOT GET OVER IT! i could Really See especially in the last part as if the “camera” had been in a fixed position as arthur ran away, and the butcher became closer to the “camera” before going after him. Idk i know thar was the intention but i fucking love when shit loke thar happens in podcasts cause i feel like its not that common n if it is it usually isnt that easy to See

Thar may be the wnd of my thoughts for now… Hi future self rereading my posts

Nobody call me stupid i already know and im acknowledging it so that i dont make a fool of myself!! if you read this pretend you didn’t

[sakuramoussy]

Here I am awake at almost midnight cuz I go to 3rd shift at work starting tomorrow. Hope I dont crash too soon.

[kate-read-that]

Things PJO characters found in the room of requirement that they kept for themselves:

Annabeth found a book that, whenever asked about a topic, would fill itself with the information existant about it. The thickness wouldn't change, but the book would magically continue until you had read everything. You had to be very specific or find yourself with fifty years worth of information in your hands. Leo had to fix it so everything would appear in English, instead of the original languages.

Percy found a weird necklace that, when in contact with water, gave you the ability to breathe under water. He took it because it was cool and almosr choked in the shower because he grew gills in a matter of seconds. He explored all the Hogwarts lake with it and never got caught because the mermaids liked him. Leo had to fix it so a little bit of water (from shower or an accident) didn't cause the transformation.

Jason found a silver ring that let you fly broomless, although the first time he almost went too high and passed out because the damn thing wasn't made to land easily. He almost got caught a few times in the ceiling of the Great Hall waiting for someone's help.

Piper found a mirror that showed you a person's most deep desires if you had something that belonged to them (hair, blood, skin...). She only realised what it was when Jason bled on it by accident and she saw herself kissing him. Luckily, they were already dating. Leo didnt have to fix it, just moderate it because, because the mirror could be... a little explicit.

Frank found a plant that, when well cared, gave the owner confidence and self love. He almost didn't realize what it was happening, but Leo pointed out that since he took the plant Frank had started working out, eating healthier, bring even nicer but cutting out rude people (something he'd never done before) and overall being more confident about himself. Frank thought maybe it was inmoral to have it, but Hazel convinced him to keep it, just a little further from his bed just in case.

Hazel found a golden bracelet that let you see people's auras. She started seeing when someone was sad or happy or angry, and asked Leo to tone it down because those emotions started affecting her as well. The ring itself wasn't very pretty neither, so Leo made a cover of magic gold for her.

Nico found by accident a little black bracelet that he kept because it looked rad. Later he realized, the thing allowed him to hear people's conversations from the other side of the castle if he focused on the person. That helped a lot in their jokes but also gave nico TMI very often

Will was given by Nico a broche that, when put on, allowed you to see peoples pain. When nico found it he knew it'd be perfect for will in his nursering job

[sourstars]

hey pandi :0, would you like to see a little blurb of what i have for the akaashi fic so far... im almost done so yay!

if not that's totally ok, just lemme know <3 :)))

YE— I MEAN IF YOU WANNA ITS UP TO YOU

WOAH YOU’RE ALMOSR DONE?? i started mine and then got hungry bc i’m doing smell and started writing ab food fjsjfkc

[chwehansolar-blog]

~get to know me tag~

I used to do tags like this all the time when I had my twitter. Idk why, there’s just something so fun about them! So thanks to @kkimingyu for tagging me <3

Rules: tag some other tumblrs that you wanna get to know better

@myungho @smilingvernon @7teencarot @holidaywonwoo

Sorry if you don’t want to do it or were already tagged, I just tagged the first few mutuals I made 😂

Name: Charlotte

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Taurus

Height: 5'1 or 155cm

Whats your middle name? Marie

Put your music library on shuffle. What are the first 6 songs that popped up?

Exo - Exodus

Exo - Christmas Day

Jonghyun - White T-Shirt

Exo - Heaven

Exo - Love Me Right

SVT Performance Unit - Who

Grab a book nearest to you and turn to page 23. What is line 17?

“Thinking about writing under a pseudonym was like thinking about being invisible, "he finally says almost hesitantly, "the more I played with the idea, the more I felt that I would be…well…reinventing myself.”

Ever had a poem or song written about you?

Nope

When was the last time you played air guitar? I can’t remember the exact date but it was probably about a month ago in school? I was bored in class lmao

Who is your celebrity crush?

I don’t really have one :/

What is a sound you hate? Love?

I absolutely hate the sound of nails scraping against anything. Metal, chalkboard, etc. Sends shivers right through me. I also hate cutlery scraping on plates.

I know this sounds morbid, but a sound I love is that “shling” sound a knife makes when you pull it out of a drawer. I have irls to back me up on this 😂😂

Do you believe in ghosts/aliens?

Most definitely. I dare to say I’ve had paranormal experiences myself. As for aliens, when you look at how infinitely large our universe is, there’s gotta be someone else out there. It’d be scary to think we’re alone.

Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

I don’t drive yet, but when I was little my great grandfather let me drive his van at our bungalow. I almosr drove us off a cliff into a river.

What was the last book you read?

Stephen King - The Skeleton Crew

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

Probably more than I should 😂

What was the last movie you saw?

Murder On The Orient Express

What was the worst injury you’ve had?

I pulled a bunch of muslces in my back/chest area during a swimming incident in grade 3. I couldn’t sit down or move/bend at the waste in anyway without an aggrivating pain shooting through me for a little under a month.

Do you have any obsessions right now?

Hmm not really which is a shock honestly 😂

Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

Depending on the severity of what they did, I could be best friends with them the next day or I could avoid them at all costs for as long as possible.

Are you in a relationship?

No, no one loves me. I’m lonely as hell and I sometimes get jealous of people around me though I know that’s wrong and I shouldn’t but aaa I wish someone loved me

Anyways, thanks again to Cat for tagging me!

[rose-in-my-heart]

I h’ave too ,jct dj with eiting eues closed!

I have too much fun with writing eyes closed!

It is also interesting!

It is also inteseting!

I get better!

I get better!

.....!!!!!!!!!!! I did get better! Afain! Nor that one! Almosr! Nor anymoreP

Previous line went eyes closed. I opened eyes when I was done with the sentence. After “I did get better” I didn’t get better XD

“Afain! (again! Nor that one! (not that one!) Almosr! (almost!) Nor anymoreP (Not anymore!)

My ring finger hits letter A accidentally if I don’t watch it (no pun intended :D)

[loveydive]

its 3am and i just want to sleep.....

[iwannagetbetter27]

Fuck my life

I found a post today that said “skip a meal and make me proud babe :)-ana” and I know it’s an anorexia post but I can’t help but to imagine that it’s a guy. Finally a guy who likes me and thinks im pretty like, that’d be a fucking miracle. I cannot continue like this. I am so fucking fat. No man will even glance in my direction. I am almost fucking 26 years old and I have never had a boyfriend. All I wanted was to he married. Be a mom. And literally every other fucking person my age has achieved that and I still live at home, riddled with anxiety and depression so severe that I can’t even get a real job. I have been on one fucking date and he only likes me cause I’m fat. I do not want to be a fetish. I want someone who thinks I’m pretty. And I won’t achieve that unless I lose a lot of weight. I can’t fucking stop bingeing. I hate myself. I cannot find a SINGLE thing about myself that I like or wouldn’t change. I want to be thin. I want a boyfriend. I want a guy to call me babe and be proud. I am done being the girl guys make out with while drunk and then get made fun of by everyone else the next day for. I am the reason someone gets teased. Because they were ok with my fat body for one night, while intoxocated, they’re made fun of. They’re embarrassed of me. In fact, the next time I see them, I’m ignored. And I’m stupid enough to get my hopes up every fucking time. I am tired of my fat body. I want a body that doesn’t make chairs creak and groan. That doesn’t take up half of the couch. That fits into fucking regular clothes at the walmart. I want to be a girl that guys smile at, that men want to ask out, hold doors for. I am tired of being the fat girl that’s easy to ignore. Yeah, being ignored is a hell of a lot better than being made fun of, but ignoring me hurts too. I want to be able to look at guys and think I have a chance with them. I’m tired of feeling bad each time a friend gets asked out. Each time a guy glances at me and makes a disgusted face. I’m tired of women staring at me and hitting their friend to get their attention, pointing me out in disgust. I hate myself so fucking much. I am going to do this. I have wasted all of my young years being fat. I will never get to go back, i wont ever experience a high school dance, or what its like to have a boyfriend in high school. To go out with friends all night, to sneak out. To go to parties. I wasted my goos years. I am almosr fucking 26 years old and have NOTHING to show for it. I am going to quit bingeing. I am going to skip meals. I am going to be able to fucking fit a size 17 in juniors again. I have gone too far. I have allowed myself to get too fat. I can do this. I CAN DO THIS. I will get a boyfriend. He won’t be a creepy guy who sees me as nothing more than a blob of fat to satiate his fetish. He will be handsome. My friends will be happy for me instead of telling me I could do better (newsflash. If the last 6 years haven’t proven it to you, I CAN’T.) My family won’t bug me about dating. My dad won’t tell me to get on dating sites. My sister won’t tell me about fat dating websites she’s heard about while laughing. I will not be the joke. I won’t be ashamed to see extended family or old friends. I will fucking fix myself. I am not going to be this disgusting, sad, anxious, ugly bitch anymore. I just want to be happy for once.