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#AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE THAT IT'S GOT SO MANY MORE KUDOS THAN ITNL............
orcelito · 1 year
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I know a lot of ppl like Sentido but I cannot look at it. Covering my eyes thrashing my feet in embarrassment I Cannot Look At It
#speculation nation#IM JUDT. UGH#i dont like my characterizations. i like a lot of it but not all of it and im just#THEY TALK TOO MUCH. THEY TALK TOO MUCH!!!!!!! THATS NOT THEM#healthy communication in my vashwood fic?????? im dying from latent embarrassment it's just not THEM#it wasnt supposed to get that much attention is the thing 😭😭😭😭#it was supposed to just be me feeling out the characters as i made my way thru the manga#the fact that i wrote it b4 finishing the manga is a lot of it#ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh i take psychic damage anytime i think about it#AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE THAT IT'S GOT SO MANY MORE KUDOS THAN ITNL............#i like the concept of it but i dont think my execution of it was that great#the only reason i havent orphaned it is bc i do want ppl who like my writing there to read my other writing#bc. ok yes it's decent writing. i wont sell it short it's good writing. for the most part.#i like the 2nd and 3rd chapters the most. when vash and ww are fighting. and then when theyre being goofy together#i think it's the 5th chapter i have the most issue with. and i feel like the 4th chapter is largely redundant.#i just wanna hide it from my mind lmaooo or rewrite it so i can stop being so damn embarrassed by it.#it. is also my only finished multichapter fic. and that makes it kinda special too#UGH i hate having such mixed feelings about a piece of my writing. my grudging child. i guess you can stay.#someday tho i feel like im gonna wanna rewrite it or orphan it so i dont have to Look at it hfkshfkdb#for now. it stays. on thin ice :|
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