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#it wasnt supposed to get that much attention is the thing 😭😭😭😭
orcelito · 10 months
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I know a lot of ppl like Sentido but I cannot look at it. Covering my eyes thrashing my feet in embarrassment I Cannot Look At It
#speculation nation#IM JUDT. UGH#i dont like my characterizations. i like a lot of it but not all of it and im just#THEY TALK TOO MUCH. THEY TALK TOO MUCH!!!!!!! THATS NOT THEM#healthy communication in my vashwood fic?????? im dying from latent embarrassment it's just not THEM#it wasnt supposed to get that much attention is the thing 😭😭😭😭#it was supposed to just be me feeling out the characters as i made my way thru the manga#the fact that i wrote it b4 finishing the manga is a lot of it#ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh i take psychic damage anytime i think about it#AND IT DRIVES ME INSANE THAT IT'S GOT SO MANY MORE KUDOS THAN ITNL............#i like the concept of it but i dont think my execution of it was that great#the only reason i havent orphaned it is bc i do want ppl who like my writing there to read my other writing#bc. ok yes it's decent writing. i wont sell it short it's good writing. for the most part.#i like the 2nd and 3rd chapters the most. when vash and ww are fighting. and then when theyre being goofy together#i think it's the 5th chapter i have the most issue with. and i feel like the 4th chapter is largely redundant.#i just wanna hide it from my mind lmaooo or rewrite it so i can stop being so damn embarrassed by it.#it. is also my only finished multichapter fic. and that makes it kinda special too#UGH i hate having such mixed feelings about a piece of my writing. my grudging child. i guess you can stay.#someday tho i feel like im gonna wanna rewrite it or orphan it so i dont have to Look at it hfkshfkdb#for now. it stays. on thin ice :|
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Please tell me about Harper and Feena!
OMEHAGUROHMEGAUR OKOKOKOKOKOKOK SOSOSOOSOSOSO (thamk yo uso much TEHE) alao im sorry if this makes NO SENSE im spilling my head into paragraphs and not proofreading rhis is gonna end HORRIBLY but i hope you enjoy😭!
Anwyay so harper and feena started when @thatbiblicallyaccuraterat asked me to draw a silly guy eating monster much and he turned into harper (ill link some pictures to show) and he felt lonely so i made him a friend called feena and theyve been a thibg since then HOLY SHIT I THINK ITS BEEN 2 YEARS?????
Harper and feena r supposed to be my silly ocs that are my go toos when i start daydreaming and drawing! Their not supoosed to have too much trauma and stuff (IM CONTAINING MYSELF) so i camt head empty and harper its also so when i draw them they make me happy they are my happyness. So becazue i cant give them trauma i make altermate realitoes where i CAN give them trauma!!
Im gonna make sections so i caj explain everthing so it can atleast try to make sense
1. THEIR RELATIONSHIP :3
Ok so when i started I made them friends ofc!! And i thought they where cool as hell so i started thinking about their relationship and i was thinking how wierd it would feel if they where a couple so their thing is that their completely platonic and are jist realy close friends that are realy comfortable with each other, i wouldnt say like 'siblings' but more like that one cousin that your realy close with. I like to think of them as denji and power from chainsaw man (however i see denji and power as more of siblings) but no matter how close they get with eachither they dont feel anything romantic :3 i have a thing that when they where 14/15 they where like fuck it lets kiss and they hated it!!!!! they wanted to die!!!!!
I also have different ages for them i draw them as for whatever mood im in! So i have toddler harper and feena (theyve met in primary school) and then children harper and feena (10-12) and then theres also teen (14-16) and preadult idk forgot what its called (17-19) and adult! (20-22) by 20-22 they have an appartment with 2 other roomates nadia and caspian i dont realy have a story for them yet however they do have designs. So basically they jsut spend their entire lives together as besties and this is their main world where their happy and have no trauma and are just silly!!
2. Sexualities n stuff
Well im nor good at this stuff since i realy have no kmowledge but i kinda just peojected me and @thatbiblicallyaccuraterat onto them...
Harper:
Bisexual, he/they. Dyslexic and/or is on the autism spectrum idk i dont think much about this
Feena:
Aro/ace or Asexual i havent decided, goes by anything. I honestly dont even know she is any and all illnesses
3. Childhood and all
So i dont wanna give them a traumatic childhood since their my silly chracters!!
HOWEVER, they do have some sort of backstories.
Feena:
Some sort of religious trauma, her family where 100% praise our lord and saviour jesus christ and she didnt feel part. Knew what she was when she was a teen and after harper came out and was more comfortable. Didnt tell her parents until she moved out, (they very obviously didnt take it well) however is still in touch with them!! Their just kinda realy uncomforable whenever the subject changes to jesus or gay stuff idk.
Harper:
Twas a bit (a lot) stupider than most people his age (austismmmmm) his parents payed more attention to their sisters so that they could have a better education instead of wasting their time on a child thatll never learn and refuses to listen (wasnt diagnosed till he was an adult so they thought he was being annoying purposefully). Tbh just whats a hug LMAO. He came out to his parents, they told him it was just a phase and theylll get out of it eventually.
So ya!
4. The cats need their own section
So ive always eanted these 2 cats, one called jester one called mariposa. So if i cant have them whats better than having my oc that represents me having them?
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This is jester! (SHES PREFECT THIS IS HOW I ENVISION HER)
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This is mariposa :3
5. Universes
Like i said since i dont want harper and feena to have too much trauma i create new universes for them! Other than my main ailly one theres another 3 i favour out of all the ones i make
1. I made a dystopian after apocolypse one (MY PERSONAL FAVOURITE ITS SO FUN TO MAKE!!) where the aftermath is that the world (well at leats where their living) is split into two, the privlidged and less priveledged (I NEED NAMES FOR THESE I DONT HAVE ANY) anywwy what i think i can best decribe this as is like the hunger games, where theres the 'capitol' and the 'districts' but instead of there being districts its all just survival of the fittest L lmao so yah. So after the apocolypse harper and feena are split up. Feena ends up with the privileged and harper ends up with the less. Harper finds a place he can call 'home' (FOUNDFAMILYFOUNDFMILYFOUNDFAMILY) and feena ends up on the other side where she gets her memories wiped and she then hets brainwashed to belive she was sent down as a gift from god during hard times and everyone is supposed to worship her (tehe i wont bother yiu with any more of this story)
2. Silly little 80s teen ghost busting show like scooby doo with harper feena nadia and caspian
3. detective harper and feena (havent built a lot)
6. I FORGOT TO ADD DYNAMIC
So basically feena can be smart when she wants to but chooses to fuck around with harper, quite a bitch if you guys just met. Pretty resereved when shes around people she doesnt know amd her social skills arent great. If you give her a chance she can be quite nice and passionate. Can ramble for hours on ends
Harper, guys hes trying his best. Loud, can ramble for hours on end too.
And thats all i can think of...sorry for ramblong so much i jist realy love them. i dont expect anyonw to actually read this... Once again this is just me projecting me and @thatbiblicallyaccuraterat onto harper anf feena!
Thank you @rainbowghostcat sososoososo much i love youuahahhah <333
Ill attach drawing of them in the mprning!
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rrxnjun · 11 months
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it is pretty late so my mind i not fully working but bar D: every time u post something i'm just reminded how much i love reading still like i haven't stayed up this late to read something since like i was in sixth grade;-; i loved the whole story and plot and everything D: like i just possibly felt most of the emotions that a human can feel during reading this istg just so funny at the start and just getting more and more "serious" like the whole truth or dare part i was sitting like😧🫢 and the ending was just the cutest ever;-; so thank u for writing these amazing pieces every time;-;
AND BECAUSE I GOT TO IMMERSED IN THE STORY i don't think i counted it right so💔 like i counted 9 with not knowing how the haknyeon convo counts but i'm probably off by a bit still at first i could pay attention to it but u just had to be a great writer and have me just forget about it smhsmh/j
and a bit of a live reaction till i could if u are interested lmao: I WAS JUST IMMEDIATELY LAUGHING THAT TOILET PAPER PART I FELT THAT SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT and poor main character with the bad haircut i felt the too short bangs💔💔 BUT OH BOY I WANTED TO HIT HAECHAN SO BAD AT THAT PART (affectionately kindalmao) AND GETTING POOR MAIN CHARACTER TO DRIVE HIM AROUND HAS HE ACTUALLY MEVER HEARD OF GAS PRICES IN THIS ECONOMIC like i love how he wants to hang out with the mc but can't believe it's on the expense of her gas money💔WHEN I READ THE WORD HON JUST KNOW I LAUGHED!! THE DESCRIPTION OF HAECHAN IM CRYING HE IS SO;-;-;;-;-;-;-;-;-; KICKING MY FEET GIGGLING THINKING ABOUT HEACHAN LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE LIKE THAT WHOLE PART JUST PURE JOY!!! THE KIM SUNWOO SHADE STILL TAKES ME OUT GIRLY LIKE IN NO WORLD IS THAT TRUE BUT WHATEVER WORKS FOR THE PLOT IGIG😭 PLS THE TRUTH OR DARE PART POOR HYUCK TOOK AN L BRO POOR LIL DUDE (liebestraum anon sorry not sorry for the long ask again hope u don't mind)
HOW LATE DID YOU STAY UP FOR THIS BC WHEN I WENT TO SLEEP IT WAS 1AM AND THIS WASNT HERE. TT hhhh thank you so much for reading (as always, i really really appreciate it and you as a human being)) AAAH the truth or dare part was what i originally had first written for the whole series,, like months before blondes are done with fun and everything :,)) i had to edit the scene a bit because it didnt fit the vibe that much but you can definitely see it has more of a tense atmosphere bc the fic was originally supposed to be e2l but i changed my mind :p THANK YOU SM AGAIN!!
STOP YOU REALLY COUNTED IT I LOVE YOU AHAHAHAH and you were right *sigh* here is your prize its the only thing i can afford rn BUT THE WAY YOU GOT THE EXACT NUMBER !!!!! ily.
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the toilet paper part was inspired by a real thing i heard of but i forget who told it to me HOWEVER i enjoyed adding it to the fic HAHA the bad haircut is gonna be me tomorrow if my hairdresser fucks up my highlights ill just chop it off at the root. HYUCK REALLY DOESNT CARE ABOUT THE PRICE OF GAS LIKE MAN WE ARE FACING INFLATION!!! GET A GRIP. no bc when i typed "hon" i fully took a second, sighed and continued bc i was like oh where did that come from- oh. also i was waiting for you to call me out for it. :,)) SUNWOO DESERVED WHAT I SAID ABOUT HIM ITS WHAT HE GETS FOR ROLEPLAYING ON A LIVESTREAM.
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garoujo · 2 years
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hi babe it’s me, here with a thirst for you ;))) im probably gonna send in more than one but im feeling a little angsty rn bc this kinda fits him idk iddkk
this morning tho im thinking about aomine and his nonchalant, carefree attitude & how it affects your relationship (that attitude is so sexy tho omg ). but anyway, you and daiki have been together for about five months now and although you’ve grown used to how he acts it still bothers you to an extent bc he seems like he could care less abt anything, bc of things like “why do i gotta tell you i love you every single day? i already told you like…three times now so lay off will ya? damn” or the lack of affection in public & private.
when he starts forgetting about dates and goes “relax woman, i said i was sorry alright? we’ll just plan another one.” the newly planned date never comes. or when you’re on period, which makes you especially needy for his attention and physical touch, but you had the displeasure of bothering while he was practicing basketball. “ugh, could ya stop being so whiny? it’s annoying.” that’s all he needed to say, and you don’t talk to him for the rest of evening. as well as the next 2 days. you tried to hold back tears.
to aomine, he already got the girl he wanted, and you’ve already stayed for this long, so what more does he have to do? it’s not like you’re gonna leave or anything right?
wrong.
you may not leave, but you might as well have, with how distant you’ve gotten. he didn’t hear your “nagging” as often, he admitted his muscular arm felt a little empty without your cute, manicured fingers clinging on to it every day, how dry his phone and social life was when you didn’t text him about random things or you weren’t out and about together. his basketball skills, as amazing as he was, started to get sloppy, his mind always thinking about you and what he could say to express how much he regrets this, how he wants to fix it. it keeps him up at night too, making him even more irritable and groggy when he’s at school and practice. soon, the relationship title was just that: a title.
it went on like this for a month, until at 1:45 am, he realized how miserable he’s been without you, he realizes how all of this was his fault. he’s anxiously driving to your house at almost 2 am, hoping that you’re awake. he needs to tell you how sorry he is. he needs to tell you he loves you.
(this WASNT supposed to be long i swear idk what happened 😭😭)
SOB SOB I LOVE THIS & HIM SO MUCH (♡°▽°♡) he is the best kind of bastard man i want him so bad,, just him realising how miserable he is without you makes my heart hurt — the way he just got used to you being there ToT in tears sobbing i hope we had makeup sex grrrr <333
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wasflypaw · 3 years
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Shit yeah the egg the egg
Gonna be honest - I watched the streams when the egg was first found but I never paid much attention to it bc I remember I was told "it's not the main plot its some weird side-story that isnt integral to the main plot"
And then the vines got bigger and I'm like. Oh shit should I have paid more attention to those streams where Puffy was cosplaying Maid Dress Skeppy. It doesnt help that "BBH doesnt like roleplaying" was something that I saw a lot of ppl say back then and the story was simply a political drama one month before
This was back when semi-lore was still the main way to do things I thought it was a fun bit that wasnt fully canon that was there to distract us from the dark themes in other plot points 😭 I still enjoyed the streams though, the streams from around when Bad first found the egg and it would randomly appear/grow in other places during the same stream was So Cool. Huh and that was when the prison was first being built
Back then I had No Clue what to focus on - we had SO much. We had Fundy's adoption arc that fizzled out of importance, it was very much implied at one point Schlatt was possessing Quackity after eating his heart, Fundy implied once that he might overthrow Tubbo, we had Philza and Techno antics after Techno moved, we had Mexican L'Manberg, I had NO clue what was going to continue to be important to the main plot and which plot points were going to slowly fade out of importance
And then BBH changed his skin to that white version and the vines got bigger and I'm like. Oh Shit. This is Actually Serious and Then (in my opinion) the Egg Lore became The Main Plot and the Eggpire became a thing and more ppl were possessed and it was just Fun to watch more ppl get involved and this arc Gave a lot of ppl the Chance to be involved when they werent previously in lore. Its cool.
The thing is bc I thought it was supposed to be this big lighthearted thing until halfway through season 2 I never seriously took the time to analyse the characters and now I'm stuck here. When ppl ask me my opinion on c!BBH or c!Puffy I'm like "UHHHH"
This was my issue with c!Wilbur back then I watched the Season 1 DSMP storyline Just for fun bc I didnt realize analysis and discourse would come out of the story so when we got to season 2 and 3 and I saw everyone around me having opinions on c!Wilbur's character and even discourse based off what theyd watched I was just sat here like
"👁👄👁💦 oh no I watched that purely for fun"
Tl;dr: send me ur Eggpire character analysis pls 🙏
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