#ATTSS

[ask-the-t-sanders-sides]

ARC ENDING: Patton's POV

Enjoy :] <3 (all posts of the arc's ending will be posted under the #arcend tag on this profile)

We sank out back to the mindscape, and i dont know why i didn't remember everything before, it was like some freaky mind control story. Anyways, we got into Logan's room which was where everyone was.

"what is HE doing here?!" Roman is begging to know, he honestly said it rudely, but i get it. "Hes... Hes with us now" Virgil is.. protecting me... "Yeah right!! He probably used his snake friend to poison your mind too. Re, get them OUT OF HERE." Roman's eyes are glowing green... That cant be go- wait hang on- why is his outfit black, thats not normal!! Is he okay?? I should say something, but im scared that'll make things worse... He's clearly more aggressive than usual, but... I mean i cant blame him, i hurt them all pretty badly. Mmm, i dont like this feeling, like i messed up, but worse? Its like i failed raising my children and ended up being a bad father instead of the protective guide dad... This is awful, i hate it.

Remus is walking towards me, why is he- oh right uhhh...... Do something, Patton!!! Think, think, think...... Wait- COOKIES!!!! Bam, I'm pulling out a big ol plate of all types of cookies they like

"cookies!! And we can watch some movies.. if- if you'd like..." Im trying to stay as calm as i can but Remus is pretty terrifying, especially when he's stained in blood. Im honestly kind of used to him being covered in blood, he likes blood, which is odd, and scary...

I can see Virgil isnt really in on the idea.. its not my fault i cant think well under pressure

Remus is reaching a hand to either my heart or the plate.. he is so ominous...

Okay thank god, he took a cookie.

Virgil, take his weapon please, thank you.

"can we please calm down and just Hang out angst free for once? And its me saying this, you know its too much when the embodiment of angst tells you it's too angsty" Virgil is right, this is too much

Roman is sighing.. maybe we did it...?

"okay" he agreed??? He agreed!!

Okay lets go pick a movie and have our little boys night (^v^)

I hope we could watch the SpongeBob movie.. its my favorite

Aww Roman and Virgil are sitting next to each other.. they're adorable...

Remus is uhh.. why is he sitting behind the couch? How is he gonna reach my cookies from th- omg he can do that??

He's using some green shiny magic to float cookies from the plate to him!!! Thats not fair >:T

But finally... Some calm time... :]

Why do i have a headache?

[formerlympp]

I think CL has my favorite "get together" jily moment of all my stories so I'm excited to share the last chapter again 😊

[crystallllines]

🥲 listened to a really cute attss cover that @otakuhotboy sent me and

for the first time, i am painfully aware of anglophones robbing me of my favorite “ясосшласума-ма-!” part right after “this-is-NOT-en-ou-ough!”

[trueka]

sorry t.a.t.u. discography is too good 😭 it's soo dark angel anime girl i love it

[szenya]

It’s been 15 years since t.A.T.u.’s All the things she said was released.

2002.08.19.

[spacerocksnerd]

tag yourself which generation of iconic wlw songs are you

[avadaniels]

build me a mountain [Trixya YouTube AU] [Teaser]

Hi hello yes! Thank you so much for 100 kudos and 2k hits on all the things she said ! I’m here to introduce my next story: build me a mountain.

build me a mountain is a spinoff prequel based on Trixie’s minor role in don’t be shy. In that story, the only time Katya is mentioned is this exchange between Trixie and Miz Brianna Cracker:

“Hey, you should review those awful jelly shoes Katya loves."

"Oh my god, I should," Brianna said automatically, idly wondering if Katya had been added to the guest list at this point, or if Trixie was just missing her best friend while she took some time off from YouTube.

Naturally, Katya’s entire personality in build me a mountain must revolve around jellies. (Just kidding.) (Sort of.)

Katya is the main character of build me a mountain (meaning it’s going to be from her perspective 90% of the time) so here is part of a chapter that hopefully makes you smile! Keep reading attss for more updates and keep an open mind about everything. Life is getting busy so I’m still not sure when this story will be ready, but it should be soon after attss is finished up and I’m so excited to share it with y’all!

Some relevant info: Katya is a trans woman, and at the time she is on HRT. Ginger is her friend from college. Everything else is for me to know and you to find out ;) Thoughts are in italics. I use Canadian/British spellings as usual.

--- build me a mountain --- chapter 2 ---

“What if I,” Katya asked Ginger as they strolled through the mall, “What if I’m going on a first date, and we both want to look polished, but secretly we’re both dirty, shit-covered farmers?”

Ginger sighed, and Katya worried she was actually getting bored of the little game she was playing, trying to get decent advice out of her friend without actually telling her what was going on. “I dunno, gingham and a bolo tie?”

It sounded cute, but Katya knew it still wasn’t what she wanted. She didn’t know how to describe the look she was going for.

“Just tell me who this chick is,” Ginger asked.

So many things were swirling in Katya’s head. She didn’t know how to explain who Trixie was, what she was like, how Katya knew her, how this wasn’t a real date… “It’s complicated,” Her mouth said.

“Okay,” Ginger said, “What do you want her to think when she sees you?”

Katya gave her a confused look.

“She sees you and thinks, Katya is…”

Hm. “Good at makeup. Funny. Pretty.”

Ginger laughed, full but soft, and wrapped an arm around Katya so she could turn them around and start walking in the opposite direction.

“What?” Katya asked, “What’s going on?”

“First of all,” Ginger started as she pushed Katya along, “You like this girl, in the purest, fluffiest way possible. Second, you’re going to go home and wear your favourite shirt.”

“My favourite shirt?” Katya said, confused at the thought. Her favourite shirt, as Ginger and many people knew, was a soft and thin button down made from pieces of different tiny flower prints. It was busy and dark and Katya loved it. She’d had it for years, and had no plans of giving it up soon—no matter what the little blue and white pills she was taking each morning did to her.

“Relax. If you feel good, you look good,” Ginger promised.

She wasn’t letting up, so Katya let herself be pushed as she warmed up to the idea. The shirt was kind of cool and out there. She had no idea if Trixie would like it, but Katya could have said that about anything in her wardrobe, given there wasn’t a single pink object to her name.

Katya was mentally rifling through eyeshadows that would match her favourite shirt when her eyes landed in the window of a shoe store as they walked past it.

“Wait wait wait,” Katya said, pulling Ginger to a stop.

“No, Katya—”

“Wait,” Katya repeated, not letting Ginger drag her away again. She was frozen in place, looking at a single pair of shoes on a pedestal. They were beautiful. Her mind was instantly imagining wearing them everywhere, from the grocery store to Courtney's monthly dinner parties. Katya felt like the style she had been so carefully crafting, especially in the last few months, had a natural progression that involved these specific shoes; like they had been waiting in her path for a long time.

“Those look like bondage gear your mom accidentally buys,” Ginger spat at the display.

“They’re perfect,” Katya breathed, and slowly looked over at her friend. “I need them.”

Ginger started to speak, probably to try and talk some sort of sense: “This is the kind of…”

But Katya just walked around her and strode confidently into the store. The walls were lined with sneakers and backpacks, and the sales attendant was a woman about Katya’s age. “Hi! Can I help you?”

“Yes,” Katya said, walking right up to the counter. “What are those shiny black shoes in the display?”

“Oh, the platform jellies?”

Katya smiled. “Yeah.” Then she started, face falling serious and hands falling on the counter. “Please tell me you have a size 10?”

“Let me check,” The attendant said, turning to her computer.

Ginger had also trekked into the store, saying, “Katya, I’m sure they have plenty of shoes in your size that are actually from this century, too.”

Katya just stared at the back of the monitor and drawled, “Coming from the girl who nicknamed her pussy Full House.”

The cashier just smiled at Katya, either secretly enjoying or ignoring the comment. “Yep, we have them. Let me grab them from the back.”

[parurushi]

WOULD YOU RATHER see a gacha cover of t.a.t.u - all the things she said or toto - africa

hshsgsjsldjahkslskagsjskakdhja SHADES

[ask-the-t-sanders-sides]

ARC END: Roman's POV

[TW: this part features self hatred, if this triggers you, please skip this part, its not more important than your health.]

enjoy :] <3 (you can find all the other parts on #arcend on this blog)

Just me and my brother sitting alone in Logan's room. Why does he have to be my brother? All he wants to do is hurt me. And yet i still protect him. Why? Why am i like this? Ugh- i hate that im like this. Why cant i be like him? No thoughts, only silly jokes. I guess one twin is always going to be better... And even tho im the prince, its clear the duke is happier...

"love the new outfit, bro" Remus.. i really, really hope you're sarcastic. It looks awful, the color doesn't fit me. Im not evil...

"yeah.. i didn't really pick it myself, you know?" I should tell him he truth, i dont really have a reason to lie to him.. i think...

"why did it even happen? You're the prince guy" I KNOW, REMUS, I KNOW!! I WISH I KNEW WHY THOMAS' MIND HATES ME THE WAY IT DOES. I WISH I COULD BE WHAT THOMAS NEEDS ME TO BE, I WISH- ... I need to calm down.

"i dont know.. i hate it... Like- im supposed to be the good guy, the hero, THE KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR. But... But im not.." oh s**t.. im tearing up, i shouldn't have opened up, now he's gonna think im weak...

Footsteps..? Are Logan and Cronus back?

Oh its Virgil, thank g- Patton... Patton!!

"what is HE doing here?!" I need to know!

"Hes with us now" Virgil is.. protecting him? VIRGIL IS PROTECTING A TRAITOR.

"Yeah right!! He probably used his snake friend to poison your mind too. Re, get them OUT OF HERE." I NEED THEM OUT OF HERE.

Remus is finally doing as i say, he's going to them with his weapon in ha-

"cookies! And we can watch some movies, i-if you'd like" Patton has a plate of cookies.. thats not going to stop Remus- orrr it will, apparently.

"can we please calm down and just Hang out angst free for once? And its me saying this, you know its too much when the embodiment of angst tells you it's too angsty" Virgil kind of has a point.. i still dont trust Patton, but i guess for now its better than fighting when Logan and Cronus are still out.

"fine" i answer

Maybe watching a movie isnt that bad..

[formerlympp]

For your send me anything and I’ll write it post - I’d love a glimpse into the lives of established And Then The Symphony Starts jily 🫶 You don’t have to go down this route but one thing I’ve always wondered is if adult James ever remembers that he heard the orchestra in his head after Lily introduced herself when they were kiddies

I got two requests for some post ATTSS jily, and... welllll, I suppose it would go a little something like this

Lily has to shade her eyes from the sunshine gleaming off the metal playground equipment. Thankfully it is too early in the day for the metal to have grown hot, a fleeting thought of hers as she watches her mother guide her toddler son toward the smallest slide. She clearly remembers the way the hot metal stung her skin during all the long days she played here as a child.

Preoccupied as she is with the memories of those happy days of her childhood, she doesn't react to the fingers that slip between hers on her free hand, knowing without question to whom those fingers belong.

Her husband stands at her side, something like anticipation emanating off of him as the pair watch their son Harry, nearly two years old, climb up the small ladder toward a slide. After a few minutes, Lily’s father joins his wife and grandson, sharing his warm encouragement and excitement, and James tugs at Lily's hand, gesturing for them to walk. She needs no convincing.

The pair walk along the pavement surrounding the playground, enjoying the warmth of the summer’s day and the companionable silence that has been hard to come by since Harry started speaking.

"How does it feel, being back here?" James asks, on their second lap around the playground.

"Lovely. I used to come here as a child all the time and never tire of it."

"Yeah?" Lily can hear the smile in her husband’s voice; it is a comfort all on its own. "And what was your favorite thing to do?"

"The swings, of course."

"Oh, of course."

Lily doesn't need to ask to know where James is leading her now. Hands still linked, he pulls her toward the set of swings, something akin to childlike wonder accelerating his step. She follows along without hesitation; she would follow James anywhere.

Laughing, Lily drops into the swing, immediately beginning to pump her legs. The familiar feeling of freedom washes over her, she feels it as if it were the wind whipping through her loose hair. Next to her, James does the same, though a little less gracefully with his long limbs. It doesn’t take long for him to get the hang of it, and they swing side-by-side in near-perfect synchronization.

Before she can stop the childish notion she joyfully asks, “Want to see who can jump farther?”

Still pumping hard, it takes her a moment to realize James has dug his feet into the mulch at his feet and sputtered to a stop.

“I was only joking,” Lily tosses at him, now tucking her legs back to slow herself down. “I’d rather not have us break our necks just to prove a…” But her voice trails off when she notices James’ far away stare. “James?”

“I… I’ve been here before. I’ve only just realized.”

Lily skids to a halt, the swing jerking unevenly forward and backward as she rapidly stops its forward progression. She nods slowly. “Well, it’s a fairly popular playground.” She casts a look around the vacant playground, where only their small party still plays despite the hour nearing ten. “At least, it was when we were kids.”

“No,” says James with a shake of his head, “no, I mean here. I’ve been here on this swing and there was a girl… a girl with red hair that swayed wildly in the breeze as she jumped through the air and… and…”

Lily hardly believes what she’s hearing, slow to process her husband’s rambling, even as he struggles to find more words. She suddenly feels very warm, warm in a way unattributed to the sun.

“I heard it. I heard it. And it was you.” He rises to his feet, hands flying into his hair in unison and then a laugh escapes him as he turns on his heel to face her. “You are my soulmate, Lily.”

She rises to her feet slowly, letting the words wash over her. It has been years since they've spoken about soulmates, many years, in fact, since James came to her apartment and started healing her broken heart. It has been a long time since she grappled with doubt.

Walking up to James’ side, she wraps her arms around his waist before leaning up to kiss him softly on the cheek. “We knew that already, didn’t we? Many years ago now, as I recall.”

When she drops back onto her heels, she is met with the warmth of James’ smile. The smile she knows better than any other. He tucks her closer, planting a kiss on the top of her head. “Yeah, we did… So the only question that remains, are we going to see who can jump farther or what?”

Lily grins, pushing herself away from her husband and lunging back for the swing. “Oh, you are so going down, Potter.”

[schiavonaintherye]

Yulia Volkova and Lena Katina singlehandedly improved 2020 with ATTSS live

[crystallllines]

Боже мой, Poppy covered All The Things She Said.

[gangbae]

HC: Seraphine and Vi r friends and Vi wanted Seraphine to cover ATTSS because she knows her voice sounds better when it comes to rock music but ATTSS isn't that kind of a song so she wanted Seraphine (a soft voice) to cover ATTSS.

Tell Vi that i...... THINK WE GEI AF😳

(also Vi has been lining up at 4 a.m. to get some tickets for Seraphine's concert🥺)

[askstupot]

i feel like you're a mix of phase 4 and 2? idk if that's weird or not but i really like how you portray him. cx ✨ - @at-the-space-station

; jfhasd thank youu attss dsgahhjlas ♡♡♡

[ozkanyildizhan]

Stream or download "All The Things She Said" here: https://smarturl.it/ATTSS

[avadaniels]

Have i officially run out of plot for the YouTuber au? Mayhaps