#AUGHHGHHHGHHGH
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moodboard for the rest of this week
#it has not been a good start#every time work is annoying (frequently as of late) the Overwhelming Dread ™ returns#and i get stuck in these spirals about 'what the fuck do i even do about my future'#and 'why did i waste 9 years trying to go to college just to get an art degree that is functionally useless'#(even though it was valuable learning for me)#i am joining the crowd of people in saying 'bro don't get an art degree get anything but an art degree you'll be happier-#-doing something unrelated to art and being able to pursue your art as a hobby'#i wish i'd gone into geology or ecology/forestry or civil drafting/engineering like i was thinking about#before so many ppl convinced me i was too dumb and too bad at math to even remotely succeed#now i have to decide whether to completely return to undergrad and spend potentially 4 years (if i can't waive any gen eds)#restarting from scratch when things are even worse and more expensive than last time#and i'll be 30+ this time so getting into jobs will be even tougher :(((#AUGHHGHHHGHHGH#anyway#no spiraling today#we're not thinking about the future just gonna get through the rest of the month til my surgery#personal stuff
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