#Adrul oc

[eldritch-spouse]

A group of ravens is an unkindness. Imagine if all of Adelos's babies had black feathers.

" Look at my unkind babies. "

Adrul squints. " Adelo, they're barely months old, I do not think they have the capacity to be- "

" I've sired an unpleasantness, a nastiness even. "

Adrul wonders why he tries.

[monsterwhorre]

Soooo i made another fanart for @eldritch-spouse, mostly a shitpost inspired by this ask

I spent way too much time on this also i had no idea how front view Adelo looked so i only drew one half of his face, and also Pinnie why was Adrul so hard to draw

[falling-electricxangel]

@eldritch-spouse

I have no explaination for the Krulu one. It just popped in my head and wouldn't leave haha.

And since I ran out of room yet again... Onto the next one! Got a few more questionable ideas... :P

[lochnessies]

≫ ── ≪ Character ≫ ── ≪

Name: Adrul / Derkkeethus Gender: Male Race: Argonian Age: 26 Birthplace: Riften Hold Class: Former Thief / Vampire Hunter Religion: Stendarr and Zenithar Guild: Formally the Thieves Guild & Dawnguard Spouse: Not married, but has a huge crush oh Shahvee. The female Argonian worker on the Windhelm Docks.

≫ ── ≪ Skills ≫ ── ≪

Alteration: 15 Conjuration: 15 Destruction: 15 Enchanting: 15 Illusion: 15 Restoration: 15

Archery: 65 Block: 25 Heavy Armor: 30 One-Handed: 80 Smithing: 35 Two-Handed: 40

Alchemy: 20 Light Armor: 70 Lock Picking: 75 Pickpocket: 80 Sneak: 90 Speech: 85

≫ ── ≪ Statistics ≫ ── ≪

Strength: 7/10 Speed: 8/10 Stamina: 9/10 Magic Ability: 4/10 Smarts: 7/10 Confidence: 6/10 Courage: 6/10 Stealth: 10/10 Wealth: 5/10

≫ ── ≪ Combat ≫ ── ≪

Weaponry Type: One-Handed/Archery Magic Type: Flames Class: Thief/Warrior Powers: Histskin/Waterbreathing

≫ ── ≪ Appearance ≫ ── ≪

War Paint: None Eye Color: Yellow Fur/Skin/Scales Color: Green

≫ ── ≪ Flaws ≫ ── ≪

Impatient | Cowardly | Judgemental | Forgetful | Impulsive | Vengeful | Stubborn | Unlucky |

≫ ── ≪ Strengths ≫ ── ≪

Honest | Trustworthy | Caring | Selfless | Tolerant | Intelligent | Focused | Generous

≫ ── ≪ Relationships ≫ ── ≪

Family: He never knew his birth parents, but he loved his adopted Nord family. Spouse: None Relationship status: Single Children: None

≫ ── ≪ Personality ≫ ── ≪

Adrul is a very driven young man that does his best in everything he does. He’s very mellow and likes conversations with people from different areas of Skyrim and other places on Tamriel. He’s especially curious of anything to do with Black Marsh seeing that he’s never been there. Although he is dry and humorless when dealing with the Dawnguard, he’s much more of a relaxed, humorous person in social situations. Being raised by Nords, he was given the Nordic name Adrul, is good-hearted with sense of honor and empathy, and a strong work ethic. He has a habit of starting his sentences with “um” or “hm”. He’s also a very good cook.

≫ ── ≪ Back Story ≫ ── ≪

Adrul grew up on a farm in the Riften hold of Skyrim with a Nord family. His “father” had traveled to the Windhelm docks to retrieve some merchandise from Black Marsh to bring to the Riften ships. As he stopped by his farm to unload what was theirs he noticed a large egg nestled among some fabrics. The man, his wife, and two children decide to keep the egg (it wasn’t on the list of items to bring to Riften) and see if anything happened to it. By the time the man returned, the egg had hatched to reveal a small Argonian hatching.

Surprised, but not displeased, the family guessed that the egg had been placed on the ship leaving Black Marsh by a desperate mother for unknown reasons. So the family raises the hatchling as their own along with their biological son and daughter. Adrul. grows up with the family as one of them, but never really enjoyed farming. He liked traveling to Windhelm with his father to deal with goods and proved he has a talent to speech. Being able to charge higher prices on usually cheap goods and still get sells.

By the time he turned 20 Adrul could make the trips on his own, and when he arrived in Riften he was approached by a member of the Thieves Guild that told him that he could make lots of money from stealing then using his honeyed words to sell the items at even higher prices than what they were worth. Adrul was surprised from this offer because he came from an honest family that did their best to avoid trouble. He declined and returned home. Everything went back to normal till the farm was hit a bad season and the crops refused to grow.

Adrul and his father started making more trips to Windhelm and back just to make enough money to keep the family fed. Wanting to make money for the family he finds the thief in the Ragged Flagon and accepts the deal. Adrul starts taking all the merchant travels himself and swipes what he can when he can, learned how to pick pockets, and break into a house and steal a valuable item then get out unnoticed. This goes on for five years till he swipes a one of a kind necklace from a wealthy thane. The thane noticed the necklace missing and sent their personal mercenaries to search anyone who looked suspicious. The item was found on Adrul and he was arrested and sent to prison for a year. His family showed their disappointment, but still went to visit him when they could.

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p>Near the end of his year in Riften’s jail his family just stopped coming to visit him. Afraid that they were through with him completely he returns to the farm immediately. When he arrives the farm is abandoned and everything is a wreck. Assuming that bandits attacked the farm he returns to Riften to speak with the Jarl. If anybody would know if anywhere in the hold was attacked and where his family had relocated, it would be her. He learn that the farm had been attacked by vampires, not bandits, and there were no survivors. Learning of the new organization of vampire hunters he joins the Dawnguard in hopes of settling the score. After his family’s death he changes his name to Derkkeethus in Argonian fashion.

[eldritch-spouse]

Realistically, this would never happen because it would be biologically impossible.

But humor me, if Krulu and Admin had another child, a girl this time (cause I stan girls❤️) who looked identical to her mother but had her father’s powers, how would Krulu react to this daughter? Would he be disappointed in her birth because she is a human-looking child, or would she become Daddy's girl because she looks like Admin?

The reason I think he might be disappointed is because the princes were born for a purpose. Adelo will rule over Eden and Adrul Perdition, but what use does he have for the daughter? Initially, I thought he could have her manage the Clergy since, despite her human looks, she is just as powerful as her brothers, but then I remembered the Cleric's existence.

The reason why I think she would become a Daddy's girl is because love him or hate him. This ask proved that despite his power-hungry ways, he does love his children: https://www.tumblr.com/eldritch-spouse/732193355777359872/did-krulu-do-anything-to-raise-his-heirs-while?source=share Another thing I'd like to point out is that, considering that the daughter looks identical to Admin, whom he should love very much, I feel like his love would only double for his daughter because she is basically the mini version of his lover, the best of both worlds.

This last point is very ooc but on the part that Krulu would have no use for his daughter, I think once his position is secure and all goes according to plan, he might want some comfort yk, considering that he lost his creation and was imprisoned for however long, maybe holding a fragile bundle of life that keeps cooing at him and reaching for him in one of his many hands. The life he created was as fragile as this one and was taken from him, but he knows no one can take this one or the princes away. For him, I think it would feel like a breath of fresh air. His children could probably never heal his wounds with what he has suffered but I think they would be the ointment to ease his suffering.

[This is a novel jsssjajshweb /j.]

That would be a conundrum to Krulu, for sure.

Perhaps it's better if this third offspring is born long after her brothers, or else the fact that she holds no ""greater purpose"" like the older two will cause some friction between siblings. Maybe a sense of worthlessness from her part and a sense of unfairness from the other two.

She thinks she's not as good as her brothers because she has no assigned mission. Maybe because she looks extremely human, and Father is disgusted by her.

Adelo and Adrul find it unfair that their sister doesn't have to work hard to achieve anything extreme like them, that she doesn't have the weight of Father's judgement on her back. Why, because she's a girl? Because she looks like mom?

Lots of sibling tension. Belo will be the mediating faction here.

Krulu himself wouldn't know what to do. This pregnancy wasn't planned, he has no real aspiration he can place onto his daughter's shoulders, and he knows how she will suffer from her lack of purpose compared to Adelo and Adrul. It's an unlikely scenario, only time may tell if Krulu's daughter will become a major part of something- Perhaps way ahead.

[eldritch-spouse]

Was re-reading some Adrul asks and got a thought...

What if- what if Queen acts like a friendly, airhead accessory, but actually she's a bit manipulative one who always keeps an eye on hell residents and slightly pushes Adrul towards some smart (and pretty harsh) ideas to make his grasp on Hell stronger? Not directly ofc, but pushing them through by cracking jokes, making random conversations, leaving some papers around, bc she believes he's smart enough to connect all dots later. She's not a genius strategist or smth, she just better at looking at situation from different perspectives (perspective of the weaker ones especially lmao) and turning her flaws, aka being disdained for her poor human nature, into her advantage in collecting info

And yeah, she doing this for a pretty selfish reasons... She's just lonely and wants to spend more time with her husband 😔

How fast Adrul will notice it? Will he overlook it until someone (ahem, Admin, ahem) will point it out? I feel like he will be a bit offended at first, lol- How weak he is to his Queen tears btw? She may need to shed one or two tbh

Thanks for your content! Have a nice day!!

Adrul is the son of both Krulu and Admin, who are two extremely manipulative individuals. And although they never put their son on the end of their schemes, Adrul has learned to be like them in the way he thinks and executes certain tasks. He's very reserved and plays on the defensive a lot, making sure that every move across the board is calculated in as much detail as he can spare.

Do you think you can pull the wool over his eyes?

Because that's not happening. Adrul is onto your nature likely before he even considers you to be partner material, but he doesn't see that part of you as something negative. Not at all, it's actually quite beneficial to his mission. Everything is easier when his lover can not only manipulate those around her in his favor (even if you're doing it for selfish reasons), but also go unnoticed as she does so. Adrul isn't offended. Even if you think you're outsmarting him in any way, or that he needs your help to put things together, Adrul will calmly allow you to keep living that delusion. Again, because it benefits him, and because you're not being disrespectful.

The moment you get slightly disrespectful then he'll have a talk with you. Until then, all's well that ends well.

You know who's going to openly rat you out though? Adelo. He's got absolutely zero chill and does it in hopes that it'll spark a little spat between you. It doesn't. In fact, it earns him a few yanked feathers from his brother.

[eldritch-spouse]

Right before Adrul leaves to meet up with his parents, I wanna put on some bright lipstick and kiss his entire face.

This results in very panicked racing to the nearest source of water (or bathroom), all his many legs clicking on the ground as he frantically tries to scrub himself clean as best as possible before facing his parents.

He knows he failed miserably when his mother is visibly trying to hold her laughter, Belo grabs a handkerchief and Krulu has a flat look on his face.

[eldritch-spouse]

That inebriated-Krulu ask got me thinking, what would Belo, Admin, Adrul, and Adelo ask Krulu while he was intoxicated? Drunk enough where EVERYONE knows that the Siadar won’t remember anything once he sobers up the next morning.

Krulu would be unable to lie, give a cryptic answer, or dodge the question.

Belo could finally get an answer as to why the Siadar abandoned them. Admin could ask Krulu if he could verbalize his love for them. I honestly don’t know what Adrul or Adelo would want to know; maybe stuff about Krulu’s master plan involving the two.

So what deep dark secret/honest truth do they want to know? What tiny bit of uncertainty is eating them all up from the inside that they’re willing to risk knowing the truth about?

Whatever you ask, he's likely to answer it.

Belo isn't getting an answer as to why the siadar left. Krulu was banished before said event occured, he can only theorize and draw from what he knew up until a certain point. He also had his own skewed perceptios of just how involved the siadar were with Earth, up until Miara had a long conversation with him. Krulu is more likely to comb over the topic in this state, or be totally honest and just say he doesn't know all that much.

Adelo and Adrul probably indirectly are more concerned with their Father's pride on them. Even if one of them, Adrul, is a lot more willing to just ask outright- Are you proud of me? And he is. He loves his offspring more than he ever loved anything with his charred heart. Adelo will skirt around the issue and try to be more playful with Krulu, seeing as it's a rarity to have their much too serious Father cracking jokes.

Krulu is unendingly affectionate in this state, which doesn't make him the most reliable to answer deep, dark questions. He's much more concerned with gathering his loyal followers in his many arms and cooing over them, making the same tricks he sometimes would to impress humans way back when, and generally can't seem to get upset.

This affection may or may not become horny, but thankfully, his offspring will not be around to witness such moments.

[eldritch-spouse]

Adrul strikes me as the kind of person that would be extra overprotective of his partner while they're sick

It's not just that, he's following a very strict strategy to get you back in tip top shape, because Adrul has always been the type of person that likes instructions laid down to a very detailed and specific level, he makes a fucking schedule for you while you're sick.

Plus, as a demi-siadar, Adrul hasn't gotten sick very many times in his lifetime, he doesn't really understand how serious or light some afflictions are because he's only ever had superficial contact with them. So really, you could have a mild cold, Adrul doesn't have any way of knowing how much it's actually affecting you- And he's not taking chances here.

His lack of facial emoting paired with his intense, studious gaze might cause some discomfort for you, as you'll find the prince staring wordlessly for long periods of time. He's extremely nervous, if you've known him for a while you might understand that by now.

Very few people have access to you in this vulnerable state. Adrul hand picks the imps he trusts more to tend to you, his parents are also allowed to visit, especially if he thinks your condition is inexplicably worsening. Adelo is not allowed in because he tends to be stressful to everyone, you might hear the two bickering behind the door to your chambers.

Honestly, Adrul is just very paranoid about the frail nature of humans.

[eldritch-spouse]

I’m curious, how do the princes treat Admin (their momma) and their respective dad but not really biological dad but still technically dad ?

Both Adelo and Adrul greatly cherish their mother, as she's the one element that reminds them they're a family just like any other. Admin, being human and having existed in a human/monster society for a decent span of her life, can understand many of the experiences shared by the princes, can give them a sense of comfort and familiarity Belo and Krulu will fail in. She's the element that is most down to Earth, even if still fanatical in her devotion to Lord Krulu and morally dubious, and thus offers the two a sort of emotional anchor. She's the "safest" element of their parental unit and the one they feel less pressed to justify themselves to.

Belo is a very devoted and available father to both his sons, and he's been great at teaching them discipline and some virtuosity throughout the years. Although he can often be a little strict, and exacerbate the level of care Adelo and Adrul must exercise towards their Father, both of them know he brims with love for them and wants nothing except to make sure they're safe and happy. Adelo is a little too happy to scandalize his dad by displaying a fondness for things Belo finds "abhorrent" and Addul strives to reach Belo's level of endurance, his magnificent self-discipline.

Both brothers regard Krulu with the utmost respect, as they must.

The siadar isn't just their Father, he's their God. While Krulu is indeed as fond of his children as he is fond of Admin and Belo, both princes are taught to extend ultimate respect and obiedience to him, from the moment they have a firm grasp of those concepts, that is. They know they can come to Krulu should they need anything, but also that this parent is the one who has the highest expectations of them, the one who judges more openly, and the one who is not afraid to tell them they have failed. While Krulu would rearrange entire continents for his children, he's also feared by them.

The difference here is not that they treat their dads differently based on which one is their biological one, it depends entirely on the attitude of each dad.

[eldritch-spouse]

How do Adrul and Adelo cope if their love managed to pull a ‘deez nuts’ on the two? If I put one of Adelo’s floating eye things in a jar and took that with me, could he see from that and the ones still around his body?

Would Adrul stand still long enough for me to try and mountain climb up his leg?

Adelo is not forgiving you for a "deez nuts". He will have his revenge and you shall never know peace again until you beg him for it.

Adrul has no reaction beyond a disappointed head shake.

The eyes floating around Adelo's head are touch-repelled. You cannot simply catch an angel's eye. He's going to wince and snap at you to let it go, you're hurting him. Take one of Adelo's eyes too far and there's a chance it can die. Another one will grow with time, but he won't be appreciative of this at all, needless to say. It's painful, his vision is gradually lost the farther away you take that eye.

Adrul won't allow you to climb his legs, it's a bothersome sensation. He will personally pick you up and deposit you on his back, or "sit down" for you to lower onto him. For the love of his Father do not try to climb him and step all over his legs/back.

[eldritch-spouse]

Hear me out. How would Lord Krulu and Mother Miara react if Adelo and one of Mother Miara's kids started dating

(Also, I feel like Admin and Charm would have some weird solidarity twords each other)

Krulu is going to slam his head on his altar a couple hundred times and scream at a pitch that will deafen everyone in a several mile radius. Is there literally no one else his son could have picked?! REALLY?

Admin and Belo console him, but Admin honestly accepts this a lot more easily than anyone else, given she trusts Miara now. Belo will be the second to accept his son's relationship, and Krulu will take a long while to approve of it. Years possibly.

Miara is overjoyed the moment she finds out, being nothing but supportive for the two lovebirds. So are her angels, even if a few quietly caution her that a child of Krulu may be a "bad influence". She likes to subtly tease Krulu about it, indirectly.

Admin and Charm will probably get a lot more bonding time watching their kids be idiots together. And honestly, they might need it. That uh, chosen to chosen interaction.

Adrul quietly sweats in a corner, hoping to anything out there that he won't fall for any of Mother's offspring like his brother.

[eldritch-spouse]

Did Krulu do anything to raise his heirs while they were babies? I like to think hes just holding baby Adelo or Adrul and they suddenly puke on him. Krulu just stares and goes "Admin, take this disgusting creature before I lose my only heir."

That's very surface level, try to see the bigger picture.

Why was Krulu banished in the first place? Because he violated the laws of his kin by daring to create. How was he to his spawn? Like a father. He loved them. That's why he exploded so impressively when they were eradicated. Why was he hesitant in having offspring? Because of what happened with his spawn. Because of what he had become.

Although Krulu's love can oftentimes be considered "rough" and "cold", his offspring mark a pivotal shift in him. The moment where all his hard work to become more comfortable with the idea of creating anew grows into the capacity to experience genuine love and care for beings that are born of him. He feels safe, he feels that they are safe, that his loved ones are safe. Besides, there's a buried part of him from ages ago that knows what it's like to be in the presence of the vulnerable. It's not as if he's never handled a child in his life.

Sure, Krulu most definitely does not enjoy getting vomited on, but he's not about to throw a fit. He understands babies can't help certain bodily functions, demi-siadar or not they're still somewhat human in nature.

Krulu keeps a tight leash on his temper around his offspring.

[eldritch-spouse]

Y’know what I just realized, Pinnie? I have a terrible fear of heights. And Adrul is like what, almost 10” vs my 5” ass. 

Of course I’ll beg to be put on his back, it’s not everyday a lesser is allowed to ride the Prince of Perdition. The moment Adrul starts walking though, I’ll quietly say “I want off this ride or I’m gonna puke” 

I imagine riding Adrul is similar to riding a horse, so how does the Prince react if his love accidentally goes upside down while holding onto his stomach in a death grip? Adrul would have to pry me off because I don’t trust him not to drop me.

Adrul has to rub his temples to try to understand your thought process. Did you just... Casually forget your fear of heights? He's charmed you trust him enough to not think twice about getting on his back, but this is ridiculous.

You're not allowed to ride his back until he's one hundred percent sure that you won't vomit on him.

Riding Adrul is kind of like riding a horse. However, with many more legs and a segmented body comes a level of dexterity that allows him to be so much more. If you did slip, and attached to his underside like a scared animal, the prince would naturally startle.

After telling you to cling to his body, he will start lifting, standing on a smaller number of legs. He holds your head to his front so that you don't get scared further by the added height. He's very careful when he holds you and is patient in coaxing you to let go safely.

Don't ride too far down his body, stick to his back and grab onto his torso.

[eldritch-spouse]

(I'm not sure if my last ask went through or if Tumblr really goofed like it said it did so just in case...)

This post...!

https://www.tumblr.com/eldritch-spouse/718874950601179136/is-it-possible-for-us-as-admin-to-be-romantically?

I love this. I want to know more about their dynamic and how things change but I'm not sure what to ask exactly. Is the harem recognized officially or is it still a toeing the line type situation because Krulu doesn't like to share? Are they all dads to the kids now? How do their wishes change? I'm not sure what else, random trivia? Sickly monster harem is right up my alley 🥺

[Okay, I'll try to make this coherent. There's a lot of complexity to this dynamic I can't shove in one ask though.]

Is it official?

It's sort of an unspoken truth. Everyone knows they're part of a harem but it isn't said out loud. Every worker agrees they're entirely devoted to you and will do anything to be in your favor, even if it means sharing you between themselves tightly.

Krulu himself recognizes exactly what's happening here, and it's entirely to his advantage, as this sickly infatuation not only ensures maximum productivity, it inspires great loyalty and susceptibility to manipulation in his workers. You're allowed to bed them, especially if you do so to pleasure him, but he will always hold more value to you than everyone else. There are instances in which you are shared between Krulu and one of the staff, and he makes it very clear he dominates your mind and affection.

Are they all dads?

No.

Krulu and Belo are the only ones that get the title of fathers. But that doesn't mean the other ones can't act as unofficial parental figures. In fact, all of them would delight in it.

They're obsessed with you, Adrul and Adelo are extensions of you, most of them would adore to play a big part in the younglings' lives. All of them would probably shed a tear if either of the kids called them "dad".

Santi obviously suffers a lot more than others. In this context, his wish is to be able to stand kids so he can be a parental figure to Adrul and Adelo with you.

How do wishes change?

Not all of them change. Some like Vinnel's and Grimbly's remain static.

Right now, I can only think of the slight change in motivation regarding Santi. Forgive me, if something else occurs, I'll add it here.

Trivia

There's a likely chance Ludwig would eventually get sucked into this mess. He wants happiness so bad, and seeing the way the staff gets to be so close to you, so happy- Even if he knows this is beyond fucked up, he'll give in to his desperation and jealousy;

Orgy nights are common and encouraged by Krulu, as a way to keep the bond between you all tightened through depravity and affections;

Strictly dominant monsters, such as Nebul and Morell, can and will adopt submissive demeanors without much pressure. They recognize you as superior, and find themselves very honored when you choose to sexually submit to them;

Religious fanaticism, which is already somewhat present in all of their minds, is cranked up to eleven in this scenario. They not only deify you, they're a lot more reverent of Krulu for gifting you to them;

Mother is very proud of you. You are the most successful of her shards, in fact, she sees a lot of herself in you. You are endlessly captivating, and you've surrounded yourself with endless love. You're desired, worshiped and a maternal figure. She treasures you;

Although this dynamic is centered around the core staff members, garden anomalies and the aquarium mers are eventually dragged into your orbit as well. The staff will voyeuristically enjoy watching you get ravaged in the garden by the gargoyle, Hellion and Colmei- Or balk when both you and Krulu take Magus and Glauk for a spin;

Adrul and Adelo will find monogamous relationships to be odd as they grow up. It floors them when they realize that's how the majority of relationships work.

[eldritch-spouse]

When Adrul takes over Perdition, what new rules does he implement? Obviously some stuff about the greatness of Krulu, reorganize how the rings operate/have the icons do x y and z, but is there something Adrul enforces because of his own desires? 

How do we, as his queen, fit into the plan? Have an heir and just be pretty? You’ve said he likes having control, so would he forbid us from doing any administrative work because he only trusts himself to do things perfectly? 

This is something that I want to take my sweet time with, so excuse the vagueness.

In fact, I have a somewhat ambitious little thing I plan to make (no promises really) regarding the moments when it seems as if everything has fallen into place correctly and Adrul finally has time to pause. To think. To reflect on all that has been achieved and changed (or not)- As well as where to go next.

(For clarity's sake, when I say "Father" I am referring to Krulu. When I say "father", I'm talking about Belo.)

Obviously, a lot of things will change regarding Hell, and he might even get the help of his Lord-Father in restructuring the entire disposition of the annex known as Perdition (which is heavily fragmented, as you know, making what we call "The Rings").

But here's a curious thing. While Adrul benefited heavily from Father's help during his task of taking over Hell, and father was more preoccupied with Adelo's work in Eden, the roles switch once Perdition is under control.

Now, Adrul finds himself almost abandoned by Krulu, who is extremely focused in reshaping Eden, his current priority. In Father's place is Belo, someone whose view of Perdition has never been pretty. His father's attitude/words and Adrul's own internal turmoil regarding his performance and sense of autonomy will not mix very well.

He may be King of Perdition, but he has never felt so lost. So muddled, so confused.

For this reason mostly, Adrul is fearful of enforcing anything he personally believes in without some form of "word" from his parents.

Regarding you, he's even less willing to let you have a modicum of a say on political or generally important decisions. And although Adrul doesn't directly state it to you, this is being done in an effort to protect you in case of failure to uphold standards.

In case something goes horribly wrong, which is a scenario he's constantly mulling over, you cannot be blamed for anything because you executed exactly zero significant actions and occupied no notable positions. Meaning, in blunt terminology, you did fuck all and are undeserving of Krulu's rage.

You may grow to resent Adrul for this. He's fine with that anger, so long as you're safe.