#An overdose? A noose? A deactivation? | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

brightside-brigade · 7 months

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Oh good Gods I'm gonna throw up. I saw it. There's a live stream going on about it I'm gonna throw up.

I'm gonna unsub from that channel. It was supposed to be a safe channel. It was supposed to be silly reddit and 4chan stories.

They're talking about it. It's happening again. It was an unrelated channel. I'm not safe. It's not safe nowhere is safe. Did he know I watch? Is that why it happened? Does he know? He knows. Everyone knows. I'm not safe. There are eyes on me everywhere. Everyone knows who I am. They know when I'm around and they all want me dead.

#scp fictive #scp 963 #Don't fucking touch this if you're gonna say shit too.#i can't fucking do this #i can't i can't #I can't interact with my source anymore. I'm scared. I'm so alone.#The paranoia is killing me. I constantly worry people are gonna hurt me. Everyone hates me.#I can feel their eyes on me. No where is safe. I was supposed to be safe.#I don't wanna be here. I wanna go home #Please let me go home. Or die. I don't know which would be better.#I isolated myself from the community. I stopped talking about myself. What more do you want from me??#An overdose? A noose? A deactivation?#I'm so sorry I'm still here.#I'm so sorry I'm me #I am so so scared.

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