#Anyway tomorrow is a new day maybe I'll forget about how I humiliated myself and burned the best professional bridges I had
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Yeahhhh maybe I shouldn't be experimenting with drugs
#T#Technically. I mean. They were prescribed to me.#I wanted 2 give them a second chance but I can't tell if now was a good time to do that#On the one hand I think I'm more productive than I would have been? Maybe?#On the other I'm so stressed and nervous that I'm not sure I'm handling the not sleeping and not eating as well as I could#I keep only sleeping 3-4 hours a night and even when I go to bed I feel quite awake#Thankfully it doesn't take too too long to fall asleep but that's probably because. I am tired from being awake for 20 hours.#Also am I really more productive or just less sleepy so I think I'm more productive?#Today I didn't focus that well bc I screwed up big time this morning and have been super down all day bc of it#and wanted to distract myself#so I didn't even really try redirecting my focus#Anyway tomorrow is a new day maybe I'll forget about how I humiliated myself and burned the best professional bridges I had#(It's worse than you think I promise I'm not exaggerating)
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