Wanted a fix-it ifkk scene but ended up adding more angst. Oh well
Reads left to right
The very rough sketch of this little scenes had been sitting in my draft folder since - well, since this manga chapter came out basically lol
Found it and finally felt confident enough to give it a try.
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that last update is all and exactly what I've been doing for the past three weeks. Starving, going to class, and trying to be okay.
Winter depression doesn't have me beat quite yet, but it's a battle every day. I've been tracking the weather and it's been grey for SIX DAYS, and snowy right before that. being trapped in by all these mountains is grueling, to say the least. Classes are less boring this year. I actually have to go to them; I can't tell if that makes it better or worse. All of my professors are pretty cool though.
Roommate situation is at both an all time low and an all time high (besides the brief party phase when no one knew each other). I don't cower in my room like I used to... for the most part. If I need something, I'm more inclined to just go out there and grab it or make some really quick food. They're really annoying though and most certainly hate me. I had a whole potato soup making vs unplanned party/rager/bacchanal moment that ended in jimena apologizing to me, then never acknowledging my existence after that, so like.. make of that what you will.
folded and decided to come home for spring break. I don't feel up to a washington trip. It's just too much. Besides, I really want to go with dad to the fall out boy concert and watch AOT with him. I want to go shopping with my mom. I want to sit in bed with hailey while she rants about people I don't know. I want to avoid playing roblox with caleb... lol. nah I want to get ice cream with him. I do miss my family. It's hard to be home, but it's also hard to be here. A break will be direly needed by the time the depths of this winter are somewhat shallowing.
The diet is going well. I probably weighed about 115-117 last time I posted, and now I'm 110.6 (four of those pounds lost within the past week because I am hashtag starving myself). I'm doing a liquid fast. I hope I can keep it up until weigh day on monday. I don't care if it's unhealthy that I'm speedrunning this thing; I've never been skinny in my life. Consider it me making up for lost time.
Anthony has been sweet-- and this is an and, not a but-- winter is also taking its toll on him. he's done really good with going to his classes and doing homework but i can tell he's very dreary of it all. I don't blame him. I've reacted worse. This hanger+cabin fever has turned me into a monster at worst and a jerk at best. I've snapped at him way too much and I feel bad about it. I decided im going to start eating earlier in the day and meeting up with him later rather than just waiting to eat dinner with him bc waiting makes it worse.
There's something strangely luxurious about going out and walking through the aisles of stores these days. i daydream about smith's, bath and body, five below, winco, homegoods, tj maxx. Is it a respite from the cold or a longing for something unnameable? A life outside of my own that exists in the comfort of the material? will i ever live a life where walking down those aisles becomes not a spectacle but a grocery list of candles, blankets, leggings, soaps, and deli meat?
winco fried chicken is really good-- just fyi.
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no spoilers in the comments/reblogs please <3
We鈥檙e almost at chapter 115 (IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENS DONT LOOK IT UP) in the anime
very nervous even though i know what happens
NOBODY DIES DW BUT-
Manga readers knowing what will happen ^
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I finished it! I am really happy how it turned out.
God this took so long. XD i kinda screwed Erwin and Moblit up so i just did those two.
Now i'll watch the next episode of Attack on Titan Season 3 Part 2... God i am so scared. I hate it. D:
Have a nice day! (Mine is almost over)
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WE HAVE HOPE!
Hange has escaped with Levi! He was to be alive or she wouldn't go through the trouble!
Hange is literally my saviour at this point
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