#Arcanatwilight oneshot

[shiiiko]

Mc wrote a short journal entry

Hi 

No let’s start again that sounds cliché- anyways

I tried writing a short journal entry, it’s been a while since I transported into this.. realm, I don’t know. It’s just weird and scary but also thrilling? So many things happened since I came here but I want to go back to my old life too, but then again... If I go back to earth, what am I gonna do then? I don’t belong here and I would most likely won’t belong there anymore either, I’d be alienated to both realms and it’s terrifying

Actually I don’t know if it’s because I’m having that time of month that’s why I’m overthinking or what but, isn’t it easier to just... let go? But that would be selfish of me wouldn’t it? I couldn’t do that to Arcky and the others, after everything of course.. It would be selfish of me to just... leave after all their efforts, right! If I can’t smile for myself then I’d smile for them, I’d smile for them until I can’t anymore.