#Basically; ES was trying to play therapist for everyone

[cookieofearthbread]

Eternal Sugar before they fell and became corrupted was no doubt was really energetic and supportive cookie; doing everything they could to bring joy and happiness to cookiekind and the world. They would grant cookies their dreams and comfort them to the best of their abilities, however they didn't allow themselves to be sad or upset as they needed to be a pillar to everyone.

After all, they held the virtue of Happiness. In their mind; they couldn't afford to be sad or even feel a single negative emotion.... No matter what.... Of course, this would be their downfall due to the simple fact they bottled up their emotion and were slowly burning themselves out by being the pillar of support.

At some point, Eternal Sugar started to get burnout with trying to help everyone they could and grew tired until only grew worse with each passing day until one day; they didn't want help a cookie as they simply wanted to sleep, which lead into a huge argument.

An argument that ended in tragedy when Eternal Sugar accidentally ended up using their magic, which resulted in the cookie's death. When they realized their mistake; they felt nothing for the cookie's death.... In fact; there was part of them that felt relief and free...

As such, Eternal Sugar decided that if they weren't allowed to do nothing or sleep, then they would kill any cookies that dare bother them with the only exceptions being the other Beasts as the friendship was the only thing that the fallen angel cared about now.

[taeguboi]

BTS as... ‘ordinary’ employees

Okay so when I say ‘ordinary’ I mean as in not famous basically. This is more what I just have personally imagined them doing and I think I’ve lost that somewhat ‘realistic’ touch I used to have a few years back when I was more of an avid writer for this blog and could have an idea of their actual personalities, current likes, etc. This is also in no way a reflection of what I think they are and aren’t capable of so please don’t scream at me if your bias has a ‘lower’ role than you might have expected.

Sorry I do like to blabber on before these things, don’t I? 

I hope everybody is staying safe anyways and happy imagining!

BTS as... Masterlist here

RM

Pawn Shop Sales Assistant

learning everything about every thing

if you have an object to sell for cash

he probably knows everything about it

or at least like a lot about it

his career is in early days right now

because it’s a family trade

but he learns from the best

but asks not to be favourited over other staff just because he’s the manager’s son

like you know he wants someone to tell him if they think he didn’t get a good deal for that ring

no special treatment please

sometimes uses a bit of the old charm to get a good deal

many girls like that

some of the guys not so much

especially the boyfriends

whoops

meets his wife there

she’s a fairly regular customer

buying good finds from charity shops

or finding stuff in the house

and taking them to the pawn shop to get by and save up a little

they really click

after like the 11th visit he finally plucks up the courage to ask her out

“so, uh... I clock off soon and I was wondering if....

uh....”

and he gets quite flustered because he really likes her

“... would you like to maybe grab a coffee with me?”

and she sort of teases him to fluster him

“I don’t like coffee”

“Oh erm....”

“Just kidding”

and inside he’s like “don’t DO that to me!”

fast forward a few years and he’s got a kid with her

but anyway back to joon as an employee

has many many friends in and around the industry

just people over the years who he’s needed to contact to double check some stuff about an item

sometimes there’s the odd nutter who comes into the shop

like any shop really let’s be honest

but oddly enough, Namjoon has a calming effect on them

maybe he’s just really patient

maybe he has great negotiating skills

but if someone kicks off at one of his colleagues

it’s resolved in under ten - fifteen minutes

he reasons with people who are shocked to find out that their gold isn’t actually real gold

or negotiates with those who thought they had something worth more

or sometimes just has to outright sass back at the aggressive ones

but most people find him to be an agreeable guy

banter with his dad / manage

rand although he gets on with everyone there

there’s that one colleague that just becomes his best mate

and this mate is also in on the banter

but again, there’s no staff feeling left out or not getting the same treatment

it’s a family business

and anyone that helps them along the way is family too

Jin

Sales Assistant

in a big supermarket

stacking shelves

helps customers that can’t reach the higher shelves

such a gentleman

lovely customer service

some wish they could give him a tip

but he wouldn’t take it most of the time even if it was allowed

he doesn’t need to be paid to show basic kindness

it’s just manners really

but he doesn’t fully realise how much he goes above and beyond

very patient at explaining stuff to people

he’ll repeat directions 10 times if he has to

and he helps the elderly make smarter shopping choices

not that his manager knows that though

because he’s supposed to focus on building up bigger transactions

but what can he say

he’s just a people person

empathy and understanding levels are like 1000/10

a good bean

wish you could be served by him all the time

people purposely queue up at his lane when he’s on tills

because he just provides a friendly smile 

and pleasant conversation

“how was your day?”

and he’s not saying it because he has to

he’s genuinely interested in what everybody has to say

takes forever but becomes a supervisor

some of his workers often mistake his kindness for dumbness

is that a word, ‘dumb...ness’?

but actually he more than knows what he’s doing

cashes up faster than anyone else ever

has solid ideas to help both business and customer

and whilst it’s a bit difficult getting them out there to higher people

they go for it

from ideas about what customers have previously asked for that the store doesn’t - didn’t - have

to community projects courtesy of tokens from shoppers

even a park that gets set up nearby is named after him

he may seem like just a sales guy to an outsider

but really he’s the heart of the local community

Suga

Tech Support

the funniest you could come across

you know, if you were listening in to the way he deals with some

just pay attention and there won’t be any problems

sometimes he’ll have those days where he’s like

*sigh*

“Have you tried turning it off and on again?”

totally not an IT Crowd reference oops

but seriously that can work like half the time

used to work in some dull office

but took his work to his house

he can basically work wherever and whenever he wants now

as long as he’s got a laptop and a connection

that is the one change he made in his life that made him a lot happier

because although some might turn their noses up to a job like this

it suits him down to the bone

and he doesn’t really care to change career paths any time soon

is up to date with all the tech trends

owns one of everything

well most things

he even has like a drawer of many phones

it’s like a museum of the company he works for lmao

has this spare room that he turned into an office

which definitely could be mistaken for a man cave

the ultimate problem solver

in work and in life

like he can get a phone call about a super complex problem 

and he knows what to do just like that

or a mate has a problem with some relationship

and the reply he gives them is just wow

and he’ll have just made their problem sound a lot less stressful or problematic

loves to help people in and out of work

he understands that the people he is helping might be at their worst moment in their work

or it’s an older person desperately wanting to contact family

he doesn’t just solve the technological problems

he calms you at the beginning of the call

he motivates you at the end and wishes you luck

he talks you through the technology in layman’s terms so you can understand what it is you’re doing

and that attitude continues in his social life

he’s the sober friend when you’re crying in the club toilet drunk

he’s the friend that comes knocking on your door because he hasn’t heard from you in a while and he wants to check everything is okay

he will drop you a phone call the day after to see how you’re hanging

or just because

just because he’s an absolute sweetheart

J-Hope

College Tutor

the type that is fairly laid back

but won’t take any shit 

so go through your assignment at your own pace

just don’t take the mickey

like he will understand that you might have some personal shit going on

and he’ll extend a deadline under special circumstances

but don’t push your luck by lying to him

happy to have banter with the students

makes lessons fun

but also productive

actually the most productive class(es) of anyone’s day

he’s just one of those tutors you’d love 

because he’s engaging

and there’s that one other tutor that no one really likes

because this other guy is boring, dull, basically almost jealous of the students and their ambitions

and although Hoseok won’t say a bad word about his colleague

he can teach you more in half an hour than the other guy does in the entire year

and when you pass the unit he won’t even take credit for the significant part he played

really fucking modest

but he really is one of those teachers that builds lives

keeps quite to himself generally though

has just a small group of friends outside of the college

it’s important to him to keep professional and personal life different

just an overall cool guy

very fair

some say a bit boring

but he’s just sensible really

no one from colleges knows he has a wife

some girls swoon over him and speculate he could be single

and usually he’s oblivious to / ignores any flirting

he’s just here to do his job

he’s here to educate

and he’s here to help you

and he’s happy to help you

Jimin

Dance Instructor

yes, it’s a bit of a typical idea, sorry

but come on

dishy dance teacher whilst you try to learn a style of dance

some students may or may not purposely so bits wrong

because they know Jimin can sometimes be quite physical in his teaching

“Okay, no worries, let’s go back to that bit... It goes like...”

and he’s just behind you to guide you

nice

has his own dance school

holds sessions in the local community centre every weekday night

Monday: contemporary

Tuesday: Street Dance

Wednesday: Musical Theatre

Thursday: Tap

Friday: Ballet

the little un’s are in from 4pm - 5pm

preteens 5pm -6pm

teens / young adults 6pm - 7pm

and finally the adults at 8pm

it sounds like hard work

but dance is all Jimin knows

he’s more than used to is

his stamina is so good

and once his business as a teacher gets up and running

he can afford to put on shows 

to showcase all the hard work his students have done

every year, some time in spring

the nearest theatre in town

it’s not as successful as, say, the pantomimes at xmas

but there are plenty of family and friends of the students interested

parents come to watch their kids

adults come to watch their friends

and so on

He has so much faith in everyone

and is proud of every little achievement 

at kid’s tap class he’ll be like “wow Sally! that’s amazing! you did a pick up!”

or “keep it going Amanda, you can do it!” at adult ballet

but it’s not just dance achievements he’s interested about

the things you do in your life matter too

sometimes he can be like a therapist

pulls you aside after class if he doesn’t think you were quite as on it as usual today

“are you okay today? you seemed distracted”

yes by your beautiful presence

just kidding

kinda

and you can just tell him

he’s always there to listen if you need to talk about something that you don’t want to tell friends or family

he’s there for anything really

like maybe a teen is struggling with exams 

and his encouragement really contributes to them pulling through

“you passed maths! I’m so proud! I knew you could do it!”

and there’s always the big squeezy hug that follows

he loves everyone

everyone loves him

no one can say a bad word about him

like seriously, no one can

V

Vintage store owner

Tae always wanted to own a shop

ever since he was a kid

he didn’t quite know what it was that appealed to him

but just the idea of running a store that’s your own

that’s the dream he worked towards

ever since school

weekend jobs

errands for neighbours

he saved every penny

and invested it on the cute little building 

on the block before the high street

Not like a charity shop

well some of the stock is second hand

but that’s because it’s real vintage

actually not just vintage, further back than that

like some of his stock can be referred to as ‘antique’

anything that has history

everything in his little shop has a story

the decorative chandelier that belonged to a middle class family in the early 1900′s

a vase made in Japan that someone brought back from touring the country years ago

velvet upholstery that could have been part of a noble household in Europe

glassware from the 70′s with intricate design

just cool stuff

you could spend hours in his shop

knows a lot about antiques, collectables, etc

blink and you’ll miss if you want something there

if you see it and you love it the first time you go in

you better buy it

because it’ll be gone even by this evening

his knowledge makes him a brilliant sales person

because the way he delivers the information about an object

just makes you want to buy it

so as you can imagine, sales are always good

everyone within a couple miles radius probably has something in their home bought from Tae’s store

Jungkook

Firefighter

because phwoar

lmao sorry

wait, no I’m not

can’t you just imagine it though

the uniform

the muscles

okay sorry not sorry

a true hero 

like sure, all of his colleagues are too, of course

but he goes that little bit extra

takes more risks

he doesn’t let much scare him

passionate about what he does

can mean he gets a bit extra in other aspects of his life

because he knows the dangers of literally anything

like you leave the hairdryer plugged in a few minutes after using it and he’s like

“NOOO!”

*dramatically, almost full takes a leaping dive to get there, unplugs it*

adrenaline rushes

he lives for those

a very can do attitude

feels amazing after rescuing anyone from anything

it could be a cat in a tree, evacuating people in a flood, or a person from a house fire

if he has helped them, it’s all rewarding

just good at everything

the job of course prepared him for lots 

but he’s just like REALLY good at everything

first aid pro

ultimate calming skills

navigation and driving - smooth

excellent judgement

even the science behind it all, he knows more than enough

all that jazz

he often gives lessons to younger people

because it’s important that incidents can be prevented

he’s very popular when he makes appearances in schools

because all the girls fancy him

obvs

some guys too hahaha

and I don’t just mean the ones that are quite sure they might be gay

anyways

pretty close to being a real life super hero

like he has to work at unsociable hours

but everyone in the area knows him

there’s hardly a street he walks down without someone saying hello

and even when they’re experiencing some of the worst possible situations

he just brings smiles to people’s faces 

[alphapsionic]

☾ — LILITH CLAY / OMEN is here! SHE has found themselves wandering about new gotham attempting to find their place in this challenging world. they were once a HERO who used to be associated with THE TITANS. hope they make it in this world.

the basics;

NAME: Lilith Clay

ALIAS(ES): Omen

AGE: Twenty-eight

BIRTHDAY & ZODIAC: June 15, Gemini

MBTI: INFP (The Mediator)

PREFERRED PRONOUNS: She/her

FACECLAIM: Danielle Rose Russell

a deeper look;

FAMILY: Mr. and Mrs. Clay (adopted parents), Loren Jupiter (father), Thia (mother), insert a bunch of Greek Titans and Gods here because apparently everyone gets around

AFFILIATION: Teen Titans/Titans

THREE FAVORITE THINGS: White noise caused by a fan or television playing in the background, the color green, books

THREE HATED THINGS: Silence, kids being hurt in any way, being called a freak or a witch

EDUCATION: High School dropout + a degree in psychology

SKILLS: A little hand-to-hand combat she was taught by Dick Grayson.

WEAPONS: Lilith is the weapon.

ABILITIES: Psionics, Empathy, Telepathy, Mind Control, Illusion Casting, Fear Projection, Telekinesis, Psionic Blasts, Psionic Shield, Precognition, Pyrokinesis (demigod power, unknown to her), Teleportation (demigod power, unknown to her)

the questionnaire;

WHAT IS SOMETHING YOUR CHARACTER LIKES ABOUT NEW GOTHAM? SOMETHING THEY DISLIKE? DO THEY MISS THE WAY THINGS WERE - OR DO THE LIKE HOW THE WORLD IS NOW? IS IT WEIRD TO THEM TO SEE MULTIPLE TYPES OF PEOPLE AND CREATURES AROUND? OR ARE THEY USED TO IT? WERE THEY ORIGINALLY FROM ONE OF THE TWO MAIN CITIES - OR SOMEWHERE ELSE?

Lilith isn’t sure how she feels about New Gotham. She was born and raised in San Francisco, but she would go to Gotham to see her friends. She isn’t as used to either Gotham or New York, so she’s actually liking most of the city. The only thing she dislikes is the unpredictableness of this place, so she does kind of miss the normalcy. She doesn’t mind the new types of creatures and people, she’s used to it, being weird herself. 

WHERE WAS YOUR CHARACTER WHEN EVERYTHING CHANGED? ARE THEY SUSPICIOUS OF EVERYONE OR ARE THEY TRYING TO REMAIN UNDER THE RADAR? HAVE THEY REUNITED WITH THEIR FRIENDS OR ARE THEY LOST? WERE THEY AT HOME IN BED? OUT PATROLLING THE STREETS? IN THE MIDDLE OF A WAR? WHAT’S HAPPENED TO THEM NOW?

Lilith originally wasn’t planning to head to Gotham, but she got flashes of a weird future and something happening centered in Gotham so she decided she had to go there and at least warn her friends (even though her precognitve abilities can be very inaccurate). She was just entering the city when a building appeared out of nowhere and she slammed into someone who hadn’t been there two seconds ago. She already didn’t know Gotham too well, but New Gotham was just worse. She has a place and is working as a therapist out of her apartment, hoping she can help as many people as she can, and has spoken with Dick over the phone- however, she has not found any of her other teammates (Donna, Roy, Wally, and Garth) and just hopes they’re either safe, or not here.

ADDITIONAL INFORMATION: ANYTHING YOU WANT US TO KNOW? ANY HEADCANONS?

Welp, its me, Celes, bringing one of my underrated psychic girls to the rp. Lilith is one of the OG Titans and the only member who had zero hero experience or a superhero mentor. She’s like- their psychic and probably one of the most important members of the team- yet she has never appeared in any animation or live action adaptation (I’m holding out hope for Titans 2018 to introduce her, but I doubt they will, least not in season 3). She’s also left out of a lot of fanart lineups, and she doesn’t deserve to be the Forgotten Titan.

Since she is nowhere near as well known as Dick Grayson and the rest of the OGs, Imma put some things about her here?

Lilith is part Titan, being the daughter of Thia. However, she does not know this. Her demigod status has not manifested itself in any way, however she has noticed some drugs don’t work on her, its hard for her to get drunk, she got a random power boost when she hit twenty, and she ages slower. She has chalked this up to being a metahuman, however.

She developed mental powers when she was thirteen. She accidently read her parents minds and found out she was adopted, which caused her to leave home to find her birth parents. As she traveled around, many people saw her as a witch, due to her precognitive and telepathic abilities.

She met the Titans at a club she started dancing at. She knew who each of them were, despite them not being in their masks, and warned them about the death of a political figure, before asking to join herself because she wanted to help. The team were wary of her at first, but she quickly became a valued member of the team.

Like most other psionics, she has a very hard time reading Batman and Dick Grayson, along with many other members of the Batfamily.

[minijenn]

And now, cause im bored, here's every chapter of Keys briefly summed up in just a few words each (possible spoilers ahead??)

Prologue: The Thirteen Keys: MoM fucks with his students, what else is new

Chapter 1: Remaining Recusant: Riku rescues his boyfriend through the power of Gay

Chapter 2: To Guard the Light: Bunch of boring lore but Sokai makes it worth it

Chapter 3: To Seek the Darkness: Organization shenanigans; Vanitas divorces his shitty, abusive not-dad

Chapter 4: Hero to Zero: Uhhhhh fuckin' Hercules or somethin idk

Chapter 5: Go the Distance: Rage Mode angst is Fun

Chapter 6: Wandering in the Dark: Riku gets a haircut in the Realm of Darkness and Sora really needs to stop lying to everyone

Chapter 7: Promising Beginnings: Kairi and Lea are forced to wear a "get along" shirt

Chapter 8: Lazy Afternoon Streets: Sora has an Identity Crisis part 1

Chapter 9: At Dusk: YA STUPID ORG XIII FUCKHEADS BEST LEAVE MY SON ALONE OR ELSE ILL THROW HANDS

Chapter 10: Sinister Whispers: ^^^ BASICALLY THAT AGAIN ONLY I MEAN IT THIS TIME

Chapter 11: You've Got a Friend in Me: Being a living toy has gotta create some sorta existential crisis, right?

Chapter 12: To Infinity and Beyond: JEN IS GONNA THROW HANDS WITH YOUNG XEHANORT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM

Chapter 13: Chase the Shadows: Detectives Mickey and Riku play a round of "Where's Terra?" And fail miserably

Chapter 14: Paradise Found: Fun with Balloons and Grumpy Geriatrics

Chapter 15: Adventure is Out There: Sora may or may not fall to his death from ridiculously high up in the air i dont fuckin know

Chapter 16: Unspoken, Unheard: Kairi writes Sora a bunch of letters cause she loves him so much but wont say it cause she shy ahah

Chapter 17: How Far I'll Go: MOANA AND SORA ARE MY NEW BROTP

Chapter 18: Know Who You Are: Vanitas gets yeeted by the Ocean cause he a naughty boyo

Chapter 19: The Streets of San Fransokyo: Sora doesnt understand how Technology works what else is new?

Chapter 20: Immortals: everything's all fun and games until Sora's dumbass self-sacrifical complex kicks in (again)

Chapter 21: Depths of Despair: LOOKS LIKE I GOTTA THROW HANDS WITH MALEFICENT NOW TOO

Chapter 22: Rise and Fall and Rise Again: Sora and Kairi hang out and DAMMIT JUST KISS ALREADY YOU DORKS

Chapter 23: The Lost Empire: Lingering Will pops in to say hi and also uhhhh whatever the fuck happens in Atlantis goes down idk

Chapter 24: Where the Dream Takes You: Sora may or may not have PTSD, boi should probs go see a therapist

Chapter 25: Drowning in Darkness: Aqua throws hands then proceeds to get Norted

Chapter 26: I See the Light: Basically KH3's take on Corona but things actually make sense this time

Chapter 27: What Once Was Mine: In which that bit from KH3 where Marluxia knocks Sora out actually leads to some legit payoff smh

Chapter 28: Firsthand Experience: Kairi and Lea take a trip to Disney World and yeet Vanitas (again) right the fuck outta there

Chapter 29: The World Es Mi Familia: Being an (unliving) skeleton also is bound to raise an existential crisis, right?

Chapter 30: Recuérdame: I cry while writing this chapter, both for my baby Xion and because Coco is just that damn tearjerking

Chapter 31: Destined Reunion: ALL THE POLY DESTINY TRIO FEELS

Chapter 32: Something There: At this point even Riku be lookin at Sora and Kairi and shouting "KISS ALREADY YOU ADORABLE DORKS"

Chapter 33: Tale as Old as Time: Sora commits an Actual Murder (am i kidding? Who knooooows)

Chapter 34: The Realm of Darkness: DARK AQUA CAN STEP ON MAH FACE IMO

Chapter 35: Rise to the Light: Great, now Aqua has PTSD too, thanks for nothin, Mickey

Chapter 36: Return to Depart: Sora has another Identity Crisis, part 2

Chapter 37: Broken Chains: Vanitas challenges Sora and Ven to a fight in the Denny's parking lot and fucking loses what else is new

Chapter 38: So This is Love: YES THEY FINALLY KISSED THOSE DORKS

Chapter 39: Almost There: Frogs and also like... Voodoo and so many BBS callbacks so damn many

Chapter 40: Dig a Little Deeper: Sora is too damn stubborn to admit he needs help what else is new

Chapter 41: Follow the Light: Wayfinder Family Reunion saves my life

Chapter 42: Solving Mysteries, Rewriting History: Sora and Goofy meet Donalds family (who then proceed to take the piss outta Donald cause this is Ducktales fam why wouldnt they)

Chapter 43: The Other Promise: Sora has yet another Identity Crisis, part 3

Chapter 44: Vector to the Heavens: Sora and Roxas drink their "Respect and Protect Xion" juice

Chapter 45: Another Arabian Night: Sora, Roxas, and Xion fuck around in a B-list Disney Direct to Video Sequel

Chapter 46: Out of Thin Air: GONNA THROW HANDS WITH XEHANORT HIMSELF THIS TIME AROUND GET AWAY FROM MY SON YA OLD FUCKHEAD

Chapter 47: Alone on the Run: Sora has a Bad Time, Riku and Kairi also have a Bad Time, generally everyone has a Bad Time

Chapter 48: Trust No One: Ven and Roxas add onto the never ending Twin Pile that apparently exists in Gravity Falls

Chapter 49: Not What He Seems: I KNOW ITS NOT UF BUT LOOKS LIKE I GOTTA THROW HANDS WITH BILL CIPHER ANYWAY SOMEHOW

Chapter 50: A Heart Torn Between: Vanitas learns that Girls exist while Sora continues to have a Very Bad Time

Chapter 51: Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride: Riku's goin on a twink hunt, and dont think he dont know how to weeeeed em out

Chapter 52: Aloha 'Oe: Sora and Riku get into a bit of a lover's spat dont worry about it its nothin serious dont worry about it

Chapter 53: Treasured Memories: Namine is the Very First Person Ever to tell Vanitas he has emotional issues, its about damn time

Chapter 54: Let It Go: KAIRI'S FUCKIN PISSED SHE GONNA BRING HER DAMN DUMBASS WAYWARD BOYFRIEND HOME ALREADY DAMN also Sora hangs out with Elsa i guess

Chapter 55: Love Will Thaw: KAIRI KICKS EVERYONES ASSES INCLUDING SORA'S CAUSE LIKE I SAID SHES FUCKIN PISSED

Chapter 56: Back Into the Fold: Sora doesnt have an Identity Crisis anymore but he sure as hell has Anxiety now, part 4

Chapter 57: Farewell to the Wood: Absolute tone whiplash, brought to you by Winnie the Pooh and Sora's ongoing Existential Crisis too

Chapter 58: Link to All: Everyone just cries a lot for an entire chapter cause they all know they boutta fuckin dieeeee

Chapter 59: Face My Fears: I systematically rip every single one of our protagonists hearts out and stomp on each of them with no remorse whatsoever

Chapter 60: Fragments of Light: The B-Squad saves the day

Chapter 61: The Thirteenth Vessel: Sora hangs out with his New Fam, otherwise known as Organization XIII, family fun ensues and it totally isnt a massive angstfest i dont know what you mean

Chapter 62: Key to the Heart: Riku and Kairi throw hands with their boyfriend while also trying to save their boyfriend it makes sense if ya dont think about it

Chapter 63: The Final World: Sora is McFuckin dead and chilling in heaven with a cute baby plushie cat (hey its not a spoiler if KH3 did it first)

Chapter 64: At Daybreak: "But Jen, if you hate KHX so much then why do you keep making so many references to it???" BECAUSE THATS WHY NOW SHUT UP

Chapter 65: The Keyblade War: Keyblade Fight Club, either you Die or you DIE

Chapter 66: Clash of Light and Darkness: Bunch of teenagers throw hands with some bald old fuckhead, but in the end nobody wins except me

Chapter 67: Kingdom Hearts: You know you're in for something fucking nuts when the chapter title is named after the entire series

Chapter 68: The King and the Crown: Jen pulls off a plot twist so mind blowingly ridiculous that it would probably make Tetsuya Nomura blush

Chapter 69: Reconnect: Everyone has a happy ending except no not really i lied

Chapter 70: Don't Think Twice: Oops I Lied again :)

Epilogue: Dearly Beloved: Fuck KH3's ending this is my new canon now

[andcallalilies]

even though, health wise, I haven’t been feeling all that great for sometime (stupid not being able to get my autoimmune meds until next June) there is one thing that I can breathe about. My doctor and I are doing everything we can to avoid major surgery right now and preserve my cervix since it’s taken a hella beating the past year and half from all the biopsies and procedures. She took a ton of biopsies my past visit. Luckily, the precancerous cells have hit a stalemate and they’re the same they were in April at my last biopsy from the previous doctor. Who I liked, generally speaking, but I just didn’t feel comfortable with having major surgery to hack at my cervix. Something felt off. And I’m glad I listened to my gut.

They more or less explained what was going on all wrong. Inside my cervix is okay enough to not merit invasive surgery. It’s the outer cervix that’s jacked. The doctors at the cancer center made assumptions on the condition of the cells, instead of doing actual tests. They assumed that since the cells on the border of my cervix were low grade and the cells near the opening of my cervix were high grade, that that meant in the cervical canal had high grade cells, too. And I needed to undergo major surgery on my cervix to remove them. Wrong.

There are cells inside my cervical canal, yes. But, not the kind that would merit the surgery the doctors at the cancer center wanted to do. My new doctor took so many biopsies and did a scraping of the inside of my cervical canal (an ECC) which confirmed exactly where the cells were, how they were progressing and what the next action is.

She spent an hour and drew diagrams, explained everything to me, went into more educational detail than they did at the cancer center. She took into consideration my age, my autoimmune disorders, etc and believes that doing the surgery was currently unnecessary, overkill, and could be more damaging than good at this point. That recovery for me would be long and painful and I’d take forever to heal due to the autoimmune disorders. And basically, that she feels it’s best to avoid that surgery until a true merit for it comes about. Other procedures and less invasive surgeries are planned, which I’m okay with.

HELL, I love this doctor. She knows so much about Sjogren’s and lupus. She also knows—and this something not even the doctors at the cancer center knew—that people with autoimmune disorders should not ever be put on hormonal birth control. Due to the high clotting probability of birth control, and people with autoimmune disorders can have a clotting factor. Which no one has tested me for. Not all people with lupus have it, but it’s fairly common. So, birth control is just totally off the table for me to help my periods and possible PCOS. So, we’re gonna work on that after my next procedure.

She literally compared all the results from all the procedures and biopsies I’ve had. She explained what each doctor did wrong and how it could be better handled without compromising my health. She even took into account the fact that I can’t get in to see the new rheumatologist until June 2018 and I’ll be without my autoimmune medication for some time and my health will be declining a lot in that period. So will my ability to handle major surgery. She explained that—and I already knew this—stress can impede the healing process, add on top of that the fact my body heals so slow due to the autoimmune stuff. She knows I’m stressed about the rheumatologist thing and she knows I’m stressed due to the harassment and stalking thing from the sociopath and minions. So, due to all those contributing factors, major surgery is just off the table until it calls for it.

Come to find out, they didn’t even do an ECC at the cancer center. Which is partially why I didn’t have hysterical pain after that visit. The fact that they didn’t do an ECC and still came to the conclusion to give me major surgery is, in my opinion, gross negligence. They wanted to give me invasive surgery without running the proper tests to merit it. And my gut was 100% right. While some people may not believe in “gut feelings”, I do. And they’ve never been wrong before.

I had a gut feeling about the surgery. I had a gut feeling about people (a whole established family) moving in with my ex and I for longer than a week or two. Even though they were my friends, I also knew them. And I knew it wouldn’t work. And I voiced that to everyone prior. That I would just hang back at my mom’s for the week or two in May they were SUPPOSE to be there. But, they pressured me and convinced me of otherwise. Which was a major red flag that they had no intention of living up to the agreement and they were gonna push themselves in for the long haul. Which was confirmed when one of them just announced one day they were staying until the end of July. Without discussion. Which just set off so many alarms, that I decided to go chill at my mom’s house. Between the clutter and the drugs, I was already uneasy, but after that announcement, I knew my home was being commandeered. So, I told my ex I was going back to my mom’s until they were gone. Which upset him. A lot. He legitimately didn’t want me to leave. But, he also didn’t have the capacity to stand up for himself, his partner and his home and ask guests to leave. Which is kind of sad, but I get it. Telling people no is hard. Especially when you care about them. And that’s who he is, a legitimately caring person. That is a pushover because of that. And lashes out at the wrong people because of his frustrations. Or doesn’t go about the proper way of acknowledging these frustrations and remedying them. It’s a pattern he himself clued me in on over the course of our relationship and things his mother discussed with me. Which sucks, but. You can’t help someone until they wanna be helped. Shrug. I just hope he knows I love him and I’m rooting for him, as I always have, and that no matter what, I’m here.

But, I got off track—the announcement of staying WAY longer than initially agreed on confirmed my gut feeling of uneasiness. And I told my ex that the next day I wanted to go to my mom’s until they were out. He was reluctant and upset but couldn’t keep me from going. And due to that, the sociopath, instead of taking their perceived “win”, decided they just had to “win” a bit harder. And that night, went completely unhinged on me. Attempted to assault me. Assaulted my dog. My therapist said that this behavior was because me going back to my mom’s until they acquired their own place and moved wasn’t enough. They had no intentions of moving from the history of their plans to move and the way they’ve never actually had their own apartment except for a few months some years ago. They’ve lived with family or taken over family homes, etc. They had no intention of leaving, not even when they said they would after they declared they were staying for two more months. That action, and the actions following that outburst, was calculated. It was a deliberate course of actions to ensure my home was no longer my home. A display of “dominance and control”. Which, I never really thought about. I knew this person was manipulative and controlling, but I figured their outbursts were more uncontrollable due to their mental illness(es). Which is something my therapist and my psychiatrist said was a wrong step on my end. I tried to empathically relate to someone who has showed no remorse, feeling or inclination of empathy or emotion. Basically, as an empathic person, I tried to relate to someone who has no conscience. A sociopath. And they told me on several times they were a sociopath. And from sharing my experiences, my knowledge and text conversations with both my therapist and my psychiatrist, they both tend to agree with this person’s (self?) diagnosis (I question self because at one point they did tell me their own psychiatrist diagnosed them as a sociopath. But, sociopaths lie, so it’s possible that never happened. Who knows.)

All I know is my progress in battling the PTSD is going well. And my doctors, all of them, have been helping so much. They’ve all helped me to understand better what happened. Helped me understand even better how the mind of a sociopath works. And how my kindness played into being targeted. And how, due to offering my home up for a crashing point, even temporarily, was the in the sociopath was looking for. And was exactly the moment their plan came into play. They played off my love and concern and I fell right into it.

Ah, well. Ya live, ya learn. And while I do love and miss my ex. While I did try everything to push that love out of my heart and look for other outlets to place those feelings—which was misguided and wrong on my end, and thankfully my therapist pointed out my behavior and I did my best to correct it. While I still firmly know my proverbial heart is with him and that it’s tearing me up inside this is what we came to, when not even two days prior, we were on track and still planning our future, etc… I put my foot down to the treatment of me and the family he and I created. I just didn’t have the forethought to see how it would play out or anticipate the further actions. I made the choice to get out of a bad and dangerous situation with dangerous people.

So, it doesn’t matter that he was the first person I ever saw a future with. It doesn’t matter that I’m still undeniably in love with him. None of that is in my control. I just gotta ride it out. And I am. I’m distracting myself with my education and my business plan. I’ve found and curated a plan for two things I can do while being sick.

Which leads me to another point. Just because I’m sick and I do spend a lot of time stuck in pain and sickness and in bed, I don’t see myself as “disabled”. And maybe that’s a bias I have from having a truly physically disabled brother with a disease much worse than my own. He’s been disabled his whole entire life. Bound to a wheelchair by age 8. So, I gotta put my autoimmune disorders and the cancerous stuff into perspective. I have a rough time, but he has and has had it tougher than I ever have or ever will have. And he still keeps faith, strength and drive to thrive, despite his condition. If he can do that with what cards he was dealt, I can too. And even though he’s had decades to get to the mental point that he’s at, I look to him and see inspiration. I look to him and see just how strong and capable the human psyche can be. And it brings me to tears sometimes. I’m not gonna wallow in the autoimmune stuff or let it beat me down. I’m going to do everything I can to work with it and despite it. My dreams aren’t totally impossible because I’m sick. They just take some finagling to work in tandem with my goals.

So, I don’t consider myself disabled. I consider myself challenged. And that mindset is something I’ve come to on my own. And my doctors are pretty stoked and proud of that. It also helps that I’m not surrounded by people who pity me. Who think I should just lie down and accept I’m sick. Or someone who has one of the same diseases I have and continually tried to influence me and how I should handle my conditions. They may want to just merely get by and look for a way to milk it, but I don’t. I want to be something. I want to create and inspire and help others. We’re only given one life, and to be completely defeated by what is wrong is just… not who I am. Yeah, it takes me some time to process bad shit and get back on my feet, but as my therapist said: it’s because I care so much and take things to my heart so hard. But, here I am. I’ve bounced back. Tenfold. As I always do.

It helps that I’ve been spending more and more time with people who lift me up. Who don’t treat me with kid gloves or delicate hands. My girlfriends cheer me on and push me, while still knowing the limits and respecting me when I say I “just can’t right now”. And, strangely enough, a guy I was kinda seeing for a month or two actually pushed me really hard. He didn’t accept my defeatism. I’d say I couldn’t do something, and he’d just give me this look and say, “come on. You can.” And he’d help me. He’s a good kid, but so not anyone I’d want to be with. And that was an experience in my life I really am thankful for. And I got a really awesome friend out of it. Which was something I rarely do. I rarely remain friends with people who I’ve been involved with. But, there’s 3. And they’re all so important to me.

So, yeah. Looooong post is long. And I’m working through it all. Documenting these feelings are important. My therapist recommended journaling all my thoughts. The good and the bad. The sadness and the happiness. And constantly reviewing them. And tell ya what, it’s really helped.

Sooooo. I’m going to hit the sack. I got some studying and work to do tomorrow. Good night.

[mullikinshulamis1996]

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