#CSCorruptionAlanBecker

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*feeds @chickenkurage some CSCorruptionAlan art for them both*

I honestly was struggling a little with the background and how I wanted to look like as a finished piece but I still love how it turned out! :DD

And a speedpaint with a song that fits him (+ the original CS!Alan as well) a lot by the lyrics too! :333

The context for this I thought of... "What if victim still wanted to reset him and alan found out about it which made his corruption out of control because of it wanting to let out his rage towards them", not sure how that would happen or maybe it's like another way to... Remove the corruption out of him but that would also mean the consequences of resetting him too? Not 100% sure about this for now but I can see something like that happen in the AU!

ALAN TRIES TO STOP HIMSELF FROM HURTING VICTIM AND OTHERS BECAUSE HE STILL HAS A HEART FOR THEM ALL BUT IT PROBABLY GETS OUT OF CONTROL LATER ON :(( I WOULD ALSO LOVE TO HEAR SOME IDEAS THOUGH ABOUT THIS IF Y'ALL HAVE ANY OFC!!! NOT FORCING AT ALL-

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Just me thinking about more ideas (and angst) for the CSAlanBecker AU currently and sharing it here for you all!

I can imagine that the corruption has made alan's rage increase to his limit to the point he'll probably go absolutely feral and bursts into a lot of flames all around him that could like represents his rage just by seeing all of it depending on how huge the flames are, he'll go back to normal if he either felt extremely tired/exhausted from letting it all out to the point he'll collapse, or a loved of one his actually managing to calm him down and how can they do that? Still working on that....

But I would also love to hear your thoughts and ideas about it! I could really use some suggestions for the AU!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

IM LOVING ITT!!!!!!

As of now I'm super excited for this huehuehuehue :DDD, and as for suggestions. I have none so far, but i love to hear more. IM DANCING IN MY ROOM AS I SPEAK....OR WRITE THIS - S

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Honestly why do I feel like CSCorruptedAlan would feel much more attached to null than ever after managing to actually escape together (I MISS HER SMM NULL WAKE UP YOU NEED TO BE THERE FOR YOUR SON- *AHEM* FOR ALAN-)

Like think about it! She stayed with him and tried all of her best to help and keep him safe from things for three whole weeks, didn't leave his side at all and would offer him comfort too during all of those days. Despite sometimes having some delusional thoughts about null leaving him like how he thought everyone else did by not "searching" for him at all for three weeks, he manage to still have a lot of trust for her! (At this point typing all of this down seems like this alan will be having trust issues and definitely some bad people pleasing behaviors too.....) but I can also see null being somewhat patient and understanding towards alan about them and still stayed by his side anyways which that would make him attached to her more, like a child who is attached to one parent only because they're used to a routine with that parent the most

But of course the hollow heads and color gang aka his children are still there in his heart and loves them all deeply too! Because he knows that nothing could ever replace them, despite all of his rage that he has inside of him now... The soul is still being healed by being with children (unless a big misunderstanding happens between them all which makes his rage screw him up a lot probably...... *looks at victim* yeah....)

Also a thought about the original CS!Alan but just actually imagine how his own wife and his own daughter are waiting for him to come back to them... Back to his real family :(....

Oh yeah i agree with this one, CS Alan himself is already kind of attached to Null himself. So CS Corruption Alan would definitely "be more" attached to Null.

Cause yeah! I agree that Null literally stayed with Alan through thick and thin, when all this time she could just run away for herself and save her own hide!! And Alan being Alan, thinking the others had forgotten about him. Alan and Null certainly did build trust throughout that 3 weeks they have been stuck together in that damn hellhole. It's no wonder that Alan would be attached to her, since Null is the only person that has been taking care of him.

In the end, Alan is just like a child. He certainly craves for the love that he always wanted from the others....

Alan's love for his kids would never disappear, even with what happened before he was taken away. I mean I'm sure he had this line.

If it's a bit blurry, here it is;

Your own love will be your weakness, Alan

Soon your ruin will come, from those who you love

Then ruined i will be

I've always foreshadowed that Alan's fall will be in the hands of his children or slash the people he loves, and somehow AB telling Alan this and him accepting it is just...Alan Core!

But again, Alan's love is unimaginable. He truly loves his kids. Even if they are the reason why he's turned out like this in the end. AB has always said that Alan's love was his own weakness.

Even with those "rage" he has, nothing could take over the love he has for all of them. I mean, look at how he accepted the fact that he could "die" because of them???!!! And they still think Alan would put them in danger, and it just hurts ya know?

If it's a bit blurry, here it is;

Do you feel it?

No one cares about you Alan

It's okay

Alan has always accepted that his love will never be requited, or their love will never be as deep and as meaningful as his....

Maybe, just maybe a new "blank slate" would be better for Alan, because all the pain he has been through can make anyone's mind break. It's like keeping a dying dog, just euthanize the dog and let it rest at this point.

And i rest my cause, so make CS Corruption Alan much angstier than mine, i give you the crown!!! - S

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I think I just thought of something to make 06 into a more absolute bastard in the CSCorruptionAlanBecker AU.... (Also my sincere apologies if I have done any mischaracterizations here)

In the concept video I made about it, Alan was told to "Dodge right" in his head but was blurred off because I feel like the corruption made them sound foggy like he won't be hearing anything from them anymore and made Alan think of his own decisions by causing a lot of chaos to the place and others

But after all of that happened and a little timeskip maybe, 06 could try to talk to Alan about everything he has done is all a "big" mistake, telling how he needed THEM instead of this corruption infecting him currently. saying how even if he thought it was a good choice to cause mayhem back at the warehouse as revenge out of pure rage, he still made everything worse like how he always thought he has been doing. how it was better to have fought back to not let the needle get to him even if they know that he wasn't gonna do anything anyways and let's them do it probably. and maybe they would even make a nightmare for alan about how he BRUTALLY killed sec, cho, dark, victim, and the color gang + purple because it was all from this one little mistake to try and live on with this corruption as he's just fully covered in all of their bloods.... Oh boy the absolute angst from that, or extreme angst? Idk now :333

THERE ARE ABSOLUTELY NO MISCHARACTERIZATIONS! I REPEAT 06 IS A BASTARD AT BEST!!

GODDDD WHY IS 06 such a damn bastard to Alan! And damn it giving Alan that nightmare of him brutally killing the people he loves is so fucked up of him, but he would definitely do it. 06 just loves fucking with Alan's mind and would continue do it for fun. AH GOD DAMN IT, ALAN NO MY BOY, HE NEEDS A HUG!!!

And!! I have more question, are there more characteristics that the corruption gives to Alan? Aside from the last ask heheheheh, MWHHHEHEHEHE

(KEEP GOING I LIKE IT, IM FROTHING IN THE MOUTH) - S

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Now that I think about it.... CSCorrupted!Alan could possibly spare halo due to some concrete thinking, " Concrete thinking, or perception or perceptive thinking, may be the foundation of more complex thought processes that rely on proper understanding and application of facts. This form of thinking is typically direct and lateral.", so I could take that and make it something like this:

Since the corruption is slowly taking over while he was choking halo, alan's vision was completely different and not his normal/usual vision after it got injected into him. (I thought of giving him that change just so it would make more sense here! I hope but I am not 100% sure-) his vision is like some tint of purple, as for the people around him it depends, if he sees someone he doesn't know at all then to him they would be blurry and would be known as a "threat/danger", maybe making him having a bit of a hard time trusting others since he doesn't know who is who, but if he sees someone that is his loved one or he knows about, they will be completely visible to him/making him know who the person is, and if he gets to know a person more then his vision on that person will slowly start to be less blurry and more visible!

While he was choking halo and still had some sanity in him, he didn't even know who he was choking and thought to himself that it was one of those fighters he would fight in the arena and didn't want to kill another one since he remembered that he killed one from the first time he entered in the ring, so using a bit of his control he managed to let him go and shield himself instead!

I was about to type down something about halo of how I think he would react and be like after seeing Alan being like this now, I wasn't 100% sure about it because I was afraid of any mischaracterizes with him, but for all I know is that halo is being halo which means he'll be an absolute asshole-

But anyways yeah I did more thinking about the whole part from the video so tell me if there's any confusions of other things that don't make sense so I can try and fix it! I'm happy again to see you both loving the au so far! ^^

OH MAN, when i read the part where he sees his loved ones better. I just want to tear up, it's so beautiful BUT I CAN JUST SMELL ANGST ACHKKKKK. I have to remember, i cannot start bouncing on the wall because i am not in my room but in the car, let's all calm down people. I AM CALM, I AM CALM (goes rabid)

BUT I LOVE THIS AND I NEED MORE, the day i see this written down or illustrated more is the day i get called by stick jesus and telling me i've finally ascended to stick heaven LMAOOO, don't mind me rambling XDDD KEEP GOING - S

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I THOUGHT OF A NICKNAME FOR MY CS!CORRUPTION!ALAN!!!

HIS NICKNAME WILL BE.... THRALL!!!

The reason for that is when I was trying to find something that fits him AND even have some meaning into it too! Well thrall doesn't exactly fit by the sound of it I think but I think the meaning does! Apparently it means something like this! "the state of being in someone's power or having great power over someone." for example like "the town was in thrall to a villain." it's not directly towards alan but more likely towards the corruption! Since it took over him and consumes him with rage so it's like it is somewhat controlling him to make him just absolutely snap at some point! But ofc like I have stated before that alan has some sanity left in him so he is still in control! Sorry alan but that will be your nickname now! ^^

Also have another thought about if CS!Corruption!Alan/Thrall were to meet the OG which is CS!Alan/Snow, wonder how the OG would react to having another version of himself after meeting frost! But this version is extremely f*cked up to the core probably- I think- dang I really need to think and focus more about the AU- T-T

But if thrall were to meet him, I'd say their reaction would just remain silent while observing his OG self.... And possibly even have a lot of thoughts caused by the corruption... Probably something like: "he seems safe" "why didn't you fight back" "you could have been like him if it wasn't for that serum" "you could've snapped" "why didn't you?" having all those kinds of thoughts in him until they eventually spoke: "I am glad to see you are in a more safer place in your universe, I really am." which is thrall fighting off those thoughts and saying what he wanted to say! And maybe even give a random pat on the head for snow as well after saying that- probably really shows how he's grateful for his other self! He'll probably even be more grateful for frost as well for managing to escape successfully! :DD

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- I NEED TO MAKE HIS DESIGN SO BAD!!!

OOOHHH THEN THRALL SHALL BE THE NAME OF CS!CORRUPTION!ALAN AU TOT TOT

Clever and very fitting too I like it :33

And Thrall meeting Snow... OH BOI I didn't know that this might be a scenario that I could get interested in cause like Frost meeting his AU predecessors (idk???) seems like one sweet and fairly normal conversation that just makes me chuckle to myself whenever I think of their interaction cause hehehe they're so silly XPP

But when it comes to Thrall meeting Snow, we know how messed up Thrall's situation is with him dealing with eugh HALO, 06, and the corruption. If we're talking about Snow's reaction to Thrall, I could imagine him just silently thinking in silent horror, "What happened to... him?" Here, front of him, is a version of him who experienced the same circumstances as him, only diverging from a single point that is the corruption. Assuming that the Snow Thrall is talking to is Snow after he escaped the arena, would Snow feel guilty for being grateful that at least he was lucky to escape unscathed...? Actually no, Snow escaping "unscathed" is a lie cause we all know that something changde in his brain chemistry during the arena. NO ONE would be left unaffected after that horrible (understatement of the century) experience. More like, be saved by and united with his kids? Yeah, a lot is going through his mind right now

It's a whole different story if Thrall is talking to AA Snow (Snow at the beginning of Arc 3) cause I could imagine Thrall just being reminded of a time when he was happier (I say 'happier' loosely cause we know that these Alans are 'happier' cause they're less miserable compared to during the arena) through Snow, and Snow would probably silently freak out about his future when he sees Thrall (rightfully so too TOT)

The mental image of Thrall just patting Snow (and Frost too) is giving me //>w<// feelings. It's really something to see counterparts of you managing to escape the arena, huh? All these Alans just being able to relate to each other because of REALLY bad events is just one bittersweet situation :'))

HEHE We'll be looking forward to your design if you're done with it X33 and Spongey's busy writing again (and being cooked :PP) - JM

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A few CS!CorruptionAlan AU stuff I thought of!

Considering how this alan will be more attached to null than ever, that could even mean he doesn't even want to leave her side at all after literally witnessing her getting shot but is luckily alive and okay in this AU, maybe not exactly being with her all the time but more like.... Checking up on her too much and keep asking if she's okay or fine maybe? Something like that though!

Started to think about slate... Probably the same thing happens by him escaping with mauve and alice during when alan was corrupted and was causing a lot at the facility expect it's just null out of the picture, after all of that everything is mostly the same like blank slate but instead slate is willing to find alan and null to help since he knows halo will somewhat come after them both so he is again willing to help them out, he didn't help them when they were about to escape together so now he actually will when he finds them

Speaking of alan and null, I was thinking about where those two would be going now.... I was already thinking about back to null's house but it feels like they could be found easily located if the location is obvious enough for halo, so I was thinking of another place in the city or some sort of hideout.... Yeah I'm not entirely sure so I will probably need some help on that- ^^"

As for the absolute bastard halo..... I feel like in this AU he actually wants to find alan and get him back because he does seem to be one of halo's favorite fighters/pets, so halo is willing to get him back because he doesn't want to lose his favorite fighter.... Not again (which could end up giving alan far more worst punishments than just shocking him with a collar, fantasizing worst possible outcomes for alan... Oh halo you sadistic little b- THIS JUST FEELS LIKE HE'S WILLING TO TAME A "BEAST" AT THIS POINT-)

There's more thoughts in mind but I wanna keep them in for now for another time or to think about it more! So hope y'all enjoyed reading these so far!!! :DD

AWWW It's Null and Alan against the world. I like this mother son duo so much that it's making me cry since it's been a while since I've seen these two in one sentence TOT

As for the hiding place, if not Null's house (which right decision cause ain't no way they are going to get caught early on the story) maybe it could be somewhere outside the city, far away so that they couldn't be immediately spotted? Although it would probably take time to get there ;-; Probably it would be best for them to hide deep in the mountains and forest where Alan could probably hunt all the food he could get :PP

Grrr not Halo again... ALL MY HOMIES HATE HALOO GRRRR >:((

But demm, I guess we'll be looking forward to what will happen next in this CS Corruption au. Like I'm quaking in my boots on who will find the two first :00

Like... WHO WILL FIND ALAN AND NULL FIRST? A RACE AGAINST TIME!! We first have here Halo >:(( wanting to find Alan just to *gag* tame and make him his pet... AGAIN. Next, we have Slate, together with Alice and Mauve, trying to find them before Halo could ever reach them. Lastly, and let's not forget, the Hollowhead kids! Pick a team and bet your money who will find them!!

This whole situation just gives me this whole vibe ToT and thank you for the food hehe X33 - JM

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YESSSSSSSSSSSS EXACTLY!!! LIKE HIS OWN SOFT HEART IS STILL THERE NO MATTER WHAT FOR HIS LOVED ONES AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT AT ALL, AGAIN DESPITE HIS CORRUPTION HE STILL TRIES HIS BEST TO MANAGE IT AND STAY SANE JUST AFTER EVERYTHING, HE PUTS HIS LOVED ONES FIRST MORE THAN HIMSELF, HE'LL RISK HIS OWN LIFE FOR HIS LOVED ONES, HE WILL EVEN JUST DIE TO MAKE HIS OWN LOVED ONES SAFE AND SOUND NO MATTER THE PAIN HE HAS TO BARE, BECAUSE THAT'S HOW ALAN IS, HE DOESN'T CARE HE JUST DOESN'T AT ALL, HE WILL DO IT EITHER WAY AND NO MATTER WHAT

And as people would say... "Dogs are so weird, even if you hurt them they'll still love you", that's how alan is meant to be, because Alan is well.... Alan, he got ill in the first place from focusing on his children and others more than himself, he worked under victim before just to fix their relationship, he cries whenever someone is angry at him or he makes a mistake towards that person, he isolated himself from everyone after the AB/06 incident due to not being able to shake off the feelings at all and thought he shouldn't have those feelings from being an adult, heck who knows how his human friends would think of the person he became! DJ, his wife, his daughter, skim, skip, jaiden, james, and others! But... Despite everything.... It's still him, even if he has ruined himself too much already and how those who have ruined him as well too

AND I SHALL USE MY BRAIN AND SEARCH AROUND TO FIND ALL THE ANGST I COULD GATHER FOR THIS AU!!!

Honestly why do I feel like CSCorruptedAlan would feel much more attached to null than ever after managing to actually escape together (I MISS HER SMM NULL WAKE UP YOU NEED TO BE THERE FOR YOUR SON- *AHEM* FOR ALAN-)

Like think about it! She stayed with him and tried all of her best to help and keep him safe from things for three whole weeks, didn't leave his side at all and would offer him comfort too during all of those days. Despite sometimes having some delusional thoughts about null leaving him like how he thought everyone else did by not "searching" for him at all for three weeks, he manage to still have a lot of trust for her! (At this point typing all of this down seems like this alan will be having trust issues and definitely some bad people pleasing behaviors too.....) but I can also see null being somewhat patient and understanding towards alan about them and still stayed by his side anyways which that would make him attached to her more, like a child who is attached to one parent only because they're used to a routine with that parent the most

But of course the hollow heads and color gang aka his children are still there in his heart and loves them all deeply too! Because he knows that nothing could ever replace them, despite all of his rage that he has inside of him now... The soul is still being healed by being with children (unless a big misunderstanding happens between them all which makes his rage screw him up a lot probably...... *looks at victim* yeah....)

Also a thought about the original CS!Alan but just actually imagine how his own wife and his own daughter are waiting for him to come back to them... Back to his real family :(....

Oh yeah i agree with this one, CS Alan himself is already kind of attached to Null himself. So CS Corruption Alan would definitely "be more" attached to Null.

Cause yeah! I agree that Null literally stayed with Alan through thick and thin, when all this time she could just run away for herself and save her own hide!! And Alan being Alan, thinking the others had forgotten about him. Alan and Null certainly did build trust throughout that 3 weeks they have been stuck together in that damn hellhole. It's no wonder that Alan would be attached to her, since Null is the only person that has been taking care of him.

In the end, Alan is just like a child. He certainly craves for the love that he always wanted from the others....

Alan's love for his kids would never disappear, even with what happened before he was taken away. I mean I'm sure he had this line.

If it's a bit blurry, here it is;

Your own love will be your weakness, Alan

Soon your ruin will come, from those who you love

Then ruined i will be

I've always foreshadowed that Alan's fall will be in the hands of his children or slash the people he loves, and somehow AB telling Alan this and him accepting it is just...Alan Core!

But again, Alan's love is unimaginable. He truly loves his kids. Even if they are the reason why he's turned out like this in the end. AB has always said that Alan's love was his own weakness.

Even with those "rage" he has, nothing could take over the love he has for all of them. I mean, look at how he accepted the fact that he could "die" because of them???!!! And they still think Alan would put them in danger, and it just hurts ya know?

If it's a bit blurry, here it is;

Do you feel it?

No one cares about you Alan

It's okay

Alan has always accepted that his love will never be requited, or their love will never be as deep and as meaningful as his....

Maybe, just maybe a new "blank slate" would be better for Alan, because all the pain he has been through can make anyone's mind break. It's like keeping a dying dog, just euthanize the dog and let it rest at this point.

And i rest my cause, so make CS Corruption Alan much angstier than mine, i give you the crown!!! - S

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Spongey couldn't express her sticksona's feelings very well so I helped her :pp

I like the art and speedpaint AAAHHHH >w<

Spongey likes it too. She says she's vibrating and tweaking on her seat :pp

And I wanna ask how does the corruption works? I'm not that knowledgeable in corruption aus so I'm walking on blinds here so please excuse my asking of basic ahh questions. Like I know from the previous animatic that the corruption came from the syringe thingy but where did it come from? Is it from a sort of experiment that like what, came from an scientist associate of Halo and Halo approved of in trying it out on Alan cause sadism is fun :DD? What was the liquid supposed to do to Alan and was it the intended purpose?

As for ideas, I only have questions so... ;__;

My bad 0_0; - JM

*feeds @chickenkurage some CSCorruptionAlan art for them both*

I honestly was struggling a little with the background and how I wanted to look like as a finished piece but I still love how it turned out! :DD

And a speedpaint with a song that fits him (+ the original CS!Alan as well) a lot by the lyrics too! :333

The context for this I thought of... "What if victim still wanted to reset him and alan found out about it which made his corruption out of control because of it wanting to let out his rage towards them", not sure how that would happen or maybe it's like another way to... Remove the corruption out of him but that would also mean the consequences of resetting him too? Not 100% sure about this for now but I can see something like that happen in the AU!

ALAN TRIES TO STOP HIMSELF FROM HURTING VICTIM AND OTHERS BECAUSE HE STILL HAS A HEART FOR THEM ALL BUT IT PROBABLY GETS OUT OF CONTROL LATER ON :(( I WOULD ALSO LOVE TO HEAR SOME IDEAS THOUGH ABOUT THIS IF Y'ALL HAVE ANY OFC!!! NOT FORCING AT ALL-