#DONT COME BACK AROUND ME. NO NEVERRRR

[chumpsalmon]

HC Ramblings for all the mercsxreader

Cw: nsfw content

Scout: He loves to swim!! He lives for the beach!! He wants to go to trampoline parks with you. This dude is just full of energy all the time. Super active guy who's also a beach volleyball WARRIOR!!!!!! Dont play w him! He also loves to end an active day with fucking the shit out of you. This day has been full of excitement and it's the cherry on top for him to please you. I believe this guys an anal FIEND, too, giving AND RECIEVING prob mweh heh heh

Demoman: Gets Crunk and gets horny!!! This may be strange but I would like to write something where he double teams you with soldier. I think this guy massages your feet, too. Nothing sexual just like a respect thing. Don't play w me foots rubs are soo nice..

Medic: evil af. probably neglectful or gay.. on the other hand period sex tho...

Engineer: Ugh this handsome man loves to ramble to you! He loves just talking to you about his smart stuff, and helping you try to understand it. If youre intrigued and ask to learn hes marrying you on the spot. I believe this guy also loves sex toys --- He's never gonna reject the opportunity to utilize toys to make you feel twice as good. He's comfortable and confident in his abilities. He's a soft lover, and loooves to give you some princess treatment when the opportunity arises- also has dirty finger nails that are perma-stained by oil.

Heavy: big.. whoa. super tender and loving! he loves to spoil you and i would like to think hes big on back massages. also hes a little more on the submissive side. I think he's an incredible listener and will neverrrr forget a thing.

Sniper: Stinky man. Mans man. 3-1 shampoo/conditioner/bodywash- man. Despite this his musk is still quite nice i think tbh i love stinky men. i like to think he also has like a slight tummy you know just a lil bit. it is canon he crochets so i believe he will make a little blanket for you. Not real big on pda but loves to tease you in public. i think he loves road head. i believe hes super dominate and loves to take out his frustrations in the bedroom. Loooooves prey/pred play.

Spy: Loves to shower with you - watch you shower (esp when you dont know hes watching). Big on spoiling you. Doesn't let you do a thing when you guys are relaxing with each other. He's a true gentleman. I think he likes to be tied up sometimes, too. Probably a fan of threesomes.

Pyro: lights you on fire. just kidding. I think they love wax play, temp play, stuff like that. on the other side of that really loving, cuddle bug when it comes to just chillin with each other.

Soldier: OORHAHHHH!!! Loves to throw you around. Dominate and a proud American patriot. Pretty vanilla sex besides tying you up because thats cool. unintentionally bullies you sometimes. very sweet though nonetheless, Usually i imagine he takes a nurturing role but sometimes i believe secretly alone when he's with you he wants to be little spoon and be cared for on the occasion.

[theabandonedunknown-blog]

dont know what the fuck this is

DO YOU EVER KIND OF WONDER WHAT LOVE REALLY IS? IS IT a FIGMENT OF OUR IMAGINATION? FLASHING BACK A HANDFUL OF YEARS… I HAD FALLEN IN LOVE FOR THE FIRST TIME. OR SO I HAD THOUGHT. (((THIS WILL JUMP AROUND THREE BILLION TIMES BEFORE YOU’LL UNDERSTAND THE POINT OF WRITING IT, OR AT LEAST WHO I AM AS A PERSON.))) WELL, KNOWING MYSELF I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I AM ALWAYS HESITANT TO GET CLOSE TO PEOPLE IN TERMS OF A RELATIONSHIP. I DO NOT LIKE FEELING VULNERABLE AND I HAVE TROUBLE WITH MANY THINGS SUCH AS INTIMACY, EYE CONTACT, WHATEVER. IVE ALWAYS BEEN SO CURIOUS ABOUT LOVE, MAKING ME JUST ABOUT THE STUPIDEST PERSON ANYONE COULD KNOW. I WANT TO FEEL WHAT REAL LOVE IS LIKE, I WANT TO UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING SPOKEN ABOUT AND WRITTEN IN THE BOOKS. I AM AWARE THAT I AM YOUNG, BUT IT FEELS LIKE TIME IS RUNNING OUT. I HAVE ALWAYS FELT LIKE I NEED TO COMPLETE THE BIG THINGS IN LIFE IMMEDIATELY. MAYBE THIS IS BECAUSE A HIGHER POWER KNOWS I WILL NOT BE HERE LONG. ANYWAY, I AM TERRIFIED YET CURIOUS. MY FIRST RELATIONSHIP I FORCED MYSELF TO LOVE THIS BEING, WITH EVERYTHING I HAD. THIS WAS THE WORST DECISION I COULD EVER MAKE. I WAS 15. I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA. LITTLE DID I KNOW THIS PERSON WOULD THEN RUIN MY ENTIRE LIFE AND FIVE YEARS LATER I WOULD STILL HAVE BEEN WITH THEM…. STUPID, YES. (NEVER ONCE SAID I WAS SMART)..... BLAH BLAH BLAH, MORAL OF THE STORY IS I LEFT THAT WITH A FEW THINGS

YOU CAN BELIEVE SOMEONE LOVES YOU, YET THEY ARE DOING TERRIBLE THINGS NOT TO YOUR KNOWLEDGE

IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOU GIVE A LITTLE BIT, TOO MUCH, OR NOT ENOUGH, THEY WILL NOT TREAT YOU RIGHT, VALUE  YOU, OR STAY WITH YOU

neverrrr trust a man

To be completely honest, this list could probably continue a hell of a lot younger

——> i have learned many things over the past five years of that relationship, parts of myself, and traits and habits I plan to never return to. However, some damage is not to be erased.

Currently i am in my second relationship. I have carried some damage over from before into this… yes, if you truly believe that i should have healed what hurt me so i did not allow myself to ..”Bleed on other people”, then you are so right. Buuuuuut. What if they all are the same? And what if it is because of me? What if all they do is use someone until they have no purpose anymore. What if they just dont care about you, but they still want you around? I will never know how to understand love, that is something i have since come to terms with, yet it still fascinates me. I will continue to love and repair myself and try until i no longer have it in me. Last time it truly almost killed me so we will see how this goes.

[gommyworm]

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[leavemethefuckaloooone]

you know what... last thing and then im gone 🙈. i do have a dudking type. i'll never admit i do but i do. i like a 'bad boy'. how cringy does that sound. i want a guy that cheeky. doesnt show a lot of affection but does not in a corny way but in his little own 'roadman' way... i legit cant explain it. i want a guy whos a little street... bare cheeky... speaks bare slang... drives a decent whip (ngl i want a boy with a humble car)... loves his nikes and grey tracks... loves grime and alladat but surprises me with his curny taste in music ir movies or tv shows... i want him to be black, dark skin, darker than me, like darkkkk, one gold tooth. same sense of humour. but at the same time is ambitious. dont mind if he does fraud but abeg pls tell me youre gonna drop that lifestyle when we get older. i want him to buy me nice stuff and bags, you know what i'm torn between want a nice boy that works retail and has common money but he gies from rags to riches and the nice stuff comes later orrr a guy thats just always had money from street money to business central lindon money) rurher way, he'll love me abd i'll love him. he'll be crazy about me. diesn't show it much, diesn't talk about me much but he is obsessed with me. feels blessed to have me. we facetime baressaas and he always screebshots them. even them days when iMm in bed ans my head is wrapped because he still loves me then, and still thinks im beautiful. videis me on the sly. we have the most hittest fire ciuple nudes together and on my phone in his name on my contacts is a pucture of him lying on my butt. abd everytime he calls the sceeen says daddy 👅 calling. i want him to be like my age 22, 23. interning or just git his first job in computer science... engineering... mechanical engineering 😍😍 omg i'm neverrrr gettibg over that degree. we spend ages sending fubny videos through dm. he's african. eaat london boy. i want him to be freakyytttttttttt. like freaky hunny. i wanna sit on your face. eat my booty. anal. bdsm. i wanna tie him up. stick a finger up his bum hole. try mad mad shit. sex on red everything. sex all over the house. STAMINA!!! BIG COCK not to big but big enough im a bit intimated at first but he teach me how to take it. suck it. grind it. yea daddy i do. omg a cheeky smile. moans. omg i need him to moan for me. the best. kisser. evee. kisses all over. non stop. big hangs. biting. bruv i could be here for ever. i want him to dress like a 'normal' boy ngl, loves him black on black but know how to boss up in all white. fur jackets. puffas. jhus swag. BIG LIPS. ALWAYS GOT A FRESH TRIM. mysterious. gentleman... to an extent... i dunno why but i want him to have abgee issues... i acruallt do not know why. well i dont want that but if he had a bad quality id want it to be that. he nevwr guts me of course but he has a quick anger... that's hot. i'n tge only one who can calm my baby down. i want him to loveeee my weirdness and goifyiness and dopiness. i want him to love my personality soo muxh, laugh at my jokes. tell me i'm not serious all the time with a snile like 'this girl'. we'll chill at his yatd all the time. he lives with two of his boys. trysr me when i saw ive thought and thiught about this over and over. im glad ive gotreb to the pount when i imagine my dream guy and i actually dont think about him. like i really dont. i just a mysteeious dark man. i see jodu suruboe in my gead these days. back ti say dreaming abour celebs again loooll. i want him to be taller than me too. i'm almoat the same height in heels. my dass height is perf. hardworking and always stays positive like my dad. he always has his arm around me. when we public we hold hands sometimes loool but when we do, i'm always behind him and my boob is on his upper arm, if that makws sense. i know what i mean lol. he pushes me to say what is on my mind. always emphasuses communicatiom bwcause i knowww thats gonna be my issue in a relationship. i lowjey hope i stay with my furst biyfruend firever. we may have a break because we are sooi consumed in our careers and we never dind time fir each other but i feel so depressed without him and vice versa i text him or he texts me ans ww nwwt up and as soon as ww meet up again its like nothing happened and we promissseee to make ur work this time. we get maerued bave the most lit weddibg, have our threw biys and one surprise girl and live happuly. ever. after. welcime to tge world inside my head. 😌