I’ve seen a couple of interpretations about Maya and Mason’s talk. About how this is her letting go of the need to find him and forgive herself for “leaving” him. Which I agree with 100%.
But I also think that the realization Maya came to is that she’s NOT Lane. She will never be Lane. Because she chose love. She’s felt love and accepted love.
I think it’s her letting go of her fears. Letting go of the idea that she will be cruel to her kids because her father was cruel to her.
Maya will be a great mother. And I think she finally believes that.