#DecemberThoughts

[rrrabeeeeeee]

I can't let December go. I can't let this year go. There are things to be solved, to be found and to be replaced.

[kulfiy]

No one is permanent😇

@KulFiy . . . .

[needlings]

Probably should do some pompom sprinkles…🤔 Anyway! Orders are coming along here still! Shipping deadlines are quickly approaching so if you haven’t made your holiday Etsy orders yet, this is your reminder to do so! Needlings.Etsy.com 📫📦#handmade #decemberthoughts #wip (at Hamilton, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXCkpBlFz0J/?utm_medium=tumblr

[sarasittin]

When people change it is your duty to support this change .. if the whole world is fighting them .. be the one who is watering this seed .. watching people becoming better because of the act of kindness you did is a sort of self love .. always do it .. but remember to not take full responsibility for them .. let them do it themselves and you watch and support .. and finally if you genuinely feel it, it’s okay to tell them “ Congratulations you’ve arrived .”

[elizabethvargassays]

Nothing is ever sure in life but death

And that’s the one thing most of us do not think of unless we are forced to. And life forces us, sooner or later, in a variety of ways.

If we’ve been lucky, our first brush of death was, on a Disney movie. 

I was really young, maybe 5 or 6 years old when I first saw Bambi. And I didn’t quite understand what happened on that scene where Bambi’s mother doesn’t come back, but I knew something bad had happened, just for the music, and the desperate tone of Bambi’s voice while searching for her.

Still, in a child mind, death is not a concept easy to comprehend. I could play the movie again (not that I did often) and Bambi’s mother would be there again. 

At this point in my life, I am unable to watch that movie without becoming a sobbing mess. I, however, recognize know that Bambi is a story that shows, in a way, how after suffering such loss, life can turn out to be beautiful again.

Later in life, I experienced the loss of a pet more than once. Each of them have been really special for me. The dogs I’ve lost have lived long and happy lives, which is a consolation for the change of them not being there anymore. 

Every time one of our dogs passed away, the entire family swore that never again would we own a dog, the pain was too new and strong, we could never love a new pet again the same way.

Yet, another beautiful creature came along and loved us so much that we were unable to resist. We loved them all in a different way from one another. 

It’s different with people.

They are really irreplaceable. And the void their absence leaves cannot be filled again.

I still miss my grandparents, almost 14 years away from their deaths. 

I still miss my uncle after 3 years he passed.

And now, I deeply miss my mother in law, and it has only been a month. I know there is a long road to walk for us to feel fine again. 

This situation has made terribly aware that, at one point in life, what has happened to my boyfriend will happen to me. The fear I feel when I think of it brings tears to my eyes and I quickly search for ways to distract myself from those thoughts.

The reality remains, we can’t predict the future. Maybe tomorrow, we’ll be here. Maybe not. 

I choose now, to live as fully as I can with what I have. 

I choose to strive for more, but to not live unhappy with the circumstances the present has for me.

I choose peace with all my heart and soul, I choose growth. 

I, with all that comes with it, choose to live.

[swajayreyansh]

Hello December...1st day of last month of the the year 2017..let’s adieu,au revoir, ave, bon voyage, congé this year with all our big heart.enjoy with friends,family..enjoy the moment,cherish the memories which got to made this year..treasure the lesson learnt this year.forgive those who not even sorry love those whom you know they will not appreciate..be a person of big heart,big thought❣️. ❣️. Look how far we have come let’s make it count in a worth while in a good way in everything or anything which you want which will make a difference in your life,somebody else life to the society..be the person who spread love positivity kindness & peace..what goes around comes around that’s very true..❣️. Humanity has no religion it has only one religion that’s religion of feelings..world needs less hatred more love,world needs much more compassion than unendurable..this life is very beautiful the more you love life,the more you positive you will get the same in that much abundance that your heart will fall off space. ❣️. Be a person of vibe, good vibes ,positive vibes ,vibes of peace...nothing wrong in being little polite and a soul of positive energy.❣️. Let’s give gratitude to almighty for giving this life for being healthy,for being alive for being sane..there were many who left this world many would be fighting for their survival..let’s do some good work..❣️. Soon we are going to enter a new year..a chance of new beginning,write something beautiful ..❣️. Be a TREE who give shadow to every other passers by without any ease.❣️. Be A River who quench thirst for every ppl of this world without any discrimination,without being appraised..❣️. Assimilate from if not from any person nature has so much to make us master in selfless love & a person of love & integrity.#decemberthoughts#adios2017#positivemindset#happylife#goodvibes#positivevibes#swatismotivationalthought

[lacenleatherxo]

Found myself (1/2) #notlookingback #reflections #decemberthoughts #theendoftheyear 🖤

[flowernamedanxiety]

Cursed is my head

My thoughts & my bones

Cursed are the lies

Living inside my dome

Making me uncertain

Making me shake

Making me blue

I don't feel awake

I feel fake

I feel faux

I feel undesired

I feel woe

My head is spinning

Tears pour out

My life's not my own

I want to cry out

Make it stop!

Send my thoughts away

Lock them up tight

Don't let them stray

I can't risk infecting

The people around

With these unfiltered thoughts

That roam the town

The village of my mind

Where nothing is safe

Nothing is off limits

This must be my fate

Why does it get me

Every time I'm alone

I can't keep fighting

Inside my own home

Something else

Lives upstairs with me

I let them in by accident

Now they won't leave

There's no unlocking these doors

Once you're in, you're stuck

I'm scared of myself

I think I'm fucked

What would you do?

If demons roamed your mind

Not letting you sit still

Not letting you unwind

Sleep's not an option

They come in my dreams

Enslaving me in my slumber

You can't hear my screams

I ask Jesus for help

& He opens that door

But I stray from him again

& of course, once more

They grab & they pull

At every thought, every move

Not one second is my own

To win is to lose

I give up.

I want sleep

Let me go

Let me weep

Allow me one second

To feel alive or real

Then back at it again

Can't stop spinning this wheel

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12.28.2020

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-a Flower named Anxiety

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#rhymes #poetry #anxiety #mymindismyenemy #decemberthoughts #someonehelpme

[adventuresnluv]

On the third day of December a little bird reminded me that everyone (that means you) is worthy of happiness! 💜💜💜 . . . . . . #christmasdays #decemberdays #decemberthoughts #adventuresnluv #tuesdayvibes — view on Instagram https://ift.tt/2LePnIg

[kishirukitoji]

I get to see and write my thoughts for this year I have written everything pages to pages My roller coaster of emotions: Sadness of outspoken words Happiness of unspoken words Despair of unspoken words Insanity of unspoken words Sweetness of unspoken words Bitterness of unspoken words But the most ecstatic that I felt this year Is my HEART's UNSPOKEN WORDS where I found LOVE is the most complex feeling as you grow older in this world Yes!!! Love it is! Love! Love! Love #loveinthecoldmonthofdecember #decemberthoughts #2k17thoughts #seriouslyidontknowwhattohashtag

[blackchocolate15-blog]

What a bittersweet feeling to recognise the one who has always been there, now filling up your mind with confusion and dependency, maybe with the most honest kind of love...

Decemberthoughts

[kentvancil3]

#decemberthoughts #thoughtoftheday (at Gulf Breezes, Gulf Breeze, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrDDAsYDMyp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u8bhf09dypfz

[youknowtet]

This gospel is for everyone fighting their own battles everyday. Keep your sword upright till the end. Let your blood flow through the remnants of your broken self. Let your better, stronger self mend all the wounds and scars of almost falling apart. That's when you'll know you're ready to fly. #DecemberThoughts 📷© Panic at the Disco

[calenderthoughts]

2. I'll see you when the road decide it's time for our paths to cross again.

-DecemberThoughts