#Eric Elsonheir

[victoryillustrations]

Animal symbol version of my character Eric Elsonheir and @creative-jackalope character Finsterl Tyto

[creative-jackalope]

Artwork by me - image ID included - click for full quality! These are my and @victoryillustrations' original characters. Please do not tag as kin/me/id etc. and do not use, repost, edit, etc. without permission.

Inspired by a scene from a roleplay I've been doing with @victoryillustrations! Gunshot wounds to the stomach are nasty little things...

[angstingantlers]

Whump, angst, hurt/comfort, and dark fiction sideblog. General cw for blood, injury, threat, harm, and otherwise dark themes.

Note: This is not a sexual blog. I am generally not a fan of explicit NSFWhump and will rarely if ever post things that are intended to be read as sexual. Feel free to like/reblog for those reasons but please do not add overly sexual comments on my original posts unless they already contain explicit sexual content. For my comfort I will block blogs that I notice doing this.

DNI, blog info, & tags under the cut.

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About Me

My name is Hunter, he/him. I am a queer, neurodivergent, and mentally ill adult over the age of 25. I'm a digital artist and writer who tends to be drawn towards horror, tragedy, and content involving either my original characters or specific fandom characters I've latched onto. I am white and live in the UK, and have a BSc (Hons) in Criminological & Forensic Psychology.

My main special interests include the horror genre and the nature of fear and trauma in media, psychology (especially in relation to rehabilitation and prison reform), prehistory, and my original characters.

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DNI

I am very liberal with the block button. Consider this a heads up that if you follow/like/reblog from me and I notice you fit the following criteria, then I will block you (and report you, if appropriate).

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⦿ The usual suspects: radfem, nazi, support Palestinian genocide, other bigots, MAPs, zoophiles, radqueer, etc.

⦿ LGBTQ+ exclusionist (transmed, anti-MOGAI, against mspec lesbian/gay, against aspec/arospec/aplspec identities, etc.)

⦿ System exclusionist (anti-endogenic, sysmed, etc.), against informed self-diagnosis for disability/illness, or 'fakeclaims' others

⦿ Proship/anti-anti/etc., treats pedophilic/incestuous dynamics as cute/desirable, ships real people, or posts kink content featuring underage/incest/RPF

⦿ Blogs that encourage self-harm or heavily focus on IRL self-harm -- including EDs

⦿ Blogs with a heavy focus on discourse/drama regardless of your particular 'stance'

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Tags

I try to tag specific media, characters, and actors wherever possible so they can be easily searched or blacklisted, using the following format:

⦿ #media: X, #character: Y, #actor: Z

Example: "#media: Doctor Who, #character: The Tenth Doctor, #actor: David Tennant".

Please feel free to correct me if I make a mistake when tagging media/character/actor names.

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I'll eventually have a tag to put all my original content under. For now you can find it by looking for:

⦿ #writing prompt, #whump prompt, #whump writing, #whump art

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I tag content that features or reminds me of OCs with the following:

⦿ #oc: can't a man just be fucking sad? [Finsterl Tyto]

⦿ #oc: a sad guitar [Deslie Tyto]

⦿ #oc: root of all evil [Hemlock]

⦿ #oc: eric needs a tag [Eric Elsonheir -- @victoryillustrations]

⦿ #oc: the bitter with the sweet [Rowen -- @victoryillustrations]

⦿ #au: supers in seattle

⦿ #au: -tag pending: zombies-

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Interests

The rest of this post serves as an extremely long breakdown of the things under this umbrella that I do and don't enjoy, followed by media that fulfills these interests or that I want to check out. For anything not mentioned here, you can assume I either don't feel strongly on it or don't know it exists.

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Character archetypes I like:

⦿ Resistant, defiant, & sassy

⦿ Arrogant & egotistical

⦿ Intensely manipulative

⦿ Completely broken/conditioned

⦿ Feral & animalistic

⦿ Non-human/anthropomorphic/magical

⦿ God-like figures

⦿ Villains & anti-heroes

⦿ Siblings

⦿ First responders (paramedics, firefighters, etc.)

⦿ Characters trying their best but still making mistakes/that aren't infallible

⦿ Specific OCs/fandom characters

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Hurt themes I like:

⦿ Interrogation

⦿ Hostage, ransom, kidnapping, etc.

⦿ Targeted, sustained abuse over time

⦿ Betrayal

⦿ Solo survival (lost alone, being hunted, trapped in rubble, etc.)

⦿ Surgery & surgical emergencies

⦿ Medical experimentation

⦿ Self-sacrifice/self-inflicted suffering

⦿ Near-death experiences

⦿ Being bloody/injured/beaten up & generally in pain

⦿ Being very vocal & reactive to pain

⦿ Enduring extended suffering & dissociating from extreme pain

⦿ Shivering & trembling

⦿ Exhaustion & being forced to give up/unable to keep going

⦿ Heart conditions

⦿ Fever, headaches, & migranes

⦿ Sleep deprivation & insomnia

⦿ Hallucinations, delusions, & paranoia

⦿ Emotional distress & breakdowns, especially in fear/panic

⦿ Suicidal ideation & casual risk-taking/recklessness as a result

⦿ Sadistic/impossible choices

⦿ Hypnosis, brainwashing, & mind-control

⦿ Conditioning, especially subtle/unnoticed

⦿ Slow breakdown of willpower/resilience

⦿ Sensory deprivation -- blinded, deafened, etc.

⦿ Loss of bodily control via possession, transformation, etc.

⦿ Threatening with weapons, particularly guns

⦿ Gunshot/stab wounds

⦿ Treating your own wounds (ineffectively)

⦿ Infected wounds

⦿ Restraints; chained up, bound in rope, collared, muzzled, etc.

⦿ Being trapped, purposefully or by accident

⦿ Manhandling & pinning

⦿ Grabbing by the face, throat, chin, & hair

⦿ Forced to kneel or take another respectful posture

⦿ Forced to accept comfort or other intimacy from their harmer

⦿ Backhanded affection or praise

⦿ Tragic ending/no escape/no recovery/etc.

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Recovery/comfort themes I like:

⦿ Slow, complicated trauma recovery & "messy" victims/survivors

⦿ Focus on restoring the recovering person's autonomy as much as possible; re-learning indepedence & self-care

⦿ Learning to live, not just survive

⦿ Anger/lashing out as a trauma response & learning to manage it

⦿ Unhealthy coping mechanisms -> healthy coping mechanisms

⦿ Exploring/coping with triggers & phobias caused by trauma

⦿ Realistic de-conditioning

⦿ Hidden trauma/injuries being discovered & treated

⦿ Aid with caring for injuries

⦿ Resistance to accepting help & learning to accept help

⦿ Having no choice but to accept help (severe injury, illness, etc.)

⦿ Caretakers as friends, teammates, found family, or siblings

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I'm sometimes interested in but can be sensitive to:

⦿ Death of significant characters

⦿ Characters dealing with grief

⦿ Impalement except in specific circumstances

⦿ Most natural disaster scenarios

⦿ Honestly most of the standard comfort-focused/caretaker content that's out there, it ranges from being uninteresting to making me feel uncomfortable 4/5 times

⦿ Caretakers as parental figures or romantic partners

⦿ Whumpers as parental figures

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I'm usually uninterested by/can tolerate:

⦿ BBU & other socially accepted pet/slave scenarios

⦿ Idealised/'perfect' caretakers

⦿ Focus on romantic or sexual relationships between characters in general

⦿ Generic character names (ie. just called 'Whumpee'), it just takes me out of it

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I may sometimes write the following myself, but almost always avoid or need to be in a specific mindset for:

⦿ "Bad boy/girl/dog/etc.", "You've been bad", etc. -- I hate that word and characters being called it

⦿ Explicit usage of medical needles/syringes

⦿ Alcohol/recreational drugs & substance use disorders

⦿ Trapped in fires & other fire-based scenarios/harm

⦿ Focus on graphic abuse or violence to children/younger teenagers (if it's offscreen or in backstory it's fine)

⦿ Parental abuse from father-figures

⦿ Infantilisation & treating bodily adults like children

⦿ Abuse for being autistic or having a similar condition/disability

⦿ Abuse related to enforcing gender identity standards, ie. demeaning a man for being feminine/woman for being masculine, misgendering a trans person, forcing someone to wear gendered clothing, etc.

⦿ Abuse related to a perceived lack of intelligence, ie. excessive use of insults like "stupid" or "dumb", being ridiculed or punished for not understanding something, etc.

⦿ Explicit sexual harrassment & sexual abuse

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Media

A list of content I've seen that scratches my itches well or that I want to look into. Always open for recommendations if you think there's something I'd like!

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Completed:

⦿ A very, very, very long list of generic horror movies

⦿ Apostle

⦿ Beaten To Death

⦿ Hannibal NBC

⦿ The Inheritance Cycle (Eragon, Eldest, Brisingr, & Inheritance)

⦿ Jekyll & Hyde (Musical)

⦿ Lucifer

⦿ Mad Max: Fury Road

⦿ The Passenger

⦿ Ravenous (1999)

⦿ Watership Down

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Partially Completed:

⦿ 9-1-1 & 9-1-1 Lone Star (s2)

⦿ Casualty & Holby City (scattered arcs/episodes)

⦿ Game of Thrones (literally just Theon's scenes)

⦿ Grey's Anatomy & spin-offs (... s14? Or so?)

⦿ Grimm (unsure how much)

⦿ Once Upon A Time (scattered episodes)

⦿ Our Flag Means Death (s1)

⦿ The Vampire Diaries (s5 I believe?)

⦿ The Walking Dead & spin-offs (partway through s9 or 10)

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To Check Out:

⦿ The Blacklist

⦿ Broadchurch

⦿ Doctor Who

⦿ Endeavour

⦿ Hawaii Five-O

⦿ House MD

⦿ Leverage

⦿ Loki (& some MCU)

⦿ The Magnus Archives

⦿ The Revenant

⦿ Peaky Blinders

⦿ Prodigal Son

⦿ The Rookie

⦿ Station 19

⦿ Supernatural

⦿ The Witcher

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Notes To Self

I'd love to learn how to make my own movie/TV show gifs at some point. I know the basics but not enough to be happy with. This is a reminder of things I want to gif once I am ready to dedicate time to learning.

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⦿ The Conjuring: The Devil Made Me Do It: Ed's heart condition

⦿ Mad Max: Fury Road: Max bound/muzzled & scenes with Furiosa

⦿ Apostle: Lots of Thomas and of the goddess

⦿ The Walking Dead: So much

[victoryillustrations]

Tupper and Arvae icon of my character Eric Elsonheir

[victoryillustrations]

Reference Art of my Original Character, Eric Elsonheir.