#Erwin x Bita

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Game: Guess what I'm staring at

Hint: I'm happy.

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mdni

Nooo I definitely didn't have a dream last night where Erwin had his head between my legs or anything

And no he wasn't extremely gentle as he caressed the back of my thighs and hips and as he pushed the black lace away from my body and he DID NOT tease me for a LONG time before he finally dived in hehidudihdidjdihsisjisssisjos

Edited: DID I MENTION I WAS ON HIS DESK???

Honestly I wish yall a dream like that with your f/o if you're into that ×_×

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I drew me and Erbin while listening to "Edelweiss~Bill Lee"

And here's my inspiration:

Just imagine this song with Erwin's voice 🥺

I've done the convo with other characters too. I'll post them soon♡

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Originally I wanted it to be a family drawing, where Erwin is reading a bedtime story to our baby (perhaps to Diako), BUT halfway through I changed my mind and came to the realization that in fact I am the baby and no one deserves a good bedtime story more than I do >:(🧡🧡🧡

+ look at my strawberry plushie!!!

I went from not being able to draw male body AT ALL to failing at it and making it look like doner kabab T - T xD to drawing shirtless Erwin. It's good enough for me. I'm proud 😌

(Also my fam pointed out that I've been painting my skin darker than it is, so now I'm trying not to? Am I the only one who can't tell their own skin tone? :|)

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•-• I. Said. Call me. Daddy. Commander.

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Making the Commander all pretty🌸✨💗

It would defo take some convincing but it can be done!!

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This is me carrying Erwin like the little princess that he is💗

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OH MY GOD I JUST REMEMBERED MY DREAM FROM THIS MORNING/LAST NIGHT.

I can't remember all of it,

Just this one scene where Erwin and I were introduced to each other for the first time;

We were standing in front of each other

After greeting me, he extended his pwetty and large hand, for a handshake I guess? I couldn't tell if he wanted to shake my hand or just... hold my hand for a moment as a greeting, IDK I WAS CONFUSED IN THE DREAM, OKAY? So I just gently yet a bit shyly/hesitantly laid my hand in his lmao so elegantly. And suddenly I thought "but what if he wanted to shake my hand?? aight, now I give a gentle squeeze and two small shakes and let go"

But seeing that, Erwin leaned in, gently brought my hand to his lips and he placed a kiss on the back of my hand

And I was keeping composure, BUT on the inside I was like rjejeijeijishdisj8shsiw

I still don't know if he initially wanted to shake hands or kiss my hand but I sure made it a bit silly x3

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Lmao why do I suddenly have this strong urge to slap Erwin's.. ahem.. bottom.. xDDD

Like I wanna kick open the door to his office and go " time for spanky spanky, daddy🖐•-• "

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In need of snuggling into Erwin's chest U_U bet his skin is so warm. His large hands would be so gentle♡

Murmuring sweet nothings to each other.

There's a storm going on outside. I love this weather. We're still in the middle of Summer in Solar calendar but hopefully early Autumn is here to stay

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..I'm having a crisis over this (cuz it's so fking bad and I spent a lot of time on it😤 I wanna cry. I did cry)

But I decided to post it despite its mistakes, just to be brave. Sigh. It's okay it's okay it's okayyyyyy not all drawings are good 😣

That's me and Erwin btw.

Is it clear enough I can't draw male body? =)) kill me

No it's ok. I'm learning too, I should be kinder to myself 🤧 bdjhdiueididijd

Also I hate doing backgrounds :| just lemme draw women, that's what I like

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A quick drawing of Diako ^-^ me and Erwin's son

I was tempted to design a baby for us and I finally did. Yay. I'm happy with it. Look at his tiny toes!!!! *~* cccuuuute~

It was my first time drawing a baby. I'm satisfied with the result♡

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Last night I had a dream where I broke up with Erwin for some reason, but we still loved each other. (As always I was a civilian in the dream)

After that, my close friend (adult) Eren started to be closer to me, being even more caring than before, and he sorta confessed that he's had feelings for me all this time (which I already knew). And we started a relationship but I told him to take it slow because I was still dealing with my emotions about the previous relationship. He accepted.

One day, I knew Erwin would be in some part of the forest in some sort of a meeting or something. And I sneaked into the forest to see him from afar. (PATHETIC) I missed him so much T - T

And while coming back, I lost my way but found a road and walked along it and then my Military Police Captain dad accidentally saw me and left his work to take me back to our area 😬😁

When I arrived home it was early morning and Eren was very worried (me and Eren stayed in the same house 🤔)

And I think I lied to him about where I've been... 😞

That night, we were both sitting on Eren's bed, and I was thinking of Erwin all the time and I was so frustrated with myself that I couldn't just forget about him and focus on Eren who clearly cared so much about me. In an overwhelmed state of feeling too many emotions at once, without thinking, I leaned in and kissed Eren. It was our first kiss since I had asked him to take things slow with me. He was shocked but then relaxed and slowly returned the kiss. After a while I pulled back and had tears in my eyes. I was angry with myself that I had kissed him and made him think we're making progress while I still had Erwin on my mind. But I couldn't bring myself to say my thoughts out loud in fear of hurting Eren. Eren wiped my tears and comforted me, and I left as quickly as I could to sleep in my bed in a separate room.

So... we had phones in this dream? And there was an app in this universe.. which had a vintage cozy vibe to it. I can't remember its name. I had a few people followed on it, and Eren wanted to cheer me up and entertain me so he shared Hange's and Levi's accounts with me so I could follow them, and I did, but then noticed there are some very scary images on their accounts, some of them were about titans and titan shifters, they were way too scary for me to handle and I started crying and rushed to Eren's room, He quickly sat up and opened his arms for me, I curled up against his chest. He gently kissed my temple and forehead, murmuring an appology saying that he didn't notice the images would be scary for me and he only meant for me to be entertained.

I gave my phone to him so he could unfollow Hange and Levi for me so I wouldn't have to look at their accounts myself. And as my new boyfriend, he just decided to unfollow Erwin too while he was at it 🙄 and blocked him too. WHY EREN?????

Then he continued to comfort me until I could fall asleep in his bed that night (well we always had been close even before this romantic relationship started)

The next day the scouts were at the beach

Not for swimming, but.. idk. Maybe they wanted to search the sea and find out more about it. And I was there too xD But it was a chill trip to the beach. None of them were in uniform. Erwin was there too, and Oh. My. God. He looked GORGEOUS under the sunlight. I wanted to cry, okay???

He was wearing a thin white button-up shirt, the top part was unbuttoned, and I think he was wearing light brown/beige pants and had folded them up a bit so they wouldn't get wet. He was standing on the beach near the sea, he had found a... dragon. And was trying to tame/befriend it. The dragon was pretty chill with Erwin.

@wyvernslovecake I'm sure I had the dragon part in my dream because of you, Cas hahah

So, for some reason, no one was surprised by the dragon we just thought, "Oh cool, a sea creature perhaps." And it was only, hmm.. a bit bigger than a horse or a bear. I'm sure it wasn't the kind to breathe fire. It was white, with blue eyes, and was standing next to Erwin. The pair of them looked so graceful jehishsihsosj Erwin deserves a white dragon by his side T - T

And I just missed him soooooo much, so I went up to him. I didn't have anything to say. I just really really needed to interact with him, or I would have died T - T

Erwin looked at me with a gentle expression, but I knew him, and I could see the sadness in his eyes. He held a hand to the dragon's head to keep it back so it wouldn't unexpectedly move towards me or something even though it was unlikely. The dragon seemed way too chill to want to attack or anything.

I looked at the dragon for a while, admiring its white scales under the sunlight. Then I looked at Erwin, and after a few moments of silence, we started to talk. Erwin was very polite and gentle as always. And at some point I told him "Eren treats me well, and he loves me so much.. but I miss how it feels to love..." implying that I didn't love Eren back

Erwin's expression softened even more, and his beautiful blue eyes showed even more emotion now.. he was doing a good job of masking his emotions, but I could tell! I knew him well enough to notice. He looked away a bit. We were both conflicted about the situation we were in. We were both holding back ourselves not to jump on each other and just hold onto the other one. I couldn't help the tears that were forming in my eyes and to not make it hard for him, I started walking away while silently crying and thinking oh just how beautiful his golden hair looked under the sunlight and how his blue eyes matched the sea behind him T - T *dramatic music in the background lol*

I was gonna go tell Eren that I couldn't try with him anymore and that my mind was.. focused elsewhere. And I was TOO sad that it woke me from the dream ×_×

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Last night I had a dream where Erwin was away on a mission, 32 days had passed and he was still away, then I recieved a letter from him, saying that he's alright and that he can't wait to be back home UwU and I remember only the words from this part of the letter;

"I'll be soothed once my kiss reaches your skin again" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT can't translate it well nsjdhisieiisjdjejoks.

SIR. HOW DARE YOU. (*ﾉ ~ ﾉ)

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I had an AoT dream.

In this dream, I had memories of me and Erwin being together and that my father had accidentally heard me call Erwin "daddy" :| and I was feeling awkward as hell.

Then as the dream started, me and my father -who was a Military Police Captain- were sitting on the grass/ground in the military base, watching the soldiers train. And then Commander Erwin came into view and I pointed at him and said "papa"

And my dad was confused and looked at me saying "HE'S papa?"

I was desperately trying to discreetly explain how me calling Erwin "daddy" doesn't mean I have an attraction towards actual fathers 😭😭

And I said "yes he's like a papa." And I proceeded to say how he makes me feel safe and protected and how it's reassuring to have someone who purely wants to keep you safe and cares about your wellbeing but that I don't see him as an actual PARENT! but all it did was make my father even more confused and make me feel more awkward.

In the end, I just laid my head over father's shoulder as I happily watched Erwin interact with the soldiers. And ohhh man, Erwin was so strict and serious with them it was HOT >_<♡♡♡

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Tried to make Erwin and meee

Perhaps a princess and her personal guard whom is from a noble house?

Being a queen is too much work but a friendly, sweet, yet irresponsible princess would fit me well lol

She isn't really in any sort of danger but gets bored a lot so this capable warrior aka Erwin serves mostly as a companion rather than a guard.

At first he'd stay quiet as he follows her around, only speaking when necessary, not that he's shy it's just that he wishes to remain professional, but as a little time goes by, the princess would quickly reassure him that it's alright for him to drop the unnecessary professionalism and hold conversations with her. it takes some time to convince him as he believes he must not get distracted from his duty and blah blah but eventually the princess's comforting nature helps him to relax a bit.

They grow to have so much respect for one another, enjoying the intellectual conversations they have from time to time, exchanging their view on life.

Erwin would teach her some basic self defense even though she's already been taught, duh. But she definitely needs them since she never really took them seriously. Not that she's not good at the basic stuff, it's more of a mindset problem. She walks around without being aware of her surroundings and surely isn't ready to put what she knows to use. Too optimistic to think it would ever be needed. Which makes Erwin's job all the more important.

I don't think anything romantic would happen between them, at least not for a long time since she's not looking for love and Erwin is too professional to let himself get carried away. But did they develop feelings for each other? Maybe. Nothing that could be called love yet. But a sense of care and respect, a protectiveness that goes beyond duty. A tenderness and THE SEXUAL TENSION, like please!

Will it ever become something more? I don't think so. She would get scared and pull away. If Erwin ever lets himself pursue her, and if he's gentle yet sure enough about it, maybe there's a chance.

And no there won't be any of that "no you can't marry him, he's not a prince" bs. The king and queen don't treat their daughter like some peace treaty. Princess Bita can marry any man or woman she desires. And so she lived happily ever after 👸🏻♡

That was my bedtime story for myself. Nighty. Muah. zZZ