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I just am really not okay right now. My baby (Suletta Mercury) is sad and broken so i have lost all hope and happiness.

[the-eeveekins]

In the meantime, I'll talk about my current obsession and hyperfixation, Mobile Suit Gundam The Witch From Mercury. The final episode airs in less than 12 hours, and I'm feeling a mixture of excitement, anticipation, nervousness, dread and sadness as it approaches. G-Witch has quickly become one of my favorite anime series of all time, carried by Suletta, Miorine and their relationship. They've become my favorite couple by a wide margin, and probably two of my favorite characters ever. Suletta is easily my favorite Gundam protagonist, and Prospera my favorite antagonist.

I never thought I'd see a female main character in a Gundam TV series, and wouldn't even dare hope she would be gay. But Suletta has been everything I'd hoped for and more. She's an amazing and wonderful character, and her relationship with Miorine has been such a joy to watch unfold. I honestly can't believe the focus they've placed on a gay relationship in a Gundam series, and while it hasn't been perfect, seeing such strong female and lesbian representation in this franchise has been incredibly important to me.

I've been anticipating this finale for months, excited to see the ending to Suletta & Miorine's story, but always having that fear in the back of my mind that they'll screw it up. Last episode has left me with some major doubts of whether or not it can have a satisfying conclusion (and that's assuming they don't announce more seasons), and I've just been hoping all week they don't screw it up.

Regardless, good ending or bad, a 3rd season or not, I know I'm going to have a massive hole in my heart after this weekend. G-Witch has pretty much consumed everything else in my life, hobby-wise, and the joy and happiness it's brought me has carried me through stress and depression lately. Not having it to look forward to, talk about and theorycraft with others is going to leave a massive void to fill once it ends, and the prospect of needing to find something new that will give me even half the joy G-Witch has fills me with dread.

ANYWAY! The last(?) Suletta Sunday is upon us! I hope this one ends with a SuleMio kiss or even a wedding! I think if we get one or both of those things, the joy and euphoria will carry me for a while.