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wangkuans · 1 year

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the layers me and this one person in my org have… if we both got over ourselves we wld be very good friends i think but neither of us are going to so i think we’re both just gnna be aggressively polite to cover up how much we just cannot click and cannot get along 👍 but anyway i think its just funny that i have spent basically most of the school year being filled w envy and comparing myself to him, wishing i was more like him and being insanely paranoid his friends secretly hate me (which is important to me bc i may have a Small Tiny Minuscule crush on one of his friends) and its definitely put a toll on our admittedly.. limited friendship which is bad bc im going to be working alongside him bc we’ll both be on the executive committee of our org.. and anyway it wld be funny if it wasnt so insane 👍

#ky.txt #sorry i needed to write this down #like how do i deal with (gestures wildly) all this #for context we’re both in the executive committee rn #but we’re second years so we arent the eldest and we still definitely refer to the older members for the decisions #ofc they’ll be doing their thesis this incoming year so . Its Our City Now #and we were both options for the next president and we both knew and we both definitely developed weird complexes ab it #it needs to be said that i dont want to be president and i dont think i wld make a good one. and also that i think he fits the job #However it has definitely made me miserable still not to receive simply bc? its a pride thing?#and in his pov… sighs i feel like its a lot of pressure #and idk how to earnestly show him support without being ??? bc once again. rocky and limited friendship #anyway yea 👍 hopefully in a couple uears we can live laugh love ab it 🫶🏼

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