#I absolutely despise it and would easily list it as one of the worst traits but I've tried so incredibly hard to be this guy I'm not and it

[twilightarcade]

What is the best/most recent/most interesting (up to you!) Dream youve had that you can somewhat rememeber?

OK SO. my dreams are somewhat all over the board. Either bleeding into reality (this is annoying as hell and really fucks with me sometimes), being mildly off the walls (Things Occurring in rapid succession with no clear reason or logic), or something really silly we're not geting into. Generally this is more of a spectrum however (imagine an xyz plane of borderline reality to clearly never happened, off the walls things happening to basic and understandable narrative, and silly to not silly). Last night's dream for example lands on the slightly silly, would be near reality if not for the batshit plot.

MORE UNDER CUT IDFJFT HOW LOMG IT SHOUDL BE BEFORE I CUT IT BUT I LOOKED AT IT LIKE HM. THATS LONG.

THAT SAID. We aren't talking about lasts night dream sorry babe (BABE REFFERINGTO THE DREAM). I DO however have a few assorted dreams that I've tucked under the "try not to forget because they were of interest" category (they're living in my brain right next to the dreams that I won't forget.) I may or may not have talked about them before, but we have the reoccurring power rangers plot, the dragon under the Italian restaurant dream, THEN THIS ONE DREAM.

power rangers plot. Alright. Basically, I'm generally at my house or my childhood home (feels dramatic to say it like that), and like. Things start occurring. Ranging from me getting evicted to there being fighting outside for no good reason. Regardless of the case, I get contacted by none other than the power rangers. For some reason, I have the morphin crystal whatevers in my possession and I need to go fight whatever evil is occurring directly outside my home (they want to steal the crystals. Obviously.) I, a power ranger, go fight them, nearly die a bunch of times (can't actually die I'm a power ranger. Duh.) And inevitably wake up with no real. Conclusion.

DRAGON DREAM. Had this dream when I was a kid (I forget exact age) and fell absolutely in love like I thought about this dream so much I expanded the world and made more characters and plot lines to fit in and everything. I tried sooo hard to have this dream again just so I could make my dreams (thoughts???) a reality (dream.?) I don't think I ever managed to. Very basic plot summary is: restaurant is advertising dragon slides, huge room with dragon, one real, one clearly fake, dragon advertised as hyper realistic replica, dragon is real and literally eating people. I fell. Absolutely in love with this concept. Thought about it for days on end. There was even this "plot"??? Where people were divided over whether they hated and wanted to kill the dragon or wanted to continue living under the dragon in fear (dragon was orchestrating the whole thing in this plotline and threatened to eat anyone who disagreed) and I don't think that plotline ever actually reached a conclusion.

ANYWAYS DROPPING THAT FOR NOW umm. There's a lot of like. People from my dreams I think about a bit. There was this one particularly fucked up dream I'm not getting into, and there's this one lady I think about a bit. She was a deeply saddened individual to say the least and I wish her the best. There's potato the white lab (maybe?) who I kind of love and would do anything for (he got lost then I found him. Ignoring the rest of the dream. Obama was there.) Who wasn't there for like half the dream and wasn't even my dog. There's the awkward host from dragon dream. Absolute loser. A few days ago we had the lesbians that blocked my way to the drinking fountain because they were making out and i didnt want to bother them (this dream had an absolutely unfollowable plot too.)

ALSO shout out to all those silly dreams that appealed to my fears. Generally those have the most solid plotline which is mildly annoying. Honestly I don't really need their help to be scared thanks I do that to myself enough though. I'm still not sure if the screwdriver thing was from a dream or just a really stupidly active imagination because well! It's certainly active. Just don't know why that in particular really stuck with me.

I think we would be here all day if I ever got to talk about everything I remember in depth </3

[a-gorgeous-george]

Basic Questions

First name? Georgette

Surname? Foxworth

Middle names? Luciana

Nicknames? Gigi (by her     mother)

Date of birth? August     7th

Age? 22

Physical / Appearance

Type of clothes?

Georgette’s style is all about femineity and luxury. She wears a lot of dresses, a lot of skirts, but even her workout clothes are designer. She swears “cheap” clothes give her a rash – and who would want to mar her perfect skin like that.

How do they wear their     clothes? Tight and tailored.

What are their feet     like? (type of shoes, state of shoes, socks, feet, pristine, dirty, worn,     etc)

Georgette is rarely seen without heels on, and thanks to regular pedicures and lack of abuse, her feet are soft and pretty always.

Race / Ethnicity? Spanish     and Indonesian

Are they in good health?     Oh yes, she has a strict workout schedule and diet she sticks to… well,     actually, perhaps not, because alongside that she also lives a life of high     stress and nicotine.

Personality

Are they more optimistic     or pessimistic?

It really depends on the source of power in a situation. If it is something she has control over, she is optimistic, can’t see how something would ever not work out, but if someone else is in control, her view changes considerably and she is usually fairly certain it will fail.

Do they ever put on     airs?

When is she not putting on airs?

What bad habits do they     have? She has a serious nicotine problem.

What makes them laugh     out loud?

She isn’t really a laugh out loud type of person. She might chuckle or smile in amusement, but laughing out loud indicates a level of ease that she just does not feel around people. Also Al.

How do they display     affection?

She is very physically affectionate… I think. She has never been in a position where she felt comfortable being affectionate with a person in that way. Besides that, she shares her wealth in ways that benefit that people she cares about, shares her privilege with them. She is happy to be her friends’ sugar mama.

How do they want to be     seen by others? Beautiful and in control.

How do they see     themselves?

She very much sees herself as a lone wolf. She knows she’s beautiful, smart, capable, hardworking, but she’s alone and absolutely terrified someone will recognize it. She is also very much aware of her inner rage.

·       How are they seen by others?

Because of her past with her family and the lack of ties it provided her, Georgette was left defending herself. Her arrogance and obsessive need to believe in her own importance is directly tied to the lack of importance anyone else gave her.

Strongest character     trait?

For all her bravado and arrogance, Georgette is 100% unafraid of hard work. From her work on her blog and marketing it, her history as a beauty queen, her strict adherence to her diet and exercise routine, every aspect of her life, she has no issue knuckling down and putting in the time and effort to succeed.

Weakest character trait?

She is incapable of asking for help, as if it somehow undermines her own achievements if someone else must assist her.

How competitive are     they?

Extremely. If you want to manipulate Georgette into doing something, make it a contest. She’ll probably even know what you’re doing and still be unable to resist.

Do they make snap     judgements or take time to consider?

Snap judgements all the way, baby!!

How do they react to     praise?

Smug agreement.

How do they react to     criticism?

Strong commitment to your character’s delusion that she is anything other than amazing.

What is their greatest     fear?

Dying without ever achieving anything of substance.

What are their biggest     secrets?

Georgette is crushingly lonely. Her whole life has been spent pushing people away, trying to protect herself and prove herself, full of anger, and it has left her without anyone she can be close to.

What will they stand up     for?

Once her blog is up and running and successful, once the magazine starts to take off, she will have real issues with people saying she’s self-made. She is fully aware that even without her father’s money, her name alone carries a certain currency most people do not have. She is well aware of her own privilege in that area and will stand up against anyone who compares her achievements against someone who didn’t have that head start.

Who do they quote?

She’s a closet book nerd and might not quote directly but will frequently make allusions to literature.

Are they indoorsy or     outdoorsy? Indoorsy.

What is their sinful     little habit? Cigarettes.

What sense do they most     rely on?

Sight – how someone/something looks dictates more of her life than it should.

How do they treat people     better than them?

What people better than them?

How do they treat people     worse than them?

That seems like an unfair question when everyone is worse than them.

What quality do they     most value in a friend? She wouldn’t know.

What do they consider an     overrated virtue? Niceness.

If they could change one     thing about themselves, what would it be?

She would have people who cared about her.

What is their obsession?     Herself?

Friends and Family

Is their family big or     small? Who does it consist of?

Her mother and stepfather, father and stepmother, Jenny and Oliver (Yes, she considers Oliver as part of her family)

What is their perception     of family?

When she was barely cognizant of life, her father had an affair, had a baby, split up her family, quickly destroying the idea in her head. It is an outdated concept made to make people feel like belong to a group, no loyalty or love.

Describe their best     friend.

………. Let me get her just a friend first.

Ideal best friend?

Someone who understands her hustle. Someone she can see the inherent importance in. Someone that can still pull her out of her head and get her to have fun.

Describe their     acquaintances.

She is jealous of the closeness of Dodger’s gang, watching as an outsider and wishing desperately to be a part of it all.

Do they have any pets?

She is a massive dog person! (Get it?) But yes, she has a little doggo, Valentina.

Past and Future

What was your character     like as a baby? As a child?

Awful? Spoiled? She was raised spoiled, but after her father’s betrayal, she sought to teach him a lesson. Even as a child, she would blackmail and torture him, threatening to reveal his dirty secret to the world. She was worse to Jenny even, more easily able to take out her anger over the affair and her birth on the younger girl than the truly guilty adults.

Did they grow up     nurtured or neglected?

Neglected – but that is partly her own fault. She is as much at fault due to her reaction and actively hurting her family and her father. She lashed out and did truly awful things and crushed what bond there might have possibly been.

What is the most     offensive thing they ever said?

Oh, I don’t know… in my head, I feel like she can be a very problematic person. Add that in with her natural meanness, I am sure she has said some awful stuff.

What was their first     kiss like?

It was awful. Some other 7th grader when she was in 7th grade. Too wet. Thought he was trying to drown her.

What is the worst thing     they did to someone they loved?

Repeatedly blackmailing her father for her own benefit.

What are their     ambitions?

She wants to outshine her father, claim their last name as her own and not the sullied version her father left in the wake of his controversy. That is why her blog and future magazine is named after her.

What advice would they     give their younger self? It’s not Jenny’s fault.

What smells remind them     of their childhood? Perfume and peppermints.

What was their childhood     ambition?

Growing up, her mind stayed on the pageant world. Her ambitions usually stayed just one pageant ahead of her.

What is their best     childhood memory?

She doesn’t know if it’s real or not, just this soft memory of her father grinning and spinning around the living room with her, dressed in his coat and tails.

What is their worst     childhood memory?

Listening in from the hall as his father confessed everything to her mother, hearing her mother sobbing as he threw clothes into a suitcase.

When was the last time     they were crushed with disappointment?

The last one? She still hasn’t got over her first one.

Love

Do they believe in love     at first sight?

She only barely believes in love in any form.

·       How do they behave in a relationship?

Georgette really doesn’t do relationships, thanks to that whole “love isn’t real” thing. They usually last a month or so, but she gets bored and has no issue telling him to get lost after that point.

When did you character     last have sex? Perhaps a couple weeks ago.

What sort of sex do they     have?

She is looking for something hot, passionate, and with someone she doesn’t have to worry about calling back.

Conflict

How do they respond to a     threat?

Georgette doesn’t back down from a threat, though her means for fighting usually involves $$$ instead of doing any sort of fighting herself.

Are they most likely to     fight with their fists or their tongue? Tongue.

What is your character’s     kryptonite? Point out her lack of backup.

If your character could     only save one thing from their burning house, what would it be? Say it     with me… diamonds.

How do they perceive     strangers?

Her trust or lack of trust in them is based solely on how they look.

What do they love to     hate? Oh, that is way too long a list to put here.

What are their phobias?     Bugs of any sort.

What is their choice of     weapon? Poison.

What living person do     they most despise? Her father.

Have they ever been     bullied or teased? That would not go well for that person.

Where do they go when     they’re angry? Home, to seethe and plot.

 Work, Education and Hobbies

What is their current     job? Blogger.

What do they think about     their current job?

She has dreams of something bigger, more substantial, but she’s thankful for the success the gossip blog has had and excited to grow it.

What are their hobbies?     Painting, reading, dancing.

Educational background?     Some college.

Intelligence level?

I believe she is fairly smart, but her work ethic covers a lot of distance for her.

Favorites

What is their favorite     animal? Doggies.

What is the most     beautiful thing they’ve ever seen? Her face in the mirror.

What is their favorite     song? Ego by Beyonce

Music, art, reading     preferred? Ooooooh… probably reading

What is their favorite     color? Gold

What is their password?

Honestly it is probably a secure combination of letters put together by a professional.

Favorite food: Lasagna

What is their favorite     work of art? Judith and the Head of Holofornes

Who is their favorite     artist? Gustav Klimt

What is their favorite     day of the week? Saturday

Possessions

What is in their fridge?     A lot of water, veggies, meal prepped chicken

What is on their bedside     table? The current book she is reading, a bouquet of pink and white roses,     a gold lamp, a rose gold silk eye mask

Spirituality

Who or what is your     character’s guardian angel?

If she has a guardian angel, she would really like a word with it.

Do they believe in the     afterlife? I mean, she now knows Hades, so yeah

What are their religious     views?

Once you meet a god, you kinda realize which system of beliefs is the right one

·       How would they like to die? Painless and pretty

What is their zodiac     sign? Leo

Values

What do they think is     the worst thing that can be done to a person? Abandonment

What is their view of     ‘freedom’?

Able to make your way through life on your own two feet without having to rely on anyone else to support you.

When did they last lie?     Probably an hour ago

What’s their view of     lying? It definitely can make things easier.

When did they last make     a promise?

She doesn’t really bother. You either do things or you don’t. The rest is just extra words.

Daily life

What are their eating     habits? Healthy food prepared by a chef.

Describe their home.

Luxurious home in a gated community bought by her father.

Are they minimalist or a     clutter hoarder? Minimalist.

What do they do first     thing on a weekday morning? Drink a glass of cold water.

What do they do on a     Sunday afternoon?

She can be found putting the finishing touches on her blog post for the week.

What do they do on a     Friday night?

She can just as easily be found out dancing as home alone working.

What is the soft drink     of choice? She doesn’t drink soda.

What is their alcoholic     drink of choice? Merlot.

Miscellaneous

What or who would your     character dress up as for Halloween? Anything sexy.

Are they comfortable     with technology? She can do basic things.

If they could save one     person, who would it be? Jenny.

If they could call one     person for help, who would it be? Over her dead body.

What is their greatest     extravagance? Jewelry

What is their perception     of redemption? She hopes it’s real.

What would they do if     they won the lottery? It would change her life 0%.

What is their favourite     fairytale?

She isn’t really big on fairytales, but definitely prefers the darker original versions. So much more realistic than that happily ever after in love bullshit.

Do they believe in happy     endings?

She believes in the ability of a person to make their own damn happy ending.

What is their idea of     perfect happiness?

Surrounded by a family that loves her

If your character could     travel through time, where would they go?

She has it on good authority that life gets more uncivilized the farther back you go, so she’s good, thanks.

If they could have a     superpower, what would they choose?

Full on mind control. She’ll make you do what she wants and feel no guilt.

[mojave-misfit]

1OO IMPORTANT CHARACTER QUESTIONS

original by @belomihelps

taken from beth kinderman and nikki walker’s the 100 most important things to know about your character. a good list to help develop a character’s background, personality, and general aspects.

PART 1: THE BASICS

What is your full name?  Charles Merle Quinn

Where and when were you born? Boston Massachusetts, October 13, 2050

Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.) Mother: Carmilla Quinn nee’ Merle. Occupation: None, Personality: Easily agitated, kind, and somber, Father: Malcolm Quinn. Occupation: Photographer, Manager. Personality: Distant, Workaholic, Kind

Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? No

Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. I live in Red Rocket Truck Stop with two robots, Ada and Winston, and Dogmeat. 

What is your occupation? Railroad Agent, Mercenary, and General of the Minutemen

Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks. 5′7″, 145 lbs., Caucasian and Pale, Jet Black Hair, Pale Blue eyes, Whatever isn’t too bloody, scar on lip and right eyebrow.  

To which social class do you belong? The living one

Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? Easily tired

Are you right- or left-handed? Right-Handed

What does your voice sound like? (see Male Sole Survivor voice on YouTube)

What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? Sorry

What do you have in your pockets? Candy and a knife

Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? Always picks up random things to build with, always having to have 5 packs of fancy lads snack cakes on hand, and never throwing away nuka cola of any variety. 

PART 2: GROWING UP

How would you describe your childhood in general? Lonely. 

What is your earliest memory? Meeting my mother at 5 years old. 

How much schooling have you had? Bachelors Degree in Engineering

Did you enjoy school? No

Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? Military

While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. I always looked up to detectives. Basically anyone willing to provide justice to the world. 

While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? I didn’t have any other family other than my mother and father. The neighbors kept me whenever my dad was gone and passed me around like potato chips. 

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? I wanted to be James Bond. 

As a child, what were your favorite activities? Petting cats and Reading

As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? Quiet, Pyromanic, and Loner

As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? No. I had a cat. That was it. 

When and with whom was your first kiss? It was Nora on December 24, 2066

Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? No, I lost my virginity on my wedding night on...August 25, 2072. 

If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. Military training and the genuine will to live?...and my desire to avenge Nora and raise Shaun in peace. 

PART 3: PAST INFLUENCES

What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? Shaun being born. 

Who has had the most influence on you? My mother. 

What do you consider your greatest achievement? Being alive. 

What is your greatest regret? Er...I try not to regret much. I guess..Never saying goodbye to my mother. 

What is the most evil thing you have ever done? Other than killing a man for a pair of ugly sunglasses or burning my home down? Not sure. 

Do you have a criminal record of any kind? I set a man and then a house on fire. 

When was the time you were the most frightened? When I was seven and my mother tried to strangle me. 

What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? Existing

If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? I would live happily with my mother and father. That was my only wish as a child. 

What is your best memory? Either marrying Nora, Shaun being born, or meeting Hancock.

What is your worst memory? See most frightened above. 

PART 4: BELIEFS & OPINIONS

Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? Realistic

What is your greatest fear? Another apocalypse

What are your religious views? Christian views, but I’m not very religious in general

What are your political views? Government in general holds too much power over people and too many corrupted individuals have held that power. 

What are your views on sex? *turns red* Er...well....only the 18 and consenting. 

Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? *gestures to wasteland with a raised eyebrow*

In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Enslave others

Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? Depends on how hopeful and/or drunk I am. 

What do you believe makes a successful life? Good friends, family, good food and drinks, and an unholy amount of turrets

How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? Depends on who I am around. I’m a fairly honest person, but I can hide emotions when needed. I am who I need to be. 

Do you have any biases or prejudices? Dogs are always better than people. 

Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? Enslave another person. Everyone should be able to decide how to live their own lives. 

Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? I’d die for the Railroad’s goal and for the people I care about. 

PART 5: RELATIONSHIPS W/OTHERS

In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? I treat everyone with polite distance at first. If they are rude to me, I tend to be even more distant. If they are nice, I’m less so. 

Who is the most important person in your life, and why? Shaun. He’s my son. 

Who is the person you respect the most, and why? I respect Nick Valentine the most. He is just a genuinely nice person when he has every reason not to be. 

Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people. Rosa Stellata: Wonderful, Crazy, and Kind. Deacon: Sneaky Egg, Sad. Cait: Irish, Tougher than nails, Will kill you, Sad. Glory: Glorious, enough said. Drinking Buddy: He gives me Ice Cold Nuka-Cola I love him. Nick: Cool Synth Detective, Not a dick. Hancock: Perfect, Handsome, Funny, *goes on for about an hour*

Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. Nora was my wife. She was..wonderful, smart, beautiful, kind, and strong. Hancock..*blushes* He’s a force of nature. I’ve never met anyone who made me so happy to simply be alive. 

Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. Yeah. I've been in love with two people: Nora Cunningham, and John Hancock. Nora is in a better place, and John and I are still together.

What do you look for in a potential lover? Expressive eyes, a kind heart, and natural confidence. 

How close are you to your family? I was very close to Nora and Shaun. My parents? Much less so. 

Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? Yeah...Nora was my wife. I already described her, so...My son is an innocent child.

Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? No one. I don’t want to be a burden. 

Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? Whoever I’m traveling with. 

If you died or went missing, who would miss you? I hope no one will, but maybe the rest of the Railroad and Hancock, at least a bit. 

Who is the person you despise the most, and why? The raiders at Nuka-World. They enslaved so many people...and that is something I can't forgive.

Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? I avoid conflict when I can. 

Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? No, but sometimes it just happens. 

Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? No. too many people working for the same thing is dangerous. 

Do you care what others think of you? To a certain degree. 

PART 6: LIKES & DISLIKES

What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? I still love reading and petting animals. 

What is your most treasured possession? My wedding ring. 

What is your favorite color? Blue

What is your favorite food? Fancy Lads Snack Cakes. 

What, if anything, do you like to read? Magazines, books, blueprints, etc. 

What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? Watching other people try to kill things, reading, exploring, burning things, and the Red Menace game. 

Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? I take med-x and psycho in emergencies and drink Nuka-Cola Dark on occasion. I have no desire to quit as I want to live a little on both occasions. 

How do you spend a typical Saturday night? Sorting through weapons, ammo, armor, and/or supplies. 

What makes you laugh? Something funny. 

What, if anything, shocks or offends you? Entitled people who think they are better than others due to money or status. 

What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? Red Menace or rereading magazines

How do you deal with stress? Holotapes. 

Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? Spontaneous

What are your pet peeves? Everything has to be sorted into a certain container and I have to have 5 snack cakes with me at all times. 

PART 7: SELF IMAGES & OTHER

Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? Check ammo supply, go kill things, go kill more things, sell extra ammo and get usual ammo type, repeat until tired. Interruptions are welcome. 

What is your greatest strength as a person? Being okay with violence

What is your greatest weakness? Everything else

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I would forget a lot of things. 

Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Introverted

Are you generally organized or messy? messily organized

Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. Good: Building things, Modding weapons/armor, Shooting things. Bad: Explosives, killing mirelurk queens, dealing with people. 

Do you like yourself? No

What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons…) I want to help people. I want to see others happy. 

What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? Destroying the Institute, Marry Hancock, and see Shaun grow up to be smart and kind. 

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Hopefully alive. 

If you could choose, how would you want to die? *shrugs* Burn to death? 

If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. Spend the day with Hancock, say goodbye to the Railroad, and bury Nora. 

What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? Being a decent person/father. 

What three words best describe your personality? odd, shy, and kind

What three words would others probably use to describe you? odd, shy, and kind

If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice…) (Forgive him.)

((Edit: Minor changes.))

[robbyrobinson]

BEST Episodes of the Loud House

Well, it's going to be a while until I get my DirectTV back. Short story short, my parents weren't able to pay it in time, so it was cut. We payed back $175 to get it back on, but we'll need to pay $124 more to get it back on. I'm not that good with finances, but to sum it up, it felt like a ripoff. This was partially the reason as to why I hadn't been doing as many reviews like I normally do. Essentially, I had mentioned once that I discuss episodes that have recently shown up on the schedule, but it'll be a while for me to get back to doing that.

Onto the list; as I have said countless times, I love The Loud House so much so, that it actually makes it hard for me to detect a bad episode. Okay so there was "Brawl in the Family", "One of the Boys", "Two Boys and a Baby", "The Price of Admission".....okay, so there were a few bad episodes here and there, but otherwise, they are few and far between. For every bad episode, there is a good episode to balance it out. Now, I apologize if I appear too hard on the series. I'm not. The reason as to why I sound harsh when discussing the show is because I see potential in the show, and I feel that there are some issues that could be improved. I want this show to succeed and not thrown in the garbage by the station. Honestly, I felt that the Loud House was the only good thing to come out of the network in a long time (other than Harvey Beaks - which I had neglected to watch extensively).

Making this list proved to be difficult for a variety of reasons. For one, I always felt like I stood out like a sore thumb for liking an episode that is generally disliked by the community, or because I find an episode average while others praise it. Case in point: "House Music." I found the episode average as I didn't like how Luna was a control freak in this episode. Yes, I get that perhaps if you had someone you looked up to, you could go overboard, but that doesn't give you a free pass to be a jerk. At least, that's how I see it. I do look up towards a few people myself, but I never delude myself into impressing them. Realistically speaking, I know that no matter what I do, I can never acquire their attention, so I never go insane trying to get them to notice me. I didn't even say that the episode was bad, I mean I gave it 3 stars out of 5. Despite that, when I had seen that most of the comments were in favor of the episode I opted to delete my review of the episode, and never review it again. So, be warned: if an episode that you don't personally like is on my list, be civil about it. We all have different opinions, but none of us are right nor wrong in how we view a particular episode. Well, except when it came to "Trash House" which was universally despised by the fandom, well there are a few who did like the episode. I personally find the episode the worst from the series with absolutely no redeeming factors, but if you like it, that's perfectly fine.

As there are several episodes that I personally enjoyed, it was naturally hard to compile my list. That, and of course, I was feeling a little threatened by what others might've thought about my list. It's silly, but I just don't really feel proud of myself whenever it comes to something like this. As always, feel free to share your favorites in the comment section. Without further ado, here is my list of the best episodes from the series.

The Best Episodes of the Loud House

"Toads and Tiaras": Now this is an episode that I watch continually without ever getting tired of it. To me, this is what exemplifies my love for the show. After Lola gets injured during practice, Lincoln - desperate to get tickets for Dairy Land - convinces Lana to take her place. As you would've guessed, it's rather hard to get Lana to act like the other girls, but Lincoln realizes that it would suit her more to be herself, even if it costs him the tickets. There are several things to love about this episode. For one, I loved the bonding that Lana and Lincoln were having as they were training for the pageant, and that Lincoln would rather sacrifice his chances just so that his sister would be happy. That, and I also liked how Lola congratulated Lana for winning; it's always nice to see the two getting along and not trying to claw each others' eyes out every now and then. This episode just goes to show that despite all of the chaos that goes on in the Loud house, they clearly care for each other at the end of the day. As for the moral....yes, I am aware that "Picture Perfect" also enforced the "be yourself" lesson, but I thought it worked here more (mostly since I didn't mention "Picture Perfect" because I forgot about it). While I don't believe in perfection, "Toads and Tiaras," in my opinion, comes the closest to being the defining episode of the series.

"11 Louds a Leapin'": I love Christmas. I love the songs, the decorations, the anticipation that young children have for Saint Nick's arrival. But most of all, I love Christmas specials. As such, it's no surprise that the first Christmas special for The Loud House would end up on my list. Short story short: Lincoln accidentally launches his sleigh into his grouchy neighbor Mr. Grouse's backyard, where whatever goes is automatically his. Nearly all the jokes were on point, but what I liked the most is Grouse's hidden depths. Turns out, the reason as to why he acts like a jerk is because, like Lincoln, he has a large family, but he's unable to spend Christmas with them. Seeing the Loud family happily celebrating the holidays while he's home alone doesn't help matters either. So, putting everything aside, Lincoln and the others pitch in to give Mr. Grouse the best Christmas that he ever had. Oh, and then there's that song...good God, that song. I love that song; I was literally rocking to it when I first watched it. This episode just reeks of Christmas spirit, and I love it for that reason. As for the parents' face reveal...I didn't think that they'd do it, but with the revelation as to what they look like....here's my reaction [1]. Yeah. It wasn't necessarily bad per say, but I figured that they look somewhat similar to what most fans of the show envision. My only question was why did they choose to wait until the Christmas special to reveal their faces? Other than that, this easily goes on my list of the best Christmas specials of all time.

"Baby Steps": Well, here comes an episode that I didn't anticipate liking. In the episode, Clyde is convinced that his dads are to have another child, so Lincoln helps him to prepare for it by teaching him how to be an older brother. Now, hilarity ensues per usual, but what made me love the episode was that as Clyde was leaving upon finding out that Lincoln was paying his younger sisters to be nice to him, he sees that Lana was trapped in a tree, and was too scared to get down. I swear, my heart nearly broke when I saw how scared Lana was. And then she hugs him when he saves her. That was just simply adorable. Of course, Howard and Harold weren't having a baby for obvious reasons, but I still considered this a feel good episode.

"Undie Pressure": This episode was comedy gold in my opinion. In it, Lincoln and his sisters make a bet to see who can stay off their habits the longest. I love this episode partially because it was comical how the episode took a jab at each of the character's traits. Whether it be Lola being unable to look herself in a mirror, or Lucy being made to not scare anyone, I just loved how determined each of the siblings were to stay off of their habits. Even though Lincoln loses in the end, Lola still buys him that pair of underwear he wanted. Hey. maybe she's not a total sociopath after all.

"Back in Black": This episode was cathartic. It came out a day after the travesty that is "Trash House," in which I was having a horrible day, so I needed this. Lucy develops a crush on Rusty's younger brother, Rocky, and her sisters decide to help her act normal in order to win his affections. This episode nearly undid any of the damage that I felt "Trash House" almost as if it was written as an apology for the previous episode. For one, when Lola, Lori, and Leni were accusing each other of taking each others' possessions, I was so afraid that the remaining sisters would pull that "sister protocol" garbage, but I was relieved to see that that wasn't the case. In this, the sisters actually come off as being helpful, even though they do kind of take it a little too far at some points, but otherwise I could see that their hearts were in the right place. Additionally, I liked how Lincoln actually solved the problem by pulling a few strings to make Lucy happy. This is especially cathartic, because I just hated the idea that Lincoln was stupid to try to interfere in "Trash House." Lincoln: 1, Sisters: 0. In all seriousness, I also loved Lucy's interactions with Rocky, even though I saw the outcome coming. I really hope that Rocky becomes a regular character, because I just find him and Lucy an adorable couple.

"Driving Miss Hazy": In this episode, Lincoln - fed up with doing Lori's chores in exchange for a ride to the comic bookstore - decides to teach Leni how to drive. Naturally, hilarity ensues. I mean, seriously, Leni is an even worse driver than SpongeBob. At least SpongeBob knows what the different parts of the boat are; poor Leni cannot for the like of her call a part of the buszilla by their actual name. It was also hilarious to see Leni run upstairs when Lily was dressed up like a squirrel. My only issue with the episode is the fact that Lori sabotages Leni. Yeah, I get that she would feel useless if any of her sisters learn to drive, but she didn't consider the fact that Leni could get hurt or killed because of her. At least she offered to teach her. Overall, a good, hilarious episode.

"Changing the Baby": Saddened that none of his sisters share his interests, Lincoln decides to mold Lily. As you would've guessed, his sisters get in on this, and they try to share their interests with the little baby. What made me literally laugh out loud was that fact that Clyde, who had been ignored by Lincoln for a majority of the episode, dons a diaper and baby hat just to get him back.

"Butterfly Effect": Yes, I get that this episode is polarizing, but I hold this episode dearly, because it served as my introduction to the series. In the episode, chaos ensues when Lincoln accidentally breaks Lisa's experiment, and decides to not tell her. Several things happen within this small time frame; Leni becomes intelligent, Lola becomes disfigured, Lucy becomes a vampire.....oh, and Lily becomes a giant. I mean this episode. I like to relate this episode with a show from my childhood: Ed, Edd n Eddy. In "One + One = Ed," random nonsense happens in the episode thus making it hard to decipher reality from fantasy, and I felt "Butterfly Effect" followed a similar motif. I laughed so hard when I was watching this episode, that from that moment onward, I knew that I had to check the series out.

"For Bros About to Rock": Lincoln and Clyde are to attend a concert at the mall, but his sisters warn her to not tell Luna about it, because she takes music too seriously, having ended up ruining their first concerts. But of course, she gets wind of it, and she unintentionally embarrasses her brother. I like this episode partially because of the bonding that Lincoln and Luna were having in this episode, and I also liked it, because it did give some insight into why Luna is so fixated on music. When she was younger, she was trying to figure out who she wanted to be, so surprise surprise, she ended up attending a Mick Swagger concert, and the rest is history. I liked this, because I always wondered how Lincoln's sisters became who they were, whether they were born with these traits, whether they discovered themselves, etc. So, it's nice to see them addressing that, and it makes me curious about the remaining nine.

"Overnight Success": Getting this out of the way, but I applaud Nickelodeon for interesting Howard and Harold. As a straight man myself, I found myself liking the two, and I also liked how they didn't treat it as a big deal. I mean, when you have people (especially One Million Moms) shouting that media is trying to pervert their children, it's a breather that Howard and Harold are treated fairly, much like how a heterosexual couple is treated. I loved the interactions that Clyde had with Lincoln's sisters, and how they seemed to enjoy his presence as well. Of course, it turns out that part of it is due to Clyde being an only child himself, but it was still sweet. There were several humorous moments throughout, so it's hard to list them all. My favorite has to be Lisa putting a helmet on Clyde's head forcing him to dance (dance, you fool!). Other than that, a pretty memorable episode.

"One Flu Over the Loud House": Man, this episode was nightmare fuel. In "One Flu Over the Loud House," the flu began to spread throughout the house, infecting a majority of the family members. So now, Lincoln and his remaining sisters need to get out before it's too late. Even though it's not technically a Halloween episode, I liked the nightmarish atmosphere persistent in the episode. The episode feels like a zombie apocalypse movie, or The Walking Dead even, and that's what made the episode all the more hilarious for me. Unlike "The Price of Admission," that also debuted alongside this episode, this episode had legitimately horrific moments. The scariest scene for me is when Lynn Sr. is shown opening his eyes in silhouette, only to reveal them being greenish. I also loved this episode, because it's another instance of the series blowing something as minute as influenza out of proportion. An otherwise silly, but genuinely creepy episode that I fondly watch on Halloween.

"A Tattler's Tale": In this episode, the Loud kids are made to do meaningless tasks for Lola when she somehow discovers their deepest, darkest secrets. Now, I will go to say that Lola isn't one of my favorite of the siblings, but she isn't a bad character by any means. I love her for the evil brat she is, but I thought I would hate this episode at first, at least until Lola actually took the fall for her siblings by owning up to the things that they did, despite not being in fault. That alone made me like Lola a tidbit more. Of course, it wasn't surprising that she would tell her stuffed animals the secrets she had heard, but in her defense, they don't talk anyway.

[brotherzsadist]

clears throat ALL 100 QUESTIONS

LISTEN BITCH YOU 6 PARTS I GOT TIRED

PART 1: THE BASICS

What is your full name? Zsadist, no idea what my real name is 

Where and when were you born? I assume Erebus, over five thousand years ago

Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.) Some pieces of shits, don’t know them don’t care

Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? No idea if I have blood siblings

Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.

What is your occupation? South Korea with my husband and three kids

Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks. 6′5, 220 lbs. I appear Asian don’t know why, eyes are brown, sometimes blue depending on my mood. I dress practical, leather, tees, boots, sneakers, sometimes jeans. I got plenty of scars, birthmark on my right hand, 5 piercings

To which social class do you belong? Depends on who you ask, I got money tho

Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? No, no, and it’s not weakness but sometimes my hands go numb

Are you right- or left-handed? I can use both but I use my right hand mainly

What does your voice sound like? Like my voice? Uh, I’m a second tenor if that helps

What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? Shits, gimme smooches, im sure there’s more but I don’t know off the top of my head

What do you have in your pockets? Currently -goes in his pocket- chapstick, my keys, and wallet

Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I lick faces, play with hair, I don’t know if anything’s really weird until its mentioned

PART 2: GROWING UP

How would you describe your childhood in general? Fucked

What is your earliest memory? Waking up in a stone room with 10 other people

How much schooling have you had? None

Did you enjoy school? Never been

Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? On my own or by people who sort became a mentor

While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.  I had two. On the surface both of them scared the hell out of me. One willingly participated in pretty much being a co-master while the other at first was just around to fuck me too but he wasn’t so that’s great. Eventually found out both of them were big softies

While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? I didn’t

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? Free

As a child, what were your favorite activities? singing, playing the guitar, and swimming

As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? I was shy as fuck, quiet

As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? What type of popular? Everyone wanted to fuck me and then as I got older everyone wanted to be fucked by me so....

When and with whom was your first kiss? I was about 12 or 13 and with my master

Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? Nope. Again, 12 or 13 and with my master

If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. Born a demon, when I was 15 my master and her friend did some crazy ass magic with her blood and mine and turned me into the first vampire

PART 3: PAST INFLUENCES

What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? My youngest daughter’s birth

Who has had the most influence on you? Unfortunately, my master

What do you consider your greatest achievement? Luna

What is your greatest regret? I don’t have one

What is the most evil thing you have ever done? Tortured parents in front of their kids who I didn’t even think to check for because they were hiding

Do you have a criminal record of any kind? Pretty sure my life if a criminal record

When was the time you were the most frightened? I don’t even know, no wait. That’s a lie, Rajuli know’s so I won’t say it. 

What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? Nothing, I don’t get embarrassed easily

If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? Nothing because then I wouldn’t be who I am

What is your best memory? Playing the fields with the faeries with someone who was very dear to me

What is your worst memory? Finding out that person was killed, ordered by my master

PART 4: BELIEFS & OPINIONS

Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? Both depending on the situation

What is your greatest fear? Losing my children and husband

What are your religious views? Everything and everyone exists

What are your political views? Don’t have one

What are your views on sex? It’s fun with the people/person otherwise I don’t care for it

Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? Yup, I don’t harm children

In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Harm a child

Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? That I do

What do you believe makes a successful life? As long as you’re happy and safe

How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? Too honest, it’s how most of my fights with friends and family start

Do you have any biases or prejudices? I don’t think so

Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? Again as long as it doesn’t involve harming a child, I’ll try anything once

Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? My family

PART 5: RELATIONSHIPS W/OTHERS

In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? It definitely changes on how I know them. I don’t trust easily so I tend to be cold, standoffish towards new people depending on the situation. I’m not rude unless you give a reason to be

Who is the most important person in your life, and why? My kids and husband, because they are my life

Who is the person you respect the most, and why? This has changed quite a few times, but imma say my Brother Vishous. No matter what happens he never changes

Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people. There’s too many to list now, they all crazy as fuck in their own ways but also very caring

Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. I do. Rajuli is... He’s something else. Just when I think I’ve figured him out he hits me with another curve ball. but he’s so warm and cute even though he has his asshole moments but I love him and wouldn’t trade him for anyone

Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. Mutual love, twice now. First in my opinion felt like it ended up being one sided in the end. The second is currently with my husband.

What do you look for in a potential lover? Be honest with yourself, if you can do that then you can be honest with me and that’s all I ask for

How close are you to your family?  The family that I started, very close

Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? Yes, three kids and my husband and if he stops playing around we would have kids together

Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? My Brothers

Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? again my Brothers. We’ve been through a lot together and we hold no judgement towards each other

If you died or went missing, who would miss you? Hopefully my family and my friends

Who is the person you despise the most, and why? Parents, they fucking sold me into slavery

Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? Avoid conflict, however I will stand my ground when I feel something isn’t fair or something that’s being done is wrong

Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? Depends but yes

Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? No, it gives me a headache

Do you care what others think of you? Depends on who it is, in general no, but those close to me, yes.

PART 6: LIKES & DISLIKES

What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? Singing, guitar, racing, basketball

What is your most treasured possession? a hand drawing of me from my childhood

What is your favorite color? I like them all but I guess, blue

What is your favorite food? don’t have one

What, if anything, do you like to read? I don’t like reading 

What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? concert,  festivals, anything that has to do with the outdoors

Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? Yes I do. I cut back on the smoking and drinking just because I do have a 10 month old

How do you spend a typical Saturday night? At home with the man and kids being dorks

What makes you laugh?I find humor in anything, you fell down and scrapped your knee? I’m bent over dying of laughter

What, if anything, shocks or offends you? Nothing

What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? Play the guitar or piano, taking pictures of the husband sleeping, sing to Luna

How do you deal with stress? go to work

Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?  a little of both

What are your pet peeves? I don’t like when someone clearly isn’t happy and doesn’t express it, almost as if they expect me to know what is wrong

[joannabethharvelle]

1OO IMPORTANT CHARACTER QUESTIONS

[[ This is originally a meme, but I’m gonna do this shit as a character study because it’s been a long damn time since I’ve done anything like this.  This is for MainVerse!Jo ]]

(taken from beth kinderman and nikki walker’s the 100 most important things to know about your character. a good list to help develop a character’s background, personality, and general aspects.)

PART 1: THE BASICS

What is your full name? Joanna Beth Harvelle

Where and when were you born? In Nebraska on April 7th

Who are/were your parents? William and Ellen Harvelle, both deceased

Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? No

Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. Rebuilt the Roadhouse in Nebraska, lives on a house on the back property alone

What is your occupation? Hunter/Bartender

What is the full physical description of yourself? Blonde, brown eyes, 5;4″, slim/athletic build. Pierced earlobes (that are almost always closed up), and an ankle tattoo consisting of three tiny sigils stacked over each other in white ink: an antipossession symbol, a Hexagram of Solomon, and a pentagram interlocked with the Celtic knot. Criss-crossed scars on abdomen.

To which social class do you belong? Middle

Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? Suffers stomach pains from old internal injuries, nightmares

Are you right- or left-handed? Right

What does your voice sound like? Mild and even keel for the most part, can get melodic at times. Has a tendancy to get higher pitched when angry

What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? Other than cuss words, doesn’t have any catch phrases

What do you have in your pockets? Pocket knife, wallet, phone, mini flask of holy water

Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? Often worries lip to the point of blood when upset, can spin coins and pencils over her knuckles

PART 2: GROWING UP

How would you describe your childhood in general? Rough, but good. Strained when William was hunting but healthy, happy and thriving when all three were reunited. After William’s death, things turned much more grim.

What is your earliest memory? “I remember the first time the power went out -- I was so little and I was scared, but my mom and dad lit candles and we ate sandwiches on our living room floor.”

How much schooling have you had? Got partially through University

Did you enjoy school? Did NOT

Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? From Ellen, William, at the Roadhouse, and from other hunters that drifted in and out of her life

While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. William has been the driving force behind almost all of her motivations

While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? Yes, as well as a single mother and daughter living in a world of hunters can

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? A hunter

As a child, what were your favorite activities? Collecting things; knives, trinkets from trips/Williams hunts. Used to dabble in painting but gave it up to learn self defense and weapons training

As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? Sweet, happy; hyper and bouncy and full of life and energy. When William passed, it shifts to fiercely independent and rebellious; wild and risk taking.

As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? No, and there were very few friends

When and with whom was your first kiss? A hunter’s son behind the Roadhouse in the middle of the night. They’d gotten caught

Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? No, and it was surprisingly late -- not until after college. It was a drifter with no ties and whose name she never learned. The romantic streak in her regrets it; its a blur of memory, done out of grief and while intoxicated

If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. Does not apply

PART 3: PAST INFLUENCES

What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? Coming back from the brink of death and coming to terms with being completely alone

Who has had the most influence on you? There are several key players; William, Ellen, Castiel, Dean, and Bobby are her main influencers

What do you consider your greatest achievement? The bleak outlook and low self esteem keeps any sort of achievement feel insignificant

What is your greatest regret? Every drop of innocent blood that’s on her hands

What is the most evil thing you have ever done? There was a moment in her life after Missouri where she had a bit of a psychotic break, going off the grid for a while and indulging a very different style of hunting than she was accustomed to

Do you have a criminal record of any kind? Many small crimes, managed to stay off the radar enough that there is nothing major

When was the time you were the most frightened? On the ground in the hardware store

What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? College and everything about it

If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? There are too many things she’d change, too many regrets to pick one

What is your best memory? She only has a handful in total, so they’re getting listed. All memories from before Bill died, the ones she can remember. Drinking with Cas and Ellen the night before they took on Lucifer. The day she met the Winchesters. Learning constellations from Cas. Rebuilding the Roadhouse.

What is your worst memory? Every death witnessed, as well as everything surrounding her near death

PART 4: BELIEFS & OPINIONS

Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? Optimistic, though with age is has waned

What is your greatest fear? Causing the death of the few people she loves

What are your religious views? Religion is synonymous with material for work

What are your political views? She has very, very little. Too busy keeping track of the supernatural problems to focus much on political ones

What are your views on sex? Loves it, though isn’t quick to offer it or accept the proposition

Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? Easily, now. If the monster has killed maliciously with no hope of redemtion, killing is justified. For the good and protection of innocents and the world, killing is justified. In her mind, but very rarely, it is a justifiable form of punishment in the hunting world

In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Jo believes that humans have the potential to be fucking evil. She’s seen too many evil things to fathom one that could be considered the ‘most’

Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? Yes, despite how much she doesn’t want to

What do you believe makes a successful life? Successfully spreading kindness and love and leaving the world better than when you were brought into it.

How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? Has huge walls; hides emotions and who she really is from everyone unless she trusts them implicitly, and even then she has to work at it

Do you have any biases or prejudices? None that I can think of, other than she is incredibly biased when it comes to people she trusts. It takes a lot to get to that point, and she can become loyal and defensive to a fault

Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? Torture, she can never bring herself to cause someone pain in that fashion no matter who or what they are

Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? Someone she loves

PART 5: RELATIONSHIPS W/OTHERS

In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? Can come off abrasive to other hunters or the bar brawling type, but is generally polite and pleasant to everyone. She has a quick temper though, and its easy to get on her bad side. She opens up much more with people she trusts and can be quite silly, given the occasion

Who is the most important person in your life, and why? Bill. He shaped who she is

Who is the person you respect the most, and why? Self respect is the most important

Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? She considers herself friends with the Winchester Brothers, Castiel, Bobby, and several regulars that come through the Roadhouse

Do you have a spouse or significant other? No

Have you ever been in love? No

What do you look for in a potential lover? Someone kind who will treat her right, understand the life, and who makes her feel safe and can make her laugh

How close are you to your family? They are deceased

Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? No, because hunting leaves no room for families. She would love to start one, in a different life

Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? Winchesters, Castiel

Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? The previous answer applies

If you died or went missing, who would miss you? Jo believes she would be missed initially but in the grand scheme of things, no one

Who is the person you despise the most, and why? God, and because of everything that his absence put in motion

Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? Argue

Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? She can if she wants, but depending on the crowd she usually prefers to blend in

Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? Not particularly, too many people she can’t trust

Do you care what others think of you? No

PART 6: LIKES & DISLIKES

What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? Playing pool and poker, practicing shooting, painting

What is your most treasured possession? The small pocket knife that belonged to her dad

What is your favorite color? Yellow and blue

What is your favorite food? Nothing better than a homemade meal, anything made for her with love instantly becomes her favorite

What, if anything, do you like to read? Lore books, classical literature, anything concerning the occult

What is your idea of good entertainment? She enjoys a night out, but is very easily entertained. Simply coffee with someone counts as entertainment to her

Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? Drinks regularly, hardly ever smokes (has had maybe five ever); cigarettes, if she ever does.

How do you spend a typical Saturday night? Hunting or running the Roadhouse

What makes you laugh? Sharp wit and general silliness is an easy way to get her amused

What, if anything, shocks or offends you? Not much anymore

What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? Insomnia is common, alcohol and television or surfing the web is the distraction

How do you deal with stress? Alcohol and physical exhertion

Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? Equal mix of both

What are your pet peeves? Rudeness

PART 7: SELF IMAGES & OTHER

Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? Chaos is a daily occurrence these days. Routine would be more difficult

What is your greatest strength as a person? Self reliant and independent

What is your greatest weakness? Stubborn and a hot temper, loyalty to those she loves

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? She wants to be braver

Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Extroverted

Are you generally organized or messy? Very messy with personal things, but extremely organized with anything work or hunting related

Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. 1) Weapons training, 2) Memorization, 3) Sex -- 1) Cooking, 2) Public speaking, 3) Math

Do you like yourself? No

What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? At first it was because of Bill, but after Missouri its because she feels like its the least she can do with a second chance

What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? Make the world a safer and more loved place

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Hopefully not dead

If you could choose, how would you want to die? Go down fighting again

If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. “I’d say goodbye to the people I love, find somebody else to run the Roadhouse to make sure it would still serve as a safe haven, and then I’d kick back and drink the best goddamn whiskey I could get my hands on.”

What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? “I never want there to be any question about what I believed in, stood for, and who I loved.”

What three words best describe your personality? Stubborn, kind, dry humor

What three words would others probably use to describe you? Smart ass, loyal, determined

If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? She just needs to ease up on the guilt and the self assigned responsibilities and learn a little more self love, in the emotional sense.