#I ended up taking a fuckin tranquilizer at like 7 am and slept the whole day so I didn’t have to do another day of that | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ghostickle · 4 months

Text

I’m already not making enough money to afford Anything like can barely afford bills rn much less food or gas and anything fun or little treats just not an option and I had to call out today which means even less money cause my psychiatrists office way of doing things is so fucked and it left me in probably the worst withdrawal I’ve ever felt and I’m having such a good time :)))

#I’d go from being so nauseous I couldn’t move to shaking so bad I could barely hold anything and in an insane amount of pain #like I have a decent pain tolerance but tears were streaming down my face from the pain #I still really don’t trust that they’ll even actually get me my appointment either they’ve canceled my last two #I was able to force them to put through an order for a refill #but even still like. taking the meds again doesn’t make the withdrawal go away immediately #and it doesn’t change that I had to miss work and was in an indescribable amount of pain #I ended up taking a fuckin tranquilizer at like 7 am and slept the whole day so I didn’t have to do another day of that #while I waited for the meds to actually get back into my system #ghost rambles

0 notes